Ah hoy! I'm back...yes..back from that stupid hell shit hole! I booked out on TUesday previously...and I'm bookin' in today...fucked up ain't it? It's great to be home and enjoy life as a slacked civilian once again. What do I do when I was free all this while? Well..slacked... Tuesday night..when I got home..I went to B's place...slept there...on wednesday..went out...with ND.or was it #emo kids...and I tonned there at BK century square...on thursday...went jammin' with ND and stayed the night at B's place after that... On Friday...went to play CS with the #emo kids...TWICE...In the evenin'..and at night..how cool? They're back to CS gaming I guess... Friday's slackin'..was kinda fun..lotsa people...
Yesterday...went out with my bunk mates...Fai & Aliff...got our army stuff...and after that..we split up..I went to meet up with the ND boys... S-11 at Substation Garden... Dzafir,Sofyn,B...slacked there..talked shit and went off... Meet up with tweet & Mon at the bus stop. It rained heavily...From the night before...till yesterday night...wow..How I wished..really wished that it would rain that fuckin' much when I'm in tekong..seriously..that's how I wished..."Cat 1...Cat 1" That would be a good sound...So...anyways..after meeting up with Tweet & Mon..we head down to Arab Street to have a li'l sheeha...the usual place was packed...so we head down to retro cafe... Sat down there...ordered some food and drinks.. Sat down,played some of the games they have there (Chess,Dum,Uno)..till about 2 plus...after that I went home...and when I got home..chatted with Nisya on the phone till like 5 plus in the morning...only then I slept... So okay..anyways..gotta go...take care...CHEERS!
Hamster
Radwimps - Me Me She
Sunday, January 18, 2004
This next few entries are from the diary I wrote...Enjoy reading...
Monday, January 12th, 2004
*sigh* Another day in the army,life is pretty fucked up when ur in camp. Tekong's kinda nice but some things...simply ain't as nice as being at home. I dragged myself to Pasir Ris Interchange yesterday for the booking in. Now I know how B feels when he was in BMT. It really sucks. Jammed with No Direction yesterday at Carudi's in Boat Quey and the feeling of not being able to slack with them really sucks. Saying goodbye was kinda sad cuz I only get to see them once a week now. Seeing lesser of everyone and I really missed them.
No Direction Family,#emo kids,BK Slackers,First Chapter... Missed them all. HOw I wish I could have the time like how I had it the last time... Free as a bird.
Ain't got any news from Nina and it has been almost a month,the same period as how long I've been in here.
Just got a message from Nina right after my lunch break. Right now,I'm having admin time(Admin time,meaning...Free time) till 4:30 and it's only 1:50. Long rest to wonder and think of what's to become. I deserve the treatment Nina's givin' me and she have all the rights to be mad at me. I can't blame her cause it's my fault. I'm missing her...a lot. As days goes by,my morale is slowly going down. I'm stuck in this shit for a few more months before I get posted out to a unit. I don't know what to do,should I keep on trying to work things out with Nina? Or should I drop the idea and move on like what I've been doing for the past few relaionships I had?
Got to know this girl through a wrong message sent on the phone. She was sending a message to her friend but somehow it ended up on my phone. So,I made the move to know her. I learnt that she's 17,livin' in Bukit Batok and schoolin' in ITE Clementi. Could this be some kind of a sign? I don't know and I can't say and I'm afraid to even try to put in effort to begin a new realtionship. Been hurt and been failing. I fell waaay to much and one day...I can't even pick myself up to move on...
Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
Time now is roughly 10:30am,can't see the company's clock from afar. Right now,my platoon is sittin' at the training shack,waitin' to go for our first grenade range. We'll be using dummies...of course.
Earlier in the morning,the whole company was fucked cuz our bunks and toilets were not up to standard. After comin' back from our morning brisk walk,the CSM "Tekan" us big time. Everyone sweated like mad. My morale was brought down once again. Felt like wetting my eyes with tears but I hold it in. I was thinking of home and how I missed everyone.
Right now,I'm feeling a li'l bit better than how I was before. We might be having a stand by bed in a while and if it ain't up to the CSM's standard,we're fucked. Meaning...confinement. No booking out this weekend.
2:00pm:- Just came back from that stupid range and went to lunch. Saw a couple of new enlistees with their families,somehow...that reminded me of the day I enlist. Right now,we're waitin' again to go back to that stupid grenade range. I'm feeling shagged and body's achin' all over the place. I just wished this stupid army shit ends. I wished that they would at least give us a day to rest. I feel as if I'm losin' my mind or somethin'.
Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
11:40am:- Three days had past and this is my third day here,only the third day and boy,it sure does feels so slow and like I've said before,time goes oh-so-slowly. Muslim eaters have to wait cuz the canteen's being used by those enlistees again. 1 o'clock, that's the time to fall in. Everybody's packin' up their stuff for IFC (Individual Field Craft)
I recieved an SMS from p|uGGy after a long time of not hearin' from her. I seriously missed her and I can't do anythin' about it since I'm in this stupid place. Amidst the waitin',I was thinking of the times I had with p|uGGy...memories just sets in my mind of those moments. For now,I guess I have to focus on this shit first... Gotta go and pack up my SBO...I'll write in again...
Thursday, January 15th, 2004
Yesterday was one hell of a day... Trainin' was tough and I was all shagged up. Got a message from p|uGGy yesterday and it was great to hear her voice plus Mik's voice. Cute li'l bugger.
Right now as I'm writin' this entry,I'm in a middle of the forest somewhere in Tekong. Saw two wild boars while marchin' and they were huge! Ran past us like a bullet, glad it didn't ram any of us. This field lessons gonna go on till evenin'...I think...Gotta go and pay attention,I'll write in again...
Just had lunch and boy, the queue was god damn long. New enlistees came in again, so there was their parents and all, that's the reasong why the queue was long. I'm back in the fields again, learnin' how to manouvuer and fire. Everyone in my platoon is goin' through fatigue. It's a long way to go...one more day...
Time now is roughly 10:48 and it's past my lights off time. Everybody in my platoon always look forward to night time cuz that's when we can rest and do whatever we want to. Right now, I'm laying on my bed,messaging Nisya while writin' down this entry. I have only one more day to go...just...one...more...to book out.
Friday, January 16th, 2004
Damn,it feels so god damn slow. Havin' a lecture now,waitin' for the OC to come over and give us a talk. Gettin' kinda noisy in here... It's all about discipline. Discipline this,discipline that...Fuck discipline, we're bein' treated like dogs here. Rushin' time,jammed up schedules... This week had been one hell of a week. Heavy trainin', that's the word. There's more in store... Two more months to go. I'll be havin' IFC again after lunch... There's a test on camouflaging... Which means that we have to pluck out those leaves from our surroundings and blend in so that enemy can't see us. Lasy day to endure before bookin' out. I heard rumours that we're bookin' out in the mornin' tomorrow. I hope that everything goes well. Be back again durin' my free time. Before that, I just learnt that one of my platoon mate is someone who knows Ainun. A familiar name without a face and now, it has. Firdaus, the guy who I chatted with about Ainun years back is no now in the same platoon. Small world huh? Who knows, the next thing...a distant relative or somethin' is in my platoon too? hehehe. Talkin' about Ainun, she'll be turnin' 20 tomorrow. January 17th...her birthday... It's still in my head even after 4 years of not keepin' in touch with her. All the best to her...Once again,Be back..
I'm back again, after a long day. Had that camouflaging test and I, somehow failed on the concealment station. I didn't break the outline of my body well. My whole section was covered up with mud and we were all dirty. Had fun in all, although the aftermath kinda sucked. Had to clean off the mud stains. Some of the guys in my section are asleep while some others are either messagin' or talkin' on the phone or one another. The bond in my section is gettin' stronger each day. Reminds me of the show, Band Of Brothers.
Right now, I'm messagin' Nisya while writin' this entry. SMSed Ainun just now to wish her a happy birthday but I don't think she would even wanna hear from me. Pulled through the week,survived and endured and somehow, I earned this book out... CHEERS!
Monday, January 12th, 2004
*sigh* Another day in the army,life is pretty fucked up when ur in camp. Tekong's kinda nice but some things...simply ain't as nice as being at home. I dragged myself to Pasir Ris Interchange yesterday for the booking in. Now I know how B feels when he was in BMT. It really sucks. Jammed with No Direction yesterday at Carudi's in Boat Quey and the feeling of not being able to slack with them really sucks. Saying goodbye was kinda sad cuz I only get to see them once a week now. Seeing lesser of everyone and I really missed them.
No Direction Family,#emo kids,BK Slackers,First Chapter... Missed them all. HOw I wish I could have the time like how I had it the last time... Free as a bird.
Ain't got any news from Nina and it has been almost a month,the same period as how long I've been in here.
