gghgt... okay..that was B..he tapped on my keyboard..okay wait..his keyboard... Anyways, I'mfff..FUCK! He did it again..bitdchfdRFF....fUCKER! dredtrfatgeqteioaherlo...HULLOE HULLO!

okay, where were we? hmm..oh yeah, I'm at B's place...and currently. slackin'...whille eatin'...ermm...cake...and...drinkin'...Milo peng...wow...what a simple "dinner" we're havin'... I got a half day off today...So yeah I was home like aroun' 1:30 or so... Called pluGGy up..and yeah, she was on the way to her interview so i asked if we could meet up.. So she said okay.. we met up at Tanjong Pagar MRT..and boy it was a long wait, while i was waitin', I was havin' Chris Carabba singin' in my head.. madness it is... Accompanied her to Clementi and from there I head down here to B's place... So yeah, tomorrow's the NDP preview... Gonna go with pluGGy-o... insane! knowin' the both of us... we're both gonna be fuckin' late...ngast! Come on... known that girl for like what...4 years already... since #ska was in it's first stages and when that channel was only a handful of people, Everybody knows everybody in that channel back then... And most real, I just remembered...met her at a gig...back then...when the first Three Letter Session gig happened at NUS in 2000...or was it 1999... hmm..can't remember... So yeah, I've known her that long... From acquaintance to friends to couples back to friends... Insaned! oh yeah, i'm driftin' off from my main topic.. Anyways, after sendin' her to work I took bus 30 straight down to B's... and most real, the journey on that bus, it has a lot of nice views...So I took out my Nikon and took some shot...and only some were good shots cuz the bus was shakin' big time... but the scenaries were awesome...

D, u called me ey? I ain't home girl, I'm here at B's... And yeah, my phone's all messed up... My hp's messed up..my home phone's messed up..i guess that I'm fated not to be in contact with the world or somethin'... wanted to call ya and I was hopin' that B still have ur number..but it sucks...it ain't... Girl, remind me, the next time we chat on the phone, remind me to get ur number again... aight? So yeah...and another thing, about the photography outin'... We have to explore far to get good shots of places... It would be much easier if we were to have...ehem...a li'l bit of transportation... ermm...yeah...that's it...hehe.. I saw a couple of good spots when I was on 30... The train station was one place to take good shots... I mean, the old train station.. Aight, anyways, u can try gettin' me again tomorrow (saturday)... Around say..9 plus comin' to 12... somewhere there..aight? take care for now...

My last words for this entry, never make any assumptions when u do not have enough facts to support those assumptions to make it a true statement... Aight? take care all...ChEERS!

Whoa! it's like Thursday already... God damn, just god my license today and my cert...u can see it's being posted up as the pics on top... Madness.. For now, I'll be waitin' in Sembawang Camp for my unit posting... Hopefully that I'll get Tekong or 2 PDF which is in Clementi... I don't mind going back to 2 PDF, a kind of relax life there... As for tekong, it would be cool... Well, whatever it is, my fate lies in the hands of those who do the paper work for trainees to be posted to...

*sigh*...*yawn*... Lookin' at my tag...it goes on and on... And zeos...take a good look at ur words... Is it...EVERYBODY hates us or SOME hates us..or MOST hates us...cuz if it's EVERYBODY...we wouldn't be havin' friends right now... So, what I would say that it's an equal balance of both..Come on zeos, are u such a perfect being that there's no one hatin' u? Have u look deep into that matter? Ur so god damn perfect that EVERYBODY loves u? I don't think so, no one lives that way... Even the nicest of guys or gals would have at least...some enemies.... So yeah, it's a one for one traffic here... Diss me or diss my friends, I don't fuckin' care...ur just an immature child who shouldn't be on this earth and be borned by ur mom... Whatever it is, as for me, I don't care who u are or what u say... Like I wrote before, everybody have their own say and their own choices of minds... What can i do? Force ya to like me and my band? So carry on... If that makes u a li'l happier from ur deprived of childhood happiness life...

Aight, that's about it... D, u have not called...hmm, maybe it's my crazy phone? Shit, fucked up phone, anyways girl, sorry for being kinda mean yesterday when we chatted... I was too focused to my comp... U can try again... We'll hang out and have our photography session next week aight? Or maybe Sunday? Okay then, cheers to ya!

To all of ya...I'm outta here, type in again when there's an update...

Cheers! 

Ngast... It's a Wednesday already and guess what? I'm done with my Islandwide!! Yeah!! most real!! I'll be gettin' my Military License tomorrow... That means, I'm no longer carryin' that PDL... But instead..a QDL... Qulified Driver's License... Ah shit! I gotta go take a shit... Be right back...

Aight, I'm back...Damn, that shittin' session was awesome... I fell a whole lot comin' off my ass! YEAH!! hahahaha... Oh yeah, where the heck was I...Hmm..let me see here....(Bla bla...bla...) Oh! License...Yeah, I'm gonna get my license..once that happens, I'll be waitin' for my postin'... I head that a few of my guys already head out... Some of them to Tekong already... Madness, Tekong's awesome.. i mean, it's kinda chill there to be a driver..and Recruits would think that we're some guy with ranks...hehehe...Cuz I know that when I first entered the army and when i was in the islands of Tekong...I thought that one of the drivers was actually a seargant... Hey, what do u expect?! I don't even know how to see ranks at that time! hehehe... I'm hopin' for Tekong or maybe, 2 PDF in Clementi... Kinda slack... And guess what, drove about 150 mins today... And trust me, it's fuckin' tiring! Imagine this... U sit in the car and controlin' the vehicle while tryin' to watch out for traffic for long hours...that's insane!

