Friday - Ah yes...a special day for that special someone! It's her birthday and guess what...it happened to fall on the same day as my brother's birthday. hehehe..What a coincidence ey? Met up with my angel around 11 plus in the mornin' and damn..i was late again...hehe..I gotta do somethin' about my punctuality. Head down to Delifrance and ate breakfast there. Then head off to some void deck in Tamp just to hang out with her and chit chat and most real,it was a Friday...hahaha...And u guys should know what Friday is all about..Friday Prayers for us Muslims... And there I was,wearin' berms and casual wear while most of them wearin' baju kurung..headin' down to the mosque to pray..God damn.i felt bad somehow. Well,pretended to be some Nepalian guy who''s studyin' here...Hehehe...whenever a "Pakcik" pass by I would speak in nepalian accent... Hahaha...nina said that i don't sound like a malay...nor a nepalian..more like a philipino...hahahaha..
Sat down at the void deck..and I showed her the gift and she was happy. Although she doesn't say it but the way I look at her admiring her gift..well...she likes it allright. It was the best moment with her. Had fun,took pics chit chatted and had some Q&A session...She's the light of my life when it's dark... I love her and only her.
Later in the evenin',head out with my family to visit my grand-aunt in Yishun. Most real,when people do visitin'...they would sit down and chat and eat up the "kuehs" and all right? What I do? Well...reached there,sat down...ate some of the kuehs (There's like 10 different kinds,so I tried each of 'em) and after that...read a CLEO magazine and it was interesting...well..it's a girl magazine...but there's one page that caught my interest... Different positions to have sex every night for this month (It was a february issue..so there was 29 days) And I read some of it..it was insane...And well...interested in some way...After readin' it,I went to sleep in one of the unoccupied room. from 6 plus..I slept all the way to 11 plus at night. how cool is that? I mean,I'm on visitin' purpose here...and there I was..sleepin'..like as if I'm stayin' the night there or somethin'. What do u expect?! My cousins ain't there so i was alone...bored...sleepin' is best! HAHAHAH...okay..enough of Friday.
Today (Saturday) - Can't wait for later on...the big outin' with the band++...there's gonna be a few other people taggin' along..and I can't wait to wear my baju kurung with the rest of the group..hehe.. It's gonna be fun i guess...Wished she could join..but i understand her situation... So yeah...Raya kebaya maya laya taya! WOOT! Okay bye?
-= Lovin' u even more as each day passes =-
Hamster
Radwimps - Me Me She
Saturday, November 29, 2003
Allright folks..welcome back! Here's my update!
Thursday - Ah...the day I bought her the gift...B came over to my place earlier to play "Call Of Duty" And boy..he was really into the game. After that,set out to City Hall to rendezvous with Tweet. Went there in a cab thinkin' that we were late (well we were) and guess what? Almost lost my handphone! Fuckin' hell! How can I forget my phone? left it in the cab and luckily...thanks to B's phone...Called up my own phone... There was this girl who picked it up..and B asked her to pass on to the driver..so she did. So the uncle went back to the spot where he dropped us off and my guess is that,he was already away from where we were. Called him again and somehow,he sounded pissed..heheh..."Wait lah wait lah..I'll be comin'...I'm drivin' back..be there 10 mins". Guilt sets in... I was feelin' bad,I mean,if he was alone,it's okay..but got damn...he had a passenger...but it's my phone we're talkin' about here! he arrived around the time he said he would...and when I took the phone..I apologised to the driver and the passenger..and most real..the uncle gave me a smile..but it wasn't a pure smile somehow..it's like the "Oh-Please-Pay-Me-Cuz-I-Have-A-Passenger-And-I-Turn-Back-For-You" Kinda look... But heck..I just said sorry..and smiled..and walk away...
Head down to Penin...found the shop...and there it was...The Vespa model,just like what Inn told me. I saw the black one,wanted it so badly cuz that's the colour of her bike...but then,silver was the only colour left so i took it. And yeah...that was the gift-search day...
In the evening,had diiner with B's family at some restaurant in Siglap... B's mom blanja me and damn...it's always B's side that's blanja-ring me...insane! Someday,it would be my turn. After all those eatin'...head down to Mackerz in Haig Road...Slacked there and that is when Dil & Tweet joined us. Talked shit and stuff till late and both Tweet & B went off while Dil came out to my place (oh yes...he's one of those lucky guys that get to come up to my place...known him for almost 4 years..it's his first time comin' over to my place for a casual visit). Played "Call Of Duty" and had some mad fun showin' him the game. He hanged out till about 1 plus comin' to 2 in the mornin' and he was sent home! My bro volunteered! hahaha..insane...Dilah,got a free ride home that night!! Overall..had a good day...
Thursday - Ah...the day I bought her the gift...B came over to my place earlier to play "Call Of Duty" And boy..he was really into the game. After that,set out to City Hall to rendezvous with Tweet. Went there in a cab thinkin' that we were late (well we were) and guess what? Almost lost my handphone! Fuckin' hell! How can I forget my phone? left it in the cab and luckily...thanks to B's phone...Called up my own phone... There was this girl who picked it up..and B asked her to pass on to the driver..so she did. So the uncle went back to the spot where he dropped us off and my guess is that,he was already away from where we were. Called him again and somehow,he sounded pissed..heheh..."Wait lah wait lah..I'll be comin'...I'm drivin' back..be there 10 mins". Guilt sets in... I was feelin' bad,I mean,if he was alone,it's okay..but got damn...he had a passenger...but it's my phone we're talkin' about here! he arrived around the time he said he would...and when I took the phone..I apologised to the driver and the passenger..and most real..the uncle gave me a smile..but it wasn't a pure smile somehow..it's like the "Oh-Please-Pay-Me-Cuz-I-Have-A-Passenger-And-I-Turn-Back-For-You" Kinda look... But heck..I just said sorry..and smiled..and walk away...
Head down to Penin...found the shop...and there it was...The Vespa model,just like what Inn told me. I saw the black one,wanted it so badly cuz that's the colour of her bike...but then,silver was the only colour left so i took it. And yeah...that was the gift-search day...
In the evening,had diiner with B's family at some restaurant in Siglap... B's mom blanja me and damn...it's always B's side that's blanja-ring me...insane! Someday,it would be my turn. After all those eatin'...head down to Mackerz in Haig Road...Slacked there and that is when Dil & Tweet joined us. Talked shit and stuff till late and both Tweet & B went off while Dil came out to my place (oh yes...he's one of those lucky guys that get to come up to my place...known him for almost 4 years..it's his first time comin' over to my place for a casual visit). Played "Call Of Duty" and had some mad fun showin' him the game. He hanged out till about 1 plus comin' to 2 in the mornin' and he was sent home! My bro volunteered! hahaha..insane...Dilah,got a free ride home that night!! Overall..had a good day...