Just got a message from Nina right after my lunch break. Right now,I'm having admin time(Admin time,meaning...Free time) till 4:30 and it's only 1:50. Long rest to wonder and think of what's to become. I deserve the treatment Nina's givin' me and she have all the rights to be mad at me. I can't blame her cause it's my fault. I'm missing her...a lot. As days goes by,my morale is slowly going down. I'm stuck in this shit for a few more months before I get posted out to a unit. I don't know what to do,should I keep on trying to work things out with Nina? Or should I drop the idea and move on like what I've been doing for the past few relaionships I had?
Got to know this girl through a wrong message sent on the phone. She was sending a message to her friend but somehow it ended up on my phone. So,I made the move to know her. I learnt that she's 17,livin' in Bukit Batok and schoolin' in ITE Clementi. Could this be some kind of a sign? I don't know and I can't say and I'm afraid to even try to put in effort to begin a new realtionship. Been hurt and been failing. I fell waaay to much and one day...I can't even pick myself up to move on...
Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
Time now is roughly 10:30am,can't see the company's clock from afar. Right now,my platoon is sittin' at the training shack,waitin' to go for our first grenade range. We'll be using dummies...of course.
Earlier in the morning,the whole company was fucked cuz our bunks and toilets were not up to standard. After comin' back from our morning brisk walk,the CSM "Tekan" us big time. Everyone sweated like mad. My morale was brought down once again. Felt like wetting my eyes with tears but I hold it in. I was thinking of home and how I missed everyone.
Right now,I'm feeling a li'l bit better than how I was before. We might be having a stand by bed in a while and if it ain't up to the CSM's standard,we're fucked. Meaning...confinement. No booking out this weekend.
2:00pm:- Just came back from that stupid range and went to lunch. Saw a couple of new enlistees with their families,somehow...that reminded me of the day I enlist. Right now,we're waitin' again to go back to that stupid grenade range. I'm feeling shagged and body's achin' all over the place. I just wished this stupid army shit ends. I wished that they would at least give us a day to rest. I feel as if I'm losin' my mind or somethin'.
Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
11:40am:- Three days had past and this is my third day here,only the third day and boy,it sure does feels so slow and like I've said before,time goes oh-so-slowly. Muslim eaters have to wait cuz the canteen's being used by those enlistees again. 1 o'clock, that's the time to fall in. Everybody's packin' up their stuff for IFC (Individual Field Craft)
I recieved an SMS from p|uGGy after a long time of not hearin' from her. I seriously missed her and I can't do anythin' about it since I'm in this stupid place. Amidst the waitin',I was thinking of the times I had with p|uGGy...memories just sets in my mind of those moments. For now,I guess I have to focus on this shit first... Gotta go and pack up my SBO...I'll write in again...
Thursday, January 15th, 2004
Yesterday was one hell of a day... Trainin' was tough and I was all shagged up. Got a message from p|uGGy yesterday and it was great to hear her voice plus Mik's voice. Cute li'l bugger.
Right now as I'm writin' this entry,I'm in a middle of the forest somewhere in Tekong. Saw two wild boars while marchin' and they were huge! Ran past us like a bullet, glad it didn't ram any of us. This field lessons gonna go on till evenin'...I think...Gotta go and pay attention,I'll write in again...
Just had lunch and boy, the queue was god damn long. New enlistees came in again, so there was their parents and all, that's the reasong why the queue was long. I'm back in the fields again, learnin' how to manouvuer and fire. Everyone in my platoon is goin' through fatigue. It's a long way to go...one more day...
Time now is roughly 10:48 and it's past my lights off time. Everybody in my platoon always look forward to night time cuz that's when we can rest and do whatever we want to. Right now, I'm laying on my bed,messaging Nisya while writin' down this entry. I have only one more day to go...just...one...more...to book out.
Friday, January 16th, 2004
Damn,it feels so god damn slow. Havin' a lecture now,waitin' for the OC to come over and give us a talk. Gettin' kinda noisy in here... It's all about discipline. Discipline this,discipline that...Fuck discipline, we're bein' treated like dogs here. Rushin' time,jammed up schedules... This week had been one hell of a week. Heavy trainin', that's the word. There's more in store... Two more months to go. I'll be havin' IFC again after lunch... There's a test on camouflaging... Which means that we have to pluck out those leaves from our surroundings and blend in so that enemy can't see us. Lasy day to endure before bookin' out. I heard rumours that we're bookin' out in the mornin' tomorrow. I hope that everything goes well. Be back again durin' my free time. Before that, I just learnt that one of my platoon mate is someone who knows Ainun. A familiar name without a face and now, it has. Firdaus, the guy who I chatted with about Ainun years back is no now in the same platoon. Small world huh? Who knows, the next thing...a distant relative or somethin' is in my platoon too? hehehe. Talkin' about Ainun, she'll be turnin' 20 tomorrow. January 17th...her birthday... It's still in my head even after 4 years of not keepin' in touch with her. All the best to her...Once again,Be back..