Hey Miss D!! Read ya blog... Sat in the Audi...When u typed that out, I thought u were sittin' in an Audi...U know...Audi, Voschprung Deutch Technic... The german car... But then I read again... it's actually an auditorium...Socks ! Lindsay Hop! That's interestin'.. most real, Swing's my favourite kind of music... And guess what? There was this one time where an american school band played in front of Plaza Sing.. And they were playin' numbers from some famous Swing Bands... It was fuckin' swingin'! Anyways, D.... I don't know if I could go with ya this Saturday... We might have to postpone the date for our photography cuz I'm going out with pluGGy to the NDP preview... B asked her along with me.. Cuz he got two tix and he got no one else to ask...so he asked me and pluGGy to go.. So D, I'm sorry... maybe next week ey? U just enjoy urself with the girls and about that parkin'... Don't worry, I'll guide ya... Aight? It's a promise... And hey, life without sarcasm isn't fun u know... I'm like livin' in a world of sarcasms cuz most of my friends are born with natural capabilities to produce sarcastic remarks... Hehehe... I'll be a li'l nicer the next time u call me..hehe.. Once again, I'm sorry dear...

Allright guys..oh yeah..wait...one more thing.. I think I saw Hidir when I was waitin' at the bus stop outside my Sembawang Camp... He was in the Fire Truck.. It pass by... I think it was him.. Ngast...I've not fixed my phone yet... and didn't even activate my SIM card....damn.. I better do it, cuz I'm losin' contact with the world...FUCK!...hahaha...

Aight, to all of ya...CHEERS!

Tuesday...It's a freakin' Tuesday... i reported to Sembawang Camp today and I have to fuckin' wake up early in the mornin'... Thanks to my bro, I have transport...So i took a free ride in the car... Well, had my first islandwide drivin'... Drove my tonner... Three tonner..And we drove in a convoy of three... Lead Convoy is a 5 Tonner, the second in line is the rover and the last vehicle is the three tonner...so yeah... I was drivin' last... It was fun...but heck, it's fuckin' tirin'... Goin' at only 50 or maximum 60km/h... on a highway... fuckin' hell..it's fuckin' slow..Drove 100 mins and clockin' around 51 km.... Jeez...That's insane..I'll be drivin' again tomorrow...left two more vehicle...The rover and the 5 Tonner... Madness.. it shacks me up..

Bernard just called.. And most real, he told me that there was somethin' wrong with my home phone...and I didn't know anythin' until he told me.. So the thing is, I rarely use the phone at home unless I'm talkin' to pluGGy.... B told me that she tried callin' me yesterday eve...but to no avail...damn! Hahaha... Sick phone... Looks like I have to sleep early tonight as I got long hours of drivin' tomorrow...fuckin' hell...but maybe, before I go to sleep..I have a chat with dear old pluGGy...

Aight, that's it for today's update...Oh wait.. To Miss D... Yeah yeah, ur CV car and all...and ur cruisin'...hey, if u wanna drive..and u can't do the parkin'...I can do it for ya... It wouldn't be that risky..cuz it's a car park..I can park it for ya..I mean, if I can pass my parkin'...with a three tonner...why not a small Nissan? Hehehe....Aight, anyways, cheers!

 

Mad... I just learnt that poor pluGGy's havin' a cold..She sound bad on the phone... although with that sick voice..she somehow sound...Hot...in a cool way...hmm...Rock! hahaha.. What the hell? Anyways, pluGGy, if ur readin' this, I hope that U'll recover aight? And hey.. do what I advice u to do, drink lotsa warm water and put a wet towel over ur forehead or neck if u feel heat from those areas... Anyways, do take care aight? And don't forget to eat... hope to see ya around, sometime soon... If we're both free...Cheers to ya!

I just went to Miss_D's blog... Wow... I'm somehow a side cast in her blog...Hehehe..Which is cool! I'm sorry bout the phone D but u can call me at my home after 6 and if u still can't reach me..try after 8... If I ain't home..it's either I'm out or I'm dead.. Anyways, I'm really happy for ya for passin' ur test! And yeah, ur right, havin' ur own vehicle makes u have that sense of pride and righteous owner feeling... heh... And hey, readin' bout ur TP...CV's TP Test ain't the same as the military's... I think CV's maximum points is going at 20 right? But as for the military..it's 10... So it's harder to pass... I got an 8... hehe, And my supposedly route was Ubi..U know, that messed up busy road..but nouh...My tester was cool...Although he was blabbering and fuckin' me up while we were inside the cabin...I thought I failed cuz I sorta beat the red light..heh... So he ask me to go around Bedok Reservoir Road, just go around that area..and he said turned right... and that last right was to head back to my camp..knowin' the ways of the TP Test...when the ride's shorten...and u come back early..it means that u failed.. So my hopes were blowned... It was only half an hour. When I've parked the tonner, I went down, feelin' low to the grounds..Thinkin' I failed...My friend asked..."Hey barney, U passed?" I was like, I don't wanna talk about it... He took my paper...and he said..."Hoi! u passed lah! 8 points! Meaning that u passed!" I was like, what the fuck? Holy shit, I did pass! Heh... That tester, I heard rumours that his style is...when he fucks u up a lot, it means he's passin' ya..and if he keeps quiet...that means he's failin' ya... I was lucky I guess..he was in his good mood.. So yeah, D, if u wanna reach me, try my home phone aight? Hope to hear from ya... Cheers!

 

Ah hoy there everyone! Madness....My tagboard's gettin' more and more interestin' ain't it? Thanks u guys.. U dissers rocks! I love it man! GIve me more! I don't mind... Anyways... lotsa people ey? hehehe..

