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Sunday, March 27, 2005

White light, monitor screen... weird sounds... Cool wind blowin'... Madness...Weekend cut short, Bad start to weekend which ended good..Well.. a brief of how my weekend went.. Anyways, great times.. I just came back from hangin' out with Hallie's family.. My week was okay.. camp.. as usual.. same old shit.. aight.. so there's no need to talk about it.. u know.. it's boring.. pretty much.. dull...Had a bad day on Thursday... well.. more like Thursday night... i mean.. it was 50/50.. half okay.. and half bad.. went to a chalet... and well.. everyone was there.. Somehow, issues was talked about and I was feelin' it.. felt it comin' before I came.. But it's settled.. Things talked out.. and everything's okay for now.. i hope.. I want it to be okay... It's for the future...After that.. everything was back to norm.. Madness.. fun.. laughter.. and well.. sleepiness.. didn't slept the whole night.. cool ain't it? Hehehe.. From 8 on Wednesday till 2 plus in the afternoon on friday.. WOW!! hehehe..Went to B's place to session on Friday eve and then head out to Bugis to fetch Hallie home.. And hung out with her till mornin'... easy to say.. Ton... in the mornin'... head out to her home... hung out at her place with her mom and brother.. fell asleep while I was there.. In the evenin'.. Went out with the whole family and had dinner at Simpang.. And after eatin'.. went cruising around with the family.. Damn.. had great fun!! It was really fun goin' out with her family..

It was a li'l sad when I had to leave.. Cuz normally, on saturday nights.. I would hang out with her.. ton with her... but today, I had to go cuz I got a friggin' duty tomorrow... Damn it.. She was sad and tears were rollin' down her cheeks when I was sayin' goodbye...I love that girl...

Anyways, another week is comin'.. and it's gonna be fuckin' boring.. that's all I can say.. madness.. Aight, my blog's pretty much lame.. And it's like one of those.. lame entries.. "I woke up, ate breakfast.. head out.. meet her.. enjoyed my time.. send her home.. head back.. looking forward to meet her again.. went back home.. had dinner.. bla bla bla.." One of those kinds..

Aight, that's it for today folks..I'm outta here.. gotta sleep.. Cheers to ya'all!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Starin' into the open window, I see the clear skies that's been there durin' daytime durin' our days.. Birds chirpin'... The clutterin' sound of the celin' fan.. The buzzin' sound of the guitar amp and of course, the tapping of the keyboard. Here I am, typin' out this entry. as usual, the weekends are the only time that I'm free to do my entries. I know I've promised u guys pictures and all but fuck, for that, I ain't got the time yet.. Anyways, my week went by.. A Ok.. i guess.. My dad.. well, he's feelin' a li'l better but somehow still got the pains in his chest.. I just hope that he'll be okay...

Not much had happened in camp accept that one of our guys went in again.. u guys should know went in what? If ur in the army and u do shit wrong although u ain't wrong... It's called DB... It was a sad moment.. and I ain't there.. i heard from my from who sent him there. Imagine this, sendin' ur own buddy down to the Detention Barrack.. It can be heart wreckin'... Poor guy, I hope that he's doin' okay.. I mean, i've been there and I know how it's like.. i told him, try to take it easy and don't count the days.. just do the shitty stuff in there.. and let it be done and over with.

Other than that, camp was...BORING... as usual..I mean.. since when camp became cool? Even if the things that happened in camp are not camp stuff.. it's.. not office hours.. so it ain't camp stuff.. okay, right now, somehow, I'm beginning to feel that I'm talkin' crap.. right? Socks! Anyways, went out on a proper date with Hallie last Friday and it was fun.. Hung out with her friends.. Linda, Ain and Nizam.. well.. Linda was fun.. as always.. but the other two..well.. i can't click with them.. Somehow I feel that they're talkin' about stuff that I don't really wanna talk about.. I mean.. we just don't click.. no chemistry in conversation.. so what I do? Just sit down there with them and shut my lips up.. I look at the time and it was 10 plus and that is when I decided to tell Hallie..."Baby, we better go now or we might miss the movie.".. And she agreed..and so.. she saved my boredom by tellin' them that we gotta go.. So yes.. Freedom from the boring conversationists! hahaha.. Whatever that is.. so i went away with Hallie to Cineleisure and wow.. it was friggin' pack.. and I'm talkin' pack pack...oh wait.. that was today.. i mean, that Friday, it ain't that pack.. Surprisingly..it wasn't pack.. Well.. anyways, I caught "Robots".. and it was fuckin' funny! Crappy show with funny jokes.. i mean, Robin Williams was the voice of Fender.. and Fender was one heck of a character.. And Ewan McGregor was the voice of Rodney Copperbottom.. I mean.. ngast.. U guys just have to watch it if u guys are into animation kinda shit.. u know.. not the kiddy kiddy kind.. but more to like..all rounder movie.. meanin'..for kids, adults and all ages kinda shit.. The graphics are good..the animations are smooth..and most real.. the sound was awesome.. okay.. anyways, me and hallie had a good laugh... crappy show...

