[ Mood: Groggy ]
[ Date: 20th September 2006 ]
[ Time: 12:40pm ]

.:: BACK FROM THE DEAD..........AGAIN ::.

It's me again! I'm back! I'm sorry about yesterday, I was tired and well, halfway there, I simply just fell asleep... without even turnin' off my laptop...insaned ain't it? Well, yesterday's work was super fucked up..I mean, it was so full of pressure. Just me and Hallie's bro and the manager..just the three of us... And it was quite busy yesterday. I was super shagged....

.:: A DATE TO REMEMBER ::.

Today's a date to remember...20th... Well, it's the anniversary date with Hallie. It was the date that me and Hallie got together. Togetherness... The day that she became mine... Love u baby! It's like 1 year and 9 months together already! And we've been through a lot together.. the ups and downs... like the waves... surviving it together... I love u Hallie! Love u many many to the maximus! And she's taking her Final Theory this 3rd October, right dear? Hehehe.. Let's wish her the best of luck and may she pass this one. I'll be there with u dear...

.:: FAST MONTH IS HERE AGAIN ::.

It's that time of the year again. It's Ramadhan! The fasting month is here! And it's coming to u! This Sunday... Yeap that's right folks, this Sunday's the day! It's the day where we have to fast... And after that...it's Raya!! YEAH!! But then, it's always a sad thing for every Raya... for those who know me long would know why... What's the purpose of having a home when people can't come and visit? It's been like 3 or 4 years since no one..and I repeat..NO ONE visits my home anymore. Not a single soul... And how sad can that be? I mean, when it's Raya, people come to visit right? But this one, not at all.. and it's kinda sad for me... I mean, I VISIT others' home but people won't visit MY HOME... most of u would know why... But anyways! It's raya right! Well, the show must still go on somehow..hehe...

Gonna buy "baju kurung" with Hallie... gonna pair up.. but seriously, we don't know what colour would we be wearing this year..hehe...But it sure is going to be a pair... hehe...

.:: JAPANESE NAME ::.

I went to check out this website...whereby u can convert ur name to a japanese name... I don't know if that's a direct translation or what but somehow it sounded cool... Here's my Japanese name...

Hasegawa Naoki

And the meaning is really funny... Hasegawa means Long Valley River while Naoki means...Straight Tree...If u guys wanna try this Japanese Name Generator.. it's at:- http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969

.:: "ABEDIK ABEDIK ABEDIK, THAT'S ALL FOLKS!" ::.

Aight then, this will be all for today mates... I'm outta ideas on what to talk about... That's it....for now... Cheers to all! Do come again to check for updates...hehe..aight then..cheers!

[ Mood: Irritated ]
[ Time: 2:25 am ]
[ Date: 20th September 2006 ]


.:: BACK FROM THE DEAD ::.

It's been a while since I've blogged, I mean, seriously, a long time..Just take a look at the time space between my entries cuz seriously, I just don't know what to type in about anymore..or maybe I'm just sleep right now... Tired from work and stuff.. Aight..that's about it for now, l am just too tired from work just now.. Maybe I'll continue updating tomorrow... Aight then, I just need my li'l winkers.. Seriously guys, I"m super sleepy, I just had a shut eye.. Aight then, till then.. cheers to all!

[ MOOD :-: Clueless/Tired/Lost ]

.:: CLUELESS TUESDAY ::.

Whoa, it's been like a few days...or maybe weeks since I've last entered my blog and I checked out my tags.. I mean, whoa... somebody's doin' that useless tags again. If u guys can see to the left, there's like HTML codes in the tags, I don't know how it got there... but anyways, thanks to those people who have nothin' better to do. Anyway, life had been... Well... rockin'... LIke a boat...some days it's like smooth sailin' and some days there's like....mad days..and some days...it's a total storm! Right now, I'm just bored at home. Bella Luna now have an internet connection and they're online. Ik's on the comp and so I asked him, who's there... he was sayin' that Himself, Hidir, B, Sha and irma... And oh my god.. IRMA? The li'l one! hehehe..She's at the studio! Ain't that awesome.. and I'm here at home.. hehe...Watchin' Animal Planet right now in memory of Steve Irwin... the Croc Hunter dude... He past away today... He got stung by a stingray... of all creatures... A STINGRAY! I mean, he was bitten by other dangerous stuff like snakes, or crocs or other stuff... but he ended up being stung by a stingray... It's sad... and well, Steve Irwin was an awesome host... A superb host who is so bold to do anythin'...

.:: COMPLICATED STORY ::.

Had a super misunderstandin' the other day with Hallie....Because of what I typed in my blog... and she got a li'l offended... And she thought that I didn't type in anythin' about her in my blog... But guys, I mean, for those who had been readin' my blog, should know.. I do write about her every entry right? I guess that she just read quickly without takin' notice of what I wrote.. HALLIE IF UR READING THIS: I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to be that way the other day, I'm really sorry dear... What u said the other day, I'll keep it in my head... always.. and it shall never happen again... Promise...

Hallie and I had both decided to get engaged next year... and the date's set... Won't be tellin' u guys yet..hehehe.. I guess I'll keep in disclosed for now. Well, she had spoken to her parents about it but somehow, I've not... I'm a li'l afraid of what my parents might say...I know I'm 23 and I have my rights but somehow, I'm still afraid of what my parents would say...I guess I just have to build up my confidence to tell 'em... super madness! And I can't wait to be able to call her my fiance... HALLIE BABY, I LOVE U LOTS DEAR!! ALWAYS WILL!

.:: PROJECTS, EXAMS, TESTS ::.

Whoa, just look at the titles... Projects, exams and tests...now, these are the stuff that what most students don't wanna hear about... and some, may even fear of it. And I'm one of those.. I mean, that red number on ur exams paper...will tell u of what is to become of u in the future... either ur de-barred...or u may proceed to the next module and stuff like that... Lotsa things to do.. gotta study, gotta to projects...*sigh* madness! Hahaha.. total madness...Whatever it is, my exams are just around the corner...Cheers to ya mates...to those who's doin' exams soon!

.:: THE END, FOR NOW ::.

The end for now... Yeap, that's right.. the end for now.. I guess I gotta call my baby up.. chat up with her for a while before I go and drop by at the studio for a while... Aight then... take care all and please... Do tag me if u feel like taggin' me.... Cheers to all!