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Wow...Raya was yesterday... Well,here's my belated wish to everyone... SELAMAT HARI RAYA...Maaf Zahir & Batin. To everyone out there who's readin'...If I ever did wrong,or say anythin' in any way to hurt ur feelings...I hope that u could forgive me.
Monday - Not been typin' in for quite some time. Well..lotsa things had happened..passed two days. On Monday for example,was the last day of Geylang's Bazaar...and most real...This year would be the last year the bazaar would have the background of Geylang's Block 1 and the Geylang Market cuz by next year..it'll be gone,demolished by the government. Bought my baju kurung that night and boy....I hate walkin' in there... It's a fuckin' crowd...okay..it's something like a mosh pit..except that in this one..there's like...hundreds and hundreds of people in there... And it's like ur walkin' at 2cm/hr...and it's...THAT slow. Hanged out there till like 3 plus in the morning...Well..not literally in Geylang all the way...SOmehow,hanged out at Mon's area together with Tweet and Toyol. Before that,I was with Dil,Yan,Mint,Fad,Dzul,Inn,Sammy.. SOmehow,we went to play MOHAA. It was...well..kinda insane though...I have some pics for that day,I'll put it up soon.
Tuesday - Well,nothin' much happened...except that my brother came by with his family in the afternoon. Entertained them for a while...and God damn..my nephew..is so...god damn cute!! It was funny when we asked him not to move for a photo shoot...and guess what..he literally didn't move! Hahaha..simply froze himself up....Cute kid...Shukran's his name..and his older sister...Sofea...Later in the evenin'...went to visit..only one house and that was my auntie's...cuz my grandma was there (from my dad's side that is). It's been a long time since they've last seen me..and I really mean..LONG TIME.... My auntie was like sayin'..."Wah,wan dah lain eh sekarang...makin besar,makin tinggi...Kalau Cik Jah nampak wan kat luar,Cik Jah tak kenal" ..Meaning..That I looked different and if she were to see me outside..she wouldn't even recognize me... Insane.. And there we were,eating and chit chattin' at the dining table..Well..me and brother...we just sat there quietly while my mom,dad,grandma and auntie..chit chatted.. It's interested to hear their conversation...
My grandma was talkin' about my dad's family...he and his brothers (my uncles) were the last time when they were young. It was the good 'ol kampung days. Me and my brother,we simply laughed at their behaviours and with my grandma's way of talkin'...it was cute... Hehehe,sayin' about how my uncle was naughty the last time,always doin' stuff...It was funny,u had to be there to enjoy that conversation. Amidst the conversation they were havin'...I was havin' thoughts of my own. It's nice to think about...u know...things of the past...how it was. I was thinkin'...when I grow old..it is my turn to say our stories like that..and sharin' it with my grandkids... And maybe,it's their turn to enjoy and laugh it out. And the stories would live on...generations..after generations? Maybe? I was like thinkin'..."Wow...it's that interesting to listen to their stories..how they were back then,how the changes took place...food,culture,lifestyle...it was poor moments back then.." In later years...it would be my turn to do that... My grandma had lotsa stories to tell cuz my dad have like..10 siblings altogether..so yeah..it's a big family! Remember peeps...Share ur stories when ur old...cuz the new upcoming generations...would love to hear the stories of the past...
Today - I don't know what's the plan for today...Have no clue yet.. It's either,we go out or we stay at home and wait for people to come over. Chatted with my dearest...and it's nice to chat with her again! It's been two days! WOO HOO!! And her birthday's comin' up...I'm gettin' something for her...(Can't tell u guys..cuz she reads...hehe) Sorry dear...surprise...Love ya!
Can't wait for this Saturday's outing with the band...It's gonna be hectic and fun I hope...Everybody will be in their baju kurung...and lookin' at their best! Hehehe... I'll be takin' photos..so do look out for upcomin' pics..hehe...
For now..I'm off...CHEERS!
Monday - Not been typin' in for quite some time. Well..lotsa things had happened..passed two days. On Monday for example,was the last day of Geylang's Bazaar...and most real...This year would be the last year the bazaar would have the background of Geylang's Block 1 and the Geylang Market cuz by next year..it'll be gone,demolished by the government. Bought my baju kurung that night and boy....I hate walkin' in there... It's a fuckin' crowd...okay..it's something like a mosh pit..except that in this one..there's like...hundreds and hundreds of people in there... And it's like ur walkin' at 2cm/hr...and it's...THAT slow. Hanged out there till like 3 plus in the morning...Well..not literally in Geylang all the way...SOmehow,hanged out at Mon's area together with Tweet and Toyol. Before that,I was with Dil,Yan,Mint,Fad,Dzul,Inn,Sammy.. SOmehow,we went to play MOHAA. It was...well..kinda insane though...I have some pics for that day,I'll put it up soon.
Tuesday - Well,nothin' much happened...except that my brother came by with his family in the afternoon. Entertained them for a while...and God damn..my nephew..is so...god damn cute!! It was funny when we asked him not to move for a photo shoot...and guess what..he literally didn't move! Hahaha..simply froze himself up....Cute kid...Shukran's his name..and his older sister...Sofea...Later in the evenin'...went to visit..only one house and that was my auntie's...cuz my grandma was there (from my dad's side that is). It's been a long time since they've last seen me..and I really mean..LONG TIME.... My auntie was like sayin'..."Wah,wan dah lain eh sekarang...makin besar,makin tinggi...Kalau Cik Jah nampak wan kat luar,Cik Jah tak kenal" ..Meaning..That I looked different and if she were to see me outside..she wouldn't even recognize me... Insane.. And there we were,eating and chit chattin' at the dining table..Well..me and brother...we just sat there quietly while my mom,dad,grandma and auntie..chit chatted.. It's interested to hear their conversation...