Head out to East Coast after that and wow.. east coast ain't how it used to be ey? back then, not much people would hang out there.. but now.. madness! It's like.. The Beach That Never Sleeps.. everybody's walkin' about and all that even in the early hours of the morning.. while buyin' fags and drink at 7-11.. i bumped into Dil.. Madster! heehe.. It' s been a while since i saw him..and well, he seem to be perfectly swell! hung out with him and hallie... chattin' old times and old crappy stuff..hehe..missed those slackin' days.. after some time, he decided to join back to his friends.. After all that, I got bored of East Coast so i told hallie.. Let's go someplace else.. so she agreed...

Anyways, that's besides the point.. yesterday, which is a saturday.. I went out witht he boys.. and trust me.. Boys night out! Kecohrable! went jammin' around 7 plus at FYEworks.. and well.. jammin's kinda awesome.. Coverin' some stuff.. hehehe.. And after that, head out to town to hang out with the peeps.. No Direction, Khus, Tengtai, Lordch and Raymond.. What's our purpose there? Well, to catch a movie.. holy cow! We watchewd Boogeyman.. That show was kinda jumpy.. it ain't scary.. just jumpy..and that's from my point of view.. that's it.. it's not that bad.. but just that...the storyline was a li'l complicating.. After the show, we decided to hang out in Mackerz in front of Lido (For those who do not know the meanin'.. Mackerz stands for McDonalds) while walkin' towards Mackerz.. guess who I saw? This is insane.. After three years of now hearin' from him.. Tunggal suddenly runs to bernard and slams him on purpose.. And I was like..."Hey!! Tungster!! Bro! Where the fuck have u been?!" And well, gave him the hand shake with the hug thingy.. Damn... I miss that dude.. It may sound faggish, but me, Tungster and B have gone back a..loooooong way.. Back in the old high School days.. ah...the good ol' school days.. hehe.. Anyways, he still looks the same like how Tanno describes him..."Jagung"..hehe.. which means Corn in malay.. Somehow, i still don't get it on why tanno calls him that.. he doesn't look one bit like a corn.. Saw him with a girl..he said that girl was someone he got to know a few weeks back and that.. was the first time they met.. I asked him whether he have something for this girl.. he said maybe.. So i told him.. good luck bro.. hope to see u smiling again.. tungster.. miss that bugger so friggin' much sia! he's goin' Taiwan next month for some stupid Excercise.. oh yeah, got to learn that he's 1st Guard's Medics... hehehe.. a medic...madness!

Anyways, got meself a new phone.. A Nokia 6170.. together with a new line.. Well, the phone's nice and all.. but it lacks of some features like Mp3 player.. bluetooth.. and cool features like those.. but the design's really trendy.. u know.. just nice fashion... that kinda shit.. Gotta watch my bills this time.. madness.. I don't want it to go boom! Sigh..

anyways, i'm outta here.. Gotta go.. i'm bored as hell.. I might send hallie to work later on. straight from B's place.. oh yeah, forgot about it.. I'm in B's place.. ngast... Aight ya'all.. I'm outta here...Cheers to all! Peace out!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

okay... it's been a while since I've last updated my blog.. yeah yeah, I know some of u guys and gals do want to see my updates.. Sorry about it cuz I've been busy and well, not enough time to update my blog. Weekends are too precious for me that I'm like out most of the time. Today, i'm still at home and it's like 4:30pm...and it's a Saturday.. holy cow, it's a god damn Saturday and I'm still home at this hour.. many things had happened since my last entry.. And yeah, some of u people read my entry and well.. thought that it was an up to date emo feeling I'm havin'..

Shits had happened... Got into another accident.. this time, it ain't a minor one...Was cruisin' along BKE and it's near the exit of KJE... That's where it all happened.. The exit was congested.. always had been in the mornings.. always jam up.. So there I was, followin' the car in front at normal distance and normal speed.. Suddenly, about four of five cars ahead... gave a good sudden break, followed by the car behind.. and followed by the other car behind.. And it then it was me.. I hit the breaks.. as hard as I fuckin' could... but it wasn't in time.. I hit the car in front and then the car in front hit the other car in front... leading to... chain collision.. Altogether four vehicles was involved. My 5 ton Truck followed by three civillian cars.. The car I hit was wrecked.. The bonnet of the car was totally crushed in.. another words, the car in front was sandwiched.. It was fucked up! The feelin' was indescribable.. Stunned..shaken... worried.. scared.. If it was a normal civilian car that I'm drivin', I wouldn't be that scared.. it's because that it was a military vehicle that got me shaken... Stupid cars... I'm still under investigation and I'm under suspension now.. I can only drive in camp.. I made a police report... Damn.. my profile's being busted cuz of this... Enough of this accident shit...