Miss D...I like ur lay out, interestin' blogs too... And hey, try to upgrade..by puttin' picture columns and stuff like that.. hehehe... Cool! Drove ur first independent drivin' ey? Glad to hear that girl...Hehee, Drivin' around with that triangle thingy ey? Soon it'll be my turn..u know why? I passed my TP this morning! Yeah!! 1st Time passer!! OOOOH YEAH!!! But damn, it doesn't compare to urs cuz urs a CV's license... I'm a Military license...It's difference.I can only drive military vehicles... But the difference is...I passed my test while drivin' a 3 tonner! HAHAHA!! Ngast!! U drove a normal saloon car while I drove a big truck! Hehehe.. Okay, that was lame..the fact still stands...Ur drivin' a civilian car! ARGH! Hehehe.. Aight, anyways, just to let u know again, my phone's down... Oh yeah, to everyone else who's readin' this and have my contact number...MY PHONE'S DOWN!! So is my SIM card....god damn it!

Anyways, ain't much goin' today.. I passed my TP...so what? I was feelin' 50/50...Half happy and half sad...cuz I went off from my mates... The guys I hung out with in camp and talk shit every day... Now I ain't with them no more... They took the test 4 to 5 times and they're still failin'...I wanted them to pass with me and move on to Islandwide drivin' with me...I feel bad, i took it one time and I passed... Those guys worked hard but they still fail..and that sucks man... I was really hopin' that they passed together with me so that we could still hang out... The other half of me is happy cuz I passed and I'm out of that camp... no more parkin'..no more barkin' from the instructors... Gonna miss that... I hope that the guys will pass their test when they take it tomorrow or Wednesday... All ain't fair ey?

Still haven't send my phone for fixin' at Nokia Care and had not activated my SIM card... Got a temporary phone right now... Thanks to Fad... To those guys who were with us that day..U guys should know what we're talkin' about...hehe.. Cool phone!

Last Saturday.. went out and hung out with the guys, and went to check Ceramic Circle out (U guys can check out the pics under the pictures catagory once the pics are up...) And after that, hung out at Youth Park (Lalest place to slack, I know..but hey...it's slackin'..) Saw my cousin...to my surprise..and she was hangin' out with Kotake Yoji Nur Indra Iskandar (PHD's Bassist) that day..with a bunch of other friends... Indra's my primary school mate..and yeah, he have Jap blood...I think... So after the hangin' out session... Me, B, Fad, Nik & Irma.. we went to watch king Arthur at Cineleisure that mornin'... and guess what? I fell asleep when the show was endin'...FUCK! Missed the last part! I was too tired I guess... most real, Guenevre is fuckin' hot! Hehehe... Saucy for a medieval time lady...

As usual, crashed at B's place with Fad... And ate Tuna with Crackers in the mornin' (Three guys, at the dinner table, eatin' Tuna & Crackers at 4 in the mornin'...Ngast!) So yeah, stayed there... till the next day Sunday... night time... Cuz we celebrated B's birthday... hehehe.. happy 21st bro! At a whole lot of chicken that night... INsane!

Aight guys... i think I wrote enough... I'm outta here, do stay tune for the pics...

Cheers!

Ngastness! It's already the weekends...Time flies... Most real, Miss D got her license! That's awesome girl! Looks like u can drive around now ey? Easier for the transport side! I can't give ya a hulla girl cuz my phone's down... It bitched on me! Not only that, SIM card's doin' the same thing... And all of the numbers in there, I don't remember...only two of them I remembered... Ngast...Anyways, drive safely aight? Maybe we could go cruisin' one day ey? heh...

It's a Saturday and I'm at home, can u believe this.. at home? I'm suppose to meet up with the guys..but I ain't sure when or where... I slacked a lot just now in camp... And god! It was rainin'...and rainy days in the mornin'... it's simply..means....SLEEPING TIME... But nouh!!~~ I had to wake up early just to get to camp... Damn it.. But I'm sure I'll be out later...cuz I'll be crashin' at B's place later in the evenin'... With no dough in my "greens" pouch... I'm hopeless... can't get Fags...can't top up my E To The Z link... Need to search for some cash.. Hmm..either I "borrow" some from my parents by searchin' through their bags...which is a bad idea...or I can simply ask them... which is also bad cuz I've been askin' a lot from them... Or simply, should I go dry? Ngast! i'll figure it out....somehow....

Thought of askin' pluGGy out today... Cuz I know she's at home and all.. Well, left her a message and suddenly she called me back..ngast...only to learn that she's on her way to beach road.. So I thought that was my chance to hang out with her... She said that she'd call back and so...I waited...but she didn't..or maybe I can't wait that long..Hehe... So i called her up and only to learn that somebody else had met her.. So then, I decided to screw the idea...Well, it ain't my luck I guess... There's always other days... And I can't meet her at night cuz she'll be hangin' out with her cuzzies somewhere... In town...I think... Or somethin' like that...  But anyways..hope that she'll enjoy her day today... Thought of hangin' out with her and the bunch tomorrow at B's place...but then again... Hard luck, she's workin'... Darn! Allright, enough of this topic..let's move on to another topic...

Damn, u guys noticed on the Fag packs these days... they have those pictures of u know...the brain clod thingy, the baby..that guy with those hospital things... i mean, what is the government tryin' to do? if u wanna scare the smokers...might as well ban ciggies... Why raise the price and have the trouble to re pack the whole packaging...God damn it... Prices going higher now and with those stupid-and-not-freakin'-smokers-out pictures... Smokin' is one expensive habit... The weird thing, it ain't workin'...people still buyin' the fags...

