Hey ho everyone,today's a friggin' Sunday and I'm bored. Got home in the afternoon just now,around 12 plus. Stayed the night at B's place yesterday with pluggy and boy was it great... The feeling's awesome watchin' DVD just like old times. It was kinda fun yesterday,jammed at Wake Me Up Music and after that hanged out with Shain and Lutfi at the store for a while. And then we set off to mitre hotel and I had to follow cuz B was goin' so yeah. And the thing that I'm proud of...I didn't drink! Didn't even touch it,drank pepsi twist. Around 11 plus we set off to plaza Singapura,supposedly to meet up with Joyce but she went to the movies with dell. The three of us...Me,Pluggy and B got tired of waitin' so we set off home. bla bla bla...
Watched Mr.Deeds as our DVD selection and soon after that,I turn my head and everyone was asleep and I was the lone survivor. AMAZING CHAMP!I got home around 12 plus this morning...and as soon as I reached home,I slept like a baby. Hehehe..awesome!
Okay,Tell u guys the truth..I'm lazy to type in the rest...So yeah,fuck it..I'm done with this..type in some othe time.
Cheers!
Hamster
Radwimps - Me Me She
Friday, August 22, 2003
God damn it! After typin' so god damn long,the god damn site have to have an error..amazin'! So considering,this is my second time typin' out this shit. In the mornin',I woke up at like about what..7:30? Yeah,somewhere there,called Surya up to check up on her before she goes to school,well she was feelin' a li'l bit better than yesterday but one thing's for sure,she sure does sound sick,bad cough,runny nose and stuff..oh boy,bad sounds of gettin' sick. Hopefully she's okay. About me and Surya,well...I don't really know what our status is,but I sure do know that we're seein' each other...U can say,it's datin'. After she put down the phone with me to get to school,I turned on both my TV and Computer and while waitin' for the god damn computer to start up,I watched Mtv and New Found Glory was on..."My Friend's Over You" video..and right after that,it was that Good Charlotte "Girls And Boys" And fuckin' hell,I god damn hate Good Charlotte. I mean..the video's lame,totally lame. And I still wonder,why many like them?
Saw the Bowling For Soup video "Punkrock 101" which is like,god damn funny! The video is about a bunch of kids headin' down to Punk Rock Boot Camp and over there,they were like teachin' the kids on how to dress up as punk rockers,and how to bounce with the guitars (by holdin' a guitar like ur playin' it and bouncin' on the trempolin)...It's fuckin' funny! I guess most of the Pop Punk videos are funny ey? Happy bunch of kids in a band...Ngast!
Later on,I'll be headin' down to padang to attend that L2R3 meetin'...somethin' about the slots or something. Maybe before that,I might be headin' out with the boys to somewhere,i don't know,I'm still waitin' for their call. Ngast of the madness.
One more thing,just now,I was watchin' the new Stacy Orrico video...and what Sofyn said was true...God damn,Stacy does look like Sabrina a bit...Just a bit..but hell,why do I care...I like stacy not sabrina...well..no longer like sabrina. Wait,dilah would say.."Wait,who's that..who's sabrina? U remember who's sabrina" That's a signal for me to forget who is sabrina..It's just a name with no face on it anymore. Yeah,WHO IS sabrina anyways.
Allrighty folks,I'm outta here...and Avril is singin' "I'm With You~~~~" Right now on Mtv...Dzafir's favourite,Avril Lavigne...Whatever it is..I'm outta here.
Before i go,check out this link...http://www.maniclab.com/scensters_ep1.html <-- It's fuckin' funny!
Cheers!
Saw the Bowling For Soup video "Punkrock 101" which is like,god damn funny! The video is about a bunch of kids headin' down to Punk Rock Boot Camp and over there,they were like teachin' the kids on how to dress up as punk rockers,and how to bounce with the guitars (by holdin' a guitar like ur playin' it and bouncin' on the trempolin)...It's fuckin' funny! I guess most of the Pop Punk videos are funny ey? Happy bunch of kids in a band...Ngast!
Later on,I'll be headin' down to padang to attend that L2R3 meetin'...somethin' about the slots or something. Maybe before that,I might be headin' out with the boys to somewhere,i don't know,I'm still waitin' for their call. Ngast of the madness.
One more thing,just now,I was watchin' the new Stacy Orrico video...and what Sofyn said was true...God damn,Stacy does look like Sabrina a bit...Just a bit..but hell,why do I care...I like stacy not sabrina...well..no longer like sabrina. Wait,dilah would say.."Wait,who's that..who's sabrina? U remember who's sabrina" That's a signal for me to forget who is sabrina..It's just a name with no face on it anymore. Yeah,WHO IS sabrina anyways.