I'm back again, after a long day. Had that camouflaging test and I, somehow failed on the concealment station. I didn't break the outline of my body well. My whole section was covered up with mud and we were all dirty. Had fun in all, although the aftermath kinda sucked. Had to clean off the mud stains. Some of the guys in my section are asleep while some others are either messagin' or talkin' on the phone or one another. The bond in my section is gettin' stronger each day. Reminds me of the show, Band Of Brothers.
Right now, I'm messagin' Nisya while writin' this entry. SMSed Ainun just now to wish her a happy birthday but I don't think she would even wanna hear from me. Pulled through the week,survived and endured and somehow, I earned this book out... CHEERS!
It's been a week..and god damn..it sure did felt so long. Came back yesterday morning...went out to jamming with both First Chapter & No Direction...It was both..a bad session. FIrst Chapter,it sucks,cuz the fuckin' drums was not in tune and the snare..was fucked...As for No Direction,I'm dissapointed with myself..Seem to forget everything... So,it sucked for me yesterday. After jammin' at Retro Cafe...we head down to East Coast for Jessie's chalet/pit... Had fun though... Was happy to see everyone...I missed them all..big time...especially p|uGGy...Get to hang out with her. And at the chalet,hanged out there till 4 plus...in the morning..that is..and then I went back home. It was whacked to see some of 'em gettin' drunk and talkin' shit... Insane...puking all over...things like that... Today,I'll be going back at 7:45pm...must be in "Paris" by 7:45 that is... Anyways...the next few entries..will be from the account of my one week in camp last week...
Sunday, January 04, 2004
It's a Sunday...There's a gig today,Dzul's playing and I don't get to see 'em. My Precious,Stomping Ground,Dyfectra and a few others. I'll be going for a jammin' session with First Chapter in a while and it's been a long time since we've last jammed. So I ain't sure if I could remember any of it. Tonight's my book in day... Next week,life range...Life or live...fuck...I feel that my english spellings is going to the drains... I seem to forget which one to use and how the spelling goes. It's been two years since I've touched the books.
Right now,I'm sitting in front of the comp with a plate of sardines and a loaf of bread... Still wondering...why did she call me in the morning? I woke up...dissapointed at myself...Cuz I saw my missed call...it read "My AnGeL"...meaning..it's her... Calling at 3 plus in the morning...I wondered...Was it a missed dial,meaning she accidently pressed my number? Was it...she called me up to chat or to ask me on how I'm doing? All of these thoughts came into my mind... I do miss her...But from what I see....I don't think it's workin' out... Efforts put in,wasted...
Went to Mom's wedding yesterday...(Mom a.k.a Arafah) It was great to see her in the bridal clothes and smiling.. Wow,can't believe that she's married. She's my age,20 and she was one of the pioneer chatters of #ska and she's the first among my friends to get married. Simply said,the first friend to get married. I came in my stupid Smart 4 uniform...cuz I was from OCS (Officer Cadet School). I felt weird,being the only one who's wearing that...I felt out. Slacked there...with Dil,Nora,Sofyn,Dzafir,Dzul,Inn & Fad... Played the band game and stuff. After a while,went back while the rest set off to Tamp BK. I went home to change... and I went out again to join up with them.
It was madness...had fun,laughing...Kecohness... a li'l late at night,Tweet joined up... and Nurl was there.... I guess that they met up by accident or something... The madness continues... After a while...everybody went home....
The guys are telling me to go for this one girl....and somehow,they're trying to match me up with her...but I don't know,still have that someone in my mind. If things still stays the same...and continues being stale....I guess the only option...is to move on. Maybe...I should get to know that girl better first...
"You'll laugh thinking of the tears you shed...you'll cry thinking of the laughs you had..."
Right now,I'm sitting in front of the comp with a plate of sardines and a loaf of bread... Still wondering...why did she call me in the morning? I woke up...dissapointed at myself...Cuz I saw my missed call...it read "My AnGeL"...meaning..it's her... Calling at 3 plus in the morning...I wondered...Was it a missed dial,meaning she accidently pressed my number? Was it...she called me up to chat or to ask me on how I'm doing? All of these thoughts came into my mind... I do miss her...But from what I see....I don't think it's workin' out... Efforts put in,wasted...
