.:: The Return Of Paris In The Making ::.

This is a picture taken when we fetched the Paris boys back from the Airport.
The last picture, Amaliah gave Syahadi a surprise birthday cake, although his birthday was the day before but the thoughts of it was very sweet... Cute couple they are...

Picture credits to Rabia, thanks for the pictures!

.:: Night Shift, Weekend ::.

Whoa! Night shift over the weekend...
Is insane...
I thought that Leisure Park is not that interesting or having a lot of people coming over..
But I guess I was wrong... There was shitload of people and the cinema's packed with them.
People after people and after people.. It's like.. Whoa!

I mean, this is talkin' about Leisure Park..
If it's like.. Orchard.. or Cineleisure.. it's a standard thing..
Wow, Leisure Park has gotten back it's attraction points...

Night shift's allright I guess... It's quite... a li'l laid back.. I mean.. not the crowd.. but because it's night time.. so it's much more.. chill mood..


.:: "Hey! How are ya?" ::.

Oh boy, workin' the night shift on weekends...
Wow!
U'll meet a lot of people... Ok, maybe not stadium packed amount of people but quite a number...
Saw a couple of my campmates...
That I've not met for a very long time...
Met some people that I've been wanting to meet but never get the chance to meet...
Like my old schoolmate...

It's nice... Get to have a li'l chit chat.. u know.. like, while they're waitin' for the cinema to be ready, I get to talk to them.. cuz I was takin' care of the tickets.. so I'm upfront..
It's nice... Really nice...


.:: Another Day Off ::.

Today is my other day off..
Second day off that is...
Well, finally I get to blog...
If not, I would have been like.. shagged out after every shift...
The moment I get home, I'll be so dead tired that I only feel like sleeping and not do anythin' else...

Yesternight, I played Left 4 Dead with the boys... It's been a while since we played that game.. and it was funny.. Had fun all over again...

In a short while (like, really short while)
I'll be headin' off to Bedok to "pick" Hallie up...
She wants to go to the doctors and well, she asked me if I want to accompany her,
So I said.."ok"
I guess it's for the good of us, so I just say ok...
I guess we need the time with one another..
Been a while since we met.. so yeah...

It felt like my time with Ainun all over again.. hahaha...
Where we meet only like.. twice in a month.. or sometimes once in a month..
Yet, that relationship lasted for 3 years...

Well, i guess I gotta change that.. Gotta spend more time with Hallie...
Damn it's tought to please everyone.. or at least spend time with everyone...

Oh well... Anyways, it's mornin' shift for me tomorrow.. and Wednesday...
And night shift for Thursday till Sunday...
Zoiks!

Allrighty folks, I guess it's time for me to take my leave...
I'll write in again and for those who actually been wanting to read something.. I wanna thank u!
And I'm sorry for the wait.. Workin' man now.. heheeh...
Aight aight.. Cheers!


.:: Message To You ::.

Zanna: My dear... If u guys wanna come over, u could text me and let me know... And yes, I'm still using the same old number.. 9015... And maybe u guys could roughly tell me when and maybe.. Just maybe.. I could ask them if I could let friends coming in... hehehe.. But then, no guarantees... I could try though... Allrighty, keep in touch in Facebook!

Cheers!

.:: Ah Hoy! ::.

Hello all! I'm back again after a a short period of being away. Work had been allright, it's a simple job but the standin' makes ya all tired.. so that's the reason as to why I've not been bloggin'...

Everytime I got home, I'll be too tired to log in... So yeah...

Today's my first day off... so yeah... Cool or what? hahaha.. (What's so cool about an off? hahaha!)


.:: Paris Returns ::.

Tonight will be the night when the night becomes the night of the night when the boys of Paris In The Making returns... They'll be comin' home after the tour in Indonesia tonight and it's awesome to have them back home...

I'll be going to the airport to fetch the boys back together with B, Yan and Rab...
Maybe a few others would like to follow along... So yeah..

They made quite a wave at Malaysia... Saw their comment box in MySpace and there was a lot of good comments... I'm proud of them... They did good and I guess their first impression was amazing... And they always sets a good impression in their music.. they're amazing...

I hope to snap some pictures and maybe put up.. Well... hopefully...


.:: First Night Shift ::.

Tomorrow night will be my first night shift...
Well, not really night shift like... graveyard shift kinda night... More like... Evening shift..
5pm - 2am..
They'll be screening late night movies tomorrow until Saturday... and Sunday.. I think...
So yeah, I'll be workin' night shift...
I wonder how it'd be like... Weekends and night crowds... totally different from the day, weekday crowd...
Well, can't wait...


Allrighty, I guess that's it for now...
Do take care and thanks for reading.. Appreciate it a lot..
Take care u folks! Cheers!

.:: First Day On The Job ::.

Ooooooh weeeee!! Had my first day at work...
It was allright...
The Usher people are ok... Supervisor is one lepak uncle... and the guy that was guiding me, he was ok too.. friendly... So, learnt the ropes of being the usher.. and it was ok.. manageable..
Watch the last 10 mins of all the movies that they're screening for a few times..

Angel & Demons
Star Trek
Muay Thai Dunk
Friday The 13th
The Uninvited

So yeah, I manage to catch the last few minutes of these movies.. and it's not once.. like a couple of times.. haha.. so basically I sorta memorise the endings.. haha.. And tomorrow, another day of this activity! hahaha...

The job's simple but the only thing that tires me out.. is the standing...
Gotta stand for the whole time... I mean, not really the whole time.. but most of it.. so yeah..

I've yet to like, get to know the Box Office people.. cuz we're like.. two different "crew" or somethin'... Usher is Usher and Box Office if Box Office.. so yeah.. I have yet to say "hey!" to them...

Got a couple of people comin' in for the interview.. saw a few today... so yeah.. and there was this bunch of annoying secondary school kids who hung out at the cinema lounge from morning! I mean, oh my god! Back in the days, I wouldn't even hang out THAT long in a mall.. And they were like.. irritatingly loud... I mean, u wanna hang out, that's ur fuckin' business.. but it's annoying when u get too loud... So yeah..

Allrighty folks, that's about it for now, gotta get ready and head off to meet up with Yan... and then we gonna go and fetch B at the airport... who's coming back from Thailand tonight...

Come to think of it... I did a lot of fetching & sending activity lately... Hehe...

Allrighty folks.. take care.. till my next entry... cheers!

P.S. Yes Kecik, I'm workin' now! Yey!! let's celebrate! Hahahah!

.:: Awesome Weekend ::.

This weekend was awesome! It was amazing! I mean, not really much of a special thing but it was something nice...

May 16th which falls on a Saturday... and it's rare that May 16th fall on a Saturday... It's a li'l something special for some of us... May 16th.. Hehe...

