Today...So far...had been...ONE HELL OF A FUCKED UP DAY! I shouldn't have gone to the gig... But I see it for Nurul so I went. It was fuckin' borin'. Mainly of the bands are ska bands.. Socks ain't it?! I mean, ska? Fuckin' ska! I mean, ska is okay, but when it becomes too much.. it turns sour! Fucked up! And the crowd... It was there, yeah, it was like.. a lot.. but u know what.. it was empty.. it terms of energy.. For me, it was dead.. When a fuckin' ska band plays, everybody goes up to the front.. even when they're outside the fuckin' gate.. most real, even from the fuckin' coffee shop, they ran back to the garden.. Why? Cuz a ska band is playin' and they do not want to miss the skankin' fun. Rudies, in all colours, black.. and even in full white suit.. They look rich.. try askin' them.. "How much u got?" most probably u got a lame fuckin' reply like.."3 bucks plus". or maybe less.. well the richer ones would have maybe around 10? They look "rich".. With all the suits and all, but what they drink? A packet drink that cost a few cents. Okay, most probably some of u who's readin' this shit might say, "Come on, it's their choice on how they want to dress up..." Yeah by all means dress fuckin' up! U guys go to gigs just to skank and do a fuckin' fashion parade?! Kids of all ages.. youngest maybe...12? or 13? Influence by others.. I mean, what the fuck?! It was draggy.. today was so fuckin' draggy! Never had a fucked up day like this before! And most real, the last band, I felt bad for them. If that was my band, I'm sure to feel really fucked up. Where have all the crowd gone to? Rancour was second last and after that, almost everybody left! THe last band, only a handful of crowd stayed behind. And they were awesome! Good vocals, good bass slapping and the guitars with effects and tight drummin... too bad.. the "commercialised and sellout" crowd left... Oh wait, maybe they're too fuckin' young to stay out that late...Whatever it is, this L2R is not by far..the best.. L2R 1 and L2R 3 was awesome...

That was part of the fucked upness... To end off my day... Saw people that I wished I wouldn't see.. okay, maybe it's not people.. more like...this one guy. Before I went to the gig, I should have followed my heart... I see this comin' and it sucks when it happened.. I don't wanna talk much about it, just to touch the surface of things... This someone who I was okay with and who I could at least talk... I can no longer talk to him.. i don't know why... secondly, I felt fucked up or like as if being used or somethin'.. U know, back then I wrote somethin' about "PLaster-Of-Boredom"... somethin' like that.. Right now, at this fuckin' minute... I have one hell of a confused feeling... It's all mixed up, just like "rojak"... Sadness, anger, frustration, emptiness, loneliness, wishful... I don't know.. What's happenin' to me?! Will someone, approach me and fuckin' tell me what?! Past few weeks I've been feelin' dead.. really dead.. it's as if my fun side no longer exist. I can't make jokes no more, or maybe I can but others might find it lame..It's like I'm more like pretendin' to laugh these days... I feel dead... The energy inside of me is so fuckin' dead... Felt like as if I'm sick of everythin' and I just want to end it all. Everythin'... and start anew... Are these signs of growin' out of ur teenage days? Mellow down? Like what Fattah did? Look at him, he no longer hangs out with us, or sms or call.. I guess he settled and mellow down from he's active teenage life... As we malay would say..."Dia dah bawak diri ah..." it's like, he's in his own world... Bargh! I don't know... Fuck it! i'm feelin' F-ed-UP!

Anyways, 1st day chalet pics are up.. my display pics will stay the same for some time, maybe next week will be new pics? I'm just lazy to edit for now. Pic of the week, it will still be, the chalet pile up pic...

Allright, happy fuckin' day all! Enjoy ur fuckin' time! Hope everythin' will be fuckin' fine... Cheers! And have a good fuckin' day!

Fuckingly Yours,
HaZe_OnE

It's a fuckin' borin' Sunday again.. There's a gig today and I'm goin...Supposedly to be there by 2..but I ain't moved my butt yet.. Hahaha... I'm half hearted to go... I don't know why..maybe of some personal reasons...I shall try to avoid today..

Free entry, thanks to nuwul dear...I'm on the guest list... Should I go or should I stay? hmm.. Fuck it, I'm goin'... Ain't much to do now, just to get ready and to fuck off from here. I'm feelin' so uneasy!! I don't know why.. The same old fuckin' feelin' that keeps on repeatin... ARGH! Fuck it, it's a fuckin' sunday, I should go out there and enjoy.. I think it's a ska fest today...AH! Rudeboy-ing around!