TAG REPLIES:-

HaLLiE: Hey baby! Yeah I know, my blog sucks...madness! hehehe.. Love u dear! once again, I'm' really sorry for the other day.. Love u lots and love u always baby!

Fhasha: Hey hey hey, it's fhasha lhasha khasha shasha...hahaha.. whatever the was, hopefully u had a good date with Sadiq.. hehe.> aight then, take care!

pLuGGy: Hey buddy! What up? Been a while ey? Anyways, do update me on ur acting aight? Cheers to ya! And from me and on behalf of the Bella Crew, take care pluggy O!! Cheers to ya!

Oh kay... so I've not been updating my blog... But... HERE I AM! TaDA~~~~ I'm back...with more fats! I'm lazy to do that format thingy..u know..the mood and then the whatever..hehehe.. That's insane..

Right now I'm in class, with really not much of people here.. just about a handful. Skipped my last class yesterday to get to the stupid Coffee Bean course down at Bukit Merah... And i just got news that my whole table... which is the table at my comp lab, was not here yesterday... and that's like madness... Anyways, that's besides the point.. i got to that stupid place yesterday, I mean, I was late yeah, I admit that.. the class starts at 6pm and i got there by 7pm... Hey, it's not that I purposely did that... I don't even know where the place was and I only got some info from Hallie's brother. And the place was so god damn far. Irritating trip. so there I was at the main office... No one was in there and I waited and waited..suddenly a bunch of Coffee Bean kids came out.. I mean, the new staffs... they got out so i asked the question, "Are u guys from batch 107?" And yeah, they were... and the course started long ago.. So I changed my clothes to the uniform.. and then I went up to the lecturer with the intention of reporting. She asked me which outlet I'm from and so I said, SP.. Singapore Post, and then she mention that no one from SP sent anyone to the course today.. then to my surprise.. I was not in there. My name's not registered yet. And god damn, meanin', I was there.... FOR NOTHING! fuckin' hell.. And so, I head back to Hallie's place...

Slept the night there, and head to school from her place, which is much nearer from my place. It was awesome spendin' the night there...As usual, eat, tv, hang out, chit chatting... hehehe..Well, not much about that..

School is like gettin' more and more hectic.. due to exams, projects and tests... Exams are just around the corner and that's like insaned...god damn... and projects...For EES, I have to do this circuit board.. where I have to connect the resistors, capacitors, diode, LED and shits like that together so that when i join the wires together and turn on the switch the LED would lit up... Electornics, never been my favourite. And as for my IFA.. I have to come up with a site.. a site that is able for users to log in and check details on items and do a shopping cart...I mean.. SHIT! that's a li'l tough but with the textbook, I hope I can do it..

I have to think of items to sell...meanin', it's like I'm startin' my own shop and I'm sellin' products online... so that's a bit of a hassle. So there u go... do all that.. HUERGH!

Aight, that's all for today.. hehehehe.. hehe..and hehehe....to u.. haha..whatever that is...

Ok then, so long..and goodnight... hahaha.. I mean..bye...Cheers...offheidesen...tata...selamat jalan...chai chian...(i think I spelled that wrongly but it sounded that way..)...

[ MOOD :-: Tired As Fuck ]

.:: A WHOLE DAY OF ACTIVITY ::.

Yesterday must have been the most tiring Sunday ever. I never worked the mornin' shift before and yesterday was my first mornin' shift in Coffee Bean. It was fuckin' busy at Singapore Post. See lotsa people and it was super mega extremely busy to the maximus of the maximum! 8 am - 4 pm shift... It was insaned! Met new people in the Coffee Bean crew, it was the weekend crew.

Somehow, I don't like the manager though.. although she's passive but sometimes, she simply can't see people sittin' still, unlike the usual night shift manager, Chandra, where he would just let u rest when he sees u not doin' anythin'. Learnt to do EB yesterday... F.Y.I, EB's the hot drinks available in Coffee Bean. Learn a couple of new stuff.. Too much to contain in my brain! ARGH!! NOUH!!!

Workin' is one thing, gig is another. Remember the Gas Haus gig that No Direction suppose to play, well, it happened on the same day when I worked. After knockin' off from work, I head down straight to the gig in Gas Haus. Tired, leg shaken and shagged... I made my way to Gas Haus.

In Gas Haus, I took a nap and it sure did feel so long. I was nappin' like a baby... Cool air con, comfy Sofa... "SHIOK!". When i woke up, I stored a li'l energy back into myself. hehe, but it wasn't that much. hehe. So yeah, I did that..

Waited for our set to start and it did... we played like we never played before, moved like crazy... And the best part, durin' our set, the big screen was showing the soccer match. So at the beginnin' of our set, Fad jokingly said, "I want u guys to watch the match and not us..." hehe.. that was crappy.. and the best part was... when Man U scored their first goal, Bernard was distracted by it.. and he stopped playing and celebrated the goal, all this while we're still playing our song.. it was funny.. and he continued on after that short stop..hehe..it was crappy...

I'll make this blog a short one... I'm endin' it here cuz class has ended.

.:: TAG REPLIES ::.

PluGGy: Hey sweet baby, Fallen Neo is Fathu, remember that dude at No Direction Video Shoot? He was that dude with the torn jeans and slippers. Yeah, that's fallen neo.. Miss ya, love ya! All the best for ur actin' career! MUACKS!! oh yeah, one more thing, I owe u a meal? if ur talkin' about the video shoot, that's yan, not me.. I already belanja u makan that day eh kat Long John..my last 5 bucks tau... hmph! hehe.. One fine day dear, I'll belanja u.. hehe...When I get my pay lah..

Fasha: hehe, thanks cutie... welcome very much...

[ MOOD :-: Insane/Irritated ]

.:: STROKE OF A GENIOUS ::.

Here I am, in class.... and something just happened right before I enter this class..and god damn it.. There I was, tryin' to be smart..doin' a stupid move...this simple move called.."Stretching"... and guess what? My pants fuckin' tore! From the crotch to half of my butt! Fuckin' irritating... Notes taken.. NEVER STRETCH!!! Now I have a fuckin' problem... how am I to go back..hmm..let's find out! hahaha...

.:: BACK TO NORMAL ::.