I just got my M1 bill and holy cow! it's blowin' at $461.90! holy fuck! I'm fucked for sure! Where the hell am I goin' to get that amount? Looks like I gotta starve myself a li'l... Pay bit by bit till it's settled... Whatever it is, i'm still gettin' that new phone next month... Hopefully my friend still hold on to that deal he was offering me... And I realised on why my bill blew the top... Mainly on SMS...My fingers can't stop SMS-ing... Especially to other service providers... DAMN! My GPRS ain't that bad...44 bucks...So it's quite okay... but SMS...HOLY SHIT! Gotta learn to control...I type out SMS as if I'm typing out words on the IRC...

Aight, just got a call from Tweet-O-San... Looks like I'll be headin' out to town... (Same-O Same-O)... I'm meetin' him at Orchard MRT around 7:30... So yeah... Can't contact the others cause I ain't got a phone..FUCK! Hahaha..Most real...I'm outta here...

Cheers to all!

Darn! It's a friday already! Time flies ever oh so quickly! It's been pretty much borin' in camp cuz all I did was sit...sleep at the trainin' shed... NOt much of drivin'.. Just passed my lashing test today and it looks like that i'll be headin' out for my TP next monday. Sickest mickest!

Jammed with my new side band yesterday... Well, we started off like any other bands, crappy and not knowin' of what to do..hehe... Or maybe we just didn't jam for a long time... Death By Tears... Or was it another name..hmm..Still not decided on the band's name yet... So we'll have to wait ey? So yeah, we're playin' somethin' like Get Up Kids plus something..and something..or was it somethin' like that... Kuzzed's Bossom!! Hahahaha

Okay..ehem... Enough.. Past few days, I feel that I've been missin' a few people... Miss D for one... Read her blog and she's takin' her Drivin' test...cool ey? I hope that she passed it cuz I check her blog again and it's not updated...can't wait to see what's her result... I missed Shammie, that mad girl with insane insanity maximus.. Heh... Wonder how she is... Have not heard or seen her for quite some time... Hope that everythin's fine... Damn, I miss too many people to even say... Surya, Fattah and a few others...*sigh*...

puGGy's gettin' a new job... psyched! An office job...hehehe.. Back to the office lady dressing ey puGGy? Ngastness! Well, I feel great for her... Heard news that she might wanna take a bike license...But i ain't sure when or if it's true.. But knowin' her... well, she will... Heh...Mad girl! Well, hope everythin's fine...

I miss my handphone! Fuckin' hell, can't even do much... No longer feel vibrations in my pocket no more.. Ngast! Feels weird yet free... hmm.. Gotta get a new phone, I'll be gettin' a new phone by next month... hopefully... So yeah...that's about it...

For now, I'm outta here, gotta jam with ND in a while... Cheers to all!

Holy Xoximus...It's a Monday already? Ngast! Baybeats had past and it was awesome...Well, only for the last two days, I can only say about the two days... The first day, I missed it and I heard feedbacks from those who went that it was awesome and especially Love Me Butch... Can't believe I missed that! Been wantin' to watch it... Damn stupid cross country drivin'... On Saturday, I head down to City Hall to meet up with puGGy... Thinkin' I was late, I rushed down but then...Hehe, puGGy fell asleep and she ended up bein' late... So there we were, at Raffles City, head down to Esplanade around 6:40... And met the others there... Most real, saw Fattah and boy, I miss that guy! He basically disappeared from us and there he was hangin' out with us again...Just like old times... The whole 3 Moron Bros & 1 Mad Sister was there... Dil, Fattah, Dzul & puGGy... Old skool! Heh! Hung out with Fattah just for a short while till he had to go to meet up with his mates.. So there we were, hangin' out while listenin' to the music played on stage... Awesome bands were playin'... And for those who said somethin' in my tag... please, if u don't know, don't assume, if u ain't got the facts or prove, don't assume... jumpin' to conclusion causes complications...So please... I'm guessin' that the person who tags with that statement was there when I was hangin' out with her at the curb... and most real, most probably just standin' about a few metres away...talkin' to her ex... We're BOTH her ex... and I ain't doin' that on purpose... There wasn't even any intentions whatsoever...
 
Anyways, the show was awesome especially the last day... MSC, Return To Fall,Electrico and a few others... They were all awesome but the band that stands out for that Sunday was Last Days Of April... They were fuckin' awesome!! A simple chill out emo/indie music playin'... and everybody was simply noddin' their heads to the beat and tune of their music. All the way from Sweden...wow!
 
Baybeats is really a success... Attracted more crowd this year and somehow the security was a li'l bit tight... too tight... that kids can't even have fun in front of the stage. The first baybeats when No Direction played...it was not that known yet... Not much crowd, and everybody was simply passin' by the big stage... That was when Brandtson and Sommerset came down... Damn, memories of that one! Sick happy memories..heh...Anyways, years had past and look at Baybeats now, awesome turn out, all three days and the stage was even better now... It's like a big show and all.. What's best, it's free! Well, all I can say, I had fun...
 
Pictures will be posted up soon, so just hang on and for those taggers.. Please, don't accuse any-o-how... And I'm sorry if I did somethin' to offend any one of u...
 
Cheers!
 

It's...POEM SEGMENT TIME!!!

Here's a poem I got from Christina Rossetti and it's entitled... The First Day... This, I would like to dedicate it to that someone, that someone who had been there for most of the time and had always been the light of my darkest days... p|uGGy...


The First Day by Christina Rossetti

I wish I could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meeting me;
If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or winter for aught I can say
So unrecorded did it slip awy,
So blind was I to see and to foresee,
So dull to mark the budding of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May.
If only I could recollect it! Such
A day of days! I let it come and go
As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow.
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much!
If only now I could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!

Thank you... p|uGGy...