I'm outta here.. I'm fillin' in later...

Here's the poem I wrote when I was sittin' in my lecture durin' my theory lessons in driving... It's halfway done...

If I have to go far away
From your heart where I'd normally stay
Would you still be there?
To let me know that you care?

I love you dearly with all my heart
From my p|uGGy I cannot part
The bond we have are all so true
To break your heart I can never do

Okay, so this is where I'm stuck at... Shit, I shouldn't expose it now but what the heck.. I'll be back with the ending... (I hope)... So yeah.. Cheers to all!

Hey guys! Guess what? I'm at home! Cool ey? Hehehe. Today's my third day of drivin' around on the public road... Tampines,Bedok and Pasir Ris... Most real, past by Temasek Poly and I drive real slow there... Hehehe, u guys know what I mean. The "view" was awesome! Another good "view" Was at the traffic light of Tampines, around the AXN building... There I was, my Rover, waitin' patiently at the traffic light, suddenly, an SBS bus pulled up on my right. So it was nothin', I turned my head and GOD DAMN!!! WHAT A WHAMMAX!! There she was sittin' there, lookin' out, of course, she wasn't lookin' at me but hell, I was lookin' at her. She was gorgeous. She doesn't look like a minah (Which I'm glad she wasn't).. Just an ordinary Plain Jane... Whatever is, I drove wreklessly.. Hehehe.. Well, don't blame me! Singapore road users can be fuck ups at times, especially some of the cabbies... They drove like they own the fuckin' road!

Cut in my lane any-o-how just to get their passenger up ahead... And big lorries drivin' above the speed they should and cuttin' into my lane. It was insane but fuck it, being a good defensive military driver, I keep my cool and so did my instructor. He's cool, never ever had he raised his voice on any of my guys... Detail 6 Driver 5... That's me... 5 guys in one group... I'll be havin' my night drivin' tomorrow... so yeah, I'm expecting more view..ehem..I mean.."view"... Hey, it's night time, it's that time of the day where beautiful beings of god appears...HAHAHA... okay whatever it is, I'm going to get back to my picture edittin'...crackin' up my brain on what to edit next... Too many pics.. hehe...

Anyways, I just remembered somethin'... The other time at the chalet, I saw this girl, say...about 14 or 16.. somewhere there... She was dressin' up like a so-called.."punk rocker"... along with her friends.. And me and the guys cracked up when we read what the shirt she was wearing said...U know what it says?....

"Punks Not Die" <-- I mean... talkin' about bad english, this is bad... Super mega extremely...BAD! Punks not die!! Now that made our minds think..."This shirt,is either from Malaysia or Indonesia..." Punks Not Die! What the hell were they thinking.. And this poor girl thinkin' that it's some kind of a cool "PUNK" shirt.. is being a victim of a bad Grammatical Error of English... SOCKS! We had a good laugh over that shirt and we somehow teased her... Hehehe.. It was mad...

Okay, that's it... I'll be typing in on my next entry with a half written poem...Cheers for now!

Okay, most real, I've just editted new pics on my display...

Marcos Brothers: The famous archapello group from Mexico. Currently they're here in Singapore to do some illegal buskin' in the streets to get money for them to get back home to mexico. Reason, they got robbed...

Have You Seen Them: Two brothers were found missing, buy the Mad Dailys to know more about the story..

Pic Of The Week: This week, we're havin' a mad pic, showing the bunch of us piling up... It was insane! The chalet, was awesome!

I got another one, a beautiful poem by Henry Scott Holland...

"Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before. How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!"

Aight, right now, I have this new segment, called the Poem segment! Where I would read up from a book and tranfser it to my blog just to share it with u guys. Anyways, this first poem, goes out to someone, that someone who had always been there in my mind... Some of u guys might know who.. or rather, SHOULD know who...

When I must leave you for a little while
Please do not grieve and shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you through the years
But start out bravely with a gallant smile;
And for my sake and in my name
Live on and do all things the same.
Feed not your loneliness on empty days,
But fill each waking hour in useful ways,
Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer
And I in turn will comfort you and hold you near.

That was written by some annonymous guy...

Hey Ho! It's been much of a fucked up day today... First Chapter's jammin's cancelled...God knows why and most real, I feel that it should just close down! Cuz it's like no one's serious about FC no more besides Fir... Fir's the only fuel that still wants to play. But fuck, if they ain't puttin' much effort...Fuck it, just shut down the band. All efforts from the original Learnin' Tunes lined up, all down the drain. So far, the original First Chapter was still the best line up.