Went to Mom's wedding yesterday...(Mom a.k.a Arafah) It was great to see her in the bridal clothes and smiling.. Wow,can't believe that she's married. She's my age,20 and she was one of the pioneer chatters of #ska and she's the first among my friends to get married. Simply said,the first friend to get married. I came in my stupid Smart 4 uniform...cuz I was from OCS (Officer Cadet School). I felt weird,being the only one who's wearing that...I felt out. Slacked there...with Dil,Nora,Sofyn,Dzafir,Dzul,Inn & Fad... Played the band game and stuff. After a while,went back while the rest set off to Tamp BK. I went home to change... and I went out again to join up with them.
It was madness...had fun,laughing...Kecohness... a li'l late at night,Tweet joined up... and Nurl was there.... I guess that they met up by accident or something... The madness continues... After a while...everybody went home....
The guys are telling me to go for this one girl....and somehow,they're trying to match me up with her...but I don't know,still have that someone in my mind. If things still stays the same...and continues being stale....I guess the only option...is to move on. Maybe...I should get to know that girl better first...
"You'll laugh thinking of the tears you shed...you'll cry thinking of the laughs you had..."
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Book out days had past...I'm a li'l bit better..but not yet recovered....still coughing and my temperature...rises and falls... Today's the new year...Wow...that fast..it's 2004...
Yesterday was a terrible day... it was okay..but thanks to the fucked up network...people are havin' red eyes on me... I was suppose to meet up with the No Direction Family at night for the new year celebration... Dzafir called me up in the afternoon askin' me if I wanna join..I said maybe...when I get better...and the #emo kids asked me too...I told them the same thing...Well..I did get better...so my plan...was to meet up with the #emo kids evening time and then meet up with ND family till morning....And before that..I did tell Dzafir that I'll call him to through Sofyn to tell him that I'll be comin'. So there I go,meeting up with the #emo kids. Hanged out at BK...went to play CS at Pavilion..with Suhayl,Rabia,Dil,Fad,Dzul and later Inn joined to play... After the CS session..which was roughly around 10 plus I called Sofyn up to ask her..where they are and where to meet...that kinda stuff...So I called..Dialled her number...Three times...but to no success. So I thought that Sofyn purposely didn't wanna pick up...or that the network was fucked up. So I messaged her. While waitin' for the response...Inn & Dzul was askin'..where I'm headin'..I said I don't know,I'm waitin' for Sofyn's reply to tell me where they are...so that I know where to go. Dzul's with anything..and Inn wanted to go town...The others..they just go with the flow. Amidst the waitin' of Sofyn's reply..Mon called me up...askin' me,where should we meet...so I told her..I don't know,I called Sofyn,but she didn't pick up and Mon told me the same thing... In my mind,thinkin' that Sofyn did that on purpose..sorry to say..but I'm being honest here. So yeah..I asked mon..where she's going,she said she's going to meet up with Tweet first...so okay...I told her I'll message her.. In the mean time..my group,walked to Tampines MRT Station,u know..the toilet side..where there's seats. I messages mon again and again... Still no response..now I'm like thinking,are they both,doing this on purpose?
It was 12 plus...and the train from Tamp...had long gone...(Note: Last train from Tamp is 12..from town is 1) A few minutes later..ONLY then those messages came in...FUCKED UP NETWORK! All the replies I got from sofyn and mon..askin' me where am I...and mon saying..meet up at "Durian" place...and another message saying call them when I'm there... And there I was,feeling fucked up..torn apart by two groups... I can't go to esplanade..last train had long gone..and same goes for the buses...I would take the cab..if I had 15 bucks with me,but too bad...I only got few cents in my coin "pouch". And now,They're mad at me... Thinkin' that I did this on purpose..not wanting to see them... LIke I said in my previous entry...call me what u want... If u guys want to believe me...go ahead..and if u guys don't wanna believe me..go ahead...only god knows...
#emo kids..in the end,decided to ton at Sunplaza Park...All dressed up for town..in the end..Sunplaza Park where we go... Nice... Bought food from S-11 in Tampines... brought it over to Sunplaza Park...ate there...playe cards there...laughed there...and I got to highlight..farted a lot there.. Almost everyone...farted...I think it's the food we bought. Played Taitee,Played Bluff and most real..played this card game called "ragam"... We laughed big time...Somehow,that freed my mind away for a while... WEnt back home this morning...around 7 plus..I got home. Slept,cuz I was kinda shagged... woke up at 2. A few more hours,to bookin' in time. Hello tekong again...
