I'm a director now, folks... A director to some kind of a sick cheap thrill show on the net.. It's called "Dissers From Hell"... Nice "Hi"... Heh... i'm sick of the taggin' shit.. but I just let 'em run the show... Let taggers kill taggers.. Why should I fuckin' bother? Ngast...
Anyways, Friday went out okay, except that it went a li'l bit borin'... Head out to meet up with Surya and I was late (as always)... So we met up, hung out in Starbucks... Ik joined a li'l later.. Head out to Hereen's to shop for somethin' then soon after that head out to Far East cuz IK wants to eat.. So we did.. Along the way to Far East, B joined us. So yeah.. Walkin' to far east, Surya left.. So the three of us walked on. Hang out in Lido, B bought tickets to Resident Evil: Apocalypse.. only two tickets cuz IK's goin' somewhere else. So it's left with only me & B.. God damn! Fags! Hahaha... Anyways, Resident Evil was okay.. Some hot chicks kickin' the shit out of zombies.. and shit like that.. It was okay... Storyline wasn't a big "Hoo Ha!" but the action was good. Pretty much like that game itself... After the movie, hung out with Tweet & his classmates and well, nearly got beaten by some gangsters after I suggested a prank to Faliq... We did some Jackass shit in the middle of Orchard Road, a packed, Friday night, Orchard Road.. Alongside Wisma... I told him to throw a tantrum some sort when he walks near a person.. He did it the first time, he pulled it off, but the second time.. A guy approached us, and he was like sayin' in Malay..."Lu ingat kelakar apa lu kacau gua peh members? Lu mau main Omega apa?" translation "U think it's funny pulling off shit like that tu my friend? U wanna give Omega a try?" and at that point, we were like whoa.. Luckily Khai or Khus and me, we told the guy that Faliq had some sort of a Tantrum problem, he can't control his nerves when he gets shocked or stunned... So yeah, fortunately, the guy bought it, and he walks away.. It's either that, or he saw security talkin' to us (Because we were sittin' in the middle of the stairs going up to Wisma)... Phew! Close shave... but it sure was funny!
Anyways, there was a gig yesterday and I didn't know about it.. Not till Nik called me up askin' me to hang out.. So yeah, head out to Substation Garden.. and saw the last band played (I think it was Cassandra) and they fuckin' rock.. Heavy sound to the max... Well, met the guys there then soon after that we head out to Esplanade.. I need not say much, let the pictures do the explaining... So yeah, Saturday was...okay..i guess..Had fun.. The thing is, Zad was really happy and laughin' about the gift.. A small dancin' toy that Irma & Nik give to Inn for his belated birthday... Zad cracks up everytime he winds up the toy..and watch it dance... Cuz it's fuckin' cute.. A fuckin' cute toy which dances in a fuckin' cute way... Just see the pictures...
Aight, I'm outta here... Cheers to all!
Hamster
Radwimps - Me Me She
Friday, October 01, 2004
Ngast! After readin' my tagboard (again)... So many things had happened.. I mean.. New tags comin' in... Ginger, thanks for the advice but I ain't lookin' for sympathy it's just how I feel... ain't this a blogger? Isn't this the place where people type in their thoughts and sort of a journal? So there u go, I know many would say go on... Come on, lotsa people tell me that... I'm tryin' to but I don't know why I just can't... I pushed myself,tryin' hard to forget but girl, u don't know what's in my head and my feelings... To those who've been readin' my blog and thinks that I'm doin' this pluGGy thing on purpose... if only u guys can be me just for once and feel how it's like..only then u guys would understand why, I'm me... To those who don't favour me, or maybe hate me (Most probably, some of u guys DO hate me but just doesn't show it)... I'm sorry in any way if I make u guys look me in another way..I'm sorry if I've offended anyone in anyway, I'm sorry for being me... But that's just how it is.. I am, who I am, can't change that... If u feel that readin' my blog will make ur blood boil, by all means, stop comin' to blindedheart and if u link me up, un-link... To those who hate me...Just erase me off ur minds.. Take it as I don't exist...
Anyways, back to my entry... Ain't much been goin' on in camp... The stores are finally done and over with... Today's the store check.. But I ain't in camp, I got a one day off due to the AHM '04 thingy... So I claimed it today... which is a friday... Off on a Friday = Long Weekend... So there u have it... I'll be meetin' the guys today to hang out and stuff... B wants to catch a movie.. And I think it's Resident Evil... (Darn!)... Let's see how it goes.. Anyways, gotta go and pick someone up now (And it ain't B)... She's finishin' class around 12 plus... So yeah... I'll be fillin' in more entry tomorrow after I come back from B's... So... Cheers to all!
Anyways, back to my entry... Ain't much been goin' on in camp... The stores are finally done and over with... Today's the store check.. But I ain't in camp, I got a one day off due to the AHM '04 thingy... So I claimed it today... which is a friday... Off on a Friday = Long Weekend... So there u have it... I'll be meetin' the guys today to hang out and stuff... B wants to catch a movie.. And I think it's Resident Evil... (Darn!)... Let's see how it goes.. Anyways, gotta go and pick someone up now (And it ain't B)... She's finishin' class around 12 plus... So yeah... I'll be fillin' in more entry tomorrow after I come back from B's... So... Cheers to all!
