.:: MAIN SHIT ::.

Hey ho everyone! It's been a while since I've last blogged.. or should I say, say out my emo storied kinda shit.. Anyways, it's a Thursday night and I'm doin' duty today! Supposedly to be my nights off but thanks.. Being a stay in personnel, it really sucks. I just got back from attachment on Wednesday, which is from Monday... and wow.. today's my duty.. amazin' ain't it? And this Saturday, I'll be havin' a detail in the mornin'.. and guess what? Next Monday, I'll have another attachment.. and that is like so fucked up...

Stayin' in this OPS room is really dull.. it's like ur sittin' with people u don't even know and all u have is the TV.. the Computer and urself.. that's it.. So here I am, bloggin' in since I got nothin' to do.. God damn this place.. I had NS so fuckin' much and how I wish that everythin' ends now.. I mean.. right now as in now.

.:: THE LOST OF THE NEW NOKIA 6170 ::.

On Monday mornin', I lost my phone in the bunk while I was sleepin'.. isn't that cool? For the fuckin' second time.. imagine that?! In one fuckin' year... wait wait.. let's not put it a year.. for like.. within'.. 5 months or was it 6... I've lost my second phone! In the same fuckin' bunk!!! Fuckin' hell.. Talkin' about tight security.. bullshit! And it's hard to suspect anyone when there's like so many people in the very same area.. My new Nokia 6170.. can u believe that?! I spent my wage on that! Where am I goin' to dig out cash to get a new phone.. Fuckin' hell! It's fuckin' amazin'... How I wish I could curse on that whoever took my phone.. If he was a fuckin' driver, I just wish that he'll get into a gruesome accident and yet...survived.. so that he'll suffer... I mean, why me?! why my fuckin' phone?! Now it's even hard for me to contact my home and my friends and my girl!

.:: STUPID CAMP, STUPID NATIONAL SERVICE ::.

I'm gettin' sick of bein' in this stupid place.. this stupid camp which is my so called.. home... MT Line.. what's MT Line? I thought that it's supposed to be a family.. and a place where u could call home for this next few months.. But fuck, it seems as if there's a lot of political issues goin' on in there.. it ain't CMTL no more.. it's more like.. Drivers / Supply / Admin... Every section is by itself.. the drivers have no problems with one another.. the supply side, some of them has issues with us.. and some of the admin side..have issues with us.. I mean.. what's up with that?!

There's this one jackass in the detailin' side which is targetting me right now and I have no idea why... Maybe it was because that I asked him a favour to change my detail with someone else cuz I wanted to see my dad in the Hospital but no~~~ He thought that I was lyin'.. Oh yeah.. right.. I wanted to change so that I could meet my girl on Friday night and hang out with her till Saturday.. Yeah yeah, I admit that earlier that week I did mention somethin' about spendin' a special time together with my girl this weekend.. but hey, who says everything would go the way u want them to everytime?! Mid week, wednesday night, my dad got admitted into Hospital and I only got the news on Friday evening while I was on detail. Luckily it wasn't somethin' else.. u know what I mean by that.. luckily that he was a li'l better when he was in the hospital.. Found out that he got Liver Infection... Seriously, if anythin' were to happened that night... I'll fuck those fuckers in the detailing side.. Trust me.. I will.. and I'll beat the shit out of that fucker who spread the words that I was meetin' up with my girl.. And now the fucker from detailing is hittin' me with details.. fine.. I'll give it to him.. but if it's too much.. he's in for a good ride.. My MTO is eyein' on him too, waitin' for him to open the door to his faults. I hate this place.. simply said...

.:: SURPRISE CALL FROM AN OLD SOMEONE ::.

Enough of camp... pluGGy called me up last weekend.. I mean.. WHOA~!! After some time?! I mean.. the wind finally blow in my direction?! It was a mixed feeling when I got her call. It was like YEY! and NOUH! Kinda thing.. I was happy cuz.. come on, we had something before and well, she's my best friend.. or should I say.. WAS... I was happy to hear her voice but after a while, something hit me... "Why now? Why after all this months of silence even when I messaged u that u wanna call me up?" Well.. she called me up to ask me if I still have her baby photos... I mean.. whoa.. Just for that.. not askin' how I'm doin', or maybe a li'l, "Hey, wanna meet up?" line to cheer me up a li'l? Instead she asked me for her photo.. the photo that she gave me in one of her letters that I treasure. I was a li'l mad at that point. I was pissed cuz she went away for a very long time.. And I told her straight that I got sick.. got sick of even tryin' to ask her out.. cuz every single time I would asked her out... I would normally get either a "I'm busy BIGguy, sorry.." Or a,"I already got plans dude, sorry, maybe next time?" or a,"See how first...okay? No promises..." So, come on.. who wouldn't get sick of askin'? If every single time u ask.. u always get the same excuses.. So yeah, I got sick.. I mean, I miss her so much.. A friend, A someone and A best friend to me. Who was so close.. super close that some say that we're like brothers and sisters... The whacky old her.. Miss that so fuckin' much.. Why must time change things.. Sometimes I just wish that changes won't happen. I just miss the old u... That's all.. pluGGy... that same very old mad whacky zany gal called.. pluGGy...

.:: MISSING HER ::.

Me and HaLLiE.. we're doin' fine.. Doin' A Okay.. in fact.. better than before.. I love her so much! Without realizin', we're already 4 months old. Kinda fast ey? I wonder what she's doin' now? hmm... Hope I could see her this weekend...

Aight, that's it for now.. I've typed out too long for this entry.. Cheers to all!