Feelin' Lal about many things these days, just now, had a fucked up mornin' cuz of my grandma who accused me of somethin'. It's weird ey? When u wanna do good things ur always mistaken for doing bad things. Reason, cuz u've been doing bad things too much that even others wouldn't believe it when u say u wanna do somethin' good. So yeah, somesort like that. Fuck it! Woke up to a bad note and B got one hell of a screamin' from me. I was fuckin' shoutin' all over the place, to my mom, my grandma.. and even to my dad. Fuck ain't it? It ain't a normal shout, it's one of those that sounded like a scream from a band and it's going at louder frequency...I think the whole of next block could hear me. It was unintentional... Fuck it, I was pissed, who cares...all that matters that I let it out by fuckin' shout.

Yesterday was kinda fun.. went out with Surya to watch a movie, "Around The World In 80 Days" starrin' Jackie Chan and many other cast. It was Star Studded! It was whacked! Funny and all. Had fun with her, a simple movie date and we ate ice cream and then we went home... Hahaha.. It was insane, normal mornin' routine (going to Kaki Bukit to my course) and in the afternoon, head out to Tamp to fetch Surya and then head off to town to watch the movie and then head back to Tamps to send surya home and then met Fad there, then head back to Town to meet up with Mon,Tweet,Min,Haniff,Aisha... After that, head back to tamp to meet up with the bunch...Zany!

Anyways, the chalet was a fuckin' success! Although it was sorta last minute but it all worked out!~ Invited a lot of people but didn't expect most of them to turn up! It was awesome! Fuckin' fun! Big crowd in a small crowded room.. Had fun playin' games and all... To those who didn't come, it's okay but one thing, u guys missed all the mad fun! To those who came, I wanna say thanks for making it a happenin' one... And to those who contribute food or any other stuff (ETC Playstation,Radio,Snacks...) I wanna say big thanks to u guys! Without u, it wouldn't ignite... I might be planning to organise another chalet end of year...let's see how ey? CHeers to all! PILE UP!!! And yeah, to the band "Secret Windows"... Thanks for performing at our chalet, u guys rock on Friday night!!!

Whoa, so the many Tags! Madness! Insane! Hahaha, most real, drove my first vehicle for the past few days...but that's only a simulator. Insane part about it, The first few tries, I was okay... but when I was drivin' in the Ang Mo Kio map, I hit a pedestrian! If it was real, I'd be in deep shit! Well, can't blame me, he dashed out of the street from a cab! There was a few tries whereby I drove up the curb...hehe..it was fun! Insanely fun! I'll be drivin' the real thing next week, Monday.

The chalet's goin' on right now and yesterday, being the first night, was already mad enough!! Roughly about 15 of us in that one room! All snuggling up and sharin' spaces playin' Sammy's PS2! It was mad, the whole lot of us just sit in that room, lights all turned off and curtains drawned...and we played...Fatal Frame.. It was scary funny madness experience! The game itself is already fuckin' spooky and Inn was makin' noises at first but not until he was taken by surprise by the ghost in the game. we all freaked out! Especially the girls, we were screamin' and freakin' out and Khus was on control. Poor guy, he was stressed out by us I guess... What do ya expect? I know it's a game but with dimmed lighting effects of the game and freaky camera angles plus the freakin' sounds and music...It does make ur hair stands! What's worse? When the ghost appears right in front of ya or let's say when ur on the second floor and the camera angle was like half top floor and half facin' ground floor... The character Khus was controlling, walked upstairs and suddenly the ghost just appear and walks past below and disappears.. It was kinda freakin! We shouted and we screamed and it was like fuckin' 2 in the mornin'! Hahaha... Loads of fun!

Today's the second day, which is the food day for the chalet, we ain't got much food and my mom don't wanna cook for me! Shit! We're so lackin' in food... Nik's bringin' Chicken and bee hoon.. hope that's enough! Min bought hotdogs, tweet and mon bought snacks,instant noodles, that kinda thing. I really hope it's enough. To those who contributed, be it food or playstation or guitar or radio or any other things that we use for our entertainment and hunger needs in chalet.. I wanna say thanks! Without u guys, it wouldn't happen. Aight, gotta go get ready to met up with Fad to get back to the chalet...

Cheers to all!

P.S. I'll reply ur tags later when I'm free...CHEERS!