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004,
10:46pm - Holy shit! You guys wouldn't believe the dream I had yesterday... It was super weird. That must have been the best sleep I ever had. To those who remembers or know Melanie...Melanie Yandina Pohl, the German/Indon mix chick from my school (SHATEC) and who was my classmate... Yes, that hot, caucasian whammax with that firm ass... The gal that went back home to Germany already.. I dreamt of her, again... Second time and it's the same dream I had, maybe a year ago. The exact same dream, somewhat like I put in a VCD and play it or somethin'... Same faces, same place, same names, same situation but with a slight twist in the storyline... In that dream, we had somethin' goin' on... We were datin'... The boys from my band was there too... It was whacked! Twice, same exact dream... Coincidence? Or was my dream tryin' to show some kind of a sign? If I happen to dream about it again, I'll freaked out! Sheesh!!
pluGGy called me and she has a job now, I'm happy that she got another job since that last incident, I'm sure she'll be happy... She love that kinda job. Congratulations pluGGy!
A few minutes after talkin' to pluGGy, Surya called me up and boy, I sure miss her. She aked me out since she knows that Tuesdays and Thursdays are my nights off but she asked me a li'l too late... She told me that she misses me and wished to see me. I better hang out with her before she moves out of Singapore to stay somewhere else. Yes, she's migratin'. Sweet doll...
Tasha's been missin' but I'll just lay low cuz she said that she's busy with school stuff... Can't wait to chat up with her again.
Got a detail for today, did some store run and yes, got to drive after sittin' around in camp for too long... Selarang to Pasir Ris Camp to Ayer Rajah Camp back to Pasir Ris and back to Selarang... In total, I clocked 94km today... At least it's somethin', all in all, I've clocked about 528km... Ain't much yet but slowly...
Aigh, that's it...Outta here!
"He feels that their bond is drifting apart, she... had distant away from him..."
(END :- 11:07pm)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
9:56pm - *Sigh* What a way to start off my entry, by sighin'... Anyways, I still wonder, is it wrong for guys to write diaries? What's wrong with guys writin' in shits and feelings and memories that they had, to remember their years? Most guys finds it lame or even gay but I don't, it's like a photo album except that this one, it's in words and once you read it, visual department from your memory bank will sorta "load" up the data and by then, you would be sittin' there with the book in your hand or on the table as you stare blankly and you would go into this stage called "day Dreamin'"... And you'll have a short 10 to 15 minutes "movie" experience as your head plays back those memories...
Wow, that's a long one, just on "diary" itself. Back to my daily brin' "routine" life stories. Ain't much today except that my Staff Sergeant opened up another store to do stock checks and re-arrangin'. I fuckin' hate this. It's the storeman's job, ain't us drivers but fuck, we had to do what we had to do. The store's only halfway done and we have to get back there again tomorrow to do that mess again.
My life's pretty much borin' these days, ain't got any new shit happenin'... If you guys watched "Groundhog Day" before, it's a li'l somethin' like that. Here's my daily routine:-
Monday: - Wake up, Go "Life" run, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk...Sleep.
Tuesday:- Wake up, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk, Go out if anyone asked me to (Nights Off),
Report back by 11:30pm...Sleep.
Wednesday:- Wake up, Go "Life" run, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk...Sleep.
Thursday:- Wake up, Work till 6pm, Go out if anyone asked me to (Nights Off), Report back by
11:30pm... Sleep.
Friday:- Wake up, Go "Life" run, work till 6pm, Go home, Go out and hang out... Most of the
time, I stay out from home.
Saturday:- wake up, use computer, Check mails or messages, Watch TV... Go out till late, crash
at B's place.
Sunday:- Wake up from B's place, Head home (Normally in afternoon or evenin'), Rest at home
(For a while), Go out again, head back home then head back to camp.
See what I mean... After Sunday, it goes back to Monday... My life's a fuckin' tape... It's like as if it's put on a repeat play. Over and over.
Enough of that, pluGGy messaged me and that's nice... SMS Chatted with her for a while but now, she didn't reply... Hmm... Busy I guess.
I wrote too long... Till then...
"So much effort was put in yet he wasn't noticed by the girl he truly loves as she goes on with her life..."
(END:- 10:23pm)
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
11:52pm - Aight! It's a fuckin' Tuesday and I'm relieved because that shit that happened yesterday? You know, the sleepin' thing, bla bla... i guess my staff is droppin' that shit. I might not go DB afterall. Got my 11 B back... Jeez...
Did nothin' much today besides that fucked up store shit in 9 DISCOM. It was a whole load of shit! Luckily it rained cuz we didn't do much then... So we rested... A lot!
Got my nights off today, went out with the guys in my bunk. Hung out in Tampines. Ain't much shit... But well, for a hang out session with camp mates for the first time, was quite an experience. Kinda fun... The guys are playin' cards right now while I'm on my bed, writin' this diary. I think I'm hittin' the sack now... Cheers!