My grandma was talkin' about my dad's family...he and his brothers (my uncles) were the last time when they were young. It was the good 'ol kampung days. Me and my brother,we simply laughed at their behaviours and with my grandma's way of talkin'...it was cute... Hehehe,sayin' about how my uncle was naughty the last time,always doin' stuff...It was funny,u had to be there to enjoy that conversation. Amidst the conversation they were havin'...I was havin' thoughts of my own. It's nice to think about...u know...things of the past...how it was. I was thinkin'...when I grow old..it is my turn to say our stories like that..and sharin' it with my grandkids... And maybe,it's their turn to enjoy and laugh it out. And the stories would live on...generations..after generations? Maybe? I was like thinkin'..."Wow...it's that interesting to listen to their stories..how they were back then,how the changes took place...food,culture,lifestyle...it was poor moments back then.." In later years...it would be my turn to do that... My grandma had lotsa stories to tell cuz my dad have like..10 siblings altogether..so yeah..it's a big family! Remember peeps...Share ur stories when ur old...cuz the new upcoming generations...would love to hear the stories of the past...
Today - I don't know what's the plan for today...Have no clue yet.. It's either,we go out or we stay at home and wait for people to come over. Chatted with my dearest...and it's nice to chat with her again! It's been two days! WOO HOO!! And her birthday's comin' up...I'm gettin' something for her...(Can't tell u guys..cuz she reads...hehe) Sorry dear...surprise...Love ya!
Can't wait for this Saturday's outing with the band...It's gonna be hectic and fun I hope...Everybody will be in their baju kurung...and lookin' at their best! Hehehe... I'll be takin' photos..so do look out for upcomin' pics..hehe...
For now..I'm off...CHEERS!
Monday, November 24, 2003
Yesterday...after bein' frustrated and all with my home...I went jammin'...It was a last minute thing and we jammed around evenin' time. It wasn't a good jammin' cuz it's like...I wasn't focused at all...My splits went off and my vocals totally off key...My mind was set on something else..Home..After jammin'...B,Tweet and Sofyn set off to town to meet up with Mon and Sya while Dzafir head down to bazaar to work and me...headin' home. While walkin' back home,I was thinkin' lotsa things about what I feel all this while.
I've been a bad son and all...being the reason maybe...I wasn't doin'..what they were askin' me to do. As i walk somemore..I was like saying to myself..."God,how did this happened? How did my family turned out this way?" Thoughts,questions...answers to look out for...can't seem to find it. Maybe it's right there in my face but I'm just to stubborn to see it. They may be here now..and I would be rebellious towards them..but what if they're no longer around? Silence will take over... No more shoutin' of my mom's voice..or my dad's lectures...or my grandma's naggin'... Soon it's all gonna be missed somehow. I should start doin' good from now...appreciate them while they're still around...love them..while I still have the chance to do so.. If I still have the chance to somehow,make them proud..I would and I will try...What more can I ask for? Why am I always complaining? They're givin' me all that a child would love to have... A home to stay (although it's not like any other homes),computer for me to play games or chat with friends,a handphone being paid by my dad...My mom's cookin'..my grandma's old stories and knowledge that she shares with me...money,clothes...everything...and I'm being such a bitch,most of the time. I should change...Been tryin' to...
Fastin' month is soon to be over...today's the last day...And raya's comin' up. Surveyed for my baju kurung and somehow..I got my size...in a shop where my friend works... I asked him to hold it for me till i have the dough by today(surveyed it yesterday)... Got a grey one in the end...
Many fasting months had pass every since I was born. From a baby,to a kid,to a teen and now I'm going into adulthood... Every morning,when i'm sleepin'..and if I'm sleepin'...I would wake up to this voice..."Wan,bangun wan..dah pukul lima dah ni...nanti terlepas sahur..cepat belum imsak ni.." And I would get a nudge from my grandma..and if I don't wake up..she would shout even louder just to irritate me but that's all for good. And most of the time...she would lie about the time just to make me wake up. She would say that it's 5 plus and it's close to imsak time when the actual fact is that..it's only like 4... I don't know how long more will that voice will always be around...no one knows except god... If she goes away,that particular voice which is somewhat a routine sound every fastin month will just be a thing of the past... A memory that will never be forgotten. I know,that I will cry hard if my grandma goes back "home"... She had always been there for me and thanks to her,I learn a few things...Things that not many people could teach or share about... If god allows it,I wish that she could spend few more fasting months and raya with us...
That's all I'll be writing about today...cheers!
"Treasure ur loved ones now,appreciate them cuz u'll never know just when...they might go...
I've been a bad son and all...being the reason maybe...I wasn't doin'..what they were askin' me to do. As i walk somemore..I was like saying to myself..."God,how did this happened? How did my family turned out this way?" Thoughts,questions...answers to look out for...can't seem to find it. Maybe it's right there in my face but I'm just to stubborn to see it. They may be here now..and I would be rebellious towards them..but what if they're no longer around? Silence will take over... No more shoutin' of my mom's voice..or my dad's lectures...or my grandma's naggin'... Soon it's all gonna be missed somehow. I should start doin' good from now...appreciate them while they're still around...love them..while I still have the chance to do so.. If I still have the chance to somehow,make them proud..I would and I will try...What more can I ask for? Why am I always complaining? They're givin' me all that a child would love to have... A home to stay (although it's not like any other homes),computer for me to play games or chat with friends,a handphone being paid by my dad...My mom's cookin'..my grandma's old stories and knowledge that she shares with me...money,clothes...everything...and I'm being such a bitch,most of the time. I should change...Been tryin' to...
Fastin' month is soon to be over...today's the last day...And raya's comin' up. Surveyed for my baju kurung and somehow..I got my size...in a shop where my friend works... I asked him to hold it for me till i have the dough by today(surveyed it yesterday)... Got a grey one in the end...
Many fasting months had pass every since I was born. From a baby,to a kid,to a teen and now I'm going into adulthood... Every morning,when i'm sleepin'..and if I'm sleepin'...I would wake up to this voice..."Wan,bangun wan..dah pukul lima dah ni...nanti terlepas sahur..cepat belum imsak ni.." And I would get a nudge from my grandma..and if I don't wake up..she would shout even louder just to irritate me but that's all for good. And most of the time...she would lie about the time just to make me wake up. She would say that it's 5 plus and it's close to imsak time when the actual fact is that..it's only like 4... I don't know how long more will that voice will always be around...no one knows except god... If she goes away,that particular voice which is somewhat a routine sound every fastin month will just be a thing of the past... A memory that will never be forgotten. I know,that I will cry hard if my grandma goes back "home"... She had always been there for me and thanks to her,I learn a few things...Things that not many people could teach or share about... If god allows it,I wish that she could spend few more fasting months and raya with us...
That's all I'll be writing about today...cheers!
"Treasure ur loved ones now,appreciate them cuz u'll never know just when...they might go...