Hoa! It's like 6 plus in the mornin' already and I ain't sleepin'.. God damn, goin' to camp in a while.. Fuck it, I'm gonna shagged myself out today. I won't be updatin' on what's been happenin' but just to inform u guys... New pics are up... Well, they're not really new but they're new in my blog, so yeah, they're new pics. Anyways, to those who's going to the chalet and u think u wanna contribute in the food department, do inform me through taggin' or SMSing me..aight? Please, need u guys man... I'm afraid that there might not be enough food. Anyways, do take care, I'll come in and write new entries when I have the chance...aight? Cheers!

It's that time again! Mass replies!!! MASS REPLIES!! Come on everybody! Sing along!! MASS REPLIES!! Hahahahaha!! Yeah!! Barney is gay!! Fuckin' purple shit head! And kids got influenced by his evilness! He's evil under that stupid purple suit... Anyways...here are my replies!

scrub:- I wanna post up those pics.. trust me, there's like, loads of pics to upload but I don't know why I can't upload to shutterfly. And hey, recommend me with any sites that offers free hosting for pics or files.. so that I can post up my pics... I'll see what I can do about it scrub...

zeezee:- Hey girl! Thanks for informin' me about ur link.. I'll update when I have time but right now I'm in the mood to just update my entries...

nurl:- Saturday was awesome!!yes I agree with ya! Thanks for the info girl! Hope to see u and hang out with u more! Hehe...CHEERS!

alif:- hehehe.. smiggle was awesome at Starbucks right? Coolness!

Huergh!! Madness...Today is a monday..oops I mean..Tuesday..just went into Tuesday and I just realised that. Listenin' to Bob Marley right now...hehehe...Feelin' reggae-ish this morning. Madness... Hey guess what? wednesday's a holiday!! YEAH!! Vesak Day! So most real, get to rest for one day from this stupid army life... Only one day? Yes..only one day.. Fuckin' hell. BUt most real, there's a break..Hahaha..okay I conclue that for the past for words that I typed out..are all lame...Crappy..and has no meanin' whatsoever at all.

When i got home from camp just now, I head out to meet up with B,Tweet & Mon at Parkway... Did nothin' much... Just sat down there and chat crappy stuff as usual...Gig's comin' up, play's comin' up and the chalet's comin' up! Oh my god, got loads of things to think about. Pay's comin' up in say....9 days time.. or was it 8...hmm...it felt so long! Dry on cash.. Madness! Damn, I'm kinda groggy... Or should I say, as what we always say back then (when this word was in season).. I'm feelin'.. DODGY... hehehe.

Here I am, sittin' on my favourite computer chair...okay, maybe not favourite..it's the only chair I've got...with my boxers on..only my boxers and my flabby, full of fats belly.. and my specs... sittin' here, with an empty mug with coffee stain on and another mug with lemon juice in it... lookin' at this screen.. this very screen that I'm lookin' as I'm typin' out the words that ur readin' right now.. Boredom, this...is a result.. of boredom... Blankness + Boredom = Insanity... okay, whatever...I'm lookin' forward for saturday..

Oooh!! I saw my tagboard full of tags! It's mass reply time!!!

Mass reply...mass reply~~ MASS REPLIES!! It's time for mass replies!! AH!!~~~ (Musical theme)...Whatever..hahaha!

inn: Apa bedek bedek? SHAAH!~~~(Do the cut throat action)

zad: Baik ah zad! Comin' down to the chalet! WOO HOO!

ra-fieex: Ah madness! Ur birthday! Shit, can't afford a cake but bro, u can come down to enjoy the fun man! Do come down ya? Please please, come down, just have fun with us and we take it as ur birthday!

alif: yaw! What up yaw! Hahaha.. most real, I've changed ur link already.. so now my link with ur name on it, has changed to ur new one (Apa yang aku mengaruts?) TENGTAI FOREVER!!

ti[mon]: most real ah mon, sorry girl, aku tak leh pass kau, tapi takpe... Aku try ah... pass aku CD ah, aku copy kan kau...

shikin: SHIKIN! *smiles*

shammie: Turun lah, please... we enjoy ramai ramai... can? Hehehe.. Do come aight? If u can come...

sofyn: ye lah.. apa apa ah.. most real, sekarang dah evanescence.. Ye lah, Dzafir aje kat dalam tu poster, yang lain semua invinsible...

jeebROONS: Hey bro! Thanks for taggin'! see u around!