(END:- 12:15am)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
10:50pm - Zoikz! Fuck to the maximus! Started the week with a super bad note! I overslept in my bunk, didn't go for the mornin' "Life" run and what's worse... I didn't fall in... And that cost me and my bunkmates some big time shitsness. Our staff sergeant was super pissed with us and he took our 11 Bs and he said that he wants to charge us and maybe send us to DB (Detention Barrack) under the offence of sleepin' durin' workin' hours and no fallin' in to count strength... Fuck dudes and dudettes! I mean, DB for this small shit?! Whatever it is, I'm havin' a hard time to book out since my 11 B is with him. Whatever it is, FUCK IT! I ain't stressin' myself with what's to become.
Yesterday was an awesome day! Had loads of fun! Those who were there with me that day... We trashed the set big time! Yeah!! And to the guys of the "Anyhow Band", Awesome crappy emo session in BMC! Amaciam? Cut our first album next week ah?! Surely the song "When The Mic Drops" will become our number one hit! Hahaha!!
Anyways, have not been talkin' to Tasha lately and I miss that zany girl. She's busy with her exams and stuff... Hope to hear from her again.
To that someone who was there on Sunday, I'm sorry if I behaved that way towards you... I regretted doin' that...
Aight, that's it for today, Cheers!
"I tried hating you but you're just too beautiful of a being created by god for me to hate and another thing, you mean so much to me..."
(END:- 11:03pm)
10:46pm - Holy shit! You guys wouldn't believe the dream I had yesterday... It was super weird. That must have been the best sleep I ever had. To those who remembers or know Melanie...Melanie Yandina Pohl, the German/Indon mix chick from my school (SHATEC) and who was my classmate... Yes, that hot, caucasian whammax with that firm ass... The gal that went back home to Germany already.. I dreamt of her, again... Second time and it's the same dream I had, maybe a year ago. The exact same dream, somewhat like I put in a VCD and play it or somethin'... Same faces, same place, same names, same situation but with a slight twist in the storyline... In that dream, we had somethin' goin' on... We were datin'... The boys from my band was there too... It was whacked! Twice, same exact dream... Coincidence? Or was my dream tryin' to show some kind of a sign? If I happen to dream about it again, I'll freaked out! Sheesh!!
pluGGy called me and she has a job now, I'm happy that she got another job since that last incident, I'm sure she'll be happy... She love that kinda job. Congratulations pluGGy!
A few minutes after talkin' to pluGGy, Surya called me up and boy, I sure miss her. She aked me out since she knows that Tuesdays and Thursdays are my nights off but she asked me a li'l too late... She told me that she misses me and wished to see me. I better hang out with her before she moves out of Singapore to stay somewhere else. Yes, she's migratin'. Sweet doll...
Tasha's been missin' but I'll just lay low cuz she said that she's busy with school stuff... Can't wait to chat up with her again.
Got a detail for today, did some store run and yes, got to drive after sittin' around in camp for too long... Selarang to Pasir Ris Camp to Ayer Rajah Camp back to Pasir Ris and back to Selarang... In total, I clocked 94km today... At least it's somethin', all in all, I've clocked about 528km... Ain't much yet but slowly...
Aigh, that's it...Outta here!
"He feels that their bond is drifting apart, she... had distant away from him..."
(END :- 11:07pm)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
9:56pm - *Sigh* What a way to start off my entry, by sighin'... Anyways, I still wonder, is it wrong for guys to write diaries? What's wrong with guys writin' in shits and feelings and memories that they had, to remember their years? Most guys finds it lame or even gay but I don't, it's like a photo album except that this one, it's in words and once you read it, visual department from your memory bank will sorta "load" up the data and by then, you would be sittin' there with the book in your hand or on the table as you stare blankly and you would go into this stage called "day Dreamin'"... And you'll have a short 10 to 15 minutes "movie" experience as your head plays back those memories...
Wow, that's a long one, just on "diary" itself. Back to my daily brin' "routine" life stories. Ain't much today except that my Staff Sergeant opened up another store to do stock checks and re-arrangin'. I fuckin' hate this. It's the storeman's job, ain't us drivers but fuck, we had to do what we had to do. The store's only halfway done and we have to get back there again tomorrow to do that mess again.
My life's pretty much borin' these days, ain't got any new shit happenin'... If you guys watched "Groundhog Day" before, it's a li'l somethin' like that. Here's my daily routine:-
Monday: - Wake up, Go "Life" run, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk...Sleep.
Tuesday:- Wake up, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk, Go out if anyone asked me to (Nights Off),
Report back by 11:30pm...Sleep.
Wednesday:- Wake up, Go "Life" run, Work till 6pm, Rest in bunk...Sleep.
Thursday:- Wake up, Work till 6pm, Go out if anyone asked me to (Nights Off), Report back by
11:30pm... Sleep.
Friday:- Wake up, Go "Life" run, work till 6pm, Go home, Go out and hang out... Most of the
time, I stay out from home.
Saturday:- wake up, use computer, Check mails or messages, Watch TV... Go out till late, crash
at B's place.
Sunday:- Wake up from B's place, Head home (Normally in afternoon or evenin'), Rest at home
(For a while), Go out again, head back home then head back to camp.
See what I mean... After Sunday, it goes back to Monday... My life's a fuckin' tape... It's like as if it's put on a repeat play. Over and over.
