Ola to all! I'm back at home.. Finally.. I got a detail for tomorrow (Sunday) But Hell, I don't wanna go! I told my Staff Sargeant that I got plans... I understand that it's hard for him to find replacements.. First of all, he ain't the detailin' Spec... Some other guy.. Which doesn't know how to do detailin'.. Everybody's tired of camp.. They're sick of the details that they get... Tons of details but less off days... Empty promises... We work overtime but get the same friggin' pay... If it was an outside job, we would earn god knows how much extra dollars just to work at those extra time... The indented vehicles was put at a different timing but when the actual thing happens, it always turns out later.. Like yesterday, my detail started at 5:30am... For the recruits' grenade throwin' at the live range in Pasir Laba Camp... So yeah, the 5 of us reported there at 5:30 on the dot... But the guys in Infantry wasn't ready to move out... In the end, we ended up movin' off around 6:30... Reached at the ground around 7 plus... Got there, waited for those dumbos to end their trainin'.. All in all, it ended around 6pm... Move out from there, head back to camp... And guess what? I got another detail! This time, it's coverin' safety in East Coast Park for their 14 click route march! How awesome can it be? So there I go again with two other drivers... Reach back camp around 7pm.. And those in Infantry decided to move out at 7:45pm... So There I go again.. Head out to East Coast... Waited there.. Coverin' safety... Sit in my Rover together with one of the medics... And what time it ended? 5:30am, the next day... And in my detail sheet.. Supposedly to have another detail at 6am... I didn't have enough sleep! So when I got back in camp, I spoke to my Staff Sargeant that I can't do it... I might doze off while drivin' and cause some accident... So he got a replacement for me... And here I am! I got home... Finally.. It's fucked up to be in camp... Most of the people that doesn't know much about what's goin' on, they might think that drivers are the slackiest vocation u can get in the army... But it ain't.. It can stress u up in the mind... I'm tryin' to hold on...

On Thursday, I went down to Bugis... Went to this Cafe where Hallie is workin'.. Hopin' to see her at the counter when I got down.. But all hopes fails when there was no sight of her... Wanted to approach the staffs there but I just didn't have the guts to ask... I mean, what would they think? So, my efforts were all burnt... Met up with B.. Hung out and he spoke to me... When he met me, he said..."We need to talk..." And that talk was bad news... When I typed in my previous entry, I said somethin' about What Could Be Worse? This is it... I'm in the hot zone... I can't say it out here cuz it's confidential.. But what he told me really got me... Bad Details, No Phone, Missin' Girlfriend and now this? I got a few people eyes turned red...

That's it for today... i can't type in much no more... Outta here...

Hey ho to all! I guess it's peaceful these days ey? I've not been home for almost two weeks... Madness ain't it? Last week, my weekend was burnt cuz I had to send those recruits to Mandai 300m Range, it's somewhere near the Night Safari. And guess what? I had to stay there from 8 in the mornin' till 12am the next day? Wake up at 6am, head out to the company, pick up those recruits and head down to the range... Reach there roughly around 7 plus in the mornin'.. and once we're there, we sleep... All in all there's 8 drivers includin' me... We sleep till lunch time then we wake up again... eat our lunch, talk shit with each other, then go back to sleep... dinner time, wake up, talk shit.. then sleep again... wake up at night to go back to camp.. Once we're in camp, it's like 12 plus in the mornin' the next day... Same repeated cycle for Friday, Saturday and Sunday... That ain't bad.. the thing that I was fucked up about was that, the detail was a cock up! I planned up for the Raya outin' last weekend and boom! I got the detail sheet on Friday sayin' that I'm going for range.. Ain't that awesome?! Everybody was lookin' forward to go out that day includin' myself cuz that was the only day my dear Hallie can go out with me and my friends... I had never felt so fucked up! Not only that, I hit a rover with a 5 tonner while movin' out of the parkin' lot.. what can be worse? It was night time, it was rainin' heavily... My side view mirrors were all covered up with rain drops and my side window was fogged up due to the air con in the cabin of my tonner.. So another words, I can't see shit! So bang, there I go, half of the front bumper of the rover was scraped off... big time! Right now, I'm the topic for the season in MT Line... "Popular" and the "In-Thing" for the season.. Fucked up.. Okay, enough of that.. After comin' back on Sunday, I check out my detail for Monday... Okay, so it's In-Camp aread, coverin' safety... Meanin', I'll be stayin' in camp and do safety for the soldiers... So there I go, reportin' there... The next thing I know.. BOOM.. I'm in Tekong... How cock up can the details be? Supposedly, I'm to be in Tekong for 5 days... but I went back to mainland cuz the Sargeant that I was attached to, got replacements for me... And not only that, my rover brokedown when I was in Tekong... I was really at the point of breakin'.. I feel that I could lose my mind anytime...