MiZZ-D: Hey girl! Hehehe, stress eh? Biasa lah tu, exams, apa nak buat? Must study loh! Remember, study smart and not hard!

beckham: Baik ah Haniff!! HAhaha, Bergness rules! most real, rindu aku MOHAA ngan kauorang... TENGTAI!! Hahaha.. lain kali ah eh.. after 10th ah... Eh Hanif, turun chalet aku ah on the 12th June... East coast.. apa apa kau tanya tweet.. ur invited!

Ah madness! It's Monday already?! Fuck! I just got back from a very mad two days event...hmm...hahaha..Can say that out of this two days... I spent 95% of my time, outside... Loads of activities goin' on... But before that..just wanted to tell u guys about what heppened in camp...

Durin' my course... there was this guy from another group (we're studyin' the parts of the vehicles, so yeah, we're in groups)... There was this guy, I don't even know how the fuck this shit happen. His finger was danglin'... Heard news that he was tryin' to climb down the tonner of something... and somehow, the ladder at the back hit his finger... and if u look at ur finger right now, there's three parts joined up right? I mean, there's three lines in all... The last line which is the one near the edge... that's the part where the piece of the finger was dangling... by the skin... it was mad! I wished I saw that sight but damn, too bad that I'm in the other group, if not, it would be awesome! He was rushed down to the hospital to do some stitchin' or somethin'... Awesome ain't it?

Okay, before I tell my activities about my past two days... I'M GROWING FAT AGAIN!! Fuck sia, this what happen when u slack after BMT... Fuckin' hell.. 16kg lost and now I think it's gainin' back. I can see fats growin' back under my chin and most real.. my tummy, it's slowly blowin' back up! ARGH! Madness.. I'm lazy, that's one thing's for sure and I told myself before.."Damn, after BMT, I'm going to maintain my weight..." MAINTAIN MY WEIGHT... My MALAY ASS!! Fuckin' hell.. So guys, if u saw me back then, wow! Ur lucky.. that was the only time u saw me so called slimmed down... So for those who wondered how I looked like if I was a li'l slimmer, u got the chance if u saw me back then. But now, I'm back to how I was. Hahah... Insanity to the maximus!

Saturday, what did I do on saturday? Hmm.. booked out from camp, head home... And then...ermm...where did I go? Oh yeah, head down to bugis to meet up with the bunch.. and this time, it was a mad bunch! It was big! Too many people to list out! But I'll do it anyways.. Here's the list...B,Dzafir,Tweet,Fad,IK,Nik,Inn,Aliff,Azri,Hafiz,Raymond(and his friends),Nick,Yi lin,Mon,Sya,Min,Aishah,Nurl.. It was an awesome crowd! It was fun! Smoked Sheesha in Arab Street. Funny thing was, Bernard got high cuz he was smokin' sheesha and it was funny just to see his face and reaction. Then the guys were havin' this bet to eat up the remainders of the coffee powder (u know, those powders that's left behind after u drink the whole cup of coffee? That's the one).. It was whacked! And then Inn was pretendin' to be this head of a Hong Kong Triad... If u guys readin' this and u don't get it? Well, u just have to be there to know what it's like, it was fuckin' whacked! After Sheesha, head back to B's place along with Fad and IK (The usual crashers of B's place) while B send Sya back home. So yeah, got back to B's place, played with B's new BOSS family pedal (U know, the one where there's many effects in one pedal).. It was cool! It has loads of cool sounds to play with... Too bad that it ain't mine. Watched "28 Days Later".. Fad knocked out first followed by IK and then me and then B... Talked crap with Fad till we both fell asleep... Madness..

Woke up yesterday, (Sunday).. around 10 plus comin' to 11... Head down to Serangoon to jam with my Bunkmate and his friends.. After that, head down to my place to shower and change (come on, it's like I never came back home one whole day and night the day before, of course I need to shower and change)... After my shower and everythin' that's needed to do, I head down to City Hall. Suppose to meet up with p|uGGy cuz I wanted to talk somethin' out with her but well, it was rainin' and I delayed, she got tired of waitin' I guess, plus the weather was makin' a lot of people feelin' sleepy. I was about to leave when she called me up to say that she ain't meetin' me cuz she's headin' out with Din to Borders to buy book for Azri. So yeah, we didn't meet up. Damn, I miss that girl somehow... For some mad reasons, I missed her badly... MIss those mad times where we just hang out and talk shit and do stupid silly things just to laugh... MADNESS GALORE! Anyways, hanged out in Starbucks Raffles City for a while before headin' out to "The Garage" To jam.. It was awesome, for some reason, the guy gave us the big room and seriously guys... that big room, was fuckin' awesome! It was so huge that u can even do a small mini gig in there... With Fad's madness, he was singin' and doin' mad actions that made us all laugh somehow...After jammin', we hung out at S-11 (substation Garden side)... And as usual, I ate Fishball Noodle... FUCK! I'm gettin' fat again! Damn it! Aight guys, i still have fuckin' laundries to do... And I need to wear those tomorrow, I'm fucked!

