Whoa... Not been in here for quite some time.. And god damn.. People hate me huh? What can I do? There's no such thing as everybody likin' u... So yeah, there's the haters and there's the likers and there's the neutral party... I don't know, after readin' the tagboard, I seriously don't know what I've done wrong and seriously, why must we resort to violence ey? Why can't humans talk in a peaceful manner? I mean, vulgarities and all and bein' intimidatin'... I mean, about Dzafir, i don't know, just ignore him for a while.. He's pushin' it... Dzaf, please, stop the taggin'... For cryin' out loud Fir, it's my blog... Chill out for a while aight?

I'm givin' up... Lal... Aight, tired of typin' for a while... Be back.. whenever I'm back.. So yeah, offheidesen!

Guten tag und tut mir!

Hey ho all! how's it been? I know that it's been quite a while since I've last typed in my entry... Some of u may be wonderin', what's goin' on? nothin' much... Don't have much time anymore for anythin'.. I mean, i don't even write in my diary no more... Cuz everytime my day's done in camp, I would be too tired to write... Can't even think straight.. The number of details I'm havin' is increasin'.. And guess what? I even have detail on Sunday and that is today... My first weekend detail.. Fucked up ain't it? I'll make sure they pay me back with one off day... Fuckin' weekend and they take it away... Whatever it is, it's good, cuz I can get my mileage.. I'll be sendin' the recruits to bedok camp... I have no idea for what... And what's best, this will be my first troop lift... insane...And I have another detail tomorrow... power packed! hehehe...

Allright, many things happened since i last wrote... My & puGGy, we've not been talkin' much or even SMS cuz I guess she's busy and all.. And same goes to me.. I don't want to bother her... Miss her.. Yes I do, big time.. But i can't do much about it... And I guess that I'm movin' on... Memories remains...

I've found someone... Someone of my choice... after dates and dates.. I found the right one... She's nice, she's sweet, she's adorably cute and she's cool... She cares and she worries for me... And I like her...a lot! We've known each other for quite some time now and well... I guess we're datin'... In my terms, it's datin', I don't know about hers... Hallie's her name... My beautiful sweet angel... Sweet Angel With A Cool Atittude! hehehe...

Aight, I guess I should stop talkn' about her, u guys might get bored of it... Anyways, ain't much left to say.. so u know what? I'm outta here... I'll write in again whenever I'll write in...

Miss D - hey, I ain't mad at ya... Don't worry.. aight? Cheers!

I'm a director now, folks... A director to some kind of a sick cheap thrill show on the net.. It's called "Dissers From Hell"... Nice "Hi"... Heh... i'm sick of the taggin' shit.. but I just let 'em run the show... Let taggers kill taggers.. Why should I fuckin' bother? Ngast...

Anyways, Friday went out okay, except that it went a li'l bit borin'... Head out to meet up with Surya and I was late (as always)... So we met up, hung out in Starbucks... Ik joined a li'l later.. Head out to Hereen's to shop for somethin' then soon after that head out to Far East cuz IK wants to eat.. So we did.. Along the way to Far East, B joined us. So yeah.. Walkin' to far east, Surya left.. So the three of us walked on. Hang out in Lido, B bought tickets to Resident Evil: Apocalypse.. only two tickets cuz IK's goin' somewhere else. So it's left with only me & B.. God damn! Fags! Hahaha... Anyways, Resident Evil was okay.. Some hot chicks kickin' the shit out of zombies.. and shit like that.. It was okay... Storyline wasn't a big "Hoo Ha!" but the action was good. Pretty much like that game itself... After the movie, hung out with Tweet & his classmates and well, nearly got beaten by some gangsters after I suggested a prank to Faliq... We did some Jackass shit in the middle of Orchard Road, a packed, Friday night, Orchard Road.. Alongside Wisma... I told him to throw a tantrum some sort when he walks near a person.. He did it the first time, he pulled it off, but the second time.. A guy approached us, and he was like sayin' in Malay..."Lu ingat kelakar apa lu kacau gua peh members? Lu mau main Omega apa?" translation "U think it's funny pulling off shit like that tu my friend? U wanna give Omega a try?" and at that point, we were like whoa.. Luckily Khai or Khus and me, we told the guy that Faliq had some sort of a Tantrum problem, he can't control his nerves when he gets shocked or stunned... So yeah, fortunately, the guy bought it, and he walks away.. It's either that, or he saw security talkin' to us (Because we were sittin' in the middle of the stairs going up to Wisma)... Phew! Close shave... but it sure was funny!

Anyways, there was a gig yesterday and I didn't know about it.. Not till Nik called me up askin' me to hang out.. So yeah, head out to Substation Garden.. and saw the last band played (I think it was Cassandra) and they fuckin' rock.. Heavy sound to the max... Well, met the guys there then soon after that we head out to Esplanade.. I need not say much, let the pictures do the explaining... So yeah, Saturday was...okay..i guess..Had fun.. The thing is, Zad was really happy and laughin' about the gift.. A small dancin' toy that Irma & Nik give to Inn for his belated birthday... Zad cracks up everytime he winds up the toy..and watch it dance... Cuz it's fuckin' cute.. A fuckin' cute toy which dances in a fuckin' cute way... Just see the pictures...

Aight, I'm outta here... Cheers to all!

Ngast! After readin' my tagboard (again)... So many things had happened.. I mean.. New tags comin' in... Ginger, thanks for the advice but I ain't lookin' for sympathy it's just how I feel... ain't this a blogger? Isn't this the place where people type in their thoughts and sort of a journal? So there u go, I know many would say go on... Come on, lotsa people tell me that... I'm tryin' to but I don't know why I just can't... I pushed myself,tryin' hard to forget but girl, u don't know what's in my head and my feelings... To those who've been readin' my blog and thinks that I'm doin' this pluGGy thing on purpose... if only u guys can be me just for once and feel how it's like..only then u guys would understand why, I'm me... To those who don't favour me, or maybe hate me (Most probably, some of u guys DO hate me but just doesn't show it)... I'm sorry in any way if I make u guys look me in another way..I'm sorry if I've offended anyone in anyway, I'm sorry for being me... But that's just how it is.. I am, who I am, can't change that... If u feel that readin' my blog will make ur blood boil, by all means, stop comin' to blindedheart and if u link me up, un-link... To those who hate me...Just erase me off ur minds.. Take it as I don't exist...

Anyways, back to my entry... Ain't much been goin' on in camp... The stores are finally done and over with... Today's the store check.. But I ain't in camp, I got a one day off due to the AHM '04 thingy... So I claimed it today... which is a friday... Off on a Friday = Long Weekend... So there u have it... I'll be meetin' the guys today to hang out and stuff... B wants to catch a movie.. And I think it's Resident Evil... (Darn!)... Let's see how it goes.. Anyways, gotta go and pick someone up now (And it ain't B)... She's finishin' class around 12 plus... So yeah... I'll be fillin' in more entry tomorrow after I come back from B's... So... Cheers to all!