Days had past and many things had happened... Things that I didn't want to happen.. but it just.. did.. Thoughts are cloudin' up my mind and messin' up my head... Can't have clear thoughts. Difference in things after what had happened. Don't feel good, don't feel like usual.

Missin' old people, missin' the fun I once had, missin' the ol' mad bunch of BK, missin' the ol' chatters... missin' almost everythin'... People come and go, people come and stay... People who treasure, people who's forgotten, people who left but not forgotten... People who wanna take time off, people who simply, want to disappear... People who's leadin' their own lifes, people who's sick of things, people who just wants new things in life...

Days had past, weeks, months and years... Changes are inevitable... People go, people who go for good.. behaviour in people, attitude towards people and attitude of people towards u... Some change for the better and some change for the worst... Circle of friends who change almost every season...

Mistakes that was done, some may be forgiven but some... may not... Awkward feelings between two beings after an arguement or after truth reveals... Love, hate... the cruelty of life...

Paranoid, a certain feeling when one began to feel insecure in a certain something... Stress, depression, sadness, low morale... words that describes the downfall in life of a person...

Those are just simplified version of my thoughts.. it's more like..brief points.. Right now, I'm in a downfall of life... i mean, yeah.. I got a band, got a family and got a girl whom I love and trust.. but still.. not all things go the way u want them to... right? Problems rises.. situation formed... stress reveals it's cruelty to a person.. I'm experiencing somethin' like that... Insecurity, guilt, hurt, paranoid, stupidity, dumbfounded, betrayal.... Some of the bad feelings I'm havin' now.. Can't say out cuz it's personal...

puGGy's disappearing... she's going away... driftin' away not only from me but from the group as well.. that's sad but it's her choice... she'll miss us and I'm certain that she will.. Maybe, it's just that she need some new friends to hang out with? She's choosin' her path... after the confusion that she had... I hope that she choose the right one... Until today, i still care for her and worry for her like how I did before... But things gotta change... things....gotta change...

Hallie's been actin' strangely lately, I have no idea why. She doesn't want to say things yet but I know, something's wrong... I can't do much except to worry and just be there for her... Miss her a lot... Meetin' her tomorrow and hangin' out with her and her friends... Simply love this girl and I hope that her problems would be solve as soon as possible cuz I'm gettin' really worried.. not only for her.. for us as well...

Those are my thoughts for today... i shall part and rest my thoughts as I need sleep...To my fellow bloggers and readers... till then, i shall bid u all farewell...