Life is goin' back to how it was back then cuz I'll be goin' back to Haig Road again... And that is what I not want... U see, I'm really like adapting to my uncle's place in Ubi... the atmosphere, the bus numbers, the location, the comfort..now to go back to my actual home in Ubi..I DON'T WANNA! Some of u know why... The situation back home makes me feel that way. I just don't wanna... NO! Sick of that place...When will my home ever be a home again? When?...

.:: THE GIRL NAMED HALLIE ::.

The love of my life... we're back to normal again... I guess we just have to understand one another better..and to give in whenever we need to... U see, both of us are hard headed buggers... And we're the kind of people who...well, fight till we're satisfied kinda people... hehe.. I mean, there's no lose..hehehe.. but now we're slowly beginning to understand... I give in to her at times and she give in when she needs to...I hope it goes on this way forever...

.:: WHEN 5 GUYS HAVE A MEETING ::.

I'll be headin' down to the studio later on... Got some band meeting later on... Gonna have a li'l discussion... about something.. Hmm, head back home, change my pants... head down back to the studio..

Haig Road = Nearer to studio

So yeah.. there u go..hjahahaha...

.:: GIG UPDATES ::.

20th August @ Gas Haus...I've found out the ticket price..which is 10 bucks... plus one free drink... along with few other bands... Paris In The Making, Rika, The Wreckage, Es War Emnal and a few other bands that I forgot...

We might have a gig on 26th August too...

.:: TAG REPLY ::.

f43n-n30:- Hey bro, thanks man.. first of all, thanks for comin' to the shooting session.. Tanks again! We will hang out again...

PluGGy:- Love u sweetie! Muacks! hehehe.. see u around pluggy-o!

fhasha:- Yeah!! Poison Puff!! The best movie ever! hehehe.. Thanks for reading..dah update dah!!

[ MOOD:- Mundane/Plain ]

.:: WHAT IS AUGUST 10TH?? ::.

August 10th? That's the date today and some of u people may know what that date is about...the B word...Birthday..yeap..that's right..it's my birthday allright but I still feel like it's any other day. I mean, it's a norm... Birthdays...they're nothin' much special... It's just a date to remember when u were born. Gifts? I appreciate the gifts I'm given and really love it when people do remember my birthday.. but the thing is, no need to hassle urself... The best gift I can get...is simply u... Gifts are nothin'...really..the people are something.. The best gifts, my family, my gf and my friends... that's the best gift I can ever get... But anyways, to those who have messaged, give me gifts and remembered my birthday... Thanks to u guys... Thanks again...

.:: EMPLOYED ::.

Remember the Coffee Bean job? I finally got it... And today's my first day... of all days, my birthday.. startin' my job... will be goin' through trainin' later on at 6... have to rush down after school. I'm gonna be so uncomfortable there cuz the uniform they gave me.. is so fuckin' tight.. superly tight! How am i goin' to work in a comfortable manner if I'm wearin' that super tight fittin' polo T? Whenever I think about the pay...I'm like.."fine, whatever it is...Tight or not, I still have to work..." so yeah, news update...I'm employed!

.:: LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION!! ::.

Last Tuesday was one heck of an insaned fun memorable day! No Direction head down to Ngee Ann Poly to do a simple video shoot for Yan's school project... It's like a TV programme..it's called "Unsung Heroes" and it's supposedly to feature local bands and stuff like that. And the school film studio is cool.. it felt like a real film set. The lights, the cameras and everything..it's awesome... And there are even Calafe casts...taking up the the spot as crowd..just to fill up the front, cuz u see, this video is supposedly a live video where we play in a show invited by the programme..u know...ermm..somewhat like...TRL? U know Mtv's TRL?! Somethin' like that..

It was funny and fun..After rehearsals and rehearsals again we finally took our final shot. It was awesome... Before this video shoot, we did an audio recording cuz Yan wanted to mix in the recorded songs in the video...And to take the scene..was difficult cuz we have to like mime what we played in the audio recording..and it's kinda weird, I mean, after years and years of playing live.. as in, really strumming and stuff..it's hard to "pretend" to play... Overall, it was an experience... Pluggy was there too!! And it was awesome to see her super sweet, adorable, fun, whacky, insaned, happy go lucky self again... simply awesome... PLUGGY O!!! hehehe... Love that girl!

.:: CLASS OF BOREDOM ::.

Currently I'm in my EES ( Engineering Essentials S.......) class... i don't know what's the S for...hehe..and it's kinda bored..we have somethin' to do right now but somehow, no one cares..everybody's like doin' their own stuff right now... hehe..It's IFA after this...god damn...so long..boredom..hehe...

.:: NO DIRECTION UPDATE ::.

RECORDING
Currently we're like 45% done with our recordin' in KL... Drums are done.. Bass left one track...for bernard's part..his halfway done..and it's left with me and vocals... KL = $$$$.... SIGH... what to do... Everytime we go up there, it's always an experience..and it's fuckin' fun! Smokin' is cheap there..hehehe.. So we exploit that opportunity!

GIGS
Currently we have a gig on the 20th at Gas Haus... I'm not sure about the pricing and stuff... Currently we're layin' low on gigs due to the recording...

OVERSEAS GIG
Rumours has it that we might be playin' in the Bangkok Fest somewhere in mis September... but we have yet to get news from it... So keep on the lookout peeps...

P.S. Pluggy, thanks for being there the other day, ur awesome! And it was nice to be able to see u again.... haha..I know ur reading this...Take care pluggy-o!! Keep in touch aight? Cheers!

To the rest, thanks for reading, I shall be back again... CHEERS!

[ Mood:- Ridiculous/Mild/Fat ]

.:: BACK HOME ::.

After three days, I'm finally back home. Recorded the whole bass tracks already and half of B's tracks. I thought I was goin' to record for this session but I guess there wasn't enough time. The day that we left for Singapore, there was some complications. I woke up late. The bus was to leave at 7 pm and I woke up at 6:45... Fell asleep thanks to my mom. The moment before that I argued with her...and I mean, ARGUED... a big fight sorta... And I was sittin' in my room to avoid any more heated exchange of words... So I sat down... after a while everything blacked out and I fell asleep. When i woke up, I rushed like mad, took the cab... And I said to the uncle,"Uncle, Goldenmile Complex"... And so he drove.. just as the cab left off, I got a message from B sayin'..."Wan, we left without u, can't wait... Try to catch us at the Checkpoint..." So when the word checkpoint was said, the first thing that comes to mind is Woodlands checkpoint and so i said to the uncle again..."sorry uncle, change location... Woodlands checkpoint.." and so he drive the route to Woodlands.. and again, I was halfway in hougang to head down to woodlands.. and that's where I received another message from B," Wan, meet us at TUAS checkpoint..." And again I told the uncle that the location had changed..and so.. there we go, from one end to another...