Saturday, November 22, 2003
WHY MUST THIS FUCKED UP THING HAPPENED?!?! I hate my life for now..I fuckin' hate my mom... Yeah,I know,she's my mom...but fuck..her stupid mentality is like a fuckin' 4 year old. Stupid mother of mine. I can go crazy with this home. Everything I do..EVERYTHING I DO is so god damn wrong! Never there was a right even though I did something right at times. Yes,I Disappointed my dad because of my studies but fuck!! I know I'm bad in my studies,I know I took most of his money cuz I wasted it on my incomplete studies. 12k,Who wouldn't be diappointed... And I stole 300 bucks from him the last time. I'm a fucked up child... God! How sometimes I wish someone else would take me in as their step son or something. I feel fucked up in my home! I really really..wished that it is NOW..that I go to Tekong...And maybe my life would be taken away when I'm there. Maybe my mind would be on my training and all. Or maybe..what's best..God might just take me away durin' training...Who knows?
Met Nina this morning and that somehow made my day...Seeing her smile and being able to be near to her...Just made my day...Even though it was just for a while. I'm glad she was there to make me smile a li'l. She had to go off cuz she had to fetch her maid home. I just wished that the moment that I had with her,just never ends...Wished I could just sit there with her till night fall. I'm glad I met her.
I disappointed my dad,I stole his 300 bucks...I spoilt some of his things,I quarrelled against my mom,fought with her before...shouted at my gradma,many times...and in total..I've said vulgarities in their faces god knows how many times. That's how bad I am towards my family. The only thing that u guys never knew...Something that I pretend...
Somehow,it's like as if my mom have something against me. She keeps saying about my brothers,how good they are in their studies..bla bla bla..FUCK THAT SHIT! I'm stupid in my studies,I ain't good on books. By nature,I'm stupid! If ur talkin' about talents...I have that...Musically..I have but why can't my mom see that. My dad is proud of me,the words he said to me made me cry when he was lacturing me the other time..."All those times u played in shows and when u jam...I know u have a goal in music...and when I saw u play in Esplanade..I was proud of u..." Those words of his..simply took me away... All this while,I didn't know that anyone in my family would be proud of me in what I do and my dad proved me wrong. That day,was one of the saddest moments I had...I disapointed him and yet..he was still proud of me... That is why I love my dad more than my mom although I don't really show it maybe cuz of my rebellious nature.
I'm sorry dad,I may not be a good son...and I may have disappointed u...but one day..I'll prove to u that I'll be someone...maybe not someone big or extraordinary..but I WILL be someone..that I'll promise u dad...
To all,do take care...
CHEERs!
Met Nina this morning and that somehow made my day...Seeing her smile and being able to be near to her...Just made my day...Even though it was just for a while. I'm glad she was there to make me smile a li'l. She had to go off cuz she had to fetch her maid home. I just wished that the moment that I had with her,just never ends...Wished I could just sit there with her till night fall. I'm glad I met her.
I disappointed my dad,I stole his 300 bucks...I spoilt some of his things,I quarrelled against my mom,fought with her before...shouted at my gradma,many times...and in total..I've said vulgarities in their faces god knows how many times. That's how bad I am towards my family. The only thing that u guys never knew...Something that I pretend...
Somehow,it's like as if my mom have something against me. She keeps saying about my brothers,how good they are in their studies..bla bla bla..FUCK THAT SHIT! I'm stupid in my studies,I ain't good on books. By nature,I'm stupid! If ur talkin' about talents...I have that...Musically..I have but why can't my mom see that. My dad is proud of me,the words he said to me made me cry when he was lacturing me the other time..."All those times u played in shows and when u jam...I know u have a goal in music...and when I saw u play in Esplanade..I was proud of u..." Those words of his..simply took me away... All this while,I didn't know that anyone in my family would be proud of me in what I do and my dad proved me wrong. That day,was one of the saddest moments I had...I disapointed him and yet..he was still proud of me... That is why I love my dad more than my mom although I don't really show it maybe cuz of my rebellious nature.
I'm sorry dad,I may not be a good son...and I may have disappointed u...but one day..I'll prove to u that I'll be someone...maybe not someone big or extraordinary..but I WILL be someone..that I'll promise u dad...
To all,do take care...
CHEERs!
I'm feelin' sooo fucked up right now. I'm pissed off..God knows why... Maybe because of my stupid home. Never liked it since things go bad. And I mean bad...u guys wouldn't know what kind of a home I'm livin' in but only to those who are close to me,would know what it's like... The definition of PIG STY...would come into mind...I can't help it..it's hopeless... I grew tired of it. Raya? What's that? I no longer know the true meaning of Raya. I grew sick of it since it's the same 'ol fuck every single fuckin' year! My home...IS A MESS!!! Only when it's raya..only then everyone starts being busy...BULLSHIT!
Just now,something bad happened...And fucked I feel bad..not because of my mom..but my dad. They were waitin' for me downstairs cuz they bought some stuff home. So I went down and I suddenly I was like.."Fuckin' hell,that's load of shit there!" Suddenly I was kinda angry...for no fuckin' reason why...Carried the stuff up...went into the house...I realize that thing used behind my ears for my specs went missing...And For no reason..my blood shot up again and I was pissed..So I went outside lookin' for that stupid thing..and when I went back inside..I sorta slammed the gate..and my dad's hand was there...I was really bad... I hurt him.. He was askin' me what's wrong and I didn't response and now...I'm feelin' fuckin' bad... And my mom,have to open up her fucked up mouth and say fucked up things that makes me feel like an asshole. I am...blame it on me mom...It's always me being the bad one..yeah I agree,That I'm fuckin' rebellious at home...unlike my other two brothers. U guys may see me smiling,and laughin' and doin' things that's always happy. But u guys,seriously have not seen the other side of me. If my blood point go over the maximum...that's it..I will no longer be myself anymore,I'll be that fucked up jerk that many would describe as...asshole...or whatever it is.
Many of u...MANY of u don't know this...all these while...it was just pretense...u guys are the ones that kept me up..that kept me smiling somehow..made me laugh and keep my mind off things...but after that..whenever I got home..things get fucked up again. That's how it has always been. HIdden under that mask of being the joker of the group...behind those mask,I'm just a low down,sad clown...Thanks everyone...
Maybe by seein' Nina tomorrow might cheer me up a li'l... I hope...
Wished that I could write in again...maybe I might be "Gone" for a while... Take care u guys! I'll see u,when I see u...
"Final" words....Cheers!