Allrighty folks,I'm outta here...and Avril is singin' "I'm With You~~~~" Right now on Mtv...Dzafir's favourite,Avril Lavigne...Whatever it is..I'm outta here.
Before i go,check out this link...http://www.maniclab.com/scensters_ep1.html <-- It's fuckin' funny!
Cheers!
Thursday, August 21, 2003
Good morning peeps! There's nothin' much to say today. Yesterday I went out with Surya and her friends,Just hang out and when night comes we went to the Library @ Orchard. The one in Takashimaya. And while her friend went to search for a book for her projects Surya took some books...and one of them was called.."Love Poems And Literature" So she flip through the book and as she read some of the poems and one of them,made me cried. Come across this really good poem by Pablo Neruda which I wish I was the one writin' it out to someone that I loved...and it really hit me,the poem totally hit my story. I'm goin' to cut and paste it here...
Tonight,I Can Write The Saddest Line by Pablo Neruda
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.
Tonight,I Can Write The Saddest Line by Pablo Neruda
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
[ Music Blastin' : Big Bad Voo Doo Daddy - King Of Swing ] [ Mood :-: Swingy ]
Hey ho everybody,what the dealee'o? It's friggin' 11 in the morning,I woke up that late huh?! Never did I ever wake up at this hour. Except when I'm tired that is. I've not been updatin' my blog,too lazy I guess...Many things had happened...Let me try to update u guys with my life.
U know,Bernard and Yan Passed Out from BMTC right? Well,they got their postings and well...Bernard got Regimental Police and Yan was posted as Combat Medic. I don't know how they're doin' in there but B did call me up on his first day...He was like tellin' me how sucky it was,it's like,the new RPs that went in like kena tekan rabaks rabaks in there and he was like sayin'..."Although it's only one day,I'm startin' to miss u guys". Well,brothers are brothers,I do miss that Dude. Well,at least they've got their god damn postings,how bout me? Not even a friggin' letter to tell me where I go,Army,CD or Police. I'm left hangin'. It's like they've forgotten about me. GOD DAMN IT!
I went out with Surya yesterday,she followed me to First Chapter's Jammin' session at BMC. Well,we were tryin' out a new vocalist...It's this guy name Atah (If that's the spellin' of his name)...He's from 20 Dischanger if I'm not mistaken...He can sing but he can't scream like how Zaid does. So the guys discussed some things and concluded,that we want Zaid back. Tweet will try to get him back into the band and I hope that he wants it cuz I agree with the boys that Zaid,is the best vocalist we have. He can sing as well as scream...Finch material!..Let's just hope.
After the jammin' I went to eat at Bedok's hawker centre with Surya and soon after that we head out to Tamp to catch a movie. Watched this Mandy Moore show,"How To Deal"... It's a good show I gotta say,for those Romantic,Sensitive & very into love,I recommend ya that show! It's a simple show,the whole story,is mainly on Love. How funny love is,how funny love can make someone cast into sort of a spell,it's how love can make people argue and make big fights with one another but yet,in the end...they make up and everything's okay again. It's weird huh? Talkin' about love,when I was with Surya...there was this tingly feelin' that runs through my body...I don't know,Crush? Like? Crash Course to love? I don't know..in the cinema,we cuddled up and she was like huggin' me. So guys,stay in tune for more updates on what's to happen. After the movies,hanged out with her for a while,got a li'l bit emotional and she sorta have tears runnin' down her cheeks. After talkin' out things I sent her home..we hugged and I kissed her forehead...and then we said our goodbyes. So yeah,what's to happen? STAY TUNE IN BLINDEDHEART TO SEE WHAT'S TO HAPPEN IN HEZWAN'S LIFE.
So yeah,today' another day,a borin' day...Next week,is No Direction's show! WOO HOO!! And we got one week left to session. Allrighty folks,that's the end....
Cheers!
Hey ho everybody,what the dealee'o? It's friggin' 11 in the morning,I woke up that late huh?! Never did I ever wake up at this hour. Except when I'm tired that is. I've not been updatin' my blog,too lazy I guess...Many things had happened...Let me try to update u guys with my life.
U know,Bernard and Yan Passed Out from BMTC right? Well,they got their postings and well...Bernard got Regimental Police and Yan was posted as Combat Medic. I don't know how they're doin' in there but B did call me up on his first day...He was like tellin' me how sucky it was,it's like,the new RPs that went in like kena tekan rabaks rabaks in there and he was like sayin'..."Although it's only one day,I'm startin' to miss u guys". Well,brothers are brothers,I do miss that Dude. Well,at least they've got their god damn postings,how bout me? Not even a friggin' letter to tell me where I go,Army,CD or Police. I'm left hangin'. It's like they've forgotten about me. GOD DAMN IT!