Reached TUAS and he dropped me off near the U-turn... and the fare had cost me 30 bucks. Walked in, stopped by the Police, explained my situation and then got escorted into the customs. Was told by one of the seniors ICA that my bus had just left. The guys did try to stall the bus but the uncle was being a bitch and so they left...split seconds after I got there. How nice that was. After that I was so stressed up that I froze and don't even have a clue on what to do. Had never gotten overseas alone before. I mean....ALONE...And well, overall it was an experience going alone. Learnt how to get to KL myself (wow that's like one big accomplishment or something)

.:: NEVER GET TO SAY GOODBYE ::.

When I called my dad to inform him that I met up with the guys at the studio already... I got news, a bad news that changed my mood during that recording. The words I heard from my dad that broke me down..."...Just to let u know, Tok Ngah had just past away this morning around 2+..." It's like, I can't believe that... Somebody went away just like that and I didn't get to say goodbye to her. Everytime my mom and dad visits her at her home in Yishun, she would always ask for me and everytime I would tag along and whenever she sees me, she would smile and give a li'l laughter despite the sickness she's having...And she's gone... She died of old age and cancer...

.:: GOTTA GO OFF, BE BACK LATER ::.

Gotta do some stupid assignment now, blog in again whenever I can, cheers!

"In memories of my grand auntie...with love"

[ MOOD:- Thoughtless/Sleepy ]

.:: SHORT CLASS, HAVE A BLAST ::.

Hmm, I don't know what's up with my topic title, "Short Class, Have A Blast"? What's up with that? That's like.. what the hell... Well, it's like hopeless... hehehe... Anyways, I'm wearin' my un-dried sweater cuz it's somehow washed by my mom and I wanted to wear it today since it's cold. Whatever it is, I already worn it and it's done for... It's already past 8 am and the clas is not even quarter filled... Where the heck are the rest?

Talkin' about the rest...here comes a bunch of 'em...Suran, Adam, Lin and Yani... Where could the "Paris" people be at? They're always late, it seems that their "flight" is always delayed. Hehe.. Just jokin'... What I heard from ma'am that we'll be shifting classes in a few minutes time and god damn, I need a fuckin' smoke right now. Hmm, wonder wear I could polute my lungs? Toilet? Hmm, risky, desperate...but I'll might go.

.:: KL TRIP ::.

In a few hours time, I'll be goin' off to KL with my band. Our bus is at 7pm and we're meetin' up at Goldenmile Complex around 6:30. Fad's not comin' along today cuz he doesn't have much to do since we're doin' guitars for this session. Gotta record a new track... a song that we just composed like two weeks ago. Dzafir made a pack with B that if he completes our new track within 5 takes, he'll buy him a bottle of beer... Just for a beer? hah.. that's like total insanity. Anyways, hopefully we can get this thing done as soon as possible cuz somehow it's killin' us slowly with the financial thingy. Every trip we made for the past two session.. it's like using up about 150 Sing bucks per trip... Depending on the bus fare that we have to pay.... This trip, I'm usin' like $230 for the trip... 120 for recording, 60 for the to and fro bus trip and 50 for expenditure. And all of this, is not comin' out from my pocket or my savings, it's from my dad and I feel bad about it but I guess it's all gonna be worth it.

.:: GOING DRY ::.

Just like it says, going dry... If I don't start the job as soon as I can, things gonna get harder for me and my dad. Everytime I want to borrow cash from him, it's a total heavy burden for me to ask cuz I just feel bad about it... like totally. My dad's no longer working and he's dependin' on his retirement pay for everything and of course,with the slight support from my bro. I need that job so badly now. Let's just hope...

.:: OVERTIME, OVERKILL ::.

Called Hallie up yesterday when I got home from the studio after a refreshment session with B as we prepare ourselves for the recording. Hallie got to stay behind at the airport to help her friend cuz she was alone so Hallie gotta cover her up... so she did an overtime... workin' supposedly from 3pm to 11pm had now extended to 5am the next day. Poor baby of mine... She had to do that cuz a flight to Hong Kong was detoured to Singapore for a stopover cuz Hong Kong had some bad weather or somethin', so they have to wait... and the lounge she was workin' at was full of people... Haven't got a message from her, I guess that she's too tired to message... poor angel...hope she's okay later on...

.:: MISSING OTHERS ::..

Suddenly, and I mean, suddenly.. I'm missin' the old people again... puGGy, Ina (Sensei), Irma a.k.a Li'l One, Nik, Firdaus, Fattah and the rest of the ol' skool kids. *sigh* hopefully one day I'll get to see them again... especially my high school buddy, Tunggal... Totally missed that bugger...I know that somehow sounded gay... but hey, him and me, we're like brothers man... totally brothers... Just hope...

Till then, I bade u farewell...

[ Mood:- Emotionless/Bored ]

.:: SAME OLD SAME OLD ::.

Here I am, again, in the classroom, with the same people that I see everyday. In class, not paying attention to the class but instead, doin' our own li'l stuff on the net and such. The server here sucks to the core and I really mean, to the core. It's like fuckin' slow. If it was a race... the server here is like the fuckin' tortoise in "Tortoise and the Hare". My group's not here at, the Paris people, always late.

.:: TIME IS NEAR ::..

Visited my grand auntie yesterday and she was really in bad shape. It sorta kills me to see her like that. I found out that she's havin' some kind of cancer or somethin' and it's eatin' her up from within. She's gettin' all skins and bones and it saddens me to see her lying on the bed being weak. She's 70+ already... Remembering back all the times when she was still active and full of energy. It touched me yesterday when she wanted to send us off when we were going back. She actually wanted to get off the hospital bed and send us off but we stopped her. Even at her condition, she still wanted to send us off. It was really sad... Everyone was there, tryin' to talk to her but she just stares blankly, lookin' through us as though we're not there, it's as if she was not there. We talked to her, but she just stares blankly again. If she have to go, I wish that she will not feel any pain and leave peacefully.