The boys of Paris got back in Singapore for a while.. and watched them play on Saturday together with Milvains... And get to hang out with the boys again... And it's sorta like a let loose kinda session.. I mean, miss the boys and it was nice to actually hear their whacky jokes and their laughter.. and also to hear stories about their Malaysian tour...

Get to meet Milvains (Italian Hardcore band).. and they're nice bunch of people... and they said some vulgarities in Malay (Which is thought by the Paris boys) and it was funny hearing them saying it... Their Drummer looks like Mario.. U know, super Mario? Yeah.. he looks so like him.. haha..

Picked up Yuji from Airport with Yan and brought him over to SJC and hung out while the boys of Paris was still in town.. Because they too wanted to see Yuji. It's been a while since they've seen him so let them meet up... But sadly, Paris gotta go back home to repack their stuff to continue with their tour.. which is Indonesia... Miss them already!

As for Sunday... Picked Yuji up from B's place and then head off to SJC to have lunch... He took his first double decker bus in Singapore and he was excited.. haha.. We sat on the top deck and right in front...

But...

The view was obscured by the ad sticker on the screen..
so..
visual wasn't that nice... cuz it makes ur eyes feel a li'l weird.. but overall, Yuji liked it...

Got to SJC and Dzafir joined us to have lunch..
Had a simple meal...
Dzaf had his Mee Goreng
I had my Chicken Rice (Although I ate at home before fetching Yuji)
And Yuji had his Chicken Fried Rice... It was spicy but Yuji loves it.. hahaha.. Funny man..

After lunch, head of to Singapore Arts Museum and Yuji rode on the bike with Dzaf while I took the bus alone...
Met up with them over there where Tweet & Mon join along...

Went to the gig which had Have Heart playin'...
Yuji know the guys from Have Heart so somehow, Have Heart got me, Yuji & Dzaf under their guest list...
So... we got in for free...
Tweet & Mon head on home after we went in... Cuz Tweet was feelin' tired since he's been out the whole day, since morning...

The gig was amazing somehow, full of the hardcore kids and the bands was good... And Have Heart was awesome! And i've just learnt that after this tour, they're splittin' up.. So this is like their final tour...

For those of u who might wanna check them out... Here's the link...

Have Heart @ MySpace

Head off to Arab Street after that because Yuji wanted to try the Sheesha thing...
Had a simple dinner and an apple sheesha... And Yuji loved it... He likes that thing!

After that short Sheesha session, we drop him off at B's place...
He's leavin' later in the morning and I couldn't send him off cuz I'll be workin' later...
Damn!
Missin' that old man already...
Funny whacky guy!
Don't know when will it be the next time I get to see him...

Allrighty, I think that's it for now cuz I wanna have some shut eye before headin' off to work...

Take care everyone! Cheers!

.:: Hey There Mr. Usher ::.

Most real... The place that I went to for the interview called me today... And I guess I got the job! They don't wanna put me in the cashier cuz they want the girls to be on the front line.. wow.. So guys can't be on the frontline? So they put me as an usher... Well, it's still allright.. I mean.. It's still a job ain't it?

With the current situation.. I guess we can't really ask for more... So Usher it is...
$1,050 is not much man! I mean.. a month.. that much... But for my case.. it should be ok... right? I mean.. it's mainly for everyday allowance.. just enough to survive...

So yeah, I'm startin' work this Monday..
9am!
No more late nights! Gotta fix up my body clock and sleep early... So i can wake up in the morning!

Oh... and one more thing... To work here.. I have to sacrifice one thing... and that is.. my goatee...
Damn.. I mean, I'm a li'l insecure when I do not have any goatee.. u know.. feels weird.. without my goatee... So yeah.. I have to shave it off... so as to keep the image of the company.. Bla bla bla.. the usual stuff...

At least when I was workin' as security back then in White Sands.. I was allowed to keep my goatee.. but this one.. not spared...

So that's it.. Just an update.. I got the job...

Yes, Hezwan can finally say..."I'm workin' now..."

Cheers!

I'm gonna keep this entry a simple one...

To those who know what May 16th is all about...

HAPPY MAY 16th!!!
It's just another Saturday!!!

"No more waiting on them
as you rise inside new rooms
It's official you've gone
you can live for no one else
Man the guilt must be huge
As there's no gain in failure you succeed at being mine
Yeah, old friend, see you there I will be proud from afar
I can paint a picture in a moment of memories and there aren't many left
I am extradited, uninvited

It's just another Saturday

Take a step to freedom
You and her loathing this cruel world
Take a breath of shelter and exhale
Trust and allegiance
Liberate yourself from hell

It's just another Saturday"

.:: Boom! Boom! Just Like The Artillery ::.

Man... The thunderclaps are insane! It's like the cannons being fired or somethin'...
"Boom! Boom!" it goes on and on.. and with the lightning goin' off like flashes from cameras...
It was fine and sunny moments ago..
And then...

Rain...

Out of nowhere... But it's good...
It's all good.. I got home already so.. good timing!

.:: Leisure Park ::.

Head off to Leisure Park just now...
To try my luck at the walk-in interview at the Cinema...
I wrote my position that I applied for as Cashier or Usher...
Well, if I get the job, it's still somethin'.. although it ain't much of a pay...
But hey! It's still somethin'... to let the days go by... rather than none...

While I was askin' for the form... I saw my camp mate... more like.. BMT mate..
Aliff... one of the nice dudes in my company...
What are the odds? Of all places... A place where I'm going for an interview at.. hehe..

He's been workin' there for almost a year...
Wow!
Asked him how it is there and he said.. it was allright.. not that bad..
So I guess it's ok..

Well, just hope that I get this one...
...for the time being...

I hope I'll get that call for the second interview...

.:: Lost Of Handphone ::.

Sheesh... Lost of handphone... I know how that feels...
Cuz I lost two phones... in the period of 6 months... amazing ain't it?
Happened when I was in camp and I only realised the purpose of the "camp phone" after I've lost two phones... Wow.. what a lesson!

Two of my phones (Nokia N-Gage & Some Nokia Clam shell phone) was stolen when I was in camp..

The N-Gage.. which took me a few months to save up just to get it, got lost after using it for 3 months...

The Clam shell phone.. which I used up all my NS pay ($350) just to get it.. got lost in 1 month... Fucked up.. or what?

Anyways, talkin' about lost of phone...
Hallie lost her phone..
I have no idea how the heck she lost her phone...
She's known to be a li'l careless at times...