Hey! Miss D got a blog! Madness! Hey girl, thanks for updatin' me... U got a blog! Coolness to the maximus! And the things u wrote..hmm...I like ur poem and I wanna say thanks for writin' that...It's nice...

Today's day went out okay...Learnt new cool stuff... All the different terrains drivin' technics... The rough terrain handling..the narrow bridge...And using the rover..we have to rev up this super steep slope up...and that thing simulates the slope of the the ship deck... it was fuckin' steep! When ur at the top and ur going down..it's like sittin' on a roller coaster, excepts this one, ur drivin' the roller coaster... Another one, we had to reverse the 3 tonner up the slope which is less steep then the one we had to do with the rover... My favourite track of the day..was the skid run... We rev up to a fast speed of about 30-40 km/h and we step on the brake pedals when we hit the wet floor...our rover skidded...it was awesome! And it's like some kind of a cheap thrill.. I drove wrecklessly around the track...just to get top speed before hittin' the brakes..it was insane.. Tomorrow, I'll be headin' out to Sembawang Camp and from there, we would set out to our cross country training grounds.. To drive through the forrested area.. And when it's night, we'll be drivin' in the dark..meanin', no headlights, no source of lights at all and we'll be only depending on our night vision goggles to guide us while driving... Cool! I'm gonna wear a night vision goggle tomorrow! Sadly, due to this, I couldn't make it to Baybeat's first day gig... Gonna miss out on Shoe Size Nine's set...DAMN! Stupid drivin'..

After I got home today, rested at home and then head out to city hall in search of somethin'. Can't expose to much of it... Simply said, bought something for that someone... HeH...

Aight, that's it for today, cheers to all!

Ngast! It's still goin' on? When will it ever end? Guys, just give it up will ya? Those who's sidin' me or simply findin' the disser lame or anythin' line that, just ignore him or her... he or she is like usin' some kind of energizer battery or somethin'...simply never give up... Even the best of batteries would dry up eventually... So yeah, just ignore...

Anyways, new pics are up and the editted pics u see above are some simple editting... The skyscrapers pics was shot back then from Esplanade... Beautiful night that night... And as I was lookin' through my pics, I remembered Mitre Hotel... A lot of insane memories happened there...Good ones, mad ones, bad ones, drunk ones... Loads of it. For those who hanged out with me back then at Mitre, remember Tummy War? Hehehe, insane! Tummy War, it's a game played by many players..but at that time it was about 6 of us..we would stand in a circle and as in order and in turns we would hit each others' stomache till one lone survivor stands.. and believe it or not, Tweet was the defending champion for four games...It ain't a normal beat in the stomache, it's all out whack kinda energy...And it's Mitre Hotel that it was the days of drinkin'... My drinkin' days... Beer, beer and more beer... Ngast! But I soon realized that it's a waste of money... We shed tears there, we laughed out loud there, we even got drunk there... and stupid actions happened..hehe.. Whatever it is, Mitre Hotel is no more.. it's just a buildin'...still occupied but it no longer have the bar...That's what I saw the last time I when there few months back...It's the coolest chillout spot I ever been to...Torn sofas, wrecked up walls, broken ceilings, fans that looked as if it's gonna fall anytime...It was awesome..And to Raja! The guy who drives his merz and sits there for long hours... common phrase..."Siapa Raja?" He would reply loudly..."SAYALAH RAJA!!" It's an inside joke, sort of, only those who were there would know...

Aight, so that's it... Enjoy the new pics...

Woot! It's a Tuesday and it's been quite a while since I've last checked my blog and well, as expected... same 'ol same 'ol... My blog has turned into a warzone! Cool ey? Great! I'm a pig, I'm a fatfucking bastard whatever... Well, at least u'll remembered me by that... U have ur ways so be it, carry on. Others have their own way of remembering me. This guy or gal who's dissin' me waaay beyond the line must not have his/her mother's love when he/she was young... As many would say, deprived of childhood happiness. That's my guess, I ain't assumin', just guessin'... if he/she is, then that's the reason why... If he/she is not, then I'm wrong...

Anyways, just did my 5th HSP Test today (HSP - Highway Situation Problems) and I got it in the end. Fuckin' 5 times. Thanks to the tester who gave me many chances to pass me. I guess they're bored of testing the drivers here...Come on, I mean... They've been takin' charge of tests for god knows how many batch of drivers so i'm sure they're bored of it. But anyways, glad to pass and now I can join the others...SOON... First I gotta take my Height & Lashing and parkin' before I could join the otehrs to take TP. So yeah, that's the news. I drove around Tampines just now for 100 mins... Which is roughly around 1 hour 40 mins... Imagine that, round and round I go in Tamp. Ngast!

Past by one of the schools and there was this girl outside, as she was walkin', she looked at me and she waved at me.. My guess is, she got the wrong guy. At first I thought it was Azura of Underedge but when I SMSed her she said nah... She was in class doin' some stuff for some drama... So who could it be? Could it be mistaken identity or someone I know? My conclusion, wrong identity... So yeah, that's about it..

Ain't much to do now, execpt I'll be headin' out to Bedok to hang around there with the bunch and as well pay my overdue bills of $124... damn, that's a whole load... Earnin' 350 per month and payin' that much, what's there left to enjoy with? Have yet to give my parents some cash... not to mention, pay back my dad cuz I loaned from him for the chalet... that's insane...

Aight, I'm outta here, and for the taggers...both good and bad... I'd like to say thanks.. Carry on with the "war"...

Cheers!