.:: BAD MOVE, WiSE GUY ::.

Hallie's mad at me again after I told her that it would be a hassle to buy her the food she wanted to eat after my school ends. The thing is, I got a straight bus to her place from school which is super near... and she wants the food from Haig Road, so that means, I have to go back to Haig Road, buy the food and head back to Bedok. I mean, I know I would be tired by then so I told her how I feel. And she was mad at me somehow. I hope she would feel better when i drop by later and I think I'm going to buy her that food even if I'm tired of what...

.:: KL, HERE WE COME...AGAIN ::.

The band's goin' up to KL again this weekend, that's including me of course. We're going to record again but this time, the guitar tracks. It's so costly to go there often. I feel bad borrowing cash from dad knowing his conditions and stuff but I just have to. If not the recording won't be done. I'll pay him back one day...I will...

.:: Offheidesen ::.

Well, till then... I"m goin' off again... Cheers to all!

TAG REPLY

puGGy:- Hey ya pluggy! Yeah yeah, I'm back in the game of blogging. Hehehe. Do keep in touch aight? And remember that on the 8th of August, we're doin' that video shoot, Just a reminder.. Hehe.. Aight then, do take care.. Miss ya and luv ya buddy!!

[ Mood:- Bored/Moodless ]

.:: DATABASE, DATABASE & MORE DATABASE ::.

It's a Monday and it's like a super Monday blue... As we all know it, once u go through the weekends, u don't feel like startin the week again, somehow u just wished that u could stay in the weekend... Right now, we're doin' this database stuff which we need to learn to enter data for future reference. And we're doin' this CD shop project. It's like a pretend thingy, the boss of this CD shop had asked u to create a database to keep a record of customers their details, CD details and bla bla bla... It's drivin' everyone nuts somehow... i guess we just gotta get the hang of it.

.:: SMOOTH SAILING AGAIN ::.

Things with me and Hallie are movin' along just fine again... Looks like the waves had finally calmed down and we're sailin' just fine now. Maybe we just needed to loosen up on things and head back to the things they were... Hours and hours of talks, jokes, senseless laughings and things are gettin' back to normal again. We're smiling like how we were again and it's an awesome feeling. i hope this will keep up and stays the same forever. (distracted by teacher upfront).. God damn, looks like I have to continue this later...Gotta go off, class had been dismissed.

I'll be right back....later....in about...a few hours..later...Allrighty then...

Sometimes I just wished that things are back to the way
they were... I just missed it at times... and I still don't
know why things turned around. What went wrong? I've been tryin' to find out but it's just so hard to get it right. They say that it's hard to get it right the first time but I've been through a lot of it and I'm still havin' a hard time to get it right...

I love my baby a lot... and I really mean a lot but she just doesn't see it. I may be a loud shouting boyfriend. I mean, honestly, I would shout out if I lost my temper but that is only when she did somethin' wrong and even so, she still doesn't realise that she's the one at fault. I just don't get it and never will I guess. Just like the song by The Ataris, "The Last Song I will Ever Write About A Girl", in the line,"Why do I never seem to learn that love is wrong and girls are fuckin' evil. I guess I'll never figure out, what womankind is all about..."
How I wish I could have a Genie lamp or something and put up a wish...and that one wish would be how things were back then. The happy us, no hassle, no arguements, no uptight conversations, no worries, no paranoia and such. It was just... free of mind. She was my comfort zone and I'm sure that I was her comfort zone too but now it's like we don't wanna turn to each other... I guess I have to buck up on myself if I wanna make things right. Tolerate.....tolerate.....tolerate.....tolerate..one day it'll pay off... Cuz I love her so much that only her who holds the key to my heart...

I wish things will be okay again... I hope...as time goes on...

.:: A CONTINUATION ::.

Ngast, it's so friggin' bored in class.. and it's like total madness! insaned.. this classes can drive me nuts..i mean, for this module that is... lookin' back at my blog, it's so fucked up..messed up and so plain... Cuz why? I've accidently deleted my codings..I mean, some of my codings.. that is.. and it's like total madness! And look at it.. everything's gone...my links my pictures...only like..half of it was saved!

.:: BOREDOM ::.

That's what it says... BOREDOM!!
I'm bored X 10,000,000!!!
ARGH!! hahahahaha

.:: FAREWELL...again ::.

Well, be back when I'm back..cheers!

.:: BLACK MONITOR, WHITE SCREEN & LOTSA TINY WORDS ::.

Ahhh.... Here I am... Again, in front of my comp...not at home..but in school. It was total boredom in class the period before cuz there was nothin' but tables, chairs and a board for the teacher to write on. I was ignored... and that..was fuckin' irritating.. somehow. Still have a few more hours to go till home time... *sigh*

.:: DISAGREEMENTS LEADS TO ARGUEMENTS ::.

I was at the studio yesterday night for a jammin' session and some video diary interview done by Ikay... it's a video Diary of the band... but that's not the point... earlier, I told her that I would be home around 10 or 11 plus..but somehow, things got delayed, so we jammed a li'l later and the interview was pushed up as well, thus, resulting in the delay of comin' home. when it was roughly 11 plus, I decided to call her to inform her that I'll be a li'l late to come home cuz of the stuff I had to do in the studio... Well, she was unhappy somehow... Whenever I mention Band, Studio or gigs, she would suddenly turn into this.... thing... and she starts to throw a hate fits on me... other than that, she's super sweet and all.. So that was fine... Hung up..and I carried on with my business.

When I got home, I gave her a call.. took about 4 to 5 calls just to hear her say hello... And I said hello in a nice way..but what I got was an irritated tone by her sayin,"What?"... Wow, that was weloming enough...My intentions was good but somehow, she's tryin' to find trouble with me.. So I kept my cool.. Whatever it is...

She was talkin' about stuff.. u know..THE Future... together and stuff like that.. I was explainin' my view on it.. and stuff.. but she just doesn't understand cuz she keeps sayin' the same things over and over even after explainin' over and over again...That's kinda sad for me...and in the end she was the one who was pissed... And the weird part is, the fault would always turn back to me when initially, she started it.. i love her but if she keeps this up, I don't know if I would still be here... When she's in her nice mode... she's super sweet.. and super nice and all..but if she's in that bad wind of hers... she's like a super Hitler of somethin' and without knowin', turnin' into some kind of a War General or somethin' like that...