Just now,something bad happened...And fucked I feel bad..not because of my mom..but my dad. They were waitin' for me downstairs cuz they bought some stuff home. So I went down and I suddenly I was like.."Fuckin' hell,that's load of shit there!" Suddenly I was kinda angry...for no fuckin' reason why...Carried the stuff up...went into the house...I realize that thing used behind my ears for my specs went missing...And For no reason..my blood shot up again and I was pissed..So I went outside lookin' for that stupid thing..and when I went back inside..I sorta slammed the gate..and my dad's hand was there...I was really bad... I hurt him.. He was askin' me what's wrong and I didn't response and now...I'm feelin' fuckin' bad... And my mom,have to open up her fucked up mouth and say fucked up things that makes me feel like an asshole. I am...blame it on me mom...It's always me being the bad one..yeah I agree,That I'm fuckin' rebellious at home...unlike my other two brothers. U guys may see me smiling,and laughin' and doin' things that's always happy. But u guys,seriously have not seen the other side of me. If my blood point go over the maximum...that's it..I will no longer be myself anymore,I'll be that fucked up jerk that many would describe as...asshole...or whatever it is.
Many of u...MANY of u don't know this...all these while...it was just pretense...u guys are the ones that kept me up..that kept me smiling somehow..made me laugh and keep my mind off things...but after that..whenever I got home..things get fucked up again. That's how it has always been. HIdden under that mask of being the joker of the group...behind those mask,I'm just a low down,sad clown...Thanks everyone...
Maybe by seein' Nina tomorrow might cheer me up a li'l... I hope...
Wished that I could write in again...maybe I might be "Gone" for a while... Take care u guys! I'll see u,when I see u...
"Final" words....Cheers!
Thursday, November 20, 2003
[ Music Blasting: American Football - Summer Ends ] [ Mood :-: Empty ]
Hey peeps...I know u guys must be wonderin'...where have I been? Well...it's like as if I'm dead inside. I don't know,it's like I feel as if,I have no life at all. My home,my family,my band,my girl...Thoughts everywhere...although they ain't that stressful but to me...it's makin' me empty. What I do everytime? I know I said that I hybernate durin' puasa...well..kinda true...other than that,I would go jamming...slackin'..or stay home sleepin'.. But one thing that I will always do without fail...missing that someone. Maybe it's kind of a down side for us at this moment. I'm hangin' on... No matter what...I'm hangin' on.
Her calls or messages these days...is like as if I'm a pirate who found his treasure...and really keep it safe and close to him...Every single call from her really really meant a lot to me. Cuz it's like,once in a while I get that. I guess that it will only be for now...Hey,who says that the sea is always calm huh? But I'm sure it will be okay after all of this... I really miss her,I miss her so much that I have visions of her sometimes...Thinking the girl in front of me is her when the real fact...it's not.
I've been hangin' out the past few days...Keepin' my mind off things most of the time. Hanged out with the band..hanged out with the boys of #emo... Just to keep mind off things at home.
Raya's comin' up and I still ain't got a Baju Kurung! It's only a week to go. God damn! Bernard got his shirt already...a nice..grey-ish /black-ish colour...Looks good on him and he got it for a cheap price of $19.90. That's insane! But too bad for me,there ain't a size...Why? WHY MUST THESE TAILORS...Make it small?! And the biggest size is like XL...and that size can't even fit me. Remember guys...being big has it disadvantages..and THIS..is one of 'em...Clothes. I'll be going out later on to meet up with Dil and Sammy. We're stayin' the night at Suhayl's place. WOO HOO!! His place is like...awesome. And one more thing..Suhayl's a damn good host.
Allright peeps..that's it for today...I'll right in..whenever I have thoughts..or simply,just wanna voice out. NS's comin' soon! By then,u guys will be seeing less of me...
HOA!
Hey peeps...I know u guys must be wonderin'...where have I been? Well...it's like as if I'm dead inside. I don't know,it's like I feel as if,I have no life at all. My home,my family,my band,my girl...Thoughts everywhere...although they ain't that stressful but to me...it's makin' me empty. What I do everytime? I know I said that I hybernate durin' puasa...well..kinda true...other than that,I would go jamming...slackin'..or stay home sleepin'.. But one thing that I will always do without fail...missing that someone. Maybe it's kind of a down side for us at this moment. I'm hangin' on... No matter what...I'm hangin' on.
Her calls or messages these days...is like as if I'm a pirate who found his treasure...and really keep it safe and close to him...Every single call from her really really meant a lot to me. Cuz it's like,once in a while I get that. I guess that it will only be for now...Hey,who says that the sea is always calm huh? But I'm sure it will be okay after all of this... I really miss her,I miss her so much that I have visions of her sometimes...Thinking the girl in front of me is her when the real fact...it's not.
I've been hangin' out the past few days...Keepin' my mind off things most of the time. Hanged out with the band..hanged out with the boys of #emo... Just to keep mind off things at home.
Raya's comin' up and I still ain't got a Baju Kurung! It's only a week to go. God damn! Bernard got his shirt already...a nice..grey-ish /black-ish colour...Looks good on him and he got it for a cheap price of $19.90. That's insane! But too bad for me,there ain't a size...Why? WHY MUST THESE TAILORS...Make it small?! And the biggest size is like XL...and that size can't even fit me. Remember guys...being big has it disadvantages..and THIS..is one of 'em...Clothes. I'll be going out later on to meet up with Dil and Sammy. We're stayin' the night at Suhayl's place. WOO HOO!! His place is like...awesome. And one more thing..Suhayl's a damn good host.
Allright peeps..that's it for today...I'll right in..whenever I have thoughts..or simply,just wanna voice out. NS's comin' soon! By then,u guys will be seeing less of me...
HOA!
Friday, November 14, 2003
New pics are up! The World War II Toys are some of the toys that survived in my home while it's still in full contact... As in..everything is in place...Some of 'em..are unlucky..the casualties of war. These toys belongs to my bro...when he was young. So it's about 23 or 24 years old..they existed before I was even born! Cool toys! And there's new pics of me and the boys of #emo hangin' out and the jammin' session with First Chapter...
The thing about me and Nina...we're okay...And she called me...WOO HOO!! missed her so much! She had some stuff in her mind..so that's the reason why she can't call but all of that..has been cleared out. I'm meeting B in a while..to get our "baju kurung"... Then maybe hang out. My girl might be joining us this evening...Hopefully she will..cuz she have to go for some family dinner..and u know how it's like..eat..chit chat...makciks and pakciks..talk here talk there..hard to get out? Somethin' like that..So she ain't promising. around 9 pm...I'm meeting the boys to have some LAN gaming sessions...So..yeah...that's about it...
Sorry folks but I'm feelin' kinda lazy to type in...take care aight? till then..FAREWELL!
CHEERS!