Enough of that, pluGGy messaged me and that's nice... SMS Chatted with her for a while but now, she didn't reply... Hmm... Busy I guess.
I wrote too long... Till then...
"So much effort was put in yet he wasn't noticed by the girl he truly loves as she goes on with her life..."
(END:- 10:23pm)
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
11:52pm - Aight! It's a fuckin' Tuesday and I'm relieved because that shit that happened yesterday? You know, the sleepin' thing, bla bla... i guess my staff is droppin' that shit. I might not go DB afterall. Got my 11 B back... Jeez...
Did nothin' much today besides that fucked up store shit in 9 DISCOM. It was a whole load of shit! Luckily it rained cuz we didn't do much then... So we rested... A lot!
Got my nights off today, went out with the guys in my bunk. Hung out in Tampines. Ain't much shit... But well, for a hang out session with camp mates for the first time, was quite an experience. Kinda fun... The guys are playin' cards right now while I'm on my bed, writin' this diary. I think I'm hittin' the sack now... Cheers!
(END:- 12:15am)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
10:50pm - Zoikz! Fuck to the maximus! Started the week with a super bad note! I overslept in my bunk, didn't go for the mornin' "Life" run and what's worse... I didn't fall in... And that cost me and my bunkmates some big time shitsness. Our staff sergeant was super pissed with us and he took our 11 Bs and he said that he wants to charge us and maybe send us to DB (Detention Barrack) under the offence of sleepin' durin' workin' hours and no fallin' in to count strength... Fuck dudes and dudettes! I mean, DB for this small shit?! Whatever it is, I'm havin' a hard time to book out since my 11 B is with him. Whatever it is, FUCK IT! I ain't stressin' myself with what's to become.
Yesterday was an awesome day! Had loads of fun! Those who were there with me that day... We trashed the set big time! Yeah!! And to the guys of the "Anyhow Band", Awesome crappy emo session in BMC! Amaciam? Cut our first album next week ah?! Surely the song "When The Mic Drops" will become our number one hit! Hahaha!!
Anyways, have not been talkin' to Tasha lately and I miss that zany girl. She's busy with her exams and stuff... Hope to hear from her again.
To that someone who was there on Sunday, I'm sorry if I behaved that way towards you... I regretted doin' that...
Aight, that's it for today, Cheers!
"I tried hating you but you're just too beautiful of a being created by god for me to hate and another thing, you mean so much to me..."
(END:- 11:03pm)
Insane! If u guys wanna read my past entries..it's at the bottom, I've just updated the shit... Anyways, ain't much goin' on..Ain't got plans for today and no one called me yet.. So I'm stayin' home till somebody comes up with some plans and anybody wants me along..I'll go...just call me..anyone.. anyways.. One guy asked me in my tagboard if pluggy's ain't angry with me takin' her pic...Dude..of course she ain't..Happily, she wants to take the pic as well.. And can't u see the pics? She was lookin' AT the camera.. She doesn't mind.. And why do u care? I don't get it, why u people are so bothered by other people's life... Go be a jackass and fuck urself up ur own ass with a 9 iron... Jeez... Give it a break... Aren't u tired?
Anyways, to the rest of the people who's readin' this site... pictures will be up soon... Just hang on...
That's it..I'm outta here...
Anyways, to the rest of the people who's readin' this site... pictures will be up soon... Just hang on...
That's it..I'm outta here...
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Wow..it's been like weeks that I've not been checkin' in cuz I've been too busy in camp. And besides..everytime I got home, I go out again, so never get the chance to check my shit... And what I've found...War of Words goin' on in my blog...Madness... i don't get it, why do u guys hate us so much...what's the friggin' reason? Explain to us... Don't just blurt out senseless words and meaningless crap without makin' us understand what have we done wrong... It's friggin' obvious that u dissers are uncivilised...Brought up by bunch of barbarians who never thought manners and ways of civilisation... *sigh*... Anyways, I'm still at lost on why u guys hate us... Please...explain...
"Finding reasons to hate will only make u lose the opportunity to love... With that, U only live as a person full of hate..."
Okay, I don't know where the hell did I get that from...
Anyways, hung out with the bunch last week and I mean..the bunch..a whole lot of us..Hangin' out and talkin' crap and watched "The Ghost"... That show ain't that scary..The ghost itself...Ain't that freaky..it's the sounds that makes u jump... U know..One of those sudden.."JRENG!!!!" Kinda thing? Anyways, the story was okay..but it's too predictable....U'll know when the scary parts come...But the storyline was good...twsited end... It makes ya confused...
Amidst the hangin' out, I realized that one person... I truly care..is finally back with that other person... U guys would know who... Well, as much as it drags me to say...It's great for them, I guess they're meant for each other... It's just me... all this while, never learn to let go... Finding it hard... But sometimes, u just gotta let go and let others cherish their own moments with what u once had... I'd say I let go but I'll always remember what we shared... A piece of my heart is somehow, still there... as a friend and someone who will always care... Cheers to both of 'em...