I just don't know lah... whatever it is, i love her..I love her with my heart and soul and I'll ripped my heart out just to prove my love to her...

I'm sorry Hallie for being a jerk that I am...

.:: UPCOMING GIG ::.

Upcomin' gig for No Direction.... NYP, tomorrow... It's free... hehe.. do come down if u want to..(that is if there's ever anybody still reads my blog)...Well, that's all.. nothin' excited...

Aight then, that's the end for today, shagged like mad (although i did nothin' much physical)... till then, I shall bit all of u...a very good farewell...Cheers!

hahahaha.. Total madness to the maximus of the maxim posters all over the bus-stop place with that advertisement thingy on the side behind the chair....haha..(HUH?) hahaha... i'm in class right now and it's like total madness sia.. Boredom to the max..I'm just waitin' for my favourite module. Cuz right now, the module's that's goin' on... is so dull.. and dry.. hehehe.. madness..

.:: TOTAL BUSTEDNESS ::.

About the job I was so overly excited about... well, no news... I had to call them up for news. Everybody's like askin' me..."So ur workin' today?" or things like.."When u start work?" And my parents are like pressurin' me with the questions... most real, I have no idea. Called them up yesterday askin' whether they have a spot for me... I was tellin' the manager, this guy by the name of Chandra, on my school timetable since I've got my timetable already. Well, the thing is, he said that he will call me up to tell me whether he can slot me in into the available slots for the job. well, the thing is, no news at all... Just have to wait and hope I guess...Hmm...

.:: SWEET NIGHT WITH THY LOVE ::.

Had the most wonderful night with my love yesterday... It was Uber awesome. She came over to my house after she knock off her job at the airport.. Oh yeah, for those who have been readin' my blog should know who's my special one is.. Hallie it is.. back then she used to work in Delifrance in Bugis right? Well, she got tired of workin' there and she resigned her post. She began workin' at the airport like..last week.. as a Passenger Service Agent at the Transit Lounge in the rainforest Lounge... okay..enough of that.. let's get back to yesterday.. She swing by to my place and hung out with me and my family. She stayed from 6 plus right to about 11 at night.. Total fun and madness...somehow she became my mom's best friend.. that's like..INSANED!! GIRLFRIENDS!! ARGH! NOUH!! hahahaha.. Insanity to the maximus..

Borrowed my dad's car (somehow, by chance and luck... I got borrow my dad's car...MADNESS!) to send her home... It was sweet, sendin' her home, she lookin' all pretty and me...lookin' like some bummer..in my school's PE shirt and shorts..hahaha.. but all was good..Sayin' sweet good byes, kissin' away.. hehe.. after seein' her off as she disappears past the lift door.. I drove off back home...

.:: BED OF "HEAVEN" CALLING ME IN ::.

As soon as I got home, I simply couldn't take it anymore and just wanted to call it a day and hit the sack.. Well, that's what I did exactly.. Took a drive in the neverland... hehe..

.:: ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER BOREDOM ::.

Well, here I am, back in school. Was a li'l late today but all was good.. Oh yeah, one more thing... After a year of not blogging.. when i got back to the blogger site..I went to edit my stuff.. and guess what? I accidently deleted my links in my coding page..and that was fuckin' irritating.. MADNESS!! Aight then, gotta go and get back to my class work.. Cheers mates!

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy.....EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!! I'm back from the past! Hahahah.. It's been a while ey? Well, that's because I was like fuckin' lazy! Been busy with shit... lotsa shit.. Girlfriend, family, band and school... A whole lotta thinkin... And what's more, with the band doin' recordin' right now and in need of money to travel and such... It's total madness, going up to KL every fortnightly...

Startin' school tomorrow... after three weeks of holidays... and also, my new job tomorrow at Coffee Bean... Total madness... IN NEED OF CASH!!! hahahaha... Aight then, gotta go... Cheers to u! BYE BYE!!!

Hey all! How's it been? I know that some of u might lost interest in readin' my blog.. but what the heck, I'll just update it anyways. It's like, whoa, it's been a while since I've last entered my entry.. Been busy with my NS life and stuff... Ain't got time to update my blog.. Anyways, just to let u guys know, the pictures column on the left is already messed up.. I only realise it when my friend tried to take a look at some of the albums I have and he told me that he can't access it. So yeah, my link's messed up... So no point clickin' it...

Credits to Ikay for the pics above.. The pictures above was taken when the Friends/Enemies family went on tour in Malaysia... Taken in Seremban after our first show there... It was an awesome tour, a great experience for the first night.. Those who went, should know what I mean.. Lookin' forward for more tours like that...

Currently, I'm clearin' my leave.. my ORD leave that is... ORD-ing this December and well, freedom is near but lost is what the choice of word would be after I ORD if I do not have any plans.. Mixed feelings of happy and sad.. Sad to leave the guys in camp.. the memories we had is so crazy.. Lotsa shit.. Happy cuz I'm gonna be free, no longer under the control of higher rankin' butt fuckers... Whatever it is, it was all good.. Yesterday was the first day of Raya and well.. it ain't a big hoo ha anymore. My Raya spirit is somewhat... gone.. No longer have it in me.. Just another day for me.. Cuz no one would ever come over to my place and some of u may know why.. Well, whatever it is, wanna shout out to all the Muslim readers out there.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

My camera's still busted up, so I can't update any pics yet.. And I have a lot of catching up with what I've missed all these while... A lot of things going on at such a short time.

Aight, gotta make this one a short one... I'll update more when I feel like it, aight? Cheers to all!

.:: NATION'S BIRTHDAY ::.

Two days ago, it was the nation's birthday.. Without realizin'.. it's her 40th birthday! Wow.. that's awesome.. 40 years of independence.. Amazin' ey? Well, the parade was as usual.. every year the same 'ol same 'ol... The planes, the choppers, the birdmen with smokes attached to their feet, their mobile column, the crowd, the redness.. the singing.. the show.. the marchin'.. all the same.. it's just a different way of workin' it.. As for the fireworks.. well.. it was awesome.. The best part of NDP.. Always had been.. The fireworks.. Loud bangs in the sky lighting up the darkness of the night... Displayin' beautiful sparkles that shapes out all kinds of shapes.. Amazin'...

.:: ANTICIPATING PAY DAY ::.