The thing about me and Nina...we're okay...And she called me...WOO HOO!! missed her so much! She had some stuff in her mind..so that's the reason why she can't call but all of that..has been cleared out. I'm meeting B in a while..to get our "baju kurung"... Then maybe hang out. My girl might be joining us this evening...Hopefully she will..cuz she have to go for some family dinner..and u know how it's like..eat..chit chat...makciks and pakciks..talk here talk there..hard to get out? Somethin' like that..So she ain't promising. around 9 pm...I'm meeting the boys to have some LAN gaming sessions...So..yeah...that's about it...
Sorry folks but I'm feelin' kinda lazy to type in...take care aight? till then..FAREWELL!
CHEERS!
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Somethin's botherin' me and I have yet to find out the reason why. Not been feelin' good, thoughts runnin' through my mind. Have this "Things-Gone-Wrong" feelin'... Time will tell..
I've been stayin' home just now...and got out of the house at night to hang out at my void deck alone. I just needed the outside air. Sat down, listen to the songs in my MD as my mind boggled itself with thoughts... Smoke three sticks of cigarettes and went back up... And here I am,at home...again.
Went out with the boys on Tuesday...No Direction plus Sofyn and Jessie. Hanged out,talked crap..discussed about our CD layout and stuff with IK... Break fast together near my place...
Got a call earlier yesterday from Nina... But I was sleepin'! Always missin' her calls...because of my stupid sleepin' behaviour. She left me a message sayin' that she was in World Trade headin' off to Bintan or somethin' like that... And she said that she would call me back... I waited....waited...and waited...still have no calls. I need to find a day where she would be free...cuz I really need to talk to her and let things out on how I feel. Ain't got a clue...ain't...got a clue...
Whatever it is...I'm still hangin' on and my feelings is still strong for her... But,let's see how it goes...
Later on in the day,I'll be going out with the guys to Swee Lee...To check out some stuff. And later in the evenin'..I'll be jammin' with First Chapter... It's been a long time...
I have to cut this one short cuz I ain't got the mood to type out anything...cuz I'm feelin' empty for now...Take care my fellow bloggers!
Cheers!
I've been stayin' home just now...and got out of the house at night to hang out at my void deck alone. I just needed the outside air. Sat down, listen to the songs in my MD as my mind boggled itself with thoughts... Smoke three sticks of cigarettes and went back up... And here I am,at home...again.
Went out with the boys on Tuesday...No Direction plus Sofyn and Jessie. Hanged out,talked crap..discussed about our CD layout and stuff with IK... Break fast together near my place...
Got a call earlier yesterday from Nina... But I was sleepin'! Always missin' her calls...because of my stupid sleepin' behaviour. She left me a message sayin' that she was in World Trade headin' off to Bintan or somethin' like that... And she said that she would call me back... I waited....waited...and waited...still have no calls. I need to find a day where she would be free...cuz I really need to talk to her and let things out on how I feel. Ain't got a clue...ain't...got a clue...
Whatever it is...I'm still hangin' on and my feelings is still strong for her... But,let's see how it goes...
Later on in the day,I'll be going out with the guys to Swee Lee...To check out some stuff. And later in the evenin'..I'll be jammin' with First Chapter... It's been a long time...
I have to cut this one short cuz I ain't got the mood to type out anything...cuz I'm feelin' empty for now...Take care my fellow bloggers!
Cheers!
Sunday, November 09, 2003
It's friggin' 8 in the mornin'! I just woke up,insanity has yet to kick in. Slept at 3 plus yesterday and I didn't "sahur" this mornin'! I'm still stoned,lost and not know of what to do later...
Yesterday's "Buka-ing" session was madness..but yet...a li'l bit screwed up. It was insane...and the amount of people that turned up was more than the one with the "Sesame Street" family...Yesterday,there were 12 of us. p|uGGy,Azri,Didi,Tweet,Mon,Suhayl,Rabia,Fad,Inn,Irma,I.K...These was the bunch when the prayers sounded off...after a while these few bunch joined us...Rafiee,Din,Alif,Dan and there was this guy whom I ain't got a clue on who he was. It was a big bunch and both me & p|uGGY wished that Dilah was there to join us. It would have been ultra madness...Fattah and Nurul joined us later in the evening. Walked around Geylang and somehow..got seperated...and it was a long wait. When everybody joined back...a few of us set off to have a LAN gaming session in Grandlink. I.K,Dan,Din,Alif and me...we were the only ones that wanted to play. Rafie wanted to but he had to get home... Well...it's simple..u have to be there...to know how it was like...INSANE I TELL YA!
Met Yan for a while...he sorta joined us for a while at the Basketball Court...cuz he wanted the mics for recording some stuff so I passed to him the whole package which I took earlier in the day at B's place. Talked with him for a while...and then,he left... sayin' that he wanted to carry on with the mixin'...so he did...he left...
I wished that my nina would join us somehow yesterday...A lotta people ask me..."Where's Nina?", "Where's ur girl?", "Ajak Matair kau turun ah...".... I was lost...all I can say was,she's at home,restin'... I know it's only been a few days but it sure felt as if it's like ages since she last called me... I ain't got a clue of what she's doin'...ain't got any idea how she's doin'... I just wished, that I would hear her voice in the mornin'...or whenever...but somehow, I didn't... But my guess is that, she's busy with stuff and all...so ain't got the time to call me up. But I'll wait...no matter how long it takes for her to reach me...I'll wait...
"Patience... Gotta have lotsa patience..."
Yesterday's "Buka-ing" session was madness..but yet...a li'l bit screwed up. It was insane...and the amount of people that turned up was more than the one with the "Sesame Street" family...Yesterday,there were 12 of us. p|uGGy,Azri,Didi,Tweet,Mon,Suhayl,Rabia,Fad,Inn,Irma,I.K...These was the bunch when the prayers sounded off...after a while these few bunch joined us...Rafiee,Din,Alif,Dan and there was this guy whom I ain't got a clue on who he was. It was a big bunch and both me & p|uGGY wished that Dilah was there to join us. It would have been ultra madness...Fattah and Nurul joined us later in the evening. Walked around Geylang and somehow..got seperated...and it was a long wait. When everybody joined back...a few of us set off to have a LAN gaming session in Grandlink. I.K,Dan,Din,Alif and me...we were the only ones that wanted to play. Rafie wanted to but he had to get home... Well...it's simple..u have to be there...to know how it was like...INSANE I TELL YA!