It's a friggin' Wednesday...Boredom hits me big time. Same old shit in camp. Report at 7:25am and then u either go to class for lectures or some stupid simulator drive and then after lunch u go for public road drivin'... or it's the other way around... Same old shit and I'm still stuck to my HSP... Damn! Need to pass that stupid HSP to get on with the next stage, Height, Lashing & Parkin'... Most of my Platoon guys are done with it, just waitin' for TP... Fuck HSP, I mean, it's stupid... U think we road users wanna concentrate on all that on the road? "CHeck left right mirror for motorcycles, confirm exit clear, confirm traffic is in favour, confirm no pedestrian, move cautiously and beware of motorcycles squeezin' through ur sides, beware of pedestrians..." BLA BLA BLA! IT goes on and on.. It may sound simple, yes, but once ur in that room with the tester u'll tend to forget some of the shit u had memorised... That's the fucked up part.. Tomorrow's my next test, I have to pass that one, if not, I'm in deep shit. Drivin' is gettin' plain normal now, since I'm like drivin' every single day, same old route... Bedok, Tamp or Pasir Ris... Same old road, same old tonner, same old driver, same old instructor... Always slowed down in front of Temasek Poly's bus-stop... heh... Every driver here does that... u guys should know..

Read my tag again... *sigh*... It goes on...and on.......and on ey? Just like an energizer battery, never say die... i like ur spirit guys.. Thanks...

This one goes out to INNOCENT, I wanna say thanks, that's a constructive critism.. I agree that our riffs are mellow and chillin' kind.. that's the way we wanna play... right? I'll take ur comments as part of an upgrading awaker... (Okay, whatever that means...Heh..) Thanks dude...ermm..dudette...

Aight, so yeah... Thanks for the dissin'! All are welcomed to diss and to those who's on my side, thanks as well but no point, these bunch of dissers are bound to come back, I'm beginning to grow immuned to them... So fuck it ey? So yeah, carry on with ur disses cuz it's really entertaining me...

Cheers to all!

Once again, my blog had turned into a warzone!... YEAH!! Scored another 4 points! Bonus for Annonymous! Let's see here, how many do I have now... back two years ago plus 5 years ago...50 points in all.. Aight! I'm scorin' well! U guys really hate me huh? Bah, I have no disagreement with ya, ur making a constructed point and I like ur style but for Annonymous, I don't get that guy. Fat bastard? Yeah i admit.. I'm fat.. Who ain't? Standin' at a height of 1.73m and weighin' about 110kg... used to be 120.. But still? Still fat and hopeless... But who cares ey? I'm livin' my life the way it is, so hate me or love me or whatever u wanna do... it's life.. It ain't life if there ain't obsticles..

Bah, it's super ironic, true..heh.. I said it's the crowd that makes the band go... and ur right about the passion... If the bands are playin' for fame, it ain't true music... I really like ur style of criticism, it's well constructed and ur point got into me... Thanks man...

For the others, I still don't get u guys.. Well, whatever it is, I'm takin' it in.. Go ahead, swear, curse, diss... I'll take it.. Like I said before, life's ain't perfect.. So let it be ey?

For the rest of ya... enjoy the days to come, u'll never know when it might just end for all u know, I might die the next day drivin' the tonner or even crossin' the road... Bargh, what the hell? Ngast...

Aight, that's it for today, I'm outta here....

p.s. Lastly, to those who diss me in my blog, I'd love to see u guys in real life one day.. so please, I'm beggin' u down to my knees, please approach me the next time u see me and diss me face to face, please... I would prefer, a frontal approach rather than just typin' ur diss out. U know, just a simple talk, face to face.. Aight? Don't forget, DO APPROACH ME...

The Malay Dude who is a Caucasian Wannabe/Fat Bastard/Fuckin' Bastard,
HaZe_OnE

Sheesh, when will u guys ever give up? Okay, most real, we're arguing ovr a stupid matter... which is... Ska & Rudies... I'm tired guys, please, stop the crap about rudies. They're not worth my time and not worth my breathe and I still don't fuckin' understand why I start it up.. Sorry guys and I wanna thank u dissers cuz u guys made me realise what a jerk I am. Thanks to u guys, I am awake... woken by reality that I should listen to more ska and join the ska society... "Until the day I die, I SKANK my heart for u!!" I shall be a sell out and yes I'm a newbie... 7 years in the so-called "scene" and yes, I'm still a newbie... So are my friends, we all know nuts about the Lion City Hardcore or the One Voice Label or the kids of the hardcore...yes.. we know nuts... Well as for some of u taggers, yeah. I agree...

I give up, u guys go ahead, carry on dissin' me if u want to. I'm simply tired... White flag's up!

Bah, I agree with, u proved it right.. If the music's good the crowd is there... but sometimes, u just have to be there to support the bands.. I mean, what about new bands that is just there for the first time? Imagine this, ur band, let's say, ur band if u have a band... is playin' for the first time on stage and that's ur chance to gain recognition but then the crowd is either walkin' out of the arena or simply sittin' down... that would be whacked.. I mean, if it's me I know I would feel downed not seeing any supporters... It's the crowd that make the bands go on... Overall, I agree with ya on the music part...

Yesterday's gig was okay except that too many bands were playin' NoFX's songs... The organiser should add on to the gig title..."The Punk Rock Show: Tribute To NoFX"... Heh.. About 70% of the bands playin' that day played NoFX... i guess they're the most energy drivened band amongst the other punk rock bands... The crowd yesterday was okay, ain't much, ain't less just moderate... Did my hair up.. Come call it Beckham hairdor, some called it mohawk... so i did, feeling punk rock-ish.. (BARGH!)... when I got there, almost everybody did their hair up! NGAST! Yesterday's set was a fuck up but thanks to the supporters upfront I lost my nervousness and gained back my confidence upstage...