That's it for this entry...I don't know when will there ever be a next entry...cuz I'm not on the comp most of the time these days... To all... Cheers! And yeah, one more info...I ain't sure about this shit but we might be playin' tomorrow... (Sunday)... At Tampines Interchange..or somethin' like that... (TAmpines int?!?! What the hell?!) So yeah... I'm outta here! Cheers!
"Finding reasons to hate will only make u lose the opportunity to love... With that, U only live as a person full of hate..."
Okay, I don't know where the hell did I get that from...
Anyways, hung out with the bunch last week and I mean..the bunch..a whole lot of us..Hangin' out and talkin' crap and watched "The Ghost"... That show ain't that scary..The ghost itself...Ain't that freaky..it's the sounds that makes u jump... U know..One of those sudden.."JRENG!!!!" Kinda thing? Anyways, the story was okay..but it's too predictable....U'll know when the scary parts come...But the storyline was good...twsited end... It makes ya confused...
Amidst the hangin' out, I realized that one person... I truly care..is finally back with that other person... U guys would know who... Well, as much as it drags me to say...It's great for them, I guess they're meant for each other... It's just me... all this while, never learn to let go... Finding it hard... But sometimes, u just gotta let go and let others cherish their own moments with what u once had... I'd say I let go but I'll always remember what we shared... A piece of my heart is somehow, still there... as a friend and someone who will always care... Cheers to both of 'em...
That's it for this entry...I don't know when will there ever be a next entry...cuz I'm not on the comp most of the time these days... To all... Cheers! And yeah, one more info...I ain't sure about this shit but we might be playin' tomorrow... (Sunday)... At Tampines Interchange..or somethin' like that... (TAmpines int?!?! What the hell?!) So yeah... I'm outta here! Cheers!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Forgot to mention one more thing.... No Direction's "A Thousand Miles The Wrong Way" demo is finally out... With 7 original songs in one CD and to the price of 5 bucks... To get one, go to Tweet's Blog to see on how to order... If ur planning to buy or already bought it...I wanna say a big thank u to u guys! Cheers!
What u see below are the past few entries I wrote in camp... in my small diary... So yeah, read up aight? Anyways, I have nothin' much to update except that I went to check pluGGy up yesterday and well, she was a bit better but she just can't eat that much cuz her body system simply won't accept food, everytime she eats, she pukes it back out...Damn, it worries me although I try not to show her that... hope she'll do fine... Hangin' out with her yesterday was fun... Well, not THAT fun..but the word fun was there... We talked..I lectured her..and stuff..bla bla bla... After hangin' out with her and Kak Dani (pluGGy's Cousin) I head out to town to meet up with the bunch... So yeah... Bookin' in camp soon...so..that's it...Cheers! Enjoy the past "new" entries and well, if u guys noticed, new pics are up..so don't be shy, surf up!
Friday, 3rd September 2004
1:03am - Whoa! It's the wee hour of the mornin' and I ain't asleep yet! Just finished watchin' a show on the VCD player... "Beautiful Boxer"... It's a ver good Thai movie... It's based on a true story about the famous transvestite kickboxer, Toom Praniya or somethin' like that.. The movie shows how he became a "woman" and became a famous kickboxer... From young till he became a famous actress and model. The actor who plays Toom in the movie, potrayed the real Toom very well... It's a good show to watch.
Anyways, got my nights off yesterday night and instead of stayin' in camp, I went out all the way to Hougang to meet up with Aniz... Socks!! That's all I can say... It was one hell of a long journey...
pluGGy called me up a few minutes ago and boy she sounded kinda bad... She called me up just to give her office number. I can't believe that I just said that... pluGGy's office... Kinda cool... She likes this job! It's a good thing. She sounded sick on the phone and well, she is. She's havin' the same thing again. She can't eat much cuz everytime she does that, she would fell like puking... I wish I could do something for her... *SIGH*... Suddenly, I miss her dearly, I hope that she'll get better soon... The coolest friend/ex-girlfriend/buddy I ever had...*SIGH*
Looks like I gotta go, my friend is buggin' me to shut off the lights... (END - 1L20am)
11:52pm - What a day! Had my first detail today and that was a store run. Made two trips to Pasir Ris Camp today and it wasn't that bad. I'm still in camp and most of the guys booked out today but we have out Life Run tomorrow at Pasir Ris Camp.. I can go home actually but I'm accompanyin' one of my bunk mate cuz he live in Woodlands and that is far... So to cut cost and save time, he stayed in. Our senior drivers are shavin' their hair along the corridor outside... They set up a "barber" shop... Hehehe, it looks like a makeshift barber store.. They set up mirrors, and the shavin' kit all lined up, the cloth you put around ur body... MAD!
Rode my friend's bike again and it was only a one round thing... Ridin' is super easy... While waitin' for the bike to warm up, pluGGy called me up and she sounded really bad.. I'll be headin' down to her place to check her up on how she's doin' and maybe accompany her since I got nothin' on tomorrow. Dzafir's sick and her couldn't jam, B's stayin' in camp as he got duty to do. So yeah, I'm free for pluGGy the whole day! Let's just hope she doesn't change plans cuz I know sometimes she would do last minute changes. I hope she took her rest like how I told her to... I'm worried for her...
"Why do they have to do this to her? Just as things were going well?!"
