Huergh! Back in the sacks... Yeah, boredom... I came back home just to get my stuff so here I am.. At home, on a Tuesday.. Called my girl but couldn't get through cuz her hi-card is low.. i'm goin' to top it up for her... hopefully her phone's with her.. damn, i miss her already.. Although I spend time with her like.. Three days straight this previous weekend.. Hehe... really really nice, a warm and comfortable feelin'.. yeah yeah.. I know some of u might say.. "People in love, of course lah!".. Come on guys, I mean.. u guys should know how it feels right? Being with ur loved one... Just spendin' time together even though u don't say anythin'.. Havin' ourselves in each others' arms is simple enough to say everythin'.. I guess she's workin' today...

New Year's comin' up soon.. God damn, i ain' t got a fuckin' plan.. Last year.. I spent my fuckin' new year in Sunplaza Park with the boys.. hehehe.. It was crappy but I sure had fun.. Town in new year's eve... bad idea.. Lotsa people.. Crowded to the max and u'll be walkin' like as if u got some feet problem.. 0.5cm per second kinda walk.. Got the preview back then in Christmas.. I mean, it's Christmas and the crowd was already like... WHOA!~~~ So where should I go? I told Hallie that I'd meet her this weekend and it's this Friday.. Where should I go? Hmm... Well, let's see...

Supposedly, today's the day when Tiffany arrive here in Singapore.. But I ain't got news from her in my message box... Now I ain't sure if she's comin' or not... But i feel that she's comin' here allright.. Anyways, Tiffany is a friend of mine who I got to know from MySpace and she's from California... She's comin' down here to study for one semester.. i don't know under what programme or what thing... Well, hopfully I could see her.. Kinda excited cuz this is the first time a friend from overseas comin' down here...

Camp is pretty much borin'.. Not much shit happened... The same old thing.. every single fuckin' day since I cannot drive any vehicle outside.. So fuck! Pretty bored.. Well, ain't much on the topic camp.. Don't even wanna talk about it.. Tsk...

Called up pluGGy yesterday and thought of chattin' up with her but then.. I don't know what's wrong.. it seems that her phone's down or she lost her phone or maybe she just don't wanna pick up the phone.. well, sad to hear voicemail cuz I thought I would hear her voice instead.. I guess she's busy.. So whatever it is, just hope she's well and all.. Kinda miss that girl... pluGGy, if u read this message, call B or anyone.. Especially B aight? cuz I would reach him if there's anythin'... If u wanna reach me, call him on weekends.. Cuz u should know, I'm out with him almost every weekends... Take care pluGGy...

Aight, that's it for today.. I'll be back this weekend to write more.. hopefully.. And I have a few new pics to upload.. oh yeah, there's already some new pics for u guys to check out.. One more thing, if u guys feel that my webbie is kinda lame.. tell me so i know, so I can do somethin' about it... maybe re-vamP? Or maybe just do minor adjustments? heh... Aight, take care and cheers to all!

Boo yah!! Hey ho all! i'm back again.. woo! Got a long weekend this weekend... most real, it's Christmas today! Happy holidays to all of those that's celebratin' Christmas! Anyways, 1 week had past and well, my days are borin' in camp.. since i camp drive outside.. All i can do is to book in vehicles for Inspection... Madness i tell ya... It's gettin' bored in there.. Fuck man, when will I ever be a free civilian again... most of the guys I know are gettin' that key to civilian-ness already.. nevermind, one more year to go... Just one more year...

One news for ya'all... Me & Hallie.. we're together now.. officially, together.. So yeah, that's one news.. I felt that I should let u guys know.. Just to update things.. talkin' about hallie, i just came back from her place.. I mean, her void deck that is.. I fetched her home and hung out with her till late mornin'.. Awesome feelin'.. It's been awhile since I got this... sincere feeling of lovin' and being loved... I'm lookin' forward for the days that I'll be hangin' out with her.. Love that girl!!

Whoa, read my tagboard and there are some people taggin'... pluGGy, pluGGy, my dear old pluGGy... Don't worry about it girl... I was taken aback that day when u talked that way.. kinda disapointed too... but girl, u should know me.. Heck, we've known each other for a long time and there was even a period where we were even this close (Doing the finger stick together thingy).. i know ur style, u always talk that way whenever ur feelin' Fucked up.. Another words, one of those LaL moods of urs... heh.. old skool siak! hahaha... Aight, just take care of urself okay? Lookin' forward to see ya again sometime.. Catch up with things and do stupid things like what we always did back then? Cheers pluGGy!

Aight, that's it for this mornin'.. Later on, I'll be sendin' hallie to work.. that is if I wake up.. hopefully I will.. yeah.. take care u guys! Cheers to all!

P.S. Shammie, if ur readin' this or to anyone that knows Shammie... I've been lookin' all over for ya but i guess u pull urself out from friendster and myspace cuz somehow ur profile is not in there and when i went to ur site.. it's no longer around and I lost ur number... i was lookin' for u cuz I wanted to wish ya.. A happy birthday... Well, looks like it's more like... A Happy Belated Birthday to ya shammie! Take care of urself! Cheers!