What I've realised about pay day.. is that, we're always anticipating... u know, it's like.. "When's it comin'? Is it in yet?" That kinda question.. And before hand, u would normally plan out like what ur gonna do with that pay... "Okay, next pay, pay my bills, buy new shoe, movies.. get my smokes...." yada yada yada shma... but normally, after plannin' it out days before ur pay day.. when actual pay day comes.. there's bound to be miscalculation.. "Okay, so i'm short.. I guess I'm not gettin' that MP3 player..." Somewhat like that... So there u have.. u paid ur bills, u miscalculated.. and u spend on movies and stuff.. and then ur short.. For those who's not the savin' kind.. Like me, who doesn't know how to save, would have problems.. Cuz once u spend.. and spend... and spend.. u realise.. that ur out of cash.. Give it 4 to 5 days.. My longest lastin' with my pay.. was a week... And that happens only like.. what.. once.. or was it twice.. hmm.. The shortest was one day.. and that's it.. BAM.. gone.. Finish.. But the thing is.. when the pay day comes..u'll be like waitin' for the 4D or TOTO Results.. "Is it out already? It's 11 already what?! Surely come in already.." And when u put that ATM Card in.. And u press on "Account Balance"... And when the screen shows up... There's two kinds of reaction...

Reaction A :- Put in the card, enter ur PIN Number, hit the 'Account Balance' key.. And it comes out the remainder of what u have on ur previous pay... (E.g. $2.95).. And ur face changes from a hopeful face to a down sad face.. And realised that ur pay is not in especially when u really need it to take a cab home that night..

Reaction B :- Repeat the steps above till the Account Balance part.. The screen shows $392.95.. And u'll be like.. "ALLRIGHTY THEN!" And there u go drawin' out ur cash.. buyin' smokes and what not.. Take cab to town, meet up ur friends.. buy this.. and buy that.. yada yada.. All happy and joyous!...

So that was my LAME theory on the Pay Day Anticipation...

.:: B-DAY SURPRISE ::.

Got two surprise on my birthday.. The first one when I was at work.. My phone rang.. And guess what? pluGGy called up! And it was a major surprise.. i mean, WHERE HAVE U BEEN GIRL?!?! And suddenly there she was.. talkin' to me.. just like old times.. but now a days, it's different, I mean, the feeling's all different.. Back then it was like.. "Oh man, dude, pluggy called me up..." And i'll be like all happy and havin' this tingly feelin' in my stomache.. but now it's simply a normal call.. Somewhat like.."oh.. it's pluggy.. hey girl, where have u been?" that kinda shit... Now it's more like a friend friend kinda feeling.. We had something together before but that's a memory for keeps.. So yeah, she called me up.. askin' me how I'm doin' and all and well, she called me up to say Happy Birthday.. She remembered! Cool.. And yeah, I'm glad that she's workin' now, rathar than she sits at home doin' nuts.. She's workin' at some.. I don't know.. company.. i forgot what she was workin' as.. damn.. pluGGy-O... I wanna say thanks buddy! Love ya always aight?

The second surprise was when I fetched my girl home.. dropped by her workplace.. and well, it was as normal.. they were doin closin' and all.. and it was normal.. They finished cleanin' up.. and changin'.. and stuff.. The next thing I new.. A birthday cake came out...And they were singing the birthday song loud.. heh.. It was a nice Chocolate Cake.. With some rice biscuits in between the layers.. and some Chocolate Cream..i was touched.. Thanks to my baby.. it was her idea.. I never got a surprised birthday cake before.. it's been a while... Thank u baby and thanks to the Delifrance crew... I love u peeps!

.:: NYP ::.

NYP... Nanyang Polytechnic... yeap, No Direction will be havin' a show there tomorrow.. Alongside with some bands.. Awesome bands.. well, ain't much on this topic.. so yeah.. just to update u guys..

Aight, that's it for now.. Cheers to all!

.:: DEAD SUNDAY ::.

It's a Sunday and I ain't feelin' good. Always had been this way ever since. First of all it's because of the stupid NS thing... Every god damned Sunday, I have to think about bookin' back into camp and trust me, that ain't something u wanna think about on Sundays. For those of u who is going through or had been through this crap... U know what I'm talkin' about.. It's like, u have no free mind in ur thoughts... And what's worst, havin' the stupi Battallion Exercise that's comin' up next week. I can't have a free of mind...

.:: DEPRESSING HOME ::.

Do u guys ever notice on how I'm always out on weekends... It's either I'm with my sweetheart or I'm with the boys, out there.. hangin' out, slackin' away or jammin'.. or gigs.. or whatever.. just to be away from home... Now a days, I never want to go back home.. Cuz everytime I get closer to my doorstep.. I always have this feelin... One depressin' feeling... Some of u may know how my home is like and some of u, well.. just know me as me.. not my background and all.. For the No Direction boys, they should know what I'm referring to. It's like, if any chances I have.. I don't wanna be at home. past few months, or the past year... I only get back home to either use the internet, get my stuff, wash my clothes, play games or simply.. just to change my clothes after comin' home from camp. It's no longer about bonding with the family... Why? i don't feel the bond anymore... and yeah, I agree that they say that whatever it is, they're still ur family... i don't know... Maybe it's because of my in-camps experience, that's why I don't feel the bond anymore. I'm always in camp and always out on weekends.. cuz being in camp is always mundane and lame... I don't really bother to talk to anyone in my family cuz I know, whatever I say, it's as if I'm always wrong and stuff... So, I come to the conclusion that there is no point in voicing out my opinion or suggestion in making the home better cuz it's pointless... It's someone else's fault that this place became like this and I get the fuckin' blame... No matter how much we tried, it's still the same... Years after years.... after years.. And for those of u who came by my place durin' the Raya season... Well, what u see.. is just a li'l bit of the "wayang" act. Nice home, happy family.. well.. that's BULL.... I can't be bothered with home anymore.. Whatever it is, I'm on the "WHATEVER" mood.. like how those girls always say it.. Anything goes.. Nag nag nag.. goes in the right ear..comes out the left... So fuck this shit... As long I'm in NS, I'm takin' advantage of my stay-in situation to run away from home.. Somehow, I rather stay in camp than home... Or B's place.. or Hallie's or just simply.. hang out in the streets....Alone or with anyone.. Home, is not that sweet as how it used to be... No longer a heavenly place where u can just come back home and chill and just relax ur mind off things...