I was waitin' for her message and somehow got me a li'l worried to a point where I was li'l bit pissed about it.. Thinkin' that she doesn't bother to message me or somethin'...
So when I got her message.. she was in an angry mode.. well.. I don't' know why..
All I text was, me being worried and where u at.. why no reply.. u know.. the usual stuff.. and she got pissed..
She called me an idiot.. hehe.. and she was sayin' why I couldn't understand a simple thing...

Well, how am I to understand when I don't have anything to even understand to?
She didn't text me and she didn't explain what happened..
So..
How would I know? Right?

But anyways, it's all good.. just one of those.. misunderstanding moments... So yeah.. she somehow got her SIM back from Singtel... wait.. not got it back.. but replaced it.. so yeah.. she got it replaced.. And now, i don't know where she is..

Sigh...

.:: Yuji's Coming To Town ::.

This is Yuji...
This is a picture of me & Yuji taken in Japan at some restaurant while havin' breakfast or was it lunch.. can't really recall...
This was taken back in '07? or was it '08?
Oh yeah, it's '07! See how fat and chubby I was... I mean, I'm still chubby now.. but I was chubby-er back then...

Yuji, the father/brother figure when we were there in Japan. He took care of us real good and we love him for that. A 40 plus year old man with a heart of a 20 year old... A cool awesome uncle!!
And the weird part... He can speak Indon.. hahah.. A Japanese dude who can speak Indon... So it was a li'l bit weird.. cuz when we converse with him.. it was in half English and half Indon.. So yeah... Reason for him to be able to speak Indon is because he have a business in Bali... So that explains...

Anyways, Yuji's comin' to town just for one day... He's havin' a stop over to Singapore before headin' off to Bali...
It's been a while since I've met him and so, kinda excited to see him again... That's how much we miss him as how much we miss the rest of the Japan family (FC Five, Use My Third Arm)

So it's this Sunday... and he wants to go to the Have Heart gig here in Singapore.. so I guess I will have to bring him there.. And let him have a good time here cuz we never get to do that with him... And maybe bring him to a sheesha session..

Cuz there was one time where he commented on one of my pictures in MySpace...
And it was a picture of me smoking sheesha and he comments..."I want to try!"
So yeah.. maybe we will bring him there...

Yuji came down at the wrong time..
The Paris boys won't be here when he touchdown cuz they will continue with their tour to Indon.
Bernard's not here either cuz he's in Thailand...
So it's just a few of us... That is, if that few of us will be around...
For sure I'll be with him to bring him around, on behalf of the family...

.:: Package: Paris (Part Deux) ::.

Tonight, the Paris boys are comin' back from their Malaysian tour and their last venue is in JB.
So they'll be headin' back home tonight to prepare for their show tomorrow here at Crawlspace (Which I have no idea where that is)...

So me and Yan will be headin' over to Woodlands to pick them up... It's nice to be able to see them again... But I'm sure they'll be a li'l dead beat from their tour.. Touring can be tiring... Not as easy as it seems from a point of view of a listener or gig goers...

A few more hours to pick up time...


Most real... I'll write in again...
Till then, I bid u farewell!

.:: Long is Gone ::.

Hey hey, guess what? I went to cut my hair!! Hahah.. No more long hair! Now it's more like short.. or is it? Hmm.. Well.. it looks neat now and it's not that hot now! Hehehe...


.:: Leisure Park ::.

Aight, most real... I'm headin' off to Leisure Park to try my luck there...
There's a walk-in interview and I'm just gonna head there to try...
Wish me luck!

Cheers!

Ok, most real... Screw the previous entry? About the sleepin' and all that shebang! I'm still up and running! hahaha.. Ok.. maybe not, literally running.. but my body works are still workin'...

I've been up since yesterday... Maybe because I slept like a fuckin' pig yesterday... Hahaha... Before the whole soccer thing.. I was like sleepin' all the way at B's place.. from mornin' till evenin'.. So yeah.. that's like.. Uber power Sleep!

Here I am.. still up and awake, been playin' that... Hell's Kitchen game in Facebook... Gotta tell u guys, that game's so friggin' addictive.. that's for sure! So yeah.. it's kinda tough, once it gets to a certain stage...

If u guys have facebook.. maybe u guys might like that game... just type in the search section..."Hell's Kitchen" and click it... and then run the application... It's irritatingly addictive!

I was on facebook and Mash was like puttin' up on her status.. and it says somethin' like.. Passion fruit Sticky.. So I was like, what the hell is a Passion fruit Sticky?

So she gave me this link...

http://www.sticky.com.sg/

And guess what? It's a candy and oh, my... god.. it's like.. fuckin' addictive lookin'... Somehow, it attracted my taste bud... Ooooh, sweet sweet candy!

Most real, it would be a nightmare for parents cuz that's like.. children's' favourite.. but anyways, it looks yummy! So screw it!

Here's a video that might make u understand why, I say it's yummy....



So yes, enjoy admiring the candies! And most real, those people behind that counter.. or whatever it's called.. They are skillful.. Just look at the way they make those candies.. Like.. awesome! Skill it is!

Ok, right now, I'm fully zombified.. I mean, I've not slept till it comes to the point that my body do not understand what's going on.. it's like... confused or somethin'...

U know.. like... "Dude? Have I slept? Do I need sleep? I don't know man..." So it's somewhere there.. My head is like heavy but it doesn't wanna sleep and my body's aching but it's like sayin'.. "I'm all right, let's stay up!" So... yeah.. I'm like.. thinkin'.. should I sleep or not? Or maybe just tire myself another day today.. and then have long sleep later on? hehehe..

But then again, I gotta go cut my hair.. GOD DAMN IT! And right now, it's hot as fuck.. earlier in the morning.. it was heavy downpour.. see what I mean.. the weather's pretty much fucked up... Messed up.. whatever it is.. hahaha..

All right, most real.. if I'm still not sleepin'.. or feel like blabbering on my blog again.. I'll write in.. so yeah.. stay tune! Keep in touch! Cuz u never know when will this blog be updated again.. So yeah!

All righty then! Take care!!

Ein sehr guter Nachmittag für alle, die Pflege und auf Wiedersehen!

BOOM!

Loud Thunder!

Pouring Rain!

AWESOME!!!

Morning + Heavy Rain = Good Sleep

So that's right people... it's time for me to SLEEP!! YEAH!!!

.:: Welcome Back ::.

Hey!
Hey!
Ho!
Ho!
I'm back everyone!
Since my last entry that is.
For the past few days, I wasn't in the mood to write...
So yeah and here I am now.

Just got back from "watching" soccer with the bunch at B's place and here I am now,
in front of my lappy and tryin' to blog away...



.:: Missing The Bunch ::.

It's been like a few days since the Paris boys had gone for their tour and my late nights seems to be a li'l quieter...
Less fun...
Cuz they're the ones that add the colours to my late night hangouts...