So that's it guys, I'm outta here, sorry for the long entry but I just feel that I need to type out a long one. I'll do a mass reply in a while...

CHEERS!

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Can u believe this? Madness ain't it? Kinda true! Heheeh! This is total madness! Try it guys... it might be true!

Oh yeah! Just remember! I have to replies to readers who reads my blog. THANKS ALL!!! Here's my mass reply (MASS REPLY!! MASS REPLY!! HERE COMES THE MASS REPLY!!!) <-- Okay, this is some kind of so called...Segment music... So it goes somethin' like...Mass reply.. mass reply..here comes the mass reply...hmm...it's lame..but it's still music...Anyways,here are my replies!

P|uGGy:- Ajak Miss_D hangout? Can can, whenever all of us are free ah. Most real, Miss hangin' out with u eh! Really ah, the madness... We're losin' the vibe pluggy! Need to keep those madness up and running! HUERGH!

zad:- Hoi! It's Yana Bubble..not Liana...Pandai pandai aje kau!

alif:- No Direction... Yeap!!

DaNeIsHa:- Equation? Girl, what equation? Hehehe...

Fir:- Exams are a boredom to ur heart? Dude... Exams are like the boredom of everyone who had been through school life!

Alif:- Yeah bro, sorry man, no more Downside Emotions, I know that's like ur favourite bro... Maybe one day, we'll play all those old songs again ey? Heheh.

shammie:- Yeah!! Rockin' week! Heeheheh, Girl, come down to my chalet aight? Bring ur guy along...

ti[mon]:- Ye lah, sorry girl, can't upload the pics and I don't know why... There's like loads of pics to upload sey! *sigh* Most real, see u around eh? CHeers!

zad...AGAIN~~~:- Dah lama giler siak tak jumpa kau.. Rindu pulak rasa aku, most real Zad, come down to the chalet man... Please come down...We're going to have loads of fun ey?

sweeet:- Update? I update already.. And u miss me? Hmm..I wonder who u are.. Missin' me? A mysterious person that I know not of... is missin' me... Sweet..hmm...Anyways, I miss u too (whoever u are)...So cheers!

DaNeIsHa:- Hey girl!! Thanks! Yeah, See that status...ATTACHED..heheh...insane ain't it? Damn.. I wanna have some "desert" now... Hehehe.. MADNESS!! HAHAHA!! CHEERS!

MIss D:- Hehehe, B's always curious my dear... Baby.. guess what?...*SMOOCH* Heheheh! Got ya!

PInKMakkaL:- Hey there! Nice blog? Are u serious that it's a nice blog? It's simple.. it ain't much... Just ur average guy next door's blog.. Anyways, be my friend? SURE THING! Hey, new friends are always welcomed as long as they want to come by my life... So yeah, nice to know ya, keep on taggin' my tagboard if u wanna be friends aight?

MiZZ-D:- All I can say is....SMOOCH...hehehe.. CHEERS TO YA BABY!!

Xoximus Maximus Optiprimusiticalinuximus! WoW! Whatever that means, I don't know, I just made that up. Okay, seriously, this is my second fuckin' time I'm typin' this same shit out. Can u believe this? I typed out one whole fuckin' long entry, and this piece of modern technology shit, just happily erased my entry. It was so god damn frustrating! Imagined this, u typed out.. A whole stretch of long sentences with words... Okay? Get it in ur head... And suddenly, u publish... it says error on page or somethin' like that... u refreshed... and...BAM! The whole shit dissappear! So guys, just to tell ya'all, this entry ain't original, not with the same feelin' as I type out as just now. I'll TRY to make it like how it was just now. Anyways, Can't upload the pics cuz shutterfly's bein' a bitch...okay, maybe it ain't shutterfly, maybe it's my explorer..or somethin', cuz it can't seem to upload the pics... FUCK! B, I'm sorry dude, I can't upload. To the rest of u who's lookin' forward to see the pics or wanting to download the pics (I know that some of u have been downloadin' the pics from my sites...what? No credits? SEDIH AH!) Hahahehehe... I'll try to upload the pics aight? I'm still lookin' for a new host to host my loads of pics. I still have loads to upload.