Met Yan for a while...he sorta joined us for a while at the Basketball Court...cuz he wanted the mics for recording some stuff so I passed to him the whole package which I took earlier in the day at B's place. Talked with him for a while...and then,he left... sayin' that he wanted to carry on with the mixin'...so he did...he left...
I wished that my nina would join us somehow yesterday...A lotta people ask me..."Where's Nina?", "Where's ur girl?", "Ajak Matair kau turun ah...".... I was lost...all I can say was,she's at home,restin'... I know it's only been a few days but it sure felt as if it's like ages since she last called me... I ain't got a clue of what she's doin'...ain't got any idea how she's doin'... I just wished, that I would hear her voice in the mornin'...or whenever...but somehow, I didn't... But my guess is that, she's busy with stuff and all...so ain't got the time to call me up. But I'll wait...no matter how long it takes for her to reach me...I'll wait...
"Patience... Gotta have lotsa patience..."
Friday, November 07, 2003
Wow...without checkin' up my tagboard..suddenly..it's like..whoa~ THAT much..so here's my reply...cuz I'm lazy to tag...
Nora:- Yes..it's u Nora...The girl whom I met,about 5 or 6 years ago..under that nick...Madgerl...or was it madgirl...but whatever it is..it's u..the girl who hangs out with the old Mad Circle Skate Crew the last time..yes..it's u..Ur part of it,cuz u were there for us..u've always been there for us..well..at least from my heart..u've always been there..but not physically...U were the one that believed in us when we first started,every jammin' sessions,every hang out...it's u...So nora,u ARE a part of the family!
NiNa:- Hehehe,Mentos..the Freshmaker...yeah baby..and I need u! Missin' u badly! (Yeah yeah,I know,I've been typing that out here god knows how many times about how much I miss her...but hey! I can't help it..I AM missin' her badly! What can I do?!) I LOVE U, NINA SARINA HIMIKONELLE!!!!
suhayl:- Yeah bro...u guys have been there...hehe..it's madness..but it's true! Ur part of the family!
ra-fieex:- Yes u are bro...part of the family,well..if it's a real family..u would be the kid of the family..ur new..hehehe..and about that game bro...I'd love to..but saturday..I'm havin' the "buka-ing" session with some of the #emo kids...maybe we can meet up after u guys played game? Anyways,who are the boys? And what game u guys playin'?
nurarafaH a.k.a MoM:- Hey mom...I miss u too and I'm sure the rest somehow,misses u...Miss the old #ska traditional "buka-ing" sessions at the basketball court here in my area... Where the hole bunch of us would simply crap around at the basketball court after eating...insane memories..hahaha
mint:- Thanks mint...I've changed the url..so don't ya worry aight...and...doosh the boosh? hehehehe...insane! Aight..that's it..see ya this sat aight?
Nora:- Yes..it's u Nora...The girl whom I met,about 5 or 6 years ago..under that nick...Madgerl...or was it madgirl...but whatever it is..it's u..the girl who hangs out with the old Mad Circle Skate Crew the last time..yes..it's u..Ur part of it,cuz u were there for us..u've always been there for us..well..at least from my heart..u've always been there..but not physically...U were the one that believed in us when we first started,every jammin' sessions,every hang out...it's u...So nora,u ARE a part of the family!
NiNa:- Hehehe,Mentos..the Freshmaker...yeah baby..and I need u! Missin' u badly! (Yeah yeah,I know,I've been typing that out here god knows how many times about how much I miss her...but hey! I can't help it..I AM missin' her badly! What can I do?!) I LOVE U, NINA SARINA HIMIKONELLE!!!!
suhayl:- Yeah bro...u guys have been there...hehe..it's madness..but it's true! Ur part of the family!
ra-fieex:- Yes u are bro...part of the family,well..if it's a real family..u would be the kid of the family..ur new..hehehe..and about that game bro...I'd love to..but saturday..I'm havin' the "buka-ing" session with some of the #emo kids...maybe we can meet up after u guys played game? Anyways,who are the boys? And what game u guys playin'?
nurarafaH a.k.a MoM:- Hey mom...I miss u too and I'm sure the rest somehow,misses u...Miss the old #ska traditional "buka-ing" sessions at the basketball court here in my area... Where the hole bunch of us would simply crap around at the basketball court after eating...insane memories..hahaha
mint:- Thanks mint...I've changed the url..so don't ya worry aight...and...doosh the boosh? hehehehe...insane! Aight..that's it..see ya this sat aight?
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Hey...got somethin' to type in. I was listenin' to Plain Sunset's latest album "The Gift" And there's this one song..with awesome lyrics...although it's repeated..but it's awesome...
Do I? by Plain Sunset
I still think about the photographs we took last year
Sitting with our friends down at their place
No time to think or fear
I still worry when you're not around
Do I just wait for you to say
I just wanna be near you
I just need you anyway
Do you miss me
Do you think about me
Do I make you cry everytime you think of me
I love you
I still think about you
You still make me cry everytime I think of you
There u have it..lyrics to that song..Cheers!
Do I? by Plain Sunset
I still think about the photographs we took last year
Sitting with our friends down at their place
No time to think or fear
I still worry when you're not around
Do I just wait for you to say
I just wanna be near you
I just need you anyway
Do you miss me
Do you think about me
Do I make you cry everytime you think of me
I love you
I still think about you
You still make me cry everytime I think of you
There u have it..lyrics to that song..Cheers!
Thursday...it's the fourth day of the week....GOD DAMN! Time is flyin' so fast,only a few more weeks till Tekong. I'm tryin' to enjoy as much as I can before I head down there. Right now,listenin' to Saosin...Seven Years...first song I fell in love..Thanks to IK's site the other time. Went for my eye check up yesterday and I guess,it's my final check up which means,no need for a comeback at the Eye Centre. Gonna miss the people there. I really wished I could thank the doc,cuz she really took care of me,if it wasn't for her...I would have gone blind. Really nice doctor...She said that my eyes are doin' good and there's no need for me to visit there,ever again. Madness...
Get to hear my baby yesterday afternoon. Or was it the day before? I ain't sure,lost track of everythin'... She's finishin' her papers real soon... On that day,if I meet her...I'll make sure I spend my time with her. Baby,missin' u everyday...missin' u more as each day pass...Take care sugar...Do call me ya?
The first person I hear today,was Bernard and boy...does he sound active. He gets to book out and he was askin' me to watch a movie...(Bernard loves watchin' movies,especially this period when he's in the army,he's missin' the movies...)So yeah,I'll watch with him. Later in the evenin'...It's No Direction's jammin' session at Carudi's. I'll be breakin' fast outside today. Meetin' the rest of the boys and girls in City Hall. Let's see how it goes...