Hey ho to all... I'm back.. After 7 days of fucked up life in DB... All u see are the four walls in ur cell.. And each time u go out is only in the mornin' to do a stupid PT set... One set consists of 20 jumpin' jacks, 20 sit ups, 20 push-ups and 20 sec of leg raise... And altogether we have to do 4 sets each mornin'... after that, 20 rounds around the "parade" square carryin' two sandbags in the fieldpack, each weighin' about 10 kg... After that shit, u'll do about half hour of foot drills... After that, u go for lunch in ur cell.. And the food in there... SUCKS TO THE CORE... u can't taste a fuckin' taste in ur food and the soup... taste like crap.. it's like water and they just add a li'l bit of flavourin'.. And the veges on the "dish"... it's even worse..it's like, soggy and left there for a long time.. and it somehow make u lose ur appetite.. I've only been in there for 7 days and it was fucked up in there... After lunch, u do nothin' but sit in ur cell until dinner time... and dinner's at 4.. can u believe that? And after that, u do the same shit, just sit in there.. And think of the wrongs u've done... until it's lights off time... luckily I ain't alone in there.. I was in there together with 4 other cellmates... Among them, I was the only one with a 7 day sentence while the rest was with a 30 or 40 days sentence.. And i respect them cuz they can hang on... by today, some of 'em are out already cuz they did their time... It's really fucked up in there... And can u believe this? I have to call a Lance Coporal, "sir" when I'm in there... And they act all fucked up just because they're from the PROVOST unit... but some of 'em are okay but some are like stuck up... Whatever it is, I know that I'm outta there... This time, i'll watch my steps real close. So to those NSF or NSF-To-Be... Never.. i say again, NEVER GO IN DB...

Anyways, i'm back to my normal days again... And everything's goin' fine with Hallie... Slowly, I'm beginnin' to understand her and i guess that she's beginnin' to understand me... Hmm.. She's awesome, she's the light at the end of that long tunnel which keeps me goin' on even when I'm down. I love this girl so much! i'll be meetin' her later in the day... To hang out maybe... or watch movie.. or stuff like that...

Thanks to the DB fuck that I didn't get to perform with my band the other day.. It was the most fucked up feelin'...really fucked up...

Called pluGGy up early yesterday to talk to her and somehow, I feel that she changed... She ain't the same ol' pluGGy that she used to be... i just miss the old pluGGy... I can't change her, she becomes who she wants to be... Whatever it is, I'm am tryin' hard to see her as the same pluGGy that I knew 4 years ago... pluGGy, if ur readin' this... miss ya and good luck in choosin' ur path... (Oh...kay.. I don't really get what I'm tryin' to say.. but I hope u guys understand what I mean...)

Aight, that's it for today, I'm outta here... Cheers to all!

Aight aight... Forgot one more thing ya'all... This Saturday, No Direction's playin' RP (Republic Poly)... Last band.. I was lookin' forward to get this down but dang, this shit is messin' me up.. But ND's playin', with or without me... Just to let ya'all know... I can't make it but guys, do come down and support the band aight? I can't believe I'm missin' a show..

Feelin' fucked up and afraid of what's to become tomorrow...

Hey all... How's it hangin'... i've been away for a while and for sure that I've been missin'... November this year, is the worst month I ever had in 2004... I crashed twiced, didn't turn up for detail (through miscommunication with my Staff Sargeant), woke up late for detail (Unintentionally), lost my phone line, lost contact with my girl and now... lost my phone... It's really fucked up! I guess that many of u been wonderin' on why I've not been around... Too many shit has been goin' on... I'm at home today (Monday) cuz I got a halfday off today.. My sargeant broke the news on my case (Chargin' me)... And well, after waitin' for two weeks, I'm bein' charged tomorrow... 8am... Smartest four, kiwi-ed boots... Punishment is still unknown... My sargeant gave me an off cuz he wanted me to spend time at home and try not to think before I turn up for tomorrow... It's either a 7 days DB or a 21 days SOL (Suspension Of Leave)... I'm so fucked... That's for sure!

I got my baby back.. Found her and hung out with her last Saturday.. It was an awesome feelin'.. Gettin' to see her and all.. And hang out... It was simply undescribable... I love u baby! and guys, just to clear things out... Me & Hallie, we're just datin' and we ain't officially a couple yet.. So don't assume that we are together aight? Hangin' out with her that day really made me smile again after all this shitness that had been goin' on... I simply love this girl... Baby, if ur readin' this, I love ya!

I feel so fucked up right now knowin' that I'll either be goin' to DB or SOL tomorrow... My parents know nuts about what's goin' on and I don't intend to tell 'em... Just wanna lay low and pretend that I'm in camp doin' okay... I don't want them to worry that much.. The ND crew knows about this and I feel that pluGGy should know this too.. I don't have her number but pluGGy, if ur readin' this, I'll be goin' missin' for a while, aight? Hope to see u around again...

Aight dawgs... I'ma outta here, gonna smoke the weed... Word? Peace out!