With their silly jokes and their ridiculously hilarious actions...
They never seem to fail to make the night full of fun...

They're in the midst of their tour right now and they'll be stoppin' by this Saturday ( May 16th ) to do a Singapore show here together with the Italian band they are touring with: Milvains
Can't wait to see them again and I miss those crappy fucks!

This is the flyer for their upcoming show this Saturday,
thought I shared it with u guys...

.:: Man U 2 - Wigan 1 ::.

Soccer...
I never really have any interest in soccer and all those soccer matches that I've watched are all in the name of being the company of my friends.
Being there just to hang out and laugh along...

Talkin' about laugh along, watchin' soccer just now was a li'l weird without the Paris boys...
Normally we would laugh a lot with those bunch around cuz they would pass stupid comments or just make stupid jokes out of everything that happen during the match...
But this time it was a li'l quiet... Although we did have some laughs of our own...

Yati, B, Dzul, Yan & Me... Just the five of us, chillin' out at B's... With Chocolate Milk and some chips to go along... The remaining bunch for now before the boys return from their tour.

One highlight for the match was Teves's score, it was amazing... Even for a guy who don't watch soccer would know that was an amazing goal...


.:: B for Bangkok ::.

Later today, B will be headin' off to Thailand to have a short holiday together with three others... Spendin' time with his loved one and their two other friends...

Have a great trip buddy! And enjoy ur time down there...

I guess that's one more hangout buddy down for the whole week... Ngast!


.:: Need Time To Think ::.

Had a conversation with Hallie a few days back...
Or was it yesterday? Hmmm....

Anyways, had a li'l conversation and well... we're still not together yet...
That is from what she thinks...
She said that she needs time to properly think about us being back together...
She worries that she might make a mistake...
For me, I don't even know what is there to think about... If ur heart says go for it, why not?
For what I know, my heart says that it's her and I'm pretty sure I wanna stay this time... Losing her again is not a good option...
We both have to work a li'l harder on our understanding...
That's for sure...
If ur heart had made a decision, don't let the words of others confuse u and make u have second thoughts...

I just want us to be us the way it was... how it had always been for those 5 years...
I shall just let time play its role...


.:: May 11th '09 ::.

On May 11th, I hung out with my ITE Mates...
Or should I say, the Van people... Hehe...

It's been a while since I've met Yoda and Kecik,
It was nice to see them again... With Yoda's sarcasms and funny jokes plus Kecik's adorableness..
It felt like school again...
Just us four: Me, Yati, Kecik & Yoda

Chillin' at Beer Garden and catchin' up on our lives...
Eatin' our favourite bowl of Fishball Noodles...
It was just a chill out, "lepak" session...

Yoda had to go off early cuz he had some assignments to complete, given by his officer in camp.
He's some magazine designer for his camp or somethin' like that...

After hangin' out, we sent Kecik back home...
So all the way to Woodlands I drove and it was a long drive.. but it's all good... It's a once in a while thingy...

Kecik cut her hair and she looks good in it... kinda like it... And she's still as wacky and adorable as before.. hehe.. so yeah..

Well, I guess that's about it for now... Gonna have a sleep and then gonna go cut my hair!
That's right!
Cut my hair!

Wouldn't be that presentable if I were to go for interviews with my long hair... So yeah...
Gonna cut it and then gonna go for some walk-in interviews..

Yati my dear, I love you sis! Thank u for the job postings!
I shall give u A for effort!
Huggies to u my dear!

.:: All The Way From Yishun ::.

Ola to all! I'm in Yishun right now...
Ate a lot cuz there's like tons of food here...
Well, not really tons of food.. but there's a few choices to choose from...
My aunties cook a lot...

Lontong
Kacang Phool
Sambal Udang
Rendang Daging
Fried Chicken
Chicken Nuggets

Ok...
Maybe that's not a lot.. but it's quite an amount to make u all filled up!
Here I am sittin' in one of the rooms... alone, surfin' and bloggin'...
My cousins left... I mean, only two left.. there's still two of them here...

And wow, it's been a while since I've met them and they are all grown up...
I've not been keepin' in touch with my relatives.. hehe... So yeah...

.:: Hot Like Fuck ::.

Damn! The weather is really really weird beyond weird...
One moment it was raining so heavily and then it's no rain..
And now.. it's super humid... Even with the fan blastin' on full speed,
it's still hot... Damn hot....

Thanks to the global warmin...
I think I did mention this before?
Hmm.. I think I did..
But hey, what the heck! Hahahaha...

Sorry guys, for the repeated story...


Allright peeps.. I'll write in again... Thanks for comin' in... Love u guys!

.:: Roughnecks: Starship Troopers Chronicles ::.

Most real...
I've not slept ever since yesterday...
Got home only this mornin' when it was pouring like mad with thunder and all...
And I couldn't sleep...
Ain't that fuck up?
Was sleepy when I was in the bus headin' home but I just couldn't sleep when I got home...

And there I go, surfin' the net, checkin' my mails and bla bla bla...
And the next thing I remember was this ol' skool 3D cartoon which i so love when I was a kid..
As we all know, youtube would be the best place to look for old stuff..
U know, like cartoons or movies or series and such...

So there I type out: Starship Troopers

And they came out with all sort of starship troopers clip... and so I tried again this time with the word 3D included... and yes.. they came out with the one I want...

A whole series of the 3D version and I got hooked watching it... And here I am, 1:47pm and I'm still awake! Holy cow!

If u guys wanna watch it just for good old time sake... here's the link:-

Roughnecks: Starship Troopers Chronicles

.:: Going Back To How It Was ::.

Yesterday was somehow, a good day...
No, wait...
It wasn't good...
It was amazing!

Saturday like any other day
BUT
this time it was a li'l bit special...
Not like Uber special but just...
Special...

Head out to City Hall from my place at about 7:45pm...
Got there about 8:28pm? Somewhere there...
And I was right about on time I guess...

And there she was...
After not seeing her for almost a month or more than a month, roughly there...
I almost forgotten how beautiful she is...
With her dimpled smile and a her cheery hello...
She made me smile...
It was really great to be able to see her again...

Head out to Magic Wok to have dinner and I ordered Seafood Hor Fun ( Yes I know, of all things, I ordered that.. sheesh!) and so we ate,
chat up and catch up with stuff,
admiring each other again like how it was in the beginning... about 5 years ago...
It was simple...
yet...
amazing...

Decided to catch a movie and so we set off to Cineleisure...
Got there and saw the listing... but in the end.. we decided...
"Screw the movies, let's just walk around and hang out..."
So we did.. we walked around in Cineleisure..
U know.. the More Than Words.. and all those other shops...
Just did some window shopping...