(END - 12:07am)
Thursday, 2nd September 2004
12:45am - Hours had past since my last entry and boy, not much happened. I rode my friend's bike and it was awesome. I've learnt one thing, if you know how to drive a car, you would know how to ride a bike and vice versa. Rode around a few times and had a joyride at my friend's petrol expense, hehe. It would be a good idea if I were to enrol for a class 2B license but I told myself that I will never ride a bike on the road but my friend told me, even if you have a class 3 license, a class 2B license would come in handy in a case of any emergency... I might consider in takin' bike licence. My parents wouldn't like the idea but hey, I guess I'll be followin' my eldest brother's ways. He took bike licence without anyone in the family knowin'. No one knew about it until one incident happened but that's besides the point. Well, it's a big... MAYBE.
Anyways, ofter the fun joyride, we went up to buk and watched "Casino", starrin' Al Pacino and I love that show! It has an awesome storyline and what's best, it's a mafia movie, you know, the thick Italian American accent... I love that. I'm a sucker for Mafia shows!
The guys next door (Who are the senior drivers) went on with the VCD marathon, they're watchin' "Beautiful Boxer" right now... I would love to watch but I'm just too sleepy.
Life here in camp is okay I guess, gettin' along well with the senior drivers. They're really helpful in terms of showin' us around. Nice bunch they are.
Well, Looks like this will be my last entry for today...ermm...yesterday I mean...Cheers to all! (END - 1:00am)
12:41pm - Just ate my lunch at the cookhouse. Sat together with the recruits, somehow, that made me feel as if I'm on of them and it reminded me of how it was durin' BMT... You would rush when you eat, fearin' that you'll be fucked by any of the sargeants for bein' late. Ah.. Somehow, I miss my BMT days and it's true like what those who ORD-ed said..."BMT is on eof the best experience you'll ever get in your life..." from what I know, those new recruits might not be experiencing jungle trainin' because it has been said that the new batch of recruits for 3 SIR will be going through urban warfare trainin'... Another words, FIBUA (Fightin' In Built Up Areas)... I ain't sure if all of these are true... So if that is really true, these bunch won't be gettin' the taste of jungle life? Man, that kinda suck...
Anyways, not much things had happned since mornin' besides doin' our routine mornin' area cleanin' and slackin' at the canteen with our seniors. Sat there for about two hours or so... Cuz most of them don't have details... So there ain't much to do. Still got the remainin' half of the day to go... So yeah... (END - 12:53pm)
Wednesday, 1st September 2004
8:40pm, that's the time that is shown on my watch right now. Did nothin' much today, suppose to do my assessment bu my Staff couldn't find anyone to assess me. Fucked up ain't it? If it wasn't for that Merc incident, I would be in my friends' situation... Waitin' for details. Looks like I have to wait further. Did some servicin' and cleanin' of the MT Line Area. It was a borin' day. Make plans with Aniz, to meet her in Hougang but I was just too tired and well, Staff didn't let us out tonight. So in here I am. I'll be ridin' my friend's bike in a while, again... Ride around the parade square in camp. Maybe I'll go a few rounds.
Really low on cash these days and I've been askin' fags from others, beginnin' to feel bad askin' them. Gotta last till my next pay. Anyways, new recruits came in today and boy, it reminds me of my first day when I enlisted. Not havin' any ideas on what to do and you're like with other bunch of strangers. Gotta see their family when they came in the mornin'... Parents, Sisters, girlfriends... Whoa! They came in different shapes, sizez and colour... Heh! So well... It was quite a view for me and the guys. It was an awesome sight! My friend was like sayin'..."Enlistees go to my left, parents to my right and ladies below the age of 25 and above 16, please stand in front..." Hehe! He makes it sound as if it was some kind of Chix Audition...It was a crappy mornin'!
Amidst all this, I kept thinkin' about that someone... and I'm pretty sure there's another person who is doin' the same as what I'm doin'... missin' that same one person. She's been too busy, I feel that her new job somehow took her away from me and my friends. Talkin' to her less and rarely seein' her made me feel that somehow we're losin' that bond we had together before. Bein' crappy, laughin' about stupid jokes we make and just have fun. I don't blame her and it ain't her fault... She had to do what she had to do... She got that job and she's happy with it... I'm glad that she's happy...
Aight guys, gotta go for now... Till then, Cheers!!
Tuesday, 31st August 2004
Hey low to all! It's been a while since I wrote in. I'm in camp right now and the time is 8:26pm. Here I am in Selarang Camp (Along Upper Changi Road) and in 3 SIR, that's where I'm posted to. It's been about a week and a half here and well, it ain't that bad. I'm a stay-in peronnel alon with three other guys who was from Echo, so it ain't that bad. Got along with the senior drivers and they really helped us a lot. Gave us tips on drivin', tips on how to survive in this unit and ways of life here. I was lost at first but after a while, slowly gettin' the hang of it. Goin' for my land rover assessment tomorrow and once that is done, I woud have details to drive.
Got into my first accident last Thursday, well, it wasn't a big one, just a tiny one but the fucker in that stupid old Merc made a big fuckin' fuss out of it. Here's what happened...