We have a new member in the No Direction Family (Whoa,that sounded as if we're in some kind of a Mafia Family or something)...IK,he's our new member. He's our newly appointed Web & CD Layout Designer. He's part of the crew now. Wow...imaginary crew that is...hehehe...It exist,but not officially... That's how I see it. Just for the fun of it,let me explain the crew:-
No Direction Crew:- The ND Boys (Me,B,Tweet,Fir)
Yan (Soundman)
Dilah (Sound Advisor/"Critic")
p|uGGy (Photographer)
I.K (Photographer/Designer)
No Direction Family:- NiNa
Mon
Sofyn
Nora
Sammy
Mint
Jessie
Losing Streak Kids
First Chapter
Okay...I have no idea why I'm sayin' this...hahaha..just for fun...Well,that's how I see things,I ain't sure of what would the rest of the ND Boys would say. But that's how I see them as...Anyways,that's it for this entry,I'm outta here... Cheers!
Get to hear my baby yesterday afternoon. Or was it the day before? I ain't sure,lost track of everythin'... She's finishin' her papers real soon... On that day,if I meet her...I'll make sure I spend my time with her. Baby,missin' u everyday...missin' u more as each day pass...Take care sugar...Do call me ya?
The first person I hear today,was Bernard and boy...does he sound active. He gets to book out and he was askin' me to watch a movie...(Bernard loves watchin' movies,especially this period when he's in the army,he's missin' the movies...)So yeah,I'll watch with him. Later in the evenin'...It's No Direction's jammin' session at Carudi's. I'll be breakin' fast outside today. Meetin' the rest of the boys and girls in City Hall. Let's see how it goes...
We have a new member in the No Direction Family (Whoa,that sounded as if we're in some kind of a Mafia Family or something)...IK,he's our new member. He's our newly appointed Web & CD Layout Designer. He's part of the crew now. Wow...imaginary crew that is...hehehe...It exist,but not officially... That's how I see it. Just for the fun of it,let me explain the crew:-
No Direction Crew:- The ND Boys (Me,B,Tweet,Fir)
Yan (Soundman)
Dilah (Sound Advisor/"Critic")
p|uGGy (Photographer)
I.K (Photographer/Designer)
No Direction Family:- NiNa
Mon
Sofyn
Nora
Sammy
Mint
Jessie
Losing Streak Kids
First Chapter
Okay...I have no idea why I'm sayin' this...hahaha..just for fun...Well,that's how I see things,I ain't sure of what would the rest of the ND Boys would say. But that's how I see them as...Anyways,that's it for this entry,I'm outta here... Cheers!
Monday, November 03, 2003
*** Topic is '* falkirk (~TornApart@cm116.omega98.maxonline.com.sg) Quit (Quit (Out by sixteen or dead in this scene... Together forever..Bernard Loves Hezwan...))'
*** Set by Muse on Mon Nov 03 00:54:54
What...the...FUCK?! <-- That was my first reaction when I read the first part of that quit message..."Bernard Loves Hezwan'..Heheh..and I guess it...That's right...Muse...and that would be..Dil...It was madness..first thing I know..i was normal..and when I enter the IRC...I'm a fag...Madness of the insanitos Baditos.
Ain't got much to say for yesterday. Hybernate as usual in the afternoon..and had a good phone conversation with my baby... We had a good laugh and some crappy talks (most of it,by me...hehe) and it was nice... Hearing her voice and hearing her laugh...really made my whole day! She ends her exams next week...meaning..that I can see her again! That is...if her knee recovers. She'll be takin' her exams later on...I wished for her to do well cuz she's been studyin' so hard...Good luck baby! Love ya lots!
In the evening,hanged out with No Direction at Mackers (McDonald's) at my place (Haig Road). B,Tweet and Sofyn...we hanged out for a while..And soon after that short hangin' out session,went to the bazaar in Geylang,in search for Dzafir... He's workin'! He's workin' at some stall sellin' clocks,crackers and stuff like that.. It was mad...Wan from Plucky was there too...And dzafir was shoutin' out stuff..trying to make sales... Ngast! After that small visit...we bought ourselves burgers...from Ramly's..and ate it at KFC...(how nice?Buy outside food but eat it in KFC,AWESOME!) Chatted,Discussed and crap around...till 11 plus,that's when everybody...sets off for home.
Ain't got anythin' else to say cuz my eyes are draggin' down...it's on somekind of "automatic shutdown" mode or somethin'... Allright folks...for those of u who tagged my board...THANK U VERY NICE! And to those who keeps on comin' in to read my crappy life episodes..continue doin' so..cuz there might be more to come...so stay on blog readers! HUERGH!
Final Words: Have A Good One!
CHEERS!
*** Set by Muse on Mon Nov 03 00:54:54
What...the...FUCK?! <-- That was my first reaction when I read the first part of that quit message..."Bernard Loves Hezwan'..Heheh..and I guess it...That's right...Muse...and that would be..Dil...It was madness..first thing I know..i was normal..and when I enter the IRC...I'm a fag...Madness of the insanitos Baditos.
Ain't got much to say for yesterday. Hybernate as usual in the afternoon..and had a good phone conversation with my baby... We had a good laugh and some crappy talks (most of it,by me...hehe) and it was nice... Hearing her voice and hearing her laugh...really made my whole day! She ends her exams next week...meaning..that I can see her again! That is...if her knee recovers. She'll be takin' her exams later on...I wished for her to do well cuz she's been studyin' so hard...Good luck baby! Love ya lots!
In the evening,hanged out with No Direction at Mackers (McDonald's) at my place (Haig Road). B,Tweet and Sofyn...we hanged out for a while..And soon after that short hangin' out session,went to the bazaar in Geylang,in search for Dzafir... He's workin'! He's workin' at some stall sellin' clocks,crackers and stuff like that.. It was mad...Wan from Plucky was there too...And dzafir was shoutin' out stuff..trying to make sales... Ngast! After that small visit...we bought ourselves burgers...from Ramly's..and ate it at KFC...(how nice?Buy outside food but eat it in KFC,AWESOME!) Chatted,Discussed and crap around...till 11 plus,that's when everybody...sets off for home.
Ain't got anythin' else to say cuz my eyes are draggin' down...it's on somekind of "automatic shutdown" mode or somethin'... Allright folks...for those of u who tagged my board...THANK U VERY NICE! And to those who keeps on comin' in to read my crappy life episodes..continue doin' so..cuz there might be more to come...so stay on blog readers! HUERGH!
Final Words: Have A Good One!
CHEERS!
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