After a while, decided to go back to her place..
She got the keys to her dad's car...
and we drove around...
Chilled out at our favourite spot,
which is Tanjong Rhu...
Used to be a quiet place which was peaceful... but now it seems like.. a lot of people know that place already.. so it was quite crowded...

Had a simple chat and just looking into the view,
had some smokes and we decided to go off...
Where?
"Let's just drive around" she said...
So we did... she drove around...
nearly got lost somewhere...

CBD
Ang Mo Kio
Hougang
Mount Faber
and lastly...
back to her place...

It was fun... talk shit in the car... had good laughs.. and simply enjoyed each other's company...

I guess after all,
she is the one that I truly love,
despite our differences and disagreements...

.:: Package: Paris ::.

Earlier in the day yesterday,
Me, B & Yan sent off the Paris boys...
Goldenmile it was...
It was a li'l touchy when they were boarding that bus,
Although I know it's just our neighbouring country,
But hey,
these are the bunch that I hang out almost every night with..
So for the next few days,
it'll be a li'l quiet than usual..
All that's left is Me, B & Yan ( I'm talkin' about the closest ones )

One day down for them.. another 6 more to go?
Hope they're rockin' out good... Can't wait to see them on their Singapore show!

.:: Crazy Weather ::.

The weather's a li'l weird... Very weird...
While me and Hallie was in the car, it wasn't raining at first...
And when we were driving on the way back, suddenly a heavy down pour...
Weird, ain't it?

At first, Hallie wanted to send me home,
but I know she was sleepy cuz I just know it when she's sleepy...
So I decided to accompany her home,
and when we got back, I told her, it's ok... U just go ahead home and sleep..
She was from work and I know she's all tired.. so She went up and I just waited for my first bus...

I couldn't go to her place because somehow,
I got banned? Hehehe...
So... yeah.. and there she was.. going back home while I hung out alone at her void deck..
It's a no biggie actually..
I'm a born slacker! hahahaha..

She was a li'l worried that I'm all alone at the void deck.. yada yada bla bla...
I was downstairs.. already takin' a nap! Hahaha...
It was quite comfy actually..

And suddenly, it got soooo cold.. and loud bangs of the thunder was setting off..
Open my eyes.. and there u have it..
Heavy rain pouring... and I was like.. whoa!

So I head home after the rain subside a li'l...

And here I am.. home...

.:: Yishun, Here I Come ::.

In a while, I'll be headin' off to Yishun.. to have some family gathering... So yeah, my aunts over there are cookin' up some dishes.. and havin' some people coming over.. So yeah, why not ey?

That's right... free food! hahahaha!


Till then u people.. I bid u farewell! Cheers!

.:: Late Riser ::.

I woke up a li'l late today.. I mean.. what's new? Hehe.. I woke up late.. everyday! Which is actually.. not a good thing.. Ngast! So yeah... I woke up around 5 or 6pm just now.. And I was like stonin' away in bed... staring at my laptop screen.. Life is beginning to be a routine.. Same ol.. same ol... but wait.. it has been that way for years.. haha.. so nothing new! That's right!

First thing I did when I woke up just now... was lookin' at my handphone and most real... Lotsa people message me... Yati, Ash, Hallie and B...
But the thing is,
I can't reply... My pre-paid's low.. so yeah.. Can't message or call out but can only receive messages.. so.. yeah!

.:: "Wan aku nk cari werk baru!" ::.

"Wan, I'm wanna look for a new job!" - This was the first message I got for the day and it's from my dearest Yati...
I was like, what? Are u fuckin' nuts! I mean... finding a job is kinda hard right now at this moment and u wanna quit ur job?
But then again, I know she's a li'l stress up with her work...
Her work schedule's like ultra insane I'm tellin' ya.. Graveyard shift for like a week plus.. straight in a row plus overtime? Wow! That's like insane.. and I feel that she's like being bullied or something.. u know.. picked on... She's workin' her ass off, poor laling...

Well Yat.. hang in there... Secure a second job, then quit... Never mind.. May 11th aight? We're going to wind down... just us chillin' out at our favourite place.. Beer Garden! hehehe...

Till I meet u, hang in there... *huggies*

.:: Busy Lady ::.

She's so hardworkin' that she's always busy and not around...
Who is this?

Hallie...

She's workin' her ass off to pay off stuff and she's always busy...
And every time she gets home, she's always so tired and normally, I wouldn't get a chance to talk to her cuz she'll be so dead beat by then...
Maybe I gotta learn to understand this,
to understand that it's kinda hard juggling life when ur workin' each day... More like a routine, I mean.. my life's a routine but mine's simply just being a bummer (for now that is)..
She's so busy that she doesn't have time to reply my messages...
But what I can see now, she's tryin'... At least she does message when she's going home or when she's home.. so.. that's something new...

.:: Paris Goes On Tour ::.

This is Paris In The Making, one of the talented musicians in the local music "scene". They're amazing and so far, on my knowledge, they're the only one that sounding like how they are here in Singapore. Unique in their own composition...

Personally, I know these guys and they are the most peaceful and loving people I've ever met and I grew up with them. Funny, laid back and simply peaceful...

Well, they'll be going on their first tour tomorrow. They'll be leavin' for their 1 week plus tour... And I'll be sendin' them off at Golden Mile or was it Golden Landmark... U guys know.. the ones where there are buses going to Malaysia...




All the best for these guys and rock hard boys!
Share with them the music u created!
Just for the fun of it, here are their tour dates:-

1. May 9th '09 - Ampang, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
2. May 10th '09 - Ipoh, Malaysia
3. May 11th '09 - Taiping, Malaysia
4. May 12th '09 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
5. May 14th '09 - Malacca, Malaysia
6. May 15th '09 - Johore Bahru, Malaysia
7. May 16th '09 - Singapore
8. May 17th '09 - Jogyakarta, Indonesia
9. May 18th '09 - Solo, Indonesia

To know more about Paris In The Making, u can check them out on their MySpace at http://www.myspace.com/inthemakingofparis

Lastly, I'll end off this post with Paris In The Making live show at F.A.D Studio... Enjoy...

.:: "グッドモーニングみんな！" ::.

Ohayo Gozaimas!!! Good morning everyone!! God damn it... what a beautiful Friday ain't it?
U know...
One beautiful thing about the morning... is the sky... U know.. the time when the moon says good bye and the sun says hello... that in between transition...
The colours are beautiful.. it's like.. orangey, a li'l bit bluish.. a li'l bit purplish... It's totally amazing.. it's a beautiful colour... That's one of the things I like about the morning.. and of course.. the chirping of birds... That's the whole morning package...

I've not slept since yesterday cuz it's just hard to sleep actually...
Been awake the whole night...
Met up with the boys in SJC and had a random L4D session....
Again...
So it wasn't much actually...
And here I am!
Still up and awake! Hahahah....