Hey! Guess what?! I'm fuckin' back again! Cool ey? Yeah, after some fuckin' long time! I'm back here, typin' out shit again! buahahaha! Madness Insanity x 100 = CRAP! My weekend last week, was okay, it was awesome it was an experience! I'll tell u later in a while. Currently I'm in my Rover lessons... if u guys are wonderin' what the fuck is a rover...it's a jeep...well, sort of a jeep. I learnt some parts of it... u know, like the alternator, the fan belt, the coolen system, the break system, the battery, the disc...the whatever u can think of on a army vehicle... I'm learnin' it. I'll be going through the tonner tomorrow... Wow! BIG Vehicle! Cool ey? hahaha.. whatever... Anyways, I stayed in on Monday and then today I went back home so that explains how I'm here.. Tomorrow, I'll be stayin' in till Saturday. Okay, surelaly u guys don't wanna know that (Don't think surelaly is a typo, I purposely did that).. Okay, back to my weekend. It's gonna be long but I hope it's interesting, so guys, just to warn u, if u don't like to read long written shits... Get out now.. if not, continue reading...

The day was cold, the weather was crazy, Mad Crossed Eye trevelled the sea...Okay.. that was crappy! hahaha, sounded like some stupid pirate movie right? Whatever BIgguy, that was fuckin' crappy. My weekend, it was an experience.. cuz I went out with Miss_D!! Yeah! That's right, Miss_D! I went to a musical, can u believe this? A MUSICAL!!! I went to a fuckin' musical! Well, it was interestin', I thought that I wouldn't like it or even pay attention to it cuz in my mind, musicals are boring. It's a malay musical and it's called "Bumiku, Hatiku"... In English, It means...My World, My Heart...or..ermm...somethin' like that. It was a play on life... Somethin' about life based on this group of kids and then the storyline followed they lifespan... How they grew up. And each individual have their story. To tell that story, it takes a view of Le General, who is so called... "GOD"... He's an actor from the Malay channel, Suria... And with Him, are a bunch of other characters which supposedly presents Feelings of a person... Anger, Love, Lust, Sadness and other craps like that. It has that comedy touch to the play... It was funny and sad and happy... Some of the actors were good and the show itself is good but some of the actors, they were just lackin' in somethin'... feelin' in the play... u know what I mean, they act but somehow didn't catch the hearts of the audience... But overall, it was good, u must be there to judge it urself if ur into plays or musicals. So yeah, that Saturday was an experience... The play ended around 11 and took the train with Miss_D but unfortunately, I didn't get to send her home cuz I was meetin' the other guys in Bugis. I have my reasons... Baby, if ur readin' this, I'm sorry... U know why I can't sent ya that day... The next time we meet up and when time permits, I'll send ya home... Okay dear? Love u, okay? And most real, my weekends are really precious... it's the only two days I have to enjoy the whole day cuz weekdays, it's like 8am to 5:30pm.. fucked up ain't it? And when i come home, it already be at night... So what's there to enjoy?

Allright, most real, to those of u who's wonderin' who is Miss_D...hehehe... Well, u guys will find out if u guys are headin' down to the chalet...

Oh yeah, the Chalet... It's a No-Occasion chalet... Meanin'... it ain't about birthday, or celebrations or anythin' like that. It's just a normal chill out chalet. There'll be food but I'm afraid that I might not have enough and that is why, I'm afraid of invitin' u guys who's readin' this.. Unless u know me... okay...ermm...maybe u guys can come down...but u have to bring ur own food? Or at least contribute some food? hmm...To those who's comin' and knows about the chalet, please please....try to contribute to the food department... try to supply a radio or somethin' cuz there ain't a radio...If any of u guys can bring ur PS 2... PLEASE DO! And if u wanna stay the night, carry on folks! It's all open up for! One more thing, to those who drinks... Please...PLEASE, bring ur own booze cuz there won't be any down there at the chalet. So whatever it is, plan up with those other drinkers on that sharing idea thingy to get a bottle of a heavy liquor and then u guys will drink when ur here and then after u guys drink, u will puke and when u puke u will soon come to realize how miserable and stupid u felt for buying that drink cuz by then u will come to reality that u could have use that load of money to buy a new playstation or maybe an X-Box or a guitar... or maybe a new shoe.. maybe spend it on somethin' worth while...or maybe, spend it on a date so that u will have a girlfriend in the future kinda thing or something! Okay, my point is, Booze, bring ur own!