.:: FOUR TONE STUDIOS ::.

Checked out the new studio with the boys yesterday down at Boat Quey area... It's awesome... Comfy, nice atmosphere... And there's even a chillout corner where u can chill and play X-Box... Cool ey? The studio itself.. it's big.. Big enough to hold about 20 or 30 people for an unplug session... Two Laney stack amps.. and one other well known brand amp which I couldn't remember the name... The drum sound was good, nicely tuned toms, two crash, one ride, one splash and one china crash... Don't have guitars to jam with? Not to worry... They have a washburn bass, guitar andan Ibanez guitar... at the corner of the room, there's even a three-person couch for those bands who have friends taggin' along to their session...Currently, they're havin' a promotional price of 18 bucks for 2 hours but the promotion ends this month (July)... It's 24 hours everyday except on friday whereby it closes at 12pm - 3pm... If I'm not wrong that is...Overall rating: 8/10

.:: SCREENED BY A LADY COP ::.

As me and the boys were walkin' along the road, headin' down to Coffee Bean in Boat Quey, we got screened by a female cop... Well, I wouldn't blame her cuz all of us were wearin' black shirts, except for Shadi (Sammy's brother) and there were about 10 of us waslking... So who wouldn't look at us suspiciously? While being screened, I saw B talkin' to the lady cop... And I was like.."Whoa, B's makin' a move or somethin'"? And guess what, he didn't, he happened to know her.. now really know but somehow seen her around... She was in the same GOH contingent for last year's NDP... Bernard was the GOH for Air Force and she was the GOH for the Police Force.. So somehow, they've met.. And one thing that all of us agreed on... She's one hot lady cop! She was kinda cool... She was tellin' us that we shouldn't have come by Boat Quey and how she said.." This is a fucked up place, u guys shouldn't have come here...Fucked up people hanging around..." heh.. It's either she's givin' an advice to us or simply she had bad experience there... But whatever it is, it was cool.. So she screened us and bla bla bla.. and after everything was cleared.. she let us off...

.:: B-Boy B ::.

Nah, it ain't B-Boy as in those breakers or that sorta stuff.. B-Boy as in, Birthday Boy B... Tomorrow's my homeboy's birthday... Happy 22nd Birthday B! Cheers to ya aight? hehe.. Growin' old ey? Soon it'll be my turn...

.:: WORDS FROM THE PAST ::.

Surprisingly, I got a message from pLuGGy and Surya! Ain't that cool?! People from the past are comin' back! Chatted about how's life with pluggy on how she is and why the disappearance.. and stuff like that.. And well, she changed somehow.. All grown up I guess.. The thing that shocked me when I asked her whether if she wants to hang out with us one day... She replied in her text," Nah, I don't think I'll be hangin' out anymore, I find it a waste of my time now...." That really shocked me.. The girl that was a total bummer is now sayin' that.. And she doesn't go to gigs no more... All those years where we hung out at places, coffee shops, fast food joints from early noon to night fall.. and at gigs.. said that... I was like.. WHOA~~ Well, she changed just like how she say she changed... Saw her pic in myspace.. or was it friendster.. She changed.. she knows how to look pretty now.. My guess is that she have found her feminine side... As for Surya, well, the same old whacky gal I knew years back... finishin' school soon and she's workin' in Topshop.. hehe.. What a place to be... Town, the place that's like a cycle.. Everyday is like a repetition... Well, nice to hear from the old skool peeps.. There's many others that I missed.. Especially the old #ska chatters... The pioneers of that chat room.. Miss them lots!...

.:: OFFHEIDESEN ::.

If ur wonderin' what that means... that means goodbye in German, Well, I guess it's time for me to go... Cheers to all, and keep on readin' my blog... Thanks.. Good bye...

.:: BACK AGAIN ::.

Ola to all! It's been a while since I've last blogged ey?! The previous poem that I wrote spontaniously was somethin' that was suppose to happen but it didn't and I'm glad that it didn't. Some of you may read it and though otherwise but guys, nothin's happenin', we're back with even more energy and same line up. To the boys of No Direction, I love you guys and thanks for believing in me. Also, to the No Direction family for being there at our shows and supporting us and also to ND's followers. Big thanks to all. And not forgotting the critics and "haters" of our band, I know that some of you who falls under this category is readin' this, well, thanks cuz your words and critisicm had help us to improve in our songs and style of play. Who says that it's fair in the music industry, there bound to be haters and lovers. So it's like a give and take kinda thing. Those bands who thinks that everybody likes them and there's no haters, well, BULLOCKS TO YOU... Because in reality, there's no such thing.

.:: MAD WORLD OUT THERE ::.

Enough of the bands and scene stuff, back to life. Many things had happened since I've last blogged. Killings, Bombings, Torture, whatever it is, you name it. Those that you thought might not happen, is happenin' right now. The foreign worker who got chopped up by a sick 50 year old guy, not, that IS sick. Bombings in London... What's next? Haven't the world have enough violence already? Selfish leaders, stupid narrow minded rebels... It's all fucked up!!

.:: ALERT RED ::.

Back here in Singapore, everythin' seems to be fine... Except that right now, I'm on Alert Red standby, meanin', if there's any bad thing to happen, my battalion would be activated to go and defend or somethin' like that. i just can't wait to ORD and fuck off from this stupid place cuz I'm beginnin' to hate this place, very much!

.:: THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL ::.

i'm havin' a wonderful life with Hallie in my heart. She's my other half that completes me. Without realising, we'v ebeen together for 7 months and that's awesome. i'm growin' really attached with her. Gotta tell ya, i'm gettin' really close with her family too!. It's as if I'm already a part of them. if ur readin' this, I LOVE YOU BABY!!

.:: WHAT'S NEXT? ::.

4 or 5 months and I'm out of this stupid camp and back to my civillian life. Ain't sure of what I'll do but I'll figure somethin' out...

.:: REMEMBERING THE PAST ::.

Somebody who I treasured so much is slowly disappearing... For many years that I've been writin' about her and m y guess that you guys should know who she is. That's right, pLuGGy... She got a new life... New guy, new friends... Somehow it seems that she's forgotten about us.. The girl that I once shared my life with. The girl that I grew up with is now just a name and a distant memory...