.:: Jam Session ::.

The jam session I had yesterday with Goodnight Air was quite progressive I guess...
Played three of our originals and it was a li'l bit ok but I feel that it could have been better...
I have yet to improve my drummin' cuz I totally suck on drums... Gotta come up with a much better creativity than that... But hey, i'm not a drummer originally.. hehehe.. But I'm tryin' to be one...

Next week's another session again... And talkin' about session.. ATS gotta jam soon man... Missin' the ATS sessions... hehehe...


.:: H A L L I E ::.

Had another chat session yesterday with her on MSN... and well.. it turned out allright and I'm feelin' that something's formin up again...
Somehow...
Well, I guess I gotta do what I have to do.. just...
Be there for her... and hope it will all go the way it should...
Sigh...
Only time will tell...


.:: Messed Up Body Clock ::.

My body clock is all messed up..
That's for sure...
Gotta get it back on track somehow.. I mean, readjust my body clock to the way it should be.
Damn, this is so not healthy...

Talkin' about body clock, look at me now.. still wide awake... god damn it...
I guess I gotta go sleep now...

.:: The People I Love ::.

These are just some of the people who had been there for me and had been the colours of my dull life... And I say it again.. these are only some of them.. there's more of them.. They had been like a "family" to me cuz all of us, grew up together... and I treasure them always...

.:: Hot & Cold ::.

Darn... it's a li'l hot don't u think.. The weather these days... Insanely weird... Sometimes it's cold and sometimes it's just hot as fuck.. I mean.. when it pours.. it really pours down but when it's sunny.. god damn.. it's baking earth of something...

I guess it's that... Global Warming thingy? Damn damn damn!


.:: Thank You CSC ::.

Sent my dad to NUH just now in the morning...
Early detail it was... well, not really THAT early.. went off from home at about 10-ish...
Got there and as always, the check up and all.. u know.. the swine flu thingy.. So yeah...

Dropped off my parents and went to find a parkin' lot...
Parked the car and walked down to the main lobby...
So yeah, go through the registration, and was told to follow the line.. so I did..
When i was almost through.. one of the nurses was saying..

"Excuse me sir, mind if we take ur temperature? Our heat scanner is showing that ur body's a li'l hot..."

Oh yeah.. I just walked from the car park to the main lobby.. under the god damn hot sun... of course I'm a li'l heated up...
So she checked me.. and well, my temperature's all good..

Going to the hospital now is like.. a lot of hassle.. Sorta like the.. SARS days.. well.. I mean, hassle as it is... it's better to take precautions...

My dad went for the check up...
Doctor said it's all good..
Got the medication prescription..
And the best part.. we don't have to queue up to pay for the meds...
Thank You CSC!

My dad's lucky.. he was a teacher back then so he have this Civil Servant Card...
And with this card.. u have the privilege to have the government subsidised on ur medical cost.. and he was lucky cuz after his time.. or a few batch after him.. they no longer have that CSC thingy... So yeah...


.:: Random Surprise From The Past ::.

Somebody from the past re-appear...
Yeah.. that's right.. RE-APPEAR after shunning me away and callin' me selfish...
Some of u may know the story.. and yeah.. know how much I was hurt about it.. so yeah.. Let's just.. spare the details...

She went online...
She approached me...
She say that I should know that news..
Her mom passed away..
I'm sorry about that, I truly am..
I knew it way before because I read ur blog...

Right now, I'm so hurt and I just don't know if I can feel the same way as I did before for her...

Someone who I had always treat as my bestest friend, someone whom I treasure and cared for no matter what...

She explained herself but I don't know if I can feel ok again... Whatever it is... Don't wanna care so much cuz, who am I anyways... So yeah...


.:: The New & The Old ::.

Called up Hallie just now and well, I guess she's busy or somethin'... Cuz she didn't pick up my call..
Don't know how I should feel... I'm so... washed out... Well.. I guess I have to just let time tell.. What and how it would go...
Saturday, meet up day... *sigh*

And well, called Ain just now and she was sleepin'...
Groggy voice and blurry reactions.. hahaha..
If ur reading this... NGAST! hahaha...
Talk to ya soon aight?


.:: Goodnight Air ::.

Gonna jam with them in a while.. and I'm feelin' a li'l sleepy right now.. hehe.. So yeah.. Gotta head down to BMC... (Yes, BMC... OLD SKOOL OR WHAT?!)
And we're going to jam there...
it seems like the guys prefer it BMC, I mean... BMC.. hahaha.. That place is old as fuck man.. hahaha...
BMC icon is no longer there.. and many of us who had jammed there, would know..

Ah Pek Tempang (Crippled Uncle) - This dude, is like the legendary figure to us all...
With his last song trademark call... ( From that small window.. u'll see him limping his way.. and then raise up his hand and show his pinkie, meaning it's our last song... )
That guy is known to many of us who grew up jamming there...
I wonder what happened to him.. or how is he now... Good memories that ahpek...

So yeah, jammin' later on..
Tryin' out new stuff..
And at the same time, gettin' the hang of drumming.. ngast...


.:: Cbox Reply ::.

1. Lin Kecik: Woit! May 11th, confirm jadi! Hahaha.. We are so gonna hang out!
2. Juni: Well, I hope ur right... One day I'll get a job and IT? Well.. I don't know much about IT cuz I didn't learn it... So.. yeah...
3. Yat: Baik!! Kau update! Hehehe... dah dah, jangan stress stress ok? Biarkan tu pinoy.. Kau rebel! hahahah! Baik ah! Sayang sama kau!
4. Mash: U wanna play L4D? Have u played it before? U should definitely give it a shot.. it's an awesome game.. crazy as it is... hehe.. If ur a gamer.. I'll guarantee that U'll love it...

.:: Aching Body & Sleepy Eyes ::.

Madness! My body's like aching all over the place and my eyes are like.. wanting to shut itself down... BUT... somehow.. I can't sleep.. tried to just now but just can't... All I can say is that my body clock is all messed up... no wait.. more like.. all fucked up! My day becomes my night and my night becomes my day... Damn! I feel like an owl!

This is not a healthy lifestyle... unless I'm like the night shift job kinda guy.. but the thing is.. I'm not even workin'! Blardee hell!


.:: The One ::.

Spoke to her the night before and well.. things went great at first but after a while... Just felt, down by situation...

I mean, my heart felt so hurt every time she says something that doesn't feel right.. I mean, every individual have their own views and decision but then.. it's like.. so sad to hear it.. *sigh*..

Whatever it is, I didn't feel good after that and so I just told her that I wanted to be alone for a while... so we ended the conversation...