I was drivin' in a convoy, all of which containing the new drivers, includin' myself. It ain't a big convoy, just four vehicles. The LSV "Spider" in the lead, followed by three Land Rovers trailin' it and I was drivin' the last vehicle. So there we were along BKE and god damn! It was one hell of a heavy traffic, so vehicles were goin' in a stop-go motion. My vehicle had to stop and when I had to move off, my clutch's bitin' point was weak and plus the slope, I rolled back, hittin' the fuckin' Merc behind me. I didn't roll back far and that means one thing, this fucker was tailin' me closely, as if to kiss me Rover's ass... The damage:- a slight dent on his radiator's grill and I stress the word, SLIGHT... All this happenin' near the KJE exit on BKE... Fucked up ain't it? But it is all settled by my Major, he covered me... Private settlement, if I ain't wrong.
Enough of that, The gig on Saturday was...well...okay. Only a handful came, a mere below 20... This happened possibly of two reasons... Firstly, NUS is on the other side of the island, so distance was quite an issue... Secondly, there were three other gigs goin' on that day and well... The gig that has some ska bands, attracted crowds... Ska does sell. But whatever the thing is, we had fun durin' our set and at the gig itself. 20 Dischanger impressed me, a three piece band with sounds a bit like Ataris, NUFAN and MxPx... That is from what I feel and think... If you guys disagree, I'm sorry but this is from my point of view. Kate of Kale was awesome, as always... MSC, with their new sound, they rock! With Azman's trademark of the metal sign with his hand while holdin' the mic and their frontmen's hyper showmanship.... Strayvoice is an awesome hardcore band.... They're young but they're fuckin' good... I give my outmost respect to their drummer... He is talented... The rest of the bands was good too... No Direction made our first appearance as a six piece band... We recruited two new members as our vocalists. We did bad though on that day but thanks to them, they covered us. Before I go on... On behalf of No Direction, I wanna say big thanks to the guys from Kate Of Kale for invitin' us to play and also to all who came down for the gig and also to our followers... Love you guys!!!
I'm back again... Aniz called me and we chatted, boy... it was a long chat. This girl somehow has a likin' for me but hell, I don't know if I like her... Somehow, she does attracts me... in a way...but I ain' sure... let's see where does this one goes.
I miss pluGGy... After almost a month (I think) that I finally get to se her. It was this last Sunday. Went out with her together with B and Dzafir. It was really nice to be able to see her again cuz she's been really busy... big time! It's a rare thing now whenever I recieve her message or call... It's just great to hear from her... pluGGy, if you're readin' this, thanks... For sparin' your time to hang out with us. Love ya!
Well, that's all for this entry, till next time, cheers to all!
1:03am - Whoa! It's the wee hour of the mornin' and I ain't asleep yet! Just finished watchin' a show on the VCD player... "Beautiful Boxer"... It's a ver good Thai movie... It's based on a true story about the famous transvestite kickboxer, Toom Praniya or somethin' like that.. The movie shows how he became a "woman" and became a famous kickboxer... From young till he became a famous actress and model. The actor who plays Toom in the movie, potrayed the real Toom very well... It's a good show to watch.
Anyways, got my nights off yesterday night and instead of stayin' in camp, I went out all the way to Hougang to meet up with Aniz... Socks!! That's all I can say... It was one hell of a long journey...
pluGGy called me up a few minutes ago and boy she sounded kinda bad... She called me up just to give her office number. I can't believe that I just said that... pluGGy's office... Kinda cool... She likes this job! It's a good thing. She sounded sick on the phone and well, she is. She's havin' the same thing again. She can't eat much cuz everytime she does that, she would fell like puking... I wish I could do something for her... *SIGH*... Suddenly, I miss her dearly, I hope that she'll get better soon... The coolest friend/ex-girlfriend/buddy I ever had...*SIGH*
Looks like I gotta go, my friend is buggin' me to shut off the lights... (END - 1L20am)
11:52pm - What a day! Had my first detail today and that was a store run. Made two trips to Pasir Ris Camp today and it wasn't that bad. I'm still in camp and most of the guys booked out today but we have out Life Run tomorrow at Pasir Ris Camp.. I can go home actually but I'm accompanyin' one of my bunk mate cuz he live in Woodlands and that is far... So to cut cost and save time, he stayed in. Our senior drivers are shavin' their hair along the corridor outside... They set up a "barber" shop... Hehehe, it looks like a makeshift barber store.. They set up mirrors, and the shavin' kit all lined up, the cloth you put around ur body... MAD!
Rode my friend's bike again and it was only a one round thing... Ridin' is super easy... While waitin' for the bike to warm up, pluGGy called me up and she sounded really bad.. I'll be headin' down to her place to check her up on how she's doin' and maybe accompany her since I got nothin' on tomorrow. Dzafir's sick and her couldn't jam, B's stayin' in camp as he got duty to do. So yeah, I'm free for pluGGy the whole day! Let's just hope she doesn't change plans cuz I know sometimes she would do last minute changes. I hope she took her rest like how I told her to... I'm worried for her...
"Why do they have to do this to her? Just as things were going well?!"