To all those who came to the gig on behalf of the organisers, I wanna say thanks...
To those who stayed back till the last band, I wanna say thanks...
Lastly, to those who came upfront to watch No Direction's set, Big thanks to all of ya! Without u guys, I would still have shakin' knees till the end of the set... I love u guys! On behalf of ND, thanks to all!

Overall review of the gig... Fun & excellent... Had a great moment at the end of the show... Hehehe... Inn did a "solo" set at the end... Hahaha, that was mad, and Zad or IK came up running up to him and slam him, u know..like one of those wrestling scenes whereby the wrestler was dissin' the other wrestler and then suddenly out of nowhere a guy runs up and slam him down to the ground and then disappear again...yeah it was like that. While Kate Of Kale was playin', the guys were doin' yet another pile up session.. This time, it was more than the chalet! Too bad I didn't get it on my cam... It was mad fun..

After the show, sat down at the coffee shop nearby to the gig venue.. Hung out there for a while... after that, set off to B's place to crash.. that's about it,... Didn't do much...

That's the end, I'll write in soon... Once again, to all those who came and stayed for ND's set, thanks a million!

To all the tagboarders.. Here are my replies:-

nurl: ehhh. where's the chaletttt piccccs. i wannnnaaaaaaaa c!

.:BIGguy:. Hey! Chalet pics will be up soon, just to busy to do it, I got the first day up, check it out though.

DaNe|sHa: Hey Big Fella... Car cruisin's coming up soon...

.:BIGguy:. Hehehe, yeah that's nice.. Cruisin' around ey? Maybe I can borrow ur car someday? I'll drive and we cruise...hehehe, if u did, u must be nuts!

zeos: wah dier kutuk ska sey.. dier lah paling Rock per. hah~ isap la kau.

.:BIGguy:. Kutuk ska? hmm... I thought dissin's only for people, I ain't sayin' about ska, ska's nice.. U got the wrong impression.. The way u type...u sound like a mat.. U know, typical malay to the max? That kinda mats.. Ye ah, aku tau aku ni melayu tapi melayu macam kau peh orang sikit peh susah ah.. Apa apa lah mat... Kau nak kutuk aku, enjoy...

anonymous: fuck u motha fucker

.:BIGguy:. Really? I'm a mother fucker? Oh yeah, I fucked ur mom when u and ur dad ain't home.. Just remembered... Sorry man, ur mom was great! Now, let me ask u, how do u feel when I say that? Great? or bad? Remember, don't fuck others any-o-how..Please, it ain't ur world alone and I'm sorry if I offended u...

ra-fieex: hur ska is nice.. its the people who make it sucky.. okie im crapping ... hello wan.. road to riverdale?

.:BIGguy:. Thanks rafiee... I just said it out but these guys ain't listenin'... Ska is nice it's just the people...

anonymous: w/o the ppl there wont b o crowd. so fuck u bigassguy. fuck u

.:BIGguy:. Really? There won't be a crowd? Boo Hoo, I'm cryin' out loudly! Where were the fuckin' rudies when the emo gig was playin' the other day? Or the skins or the other "fashion parade" kids? I don't see any of those kids in L2R4 in the Rockstar Collectives show back then in ANA Hotel.. Where were they? Skankin' to death?

alif: first, he did not say ska sucks. he just said there were too many ska bands. and the crowd only supports ska. so go figure okay mofo.

.:BIGguy:. Thanks Tengtai, ur awesome.. They don't get my words.. oh wait, maybe they're just TOO YOUNG.. I don't know...I'm just guessin'..cuz the way they type it out in my tag, it seems like it...

heh: quote: "when a FUCKIN' ska band plays" - he doesn't even need to say "ska sucks." the implications are already there.

.:BIGguy:. I don't only use the word "fuckin" in that sentence.. Read again, it's in the whole god damn entry.. So when Propghandi played Ska Sucks, they hate ska? They were playin' that song in a ska rythm... What's with u guys?!

zeos: quit dissin da ppl new to ska. they jus like u guys few yrs ago. whu r u to say abt da scene. ur still a piece of shit. u tink u cool? c ya july 3rd.

.:BIGguy:. Hmm, this group of new guys I'm dissin'? If they dress like a normal kid I don't diss them.. Come on, I don't diss the other kids who come to the gig plainly dressed.. These new kids, they're INFLUENCED by others, thinkin' that being a rudie is "cool"... Few years back, when I was a newbie, I don't dress up in suits or tryin' to look like I'm in.. That sorta thing... U asked me, do I think I'm cool? No.. It's a straight forward answer, no... I ain't cool at all... Rockstar Collective kids are "cool"... and yeah, see ya on 3rd July, approach me aight? Say hi to me, or maybe diss me in front of the stage.. I would love to see ya! Don't diss my band, just me, they ain't involve in this...

einziger: may i remind u guys... this is a personal blog... he has his own right to say what he wants... hurhur.. anyways.. hello wan!

.:BIGguy:. No point in sayin' that.. They don't get the meanin' of "PERSONAL".. anyways, hi to u! and thanks...

hah: and may i remind you this is a tagboard meant for passerbys.. we also have a right to say what we want..hurhur..

.:BIGguy:. Yeah, I agree with u too.. LIke I said, say what u want, feel free to tag.. be it diss or to please...

alif: may i remind you guys you don have to enter here at all and don read his entries. you have your rights to get lost.. hurhur.

.:BIGguy:. Thanks again tengtai..

:: Praba :: how have you been man? you okay? i`ll see you around then, byee

.:BIGguy:. Doin' good... Except that it's pretty much borin' these days.. NOt much excitin' has happened...Yeah, I'll see u around too...

zeos: so havin a blog means u can say all da stupid crap u wanna say. uh y nvr say u suckd ur dad's balls yest? knn. a reali fuckd up species u are.