I went out with Surya yesterday,she followed me to First Chapter's Jammin' session at BMC. Well,we were tryin' out a new vocalist...It's this guy name Atah (If that's the spellin' of his name)...He's from 20 Dischanger if I'm not mistaken...He can sing but he can't scream like how Zaid does. So the guys discussed some things and concluded,that we want Zaid back. Tweet will try to get him back into the band and I hope that he wants it cuz I agree with the boys that Zaid,is the best vocalist we have. He can sing as well as scream...Finch material!..Let's just hope.
After the jammin' I went to eat at Bedok's hawker centre with Surya and soon after that we head out to Tamp to catch a movie. Watched this Mandy Moore show,"How To Deal"... It's a good show I gotta say,for those Romantic,Sensitive & very into love,I recommend ya that show! It's a simple show,the whole story,is mainly on Love. How funny love is,how funny love can make someone cast into sort of a spell,it's how love can make people argue and make big fights with one another but yet,in the end...they make up and everything's okay again. It's weird huh? Talkin' about love,when I was with Surya...there was this tingly feelin' that runs through my body...I don't know,Crush? Like? Crash Course to love? I don't know..in the cinema,we cuddled up and she was like huggin' me. So guys,stay in tune for more updates on what's to happen. After the movies,hanged out with her for a while,got a li'l bit emotional and she sorta have tears runnin' down her cheeks. After talkin' out things I sent her home..we hugged and I kissed her forehead...and then we said our goodbyes. So yeah,what's to happen? STAY TUNE IN BLINDEDHEART TO SEE WHAT'S TO HAPPEN IN HEZWAN'S LIFE.
So yeah,today' another day,a borin' day...Next week,is No Direction's show! WOO HOO!! And we got one week left to session. Allrighty folks,that's the end....
Cheers!
Thursday, August 14, 2003
[ Music Blasting : Catch 22 - 9mm And A Three Piece Suit ] [ Mood :-: A-OKAY ]
The time now is comin' to 9:30 and it's friggin' rainin'. Nothin' like wakin' up in the mornin' to rain. It's an awesome feelin' and I wish that I could sleep again but then,I can't...I don't know why. The moment I woke up just now,I showered...Now,that adds on to the coolness of the morning! Heh heh!
Yesterday was another session of recording...All in all,we had a four days straight recording session startin' last Sunday... Hopefully we can finish the recording by today cuz we've only got one song left to do. Can't wait for it to get mixed and mastered and finally...the last step of the album...Launchin' it. Today will be another jammin' session for No Direction and i wonder how it'll go...cuz we're jammin' at I.J Studios...and I kinda hate that place cuz of the systems. But whatever it is,the session must go on cuz we're havin' shows comin' up.
I might be havin' a job in September...that's just a big..MIGHT.. As a sound crew for this production. So yeah,it's an open job opportunity for both me and Surya cuz we're both in this. Yan was the one that got us this so...I don't know,let's just see where this goes. About the guitar that I wanted to get at Swee Lee...the party I said about me psychoing my dad to buy me that guitar...FAILED. He told me that now is not the time to get it,so yeah...I have to listen to his decision right? I mean,I can't go around whinin' like how I did when I was younger whenever I wanted something. Ngast!
I guess that,it'll be all for this mornin',I might be writin' in again later...
Peace Be Upon U
The time now is comin' to 9:30 and it's friggin' rainin'. Nothin' like wakin' up in the mornin' to rain. It's an awesome feelin' and I wish that I could sleep again but then,I can't...I don't know why. The moment I woke up just now,I showered...Now,that adds on to the coolness of the morning! Heh heh!
Yesterday was another session of recording...All in all,we had a four days straight recording session startin' last Sunday... Hopefully we can finish the recording by today cuz we've only got one song left to do. Can't wait for it to get mixed and mastered and finally...the last step of the album...Launchin' it. Today will be another jammin' session for No Direction and i wonder how it'll go...cuz we're jammin' at I.J Studios...and I kinda hate that place cuz of the systems. But whatever it is,the session must go on cuz we're havin' shows comin' up.
I might be havin' a job in September...that's just a big..MIGHT.. As a sound crew for this production. So yeah,it's an open job opportunity for both me and Surya cuz we're both in this. Yan was the one that got us this so...I don't know,let's just see where this goes. About the guitar that I wanted to get at Swee Lee...the party I said about me psychoing my dad to buy me that guitar...FAILED. He told me that now is not the time to get it,so yeah...I have to listen to his decision right? I mean,I can't go around whinin' like how I did when I was younger whenever I wanted something. Ngast!
I guess that,it'll be all for this mornin',I might be writin' in again later...