Ain't much in camp.. same old shit everyday.. except that it's much more slacker now..cuz back then we were doin' the LRI (Logistic Readiness Inspection) thingy.. so back then it was like.. fall out at late timing.. but now it's back to norm... okay, enough of Camp..

Handphones... Hmm... I got a phone, yeah.. i do have it.. Got a SIM card..yeah.. but it's a friggin' Pre-Paid.. i mean, thanks to Hallie for lettin' me use her pre paid... Somehow, pre-paids are good.. for budgeting ur money issues... but once ur value is down.. that's it.. u can't reach anyone.. and vice versa.. People can't get to ya when they need ya.. All u can get.. is the SMSes.. Even so, u can't reply.. feel helpless at times.. If u have the dough, it's okay, u can always top it up..but if u don't.. like what I'm experiencing right now... Can't do anythin' till my next pay.. damn it.. i might be gettin' a line again (Oh yeah, right hezwan, a line.. everytime u got a friggin' line, u'll end up havin' trouble payin' 'em off...) yeah yeah, i know.. but what can I do.. i need a new phone.. and I need a line.. So i'm resorting to Starhub.. i hope I can maintain it.. cuz this time, if I'm into the bill shit again, my dad's ain't payin' for me no more...

Fags prices went up.. i mean.. like up, UP!... Fuckin' hell.. it's like 11 bucks for one pack.. Soon, everybody will be smokin' one of those Roll 'em Up cigarettes... Even so, those Roll 'em Up Fags are going up too.. Soon, we all will be smokin' grass.. and I ain't talkin' about weed.. u know.. Take the leaf, and some grass..roll it up.. and light it.. there u go.. Nature's way of smokin'... That's why i'm going into outside import... u know what I mean.. Supplier and stuff.. Cartons.. and yada yada... it's better than buyin' here....

Me and Hallie, we're doin' swell! I'm loving her more every single day... The best thing that ever happened to me.. for now.. i mean, i met her parents and she met my parents.. and yada yada.. Got to say that I actually met my girlfriend's parents formally.. usually..it's either by accidental.. or by coincidence outside when I'm hangin' out... but this one.. it's formal.. I followed her family to some family gathering in Pasir Ris Beach..and it was awesome.. her dad was super cool! He broke the ice by crackin' me up with jokes.. Seriously, they made me feel welcome... I love my girl.. My baby's workin' today.. and i might fetch her home from work if I ain't hangin' out with the guys at night...

Talkin' about dad.. my dad is sick right now and he ain't like how he used to be.. He was brought to hospital last week when i wasn't at home.. but he didn't want to be warded.. Right now, he's sleepin'.. and he seems okay.. One whole week i didn't call home.. cuz i didn't have much time, eveytime after I fall out, I would fall asleep in bunk once I'm back in... Yesterday when I was headin' home, the whole journey I was thinkin' about my dad.. worried that something might happen.. u know.. u know what I mean... and to my relief.. he was okay when I got home.. I shooked his hand and kissed it like I never did it before.. usually i would "salam" him with a light grip and kiss his hands halfway... But yesterday.. i held his hands tight and kissed it proper... I was so relief that he was there... Undescribable feeling, only those who went through this before would know how it's like... I just hope he'll get better... I ain't ready yet if anything were to happen.. Not yet...

The band's pretty much okay, been gettin' gigs these days.. and well.. it seems that our name's up again.. but I'm sure that we ain't that known like how some other bands are.. but it's okay.. we play cuz we love playin' our music.. We play for the kids, not for ourselves.. i love my band, I love the guys.. they're like my second family.. brothers in music... Coolest and maddest bunch of goons I've hung out with.. hehehe...

And miss D, sorry for not updating... i've just been busy..anyways, about the treat.. i ain't sure when girl.. i'll try to reach ya one day.. Anyways, note down ur number in ur mail.. don't tag.. Mail me in my hotmail aight?

pluGGy.. where the heck are u gal? Been missin' ey? well, i missed ya.. so do sms me if u need anythin'.. aight? u got my number, don't be shy now... Cheers to ya!

To the rest of the people, sorry for not updating.. aight.. A thousand apologies...

Anyways, new pics comin' up.. i know some of ya been lookin' forward for the pics..but I just didn't have the time.. i'm doin' it after this.. So yeah.. do come back and check out if my pic section is up.. Aight, that's it.. till don't know when.. CHEERS TO YA ALL!!!

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