.:BIGguy:. It's called bloggin'.. What? Were u just born yesterday or somethin'? It's a personal blog, everybody has their right to say, so what's up with that? Hmm, About suckin' my dad's balls... I did't type it out cuz... it didn't happen, u moron... U fucked ur mom? Did u fuck ur girl? U suck ur mom's tits to get her high? Is it good to diss others like this? How do u feel? U fingered ur mom? U let ur dad fuck ur ass the other day? Wow zeoz, how stupid can u be?! Think and grow up...

me: kau ego...emo ego!! kau pk kau bagus dan besar...merepek!

.:BIGguy:. *tsk tsk tsk*... Can u guys believe this? Another one of those "MAT-ORIENTED" people... Typical mat thinking... Let me translate "U ego, emo go, u think ur big and good? Crap!".. I mean, what's up with that? What kind of a person in a sane state of mind would think that if he's big he's good? If that's the way, everybody in this world would be big sized. Ego? Who's this guy? Does he even know me? Grow up kid...

DAZ VENGEANCE: ALAH KOWANG,SKA IS SKA.NOTHING SPECIAL.TTS WHY THERE WAS A BAND CALLED SPECIALS.. becuase they are not.waves of stupidity.

.:BIGguy:. That's a nice one! Hehehe.. Thanks...

alim: ah dengar nasyid lagi rocks!!

.:BIGguy:. Raihan featuring Slipknot?






anonymous: wow.. This guy's awesome...

Whoa... I read my blog again.. There's still a few of unhappy people.. This group of groupies.. oops, I mean, group of fans of ska are still unhappy with me. Just because I said somethin' about the ska "scene" here... I don't hate ska and I never said ska sucks... U guys are assumin'.. Assumptions are the mother of all fuck ups, do u guys know that? Don't assume until u get solid rock proof of things. Hearsays are also a bitch ass thing. This guy hears from this other guy and it goes to this girl and it goes on and on until it spreads when all of those words are.. hearsay.. and none of them are true. Some of u say things about me when u know shit about me. Have u hanged out with me before? Have u even talk to me before? If not, then don't assume... Talkin' about ska, I don't hate ska in fact I do listen to ska... Catch 22, Mad Caddies, VooDoo Glow Skulls, Save Ferris, Reel Big Fish, Mustard Plug, what else? And I don't hate the local ska bands... As for them, that genre, I say Cesspit tops, cuz of their good horns, harmonised vocals, good showmanship.. They're one heck of a local ska band compared to Fishtank who was recognised earlier then Cesspit but their music's.. a li'l diff and not my cup of tea.. I simply don't listen much of ska.. I'm more to the emo screamo shmimo whatever u wanna call it..

What makes me sick is... the PEOPLE... They just make me sick of ska.. thanks to those people, it makes me sorta dislike ska or more like, not hearin' more of ska... I pity those bands who plays and not havin' any crowd up there standin' and supporting like how it was back then durin' the LCH Days... Everyband, every slot, everyone was upfront... Supporting the band with full hearted energy... These days, it's more about the "kechet-kechet" music.. Ska that is.. How many times do u see the kids stand upfront for any other bands who's playin' other genres? Rarely right? Let's take an example.. In this show, majority are ska bands and there's only like 4 or 5 bands who's in the "others" genre... (Emo,punk rock,hardcore,indie..etc).. And when a ska band plays, everyone stands up automatically.. I mean, wow! If only that happens to the other bands... And when other bands play.. The kids would magically.."disappear" Off to the coffee shop to hang out until the next band plays or simply just sit down far away from the front..(at this moment, I know some of u are hatin' me already, thanks to my statements).. So yeah, that's all I'm sayin'.. I'm not statin that I hate ska... I just hate the followers.. okay, maybe not hate.. just don't favour them... And what I think about u dissers..hmm.. it's not about the ska or the scene.. it's simply u guys hate me from the start...

Come on, admit it, it ain't about ska.. But what the heck ey? In this place called Earth, nothin' is perfect... There's no such thing as everybody likin' everybody.. if that happens, there wouldn't be hate or war so yeah, I'm acceptin' things as it is. U guys wanna hate me, go ahead, it's ur choice, what can I do right? What?! Get down on my knees and beg u to like me? no way! Just let it be as it is.

So yeah, that's my say...

Wow, it's been a while since I've last checked my tag...God damn it u fuck ass.. Okay fine, the tagboard's for everyone and I ain't complainin'... If u guys have the right of say... I can have MY own right of say as well.. Ain't it? Look, It's fair and square.. Most real, this is.. MY friggin' blog.. so why bother. if u guys like readin' this shit, go ahead, if not, might as well fuck off and don't read this shit. I ain't dissin' the ska bands, I love ska it's just that, the people make me sick. And about newbies, yeah, the kids back then, wasn't like this, they come to gigs for the music and for supporting the local bands... not for some stupid fashion parade Sashayin' in their stupid two tone suit showin' everyone that.."Hey! I'm a rudie.. I'm cool, I'm in a suit, I skank"...BARGH! Do u guys think I care? Anwyays, thanks for the comments or any dissin'.. If u guys think that I'm dissin'..I ain't... I'm just statin' an actual fact. Come on, how many times do u ever see a bunch of kids standin' upfront near the stage whenever other bands like emo, screamo or even indie bands play? Normally it's ska bands, yeah I know that ska bands have that upbeat ryhtm to kick u off to skankin'..but please...u call this "supportin" the local scene? Fuck that shit... Anyways, for u guys who supported me, thanks.. for those who dissed me..thanks as well.. COme on, send in more disses.. my blogs are for u guys to diss!! BRING IT ON!!

With love...
(And disses)
Bigguy./..