Not that I didn't want to talk to her, of course I want to talk to her but it's just that.. it sorta hurt somehow.. and I guess I just wanna be alone... Well.... it's hard to explain but I hope u guys get it... So yeah... and I'm lookin' forward to meet up with her this Saturday... Going out with her after such a long time... So yes.. missing her I am...


.:: L4D & SJC ::.

After sayin' goodbye to her, I set off... the guys asked me to play L4D and so I did. I am thinking that, that would keep my mind off things for a while and so it did...

Went together with the original 4... Me, B, Yan and Suhayl... We were playin' the survival mode again.. and this time.. the longest we survived.. was 8mins and 28 secs... and that was amazing! I mean, there's no win in this game but the only thing that make us play is to see how long we would last.. and it's not a walk in the park.. 8mins long.. about a min plus more and we would have gotten the gold medal... We did good but we could have been better! Hahahaha! And thanks guys for everything... The game, the drink and the smokes!

Anyways, after fighting the hordes of zombies and all those special infected we head out to SJC to chill out for a while.. Cuz B wanted to see the rest of the soccer match between Barcelona and Chelsea.. So yeah.. just sat there and join along.. Ain't much for today.. .. that's about it...


.:: Early Driver Detail & Goodnight Air Jamming ::.

In a few hours time... I gotta like get up (that is, IF, I were to fall asleep soon...) early and accompany my parents to the hospital... It's either SGH or NUH.. can't remember which one.. but I gotta accompany my parents to go for their check up.. this time it's my mom.. Gonna check her diabetes thingy... So yeah.. gotta be there by 10am... that means, I gotta get up like.. what... 8 am? Holy maxinsane! Seriously, I so gotta go sleep soon... And not only that.. I got a jammin' session with Goodnight Air in the evenin'...

Rafiee got some new stuff in mind and we gonna try out some of it... I like what they come up with, u know.. that slow music and soothing.. somewhat like Lydia or Dashboard kinda sound.. And it's easier to play the drums on that tempo.. hehehe.. So yeah.. Lovin' it though! And damn, I gotta learn Tegan & Sara's song, 17... Damn it.. that's one tricky drum beat.. oh boy.. hehehe...


.:: Comfort In Pillow ::.

Allright, most real... I guess I gotta knock off now... As much as I don't want to... I GOT TO... So yeah... Aight.. and thank u all for readin' up my blog.. to basically.. anyone who came in here to read.. and Hey, don't be shy.... chat up with me in my Cbox, located at the bottom aight? My poor blog gets a li'l lonely when nobody types in anything... hehehe..

Aight then, take care people! Till the next time... cheers!

.:: Morning At B's ::.

It's like 7:17am right now and I'm still awake... Ngast... At B's right now... Don't feel like blogging but just felt like I have to type in something... Random.. ain't it? Hahahha..

Cheers!

.:: Swine Flu ::.

Talkin' about the swine flu... I slept like a fuckin' swine! Holy shit! I slept at like what, 8 or 9 in the mornin' just now? And I woke up around like say... 6 or 7 pm? Or was it 8? Damn... Even pigs don't sleep like that! Hahaha...

Anyways, about the swine flu... god damn... There was Cow Disease.. Chicken Flu... bla bla flu.. and what not.. and now.. the swine flu? What's next? The Giraffe Flu?

At first, I didn't know what was goin' on... I didn't even know about the swine flu thingy... Not until the day that I sent my parents for check up in NUH... I was like, "What the fuck is goin' on?" It was like... crowded and there was like a lot of people and then the hospital staff was like wearing that... plastic overall thingy over their body and they were like wearin' face mask and stuff.. I was like lost man.. what's goin' on? It was when I was waitin' for my parents to come out from the doctor's office that I realise what was going on.. cuz while waitin', I was watchin' the news on TV.. and only then it all make sense.. Swine Flu... started in Mexico...

I mean, I knew this like.. last two weeks.. so don't think that I knew it only now.. hehe..


.:: Lappy & Coffee ::.

Right now, it's just my lappy in front of me and my huge ass cup of coffee next to me... Hmm.. Ain't much to do.. I've been online ever since I woke up just now...

Still waitin' for someone to like message me or call me up to ask me out... I know that the boys are like watchin' soccer over at B's place tonight.. but I'm not too sure whether I wanna go... hmm.. We'll just see...

Damn, my throat drinks too much coffee.. I mean.. 4 cups altogether now.. haha.. Coffee addict I am.. haha..


.:: Memories From The Past ::.

This mornin', I slept a li'l later because I was readin' up my old entries and oh my god.. I'm like... a loser or a sad dude.. or somethin'... I mean, so much of emo entries.. Heh... Wow.. Looin' back on yesteryears... and it sorta like bring back the memories.. of the good times and the bad.. and those people who was in the circle and left.. It's like.. they were there.. and they're still here now.. but the only thing is that.. they're no longer in the group.. it's funny how people come and go.. and only some stayed..

So I guess, writin' a blog is a good thing cuz in years to come, I'm sure I'm bound to read up the past and "re-live" that moment... I was smilin' somehow this morning... readin' back the past.. the people I've dated.. the people I've hung out with.. and knowin' them for a short while.. that sorta thing.. Well.. it's sorta like.. crossing the path of each other's life... I don't know how to describe it.. but it's amazing somehow..

Life itself is a funny and weird thing... and I think I've wrote in about this a couple of times in my blog... cuz I remember saying.. life is a funny and weird thing... so yeah.. But it is.. don't u think?

LIfe has it's way of making u understand about things or learn things...


.:: Life Itself Is A Huge Ass Classroom ::.

Life itself is a huge ass classroom... Why do I say that? Because it is... I mean, to me.. it is..

Let's put it in a layman's term...

• Classroom = Earth / World
• Students = Friends / Families
• Teachers = Mistakes in Life

For every mistake that u or others made.. are lessons for us all.. We learn from history.. and from history we bring it forward to present and for the future.. or what is to become.. They are like our teachers / Lecturers... We will learn from the wrongs that we did.. Example, being a bully.. or bad relationships.. or whatever the problem is.. Mistakes, failures or whatever.. are our teachers in life...

But then again, us being stubborn students.. sometimes we just won't learn it.. or maybe we just forget our mistakes.. and that's why it leads to.. "history repeats".. It gets us to doing the wrong things all over again...

Life itself has so many ways of testing us.. Testing our patience.. testing on how we would solve problems.. or how we handle it... That's why we have friends.. or families.. if we cannot do it alone.. sometimes we do need them.. to hear us out.. and maybe help us move on with our problems.. and solve it.. But unfortunately, some sad souls would solve it through suicide.. or self hurt.. which is not a good thing... and so.. that is why we as friends should always be near those who we think needs our attention... Those who are troubled and such...