Peace Be Upon U
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Hey ho everybody! It's been like two days since my birthday...and it feels like any other day. Being twenty makes no fuckin' difference. A lot of people ask me,"So how do u feel being 20?" It's just a raise in the number of ur age,nothin' changed. Oh yeah,forgot to type in that I got the weirdest gift in my life on Sunday. A tangga underwear...I looks a bit like a thong and it looks like a normal brief,all mixed into one. I mean,I don't wear those kinda stuff cuz I'm more of the boxers kinda guy but I'll keep that anyways,just to remember that I have the weirdest gift. Sorta celebrated my birthday on Sunday at Bernard's place though with No Direction,Fidah,D'omar,Sofyn... It was nothin' big,really didn't want any celebration but the guys insist. Heheh.. Madness it was.
Today's a freakin' Wednesday,and there'll be recordin' again. We've been recordin' since last Sunday. Can't waste the opportunity since the guys are back here for one week before both of them get their postings in the army, so yeah...we're recordin'. Currently,I'm like alone in the house cuz everybody left to somewhere which I don't know where. And I can't leave the friggin' house till they fuckin' come home,DAMN IT!
Aight guys,it's time for me to go off...I'll type in again...PEACE!
CHEERS!
OFFHEIDESEN!
Today's a freakin' Wednesday,and there'll be recordin' again. We've been recordin' since last Sunday. Can't waste the opportunity since the guys are back here for one week before both of them get their postings in the army, so yeah...we're recordin'. Currently,I'm like alone in the house cuz everybody left to somewhere which I don't know where. And I can't leave the friggin' house till they fuckin' come home,DAMN IT!
Aight guys,it's time for me to go off...I'll type in again...PEACE!
CHEERS!
OFFHEIDESEN!
Saturday, August 09, 2003
[ Music Blasting : Some stupid military song being played on the TV ] [ Mood :-: Zombified ]
Wow! It's Augst 9th...National Day..and I don't fuckin' care. I mean,it's just another Saturday...The parade's goin' on TV right now but it's like....just another TV show... I sorta just got back at around 6 plus to 7 just now,stayed at B's place yesterday,hanged out with Dilah at his place. Yesterday,went to Swee Lee Music Shop at Aljunied and one guitar caught my attention!
Plannin' to get it,but how? Hmm...Psycho my dad...Chances: 80/20...so yeah..80% winning chance that I can talk to my dad into buying that guitar. Soon after hangin' out at Swee Lee with B and Yan,we set out to S-11 in City Hall. Met up with quite a number of people and hang out and stuff...Surya came down to meet me so yeah,had a fun time. And to everyone that treated me yesterday,thanks! Especially B and Yan..thanks for the awesome food at Simpang!
Had a DVD marathon at B's place...cuz he just bought the Band Of Brothers collection. It's awesome,it comes in this metal box and the design is nice. So we sat down there,watch all 10 parts,each lasting one hour. Slept at around 7 and we continued watching the next few parts when we woke up around 1...That explains why i came back home late. Okay,I'm draggin' this fuckin' boring blog way too long,so I'm cutting it short.
My life have been boring,so don't expect much of interesting news about me anymore,unlike that last time,so many to write about. Allrighty,I'll write in again........one day when i'm free again...
Happy Birthday Singapore!!! (and Happy Advance Birthday Hezwan,turning 20 tomorrow ey? ENJOY!)
Cheers!
Wow! It's Augst 9th...National Day..and I don't fuckin' care. I mean,it's just another Saturday...The parade's goin' on TV right now but it's like....just another TV show... I sorta just got back at around 6 plus to 7 just now,stayed at B's place yesterday,hanged out with Dilah at his place. Yesterday,went to Swee Lee Music Shop at Aljunied and one guitar caught my attention!
Plannin' to get it,but how? Hmm...Psycho my dad...Chances: 80/20...so yeah..80% winning chance that I can talk to my dad into buying that guitar. Soon after hangin' out at Swee Lee with B and Yan,we set out to S-11 in City Hall. Met up with quite a number of people and hang out and stuff...Surya came down to meet me so yeah,had a fun time. And to everyone that treated me yesterday,thanks! Especially B and Yan..thanks for the awesome food at Simpang!
Had a DVD marathon at B's place...cuz he just bought the Band Of Brothers collection. It's awesome,it comes in this metal box and the design is nice. So we sat down there,watch all 10 parts,each lasting one hour. Slept at around 7 and we continued watching the next few parts when we woke up around 1...That explains why i came back home late. Okay,I'm draggin' this fuckin' boring blog way too long,so I'm cutting it short.
My life have been boring,so don't expect much of interesting news about me anymore,unlike that last time,so many to write about. Allrighty,I'll write in again........one day when i'm free again...
Happy Birthday Singapore!!! (and Happy Advance Birthday Hezwan,turning 20 tomorrow ey? ENJOY!)
Cheers!
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