(END - 12:07am)
Thursday, 2nd September 2004
12:45am - Hours had past since my last entry and boy, not much happened. I rode my friend's bike and it was awesome. I've learnt one thing, if you know how to drive a car, you would know how to ride a bike and vice versa. Rode around a few times and had a joyride at my friend's petrol expense, hehe. It would be a good idea if I were to enrol for a class 2B license but I told myself that I will never ride a bike on the road but my friend told me, even if you have a class 3 license, a class 2B license would come in handy in a case of any emergency... I might consider in takin' bike licence. My parents wouldn't like the idea but hey, I guess I'll be followin' my eldest brother's ways. He took bike licence without anyone in the family knowin'. No one knew about it until one incident happened but that's besides the point. Well, it's a big... MAYBE.
Anyways, ofter the fun joyride, we went up to buk and watched "Casino", starrin' Al Pacino and I love that show! It has an awesome storyline and what's best, it's a mafia movie, you know, the thick Italian American accent... I love that. I'm a sucker for Mafia shows!
The guys next door (Who are the senior drivers) went on with the VCD marathon, they're watchin' "Beautiful Boxer" right now... I would love to watch but I'm just too sleepy.
Life here in camp is okay I guess, gettin' along well with the senior drivers. They're really helpful in terms of showin' us around. Nice bunch they are.
Well, Looks like this will be my last entry for today...ermm...yesterday I mean...Cheers to all! (END - 1:00am)
12:41pm - Just ate my lunch at the cookhouse. Sat together with the recruits, somehow, that made me feel as if I'm on of them and it reminded me of how it was durin' BMT... You would rush when you eat, fearin' that you'll be fucked by any of the sargeants for bein' late. Ah.. Somehow, I miss my BMT days and it's true like what those who ORD-ed said..."BMT is on eof the best experience you'll ever get in your life..." from what I know, those new recruits might not be experiencing jungle trainin' because it has been said that the new batch of recruits for 3 SIR will be going through urban warfare trainin'... Another words, FIBUA (Fightin' In Built Up Areas)... I ain't sure if all of these are true... So if that is really true, these bunch won't be gettin' the taste of jungle life? Man, that kinda suck...
Anyways, not much things had happned since mornin' besides doin' our routine mornin' area cleanin' and slackin' at the canteen with our seniors. Sat there for about two hours or so... Cuz most of them don't have details... So there ain't much to do. Still got the remainin' half of the day to go... So yeah... (END - 12:53pm)
Wednesday, 1st September 2004
8:40pm, that's the time that is shown on my watch right now. Did nothin' much today, suppose to do my assessment bu my Staff couldn't find anyone to assess me. Fucked up ain't it? If it wasn't for that Merc incident, I would be in my friends' situation... Waitin' for details. Looks like I have to wait further. Did some servicin' and cleanin' of the MT Line Area. It was a borin' day. Make plans with Aniz, to meet her in Hougang but I was just too tired and well, Staff didn't let us out tonight. So in here I am. I'll be ridin' my friend's bike in a while, again... Ride around the parade square in camp. Maybe I'll go a few rounds.
Really low on cash these days and I've been askin' fags from others, beginnin' to feel bad askin' them. Gotta last till my next pay. Anyways, new recruits came in today and boy, it reminds me of my first day when I enlisted. Not havin' any ideas on what to do and you're like with other bunch of strangers. Gotta see their family when they came in the mornin'... Parents, Sisters, girlfriends... Whoa! They came in different shapes, sizez and colour... Heh! So well... It was quite a view for me and the guys. It was an awesome sight! My friend was like sayin'..."Enlistees go to my left, parents to my right and ladies below the age of 25 and above 16, please stand in front..." Hehe! He makes it sound as if it was some kind of Chix Audition...It was a crappy mornin'!
Amidst all this, I kept thinkin' about that someone... and I'm pretty sure there's another person who is doin' the same as what I'm doin'... missin' that same one person. She's been too busy, I feel that her new job somehow took her away from me and my friends. Talkin' to her less and rarely seein' her made me feel that somehow we're losin' that bond we had together before. Bein' crappy, laughin' about stupid jokes we make and just have fun. I don't blame her and it ain't her fault... She had to do what she had to do... She got that job and she's happy with it... I'm glad that she's happy...
Aight guys, gotta go for now... Till then, Cheers!!
Tuesday, 31st August 2004
Hey low to all! It's been a while since I wrote in. I'm in camp right now and the time is 8:26pm. Here I am in Selarang Camp (Along Upper Changi Road) and in 3 SIR, that's where I'm posted to. It's been about a week and a half here and well, it ain't that bad. I'm a stay-in peronnel alon with three other guys who was from Echo, so it ain't that bad. Got along with the senior drivers and they really helped us a lot. Gave us tips on drivin', tips on how to survive in this unit and ways of life here. I was lost at first but after a while, slowly gettin' the hang of it. Goin' for my land rover assessment tomorrow and once that is done, I woud have details to drive.
Got into my first accident last Thursday, well, it wasn't a big one, just a tiny one but the fucker in that stupid old Merc made a big fuckin' fuss out of it. Here's what happened...
I was drivin' in a convoy, all of which containing the new drivers, includin' myself. It ain't a big