To those to read my blog,felt offended,or felt intruded..I'm sorry...but I'm speakin' out my truthful honest opinion...take it...or don't ever read my blog... And to those...who worried about me cuz of my previous entry...don't worry...I'll be fine...I'll talk..when I feel like talkin' about it...for now,Tekong is my only concentration...
"Everytime I'm out...I would spend time with u guys...in fact..since my first book out..it was u guys... I'll make it up to u guys...one whole day..from the time I book out..till the next day...deal? HOpe so...if not,then Lan Lan...it ain't my luck then..."
Yesterday was a terrible day... it was okay..but thanks to the fucked up network...people are havin' red eyes on me... I was suppose to meet up with the No Direction Family at night for the new year celebration... Dzafir called me up in the afternoon askin' me if I wanna join..I said maybe...when I get better...and the #emo kids asked me too...I told them the same thing...Well..I did get better...so my plan...was to meet up with the #emo kids evening time and then meet up with ND family till morning....And before that..I did tell Dzafir that I'll call him to through Sofyn to tell him that I'll be comin'. So there I go,meeting up with the #emo kids. Hanged out at BK...went to play CS at Pavilion..with Suhayl,Rabia,Dil,Fad,Dzul and later Inn joined to play... After the CS session..which was roughly around 10 plus I called Sofyn up to ask her..where they are and where to meet...that kinda stuff...So I called..Dialled her number...Three times...but to no success. So I thought that Sofyn purposely didn't wanna pick up...or that the network was fucked up. So I messaged her. While waitin' for the response...Inn & Dzul was askin'..where I'm headin'..I said I don't know,I'm waitin' for Sofyn's reply to tell me where they are...so that I know where to go. Dzul's with anything..and Inn wanted to go town...The others..they just go with the flow. Amidst the waitin' of Sofyn's reply..Mon called me up...askin' me,where should we meet...so I told her..I don't know,I called Sofyn,but she didn't pick up and Mon told me the same thing... In my mind,thinkin' that Sofyn did that on purpose..sorry to say..but I'm being honest here. So yeah..I asked mon..where she's going,she said she's going to meet up with Tweet first...so okay...I told her I'll message her.. In the mean time..my group,walked to Tampines MRT Station,u know..the toilet side..where there's seats. I messages mon again and again... Still no response..now I'm like thinking,are they both,doing this on purpose?
It was 12 plus...and the train from Tamp...had long gone...(Note: Last train from Tamp is 12..from town is 1) A few minutes later..ONLY then those messages came in...FUCKED UP NETWORK! All the replies I got from sofyn and mon..askin' me where am I...and mon saying..meet up at "Durian" place...and another message saying call them when I'm there... And there I was,feeling fucked up..torn apart by two groups... I can't go to esplanade..last train had long gone..and same goes for the buses...I would take the cab..if I had 15 bucks with me,but too bad...I only got few cents in my coin "pouch". And now,They're mad at me... Thinkin' that I did this on purpose..not wanting to see them... LIke I said in my previous entry...call me what u want... If u guys want to believe me...go ahead..and if u guys don't wanna believe me..go ahead...only god knows...
#emo kids..in the end,decided to ton at Sunplaza Park...All dressed up for town..in the end..Sunplaza Park where we go... Nice... Bought food from S-11 in Tampines... brought it over to Sunplaza Park...ate there...playe cards there...laughed there...and I got to highlight..farted a lot there.. Almost everyone...farted...I think it's the food we bought. Played Taitee,Played Bluff and most real..played this card game called "ragam"... We laughed big time...Somehow,that freed my mind away for a while... WEnt back home this morning...around 7 plus..I got home. Slept,cuz I was kinda shagged... woke up at 2. A few more hours,to bookin' in time. Hello tekong again...
To those to read my blog,felt offended,or felt intruded..I'm sorry...but I'm speakin' out my truthful honest opinion...take it...or don't ever read my blog... And to those...who worried about me cuz of my previous entry...don't worry...I'll be fine...I'll talk..when I feel like talkin' about it...for now,Tekong is my only concentration...
"Everytime I'm out...I would spend time with u guys...in fact..since my first book out..it was u guys... I'll make it up to u guys...one whole day..from the time I book out..till the next day...deal? HOpe so...if not,then Lan Lan...it ain't my luck then..."
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