Okay, for those who's curious on who is Miss_D...She'll be at the chalet.. if u see a girl hugging me and sittin' close to me... well.. Maybe that's her.. I said.. MAYBE... Cuz there might be other girls close to me or somethin'... u know..maybe u thought that's Miss_D but it's not... (Sorry baby, I'm exposin' ur identity, Love ya!)And to those who's not invited and yet u guys wanna come to the chalet... Hmm.. I'll tell the details for those who's officially invited.. I'll SMS u with the further details...

Here's the venue for those who don't know me but wanna go to this so called NO-OCCASION-"PARTY"-CHALET-THINGY.. Here's the info...

Venue: East Coast Costa Sands
Date: 11th - 13th of June 2004
Time: Whenever u wanna drop by...(If u wanna ton or stay the night, by all means, stay!)
Block: Can't tell u guys cuz I don't even know (To those invited, I'll SMS with details)

So yeah, do come down if u ain't shy and ur outgoing... U see my pic, if u come in here often, u would recognise me... so come down.. search the whole of Costa Sands...and if u see a guy like me outside BBQ-ing... then ur lucky, approach me... if I'm inside chillin' and u can't see.. TOO BAD! Oooh, that sounded as if I"m stuck up.. I'm sorry if I did.. hehehe...

So yeah, I think I've typed out too long, this time, I shall copy this entry or else I'll get another frustration and then U'll see no update of the blog... BLARGH!!

Cheers to all of u!

Madnessity! Just came back from Mon's Birthday Dinner Party... It was a small time thingy. Just a small group of us. It was mad fun. It was held at B's place... Got some pics taken.

Most real, tried uploadin' some pics but fuck! I can't upload on shutterfly, don't know what happened. Lost the upload programme or somethin' like that. Tried installin' it again and somehow, my window's bein' a bitch or somethin'. My guess is that, I can't upload any pics for this period.

Mon, Tweet, Brandon, Jessie, Min, Sya, B, IK, Inn and Hawa was there. Wow, it was nice to see Hawa, after a period of time. Same old mad girl.. They cooked a lot of stuff... u know.. Pasta (spaghetti), some fried rice, hotdogs, crab sticks, chicken...loads of it.. salad... It was awesome. Awesome food but too bad I was kinda full so I can't eat much. took some crappy pics and the whole load of us hanged out in B's room and watch a DVD (Austin Power Goldmember) and it was halfway cuz time doesn't let us. And with everybody havin' somethin' to do the next day... School, work and other stuff... Oh yeah, Fidah & D'Omar popped up for a while... Mon got sabo-ed... Hehehe, Chocolate cake right in da' face! It was insane. It was nice to hang out in a big bunch in one small room... Felt cosy...

Jess, Min & IK stayed behind to crash at B's. I wished I could join' 'em... If it wasn't for my stupid work... I would have joined them. Aight... most real, I'm feelin' kinda shagged up... gotta go and rest my eyes...Gotta report to Sembawang Camp tomorrow or should I say later... at 7:45am... Can u believe this? SEMBAWANG?!?! That's like a fuckin' distance for me!

To those who know about this... The chalet's going down this June... Details will be sent to ya through SMS...

Cheers to ya!

Another album of pics that I've just added in...

A Day Out With Miss_D:- Mitre Hotel pics, Karmilawati's Chalet/Broadrick Reunion, Aggro Photography.

Aight... This is a simple entry, got a couple of new pics comin' up... and more new pics comin' up. Well, my pictures ain't as good as Dewi Marie's or any other photographers but it's a watch. I mean, somethin' to kill ur time, lookin' at my lame pics. I'm gonna list out some description of the new pics below, I mean, at the listing... on the left... under pictures... yeah... here we go...

A Day Out With Surya:- Well, like what it says, a day out with Surya, well, not really the whole day, just the afternoon. After that, went jammin' with No Direction in BMC and hung out in town to shoot some pool. Crashed at B's Place and there's some night clouds shot... Awesome pics for the clouds! And some stupid facial expressions by me.

The Day I Stop Jammin' In BMC:- The day I stop jammin' there because of that stupid fuck who takes care of the place. Don't u guys agree? He's a fuckface! I don't think he even know what's music all about. 7 People in the room, he chase us out and asked for 2 bucks from any extra people in there. Can't even stand outside that window thingy to see the bands play? Can u believed that?! He asked us to watch the band from the security monitor? Yeah right, so small, what can I see and what the fuck can I hear?! In the first place, he shouldn't even make those stupid windows if none of us can watch the bands there. Anyways, this load of pictures was the day when First Chapter, Rika and 180 jammed. And also, BK slackin' session.