That wasn't it... My line had been cut off, so right now, contact is difficult for everyone, includin' myself... That ain't the worst... I called up Hallie when I was in Tekong usin' the Public Phone and guess what? M1 cut off her line too! Both with the same reason, unpaid bills... Right now, I'm missin' her dearly... Cuz I don't know how to reach her and I guess that she doesn't know how to reach me too... I don't have her home number.. and the only contact was her phone.. I was hoping that she'd pick up the phone but all I hear when I dialled her number was..."The M1 customer that ur callin' is temporarily out of service..." I was like dragged down to the ground and if possible, pushed down into the soil and dug in... I was feelin' waaaay fucked up that day.. I worry on Hallie and I'm misisn' her so much... The only way is to either wait for her at her place...hopefully we would meet at the lift lobby... or go to her work place and hope that she's workin' on that day... or go up to her house (although I have no idea on which unit she's stayin' in, maybe I can try knockin' at every Malay house on that floor!)... Hallie baby, if ur readin' this, I want u to know that I'm missin' u and I really really wanna meet up with u! And I'm really sorry for everything dear...

Currently, I'm typin' out this blog in the DO's Office (Duty Officer) cuz I'm the duty driver for today... So right now, chillin' out at the office typin' out this blog.. Boredom... Simply lookin' forward for my weekend...I miss my girl, I got no line, I'm the bull's eye of my MT Line... POWER GEDEGAH!!! Madness!!! ARGH!!!

*Sigh*... that's it, I'm outta here... Till then... Offheidesen!

P.S. Hallie baby, I've put ur pics out of my blog... Now u don't have to worry aight? Love ya!

Hey hey hey! Hey ho to all of ya! And today, being the first new day of the Islamic calendar...I wanna wish ya'all... "Selamat Hari Raya"!!!! I would like to apologise to everyone out there, anyone that I've wronged... Hopefully u would forgive me... Right now, I'm feelin' really bad...

Promised Hallie that I'd bought her the Honey Chicken that they're sellin' in Geylang... And I did.. She told me to get two but I bought her extras... Well, to give some to her family... So there I was, buyin' the Honey Chicken... After that, I hung out with the bunch... The so called, usual bunch with some of the old chatters joinin' us after not meetin' for a long time.. So yeah.. Hung out, chatted and laugh away... And after that, went to play MOHAA in Grandlink... All this time, I totally forget about Hallie... The thing is, I called her before we went to play MOHAA... But she didn't pick up my call. So I take it that she's busy helpin' out at home with Raya preparation. I promised her and yet I didn't make it... It's not that I didn't but it, I did... After MOHAA, I called her a few dozen times but to no avail... She switch off her phone. I guess that she's either mad at me or she's busy or she's sleepin'... But I take it that she's mad at me... Wild guess but the probable chances are that. I'm feelin' so fuckin' bad right now and I don't know how i'm gonna make it up to her... I hope that she would forgive me...

Anyways, hung out with the bunch and puGGy was one of them... It was fun, hangin' out with the old bunch and most real, have not hung out with puGGy for quite some time and well, hangin' out with her again.. Was madness.. Hehehe... Just like the old times.. The chatter days..

Geylang was packed (Like always, every fuckin' year)... but these days, it ain't the same no more.. The place, simply disgust me.. Okay, not the place, the place is nice... but the people there... Most of 'em.. Make me not want to go there at all.. It's hot, it's jam packed and u walk like 1cm/sec... small li'l tiny steps to make ur move... Being a big guy, it was hard to manouver in between tight spaces... Met some old friends (I think).. or was it saw... Met my camp mates... and bla bla bla.. the usual shit when u go Geylang.. If u were a regular there... U'll meet people u didn't even meet for ages... and suddenly, boom.. they're right in front of ya. So my conclusion, Geylang is 50/50 on the good and bad side.. (Whatever I meant... SOCKS!)...

That's it for today, don't feel like typin' out no more cuz I'm feelin' super bad... Cheers to all!

"Kami dari Carlsberg hendak mengucapkan, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua umat umat Islam... Berayalah bersama, Carlsberg...Probably the best beer in the world." - Made up by Fan...