Life.... It's beautiful, in a complicated sort of way...

All I can say, do appreciate what u have and always look at things positively...

Take care all.. I'll write in soon! Cheers!

.:: Chirpy Morning ::.

Well looky here.. it's like 6:47 in the fuckin' mornin' and I'm still fuckin' awake! What's new ey? It has always been like that.. be it schoolin' days.. or those workin' days... yeap yeap! Well, the birds are like havin' their own singing session right now.. chirpin' away... When they do that, u know it's morning..


.:: Random Morning Breakfast ::.

The day before, I slept over at B's and well.. same old same old...
Session with B for a while...
Played around with my guitar and have a solo jam session with my amazing Boss DD-20 Loop... (This shit can make play ur guitar for long period... Amazing!)
Watched some TV and at the same time watched B conquer the world on his Computer playin' his Total War Empire..
Had a short nap...
Woke up, drove B's mom's car together with him to Beer Garden to meet Yat who had just finished work.. Poor li'l dear, all tired...

But yeah, we had breakfast... had some chicken rice although we wanted to eat the Fishball Noodles (the stall was close and they only open at 6pm, so... damn!) Had a few chat, smoke and some drinks...

Sent Yati home after that and head back to B's... And when we got back, I wanted to go home but I was feelin' lazy... why? Because B's room is pampered with the aircon.. and it's so comfy.. so that makes me feel so lazy to go back... So yeah.. had some shut eyes..

Woke up around 5 plus.. told my dad I'd be home.. but no.. I stayed on... Had dinner at his place.. and then Yan came over... and then head off to SJC to have some drink... And then I went home while B and Yan head off to the airport to fetch B's mom who was coming in from Taiwan (I think...)

So yeah.. plain old Monday.. ngast!

.:: "...It Doesn't End Well..." ::.

Some of u may not know what that line means... I mean, literally we all know what that means.. but if u were to read that.. it's from somewhere...

L4D... that's right... Survival Mode... Intense as hell! It was interesting.. cuz this time, the objective's simple... Survive... The longest we manage to survive... 6 Mins 18 Secs... That's considered.. ok I guess... And it was god damn tough! Especially if u got hit by two tanks at the same time, on top of that.. two hunters and two smokers.. I mean... OH MY GOD! hahaha... It' insaned I tell ya...

For those of u who have not tried L4D.. or the Survival Mode... and if ur a fan of killing Zombies... this game's the bomb.. u should try it!

And Yati my dear.. we should so go play this game together again and maybe we could ask Yoda along... Miss playin' it with ya!

.:: Application For Jobs ::.

Remember that I told u guys that I've been like sending out resumes to companies and stuff? Well... None of them replied... And that sucks a million! It's either my resume is lame or the companies are just being picky... Either one... either ways.. it sucks!

Khai Bahriah messaged me on my phone, tellin' me to check out my message on Facebook and well.. it's regarding two job offers... I mean, not offers but... sorta like an ad...

One of which is a Voice Talent job... to do some Malay Documentry stuff... and that seems cool so I sent a mail... Which I'm hoping that I would get that job... if would be cool.. to be a voice actor.. sorta like what I've been wanting... so.. yeah..

And the other one is some Event Security job... Like what the title says.. Being a Security for some Event.. So yeah.. I send out to that one too..

Well, I hope any of them would reply.. or those that I've sent for back then.. just.. anyone... as long I get a friggin' job!


.:: Come Back ::.

One hope that I'm hoping for...
Is for you to come back...

Be in my arms once again...
For I am not complete...
Without you...

-= END =-

"I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else."

.:: Paintings Left Behind By The Artist ::.

Memories spent are memories remain,
Sweet as it is, of the memories I had,
Lucky for me it was such a short pain,
Whatever it is, I'm sure he's a good lad.

Memories you spared,
Of how you always wear that fedora hat,
Along with your friends,
Zie, Dan & Bat,

Not forgetting, Ju, Ziella & Afhann,
The people you've introduced are all about fun,
Things didn't go the way that I see,
I truly wish the best for you and Hadi...

Thank you for the sweet memories and may we be friends... Always


.:: One Chance To Make That One Change ::.

Many things had happened this past few months... Old and new friends... Mixed up feelings.. or should I say, fucked up feelings?

Happiness, sadness, envious, loneliness & unwanted...

One Change...
If only I have a chance to have that one change is for me to not have neglected someone so much... To right my wrongs..

I'm very sorry...

.:: Have A Drink, A Few Laughter & Just Enjoy The Night ::.

Things was troubling my mind earlier yesterday... Thoughts and hopes that seems so faded... If only things was not rushed, it would have been easier now...

And so, I called Dzaf and asked him where his at. So I asked him if he wanna hang out... So he said yes.. and he came over on his bike.. to fetch me... Ha! Me? Riding a bike? Unlikely right? But I did... and being a pillion on a dirt bike with an insane pick up.. is so scary...

Anyways, we go over to Clarke Quay to hang out... didn't go to any of the clubs/pubs but just hung out at the staircase by the riverside... Hidir & his Girlfriend, Sam & Asri joined us.. And well, I gotta thank them for being there.. I mean, it got me off my thoughts for a while..

After Clarke Quay, me & Sam head off to SJC to meet up with B, Hayl and his cousin.. It wasn't much, just chillin' out.. but I always enjoy the company of my friends... They're a bunch of awesome people...

.:: Good Morning, Sweet Dreams & Sleep Tight ::.

Allright, that's it, my eyes are doing that auto shut off thingy... That's a sign to say..."Go fuckin' sleep u fuckin' moron! I need some rest u dumbass!" So yeah.. sorry eyes, sorry body.. hahaha.. Gotta go peeps... Sleep time!

I'll be sure to write in soon.. Do take care.. and hey, if there's anything, u can always chat up with me using my Cbox (which is located at the bottom of this page...).

Take care! Cheers!

.:: Pain In Silence ::.

It hurts so much to know that there's someone out there who is calling you his.
It hurts so much to know that he's doing the things that I had once did before.
It hurts so much to know that your feelings towards him was the feelings you had for me.
It hurts to know that it was so quick of you to move on.

If only...
If only time could have been turned back to right the wrongs...

Feeling Lonesome I am...

Must..................

Go.....................

Sleep...................

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.:: Not Much To Say... Yet ::.

Ola to all my readers ( That is, IF there are any readers...) I'm sorry for the stagnant blog... Don't have much things to say out yet.. I mean, there are a lot of things that happened.. But just not up to type it all out yet.. So.. stay tuned.. and read up once I write in...

Oh yeah, one more thing, I changed my shout box again.. and it's right at the bottom.. so chat with me if u wish to... Take care for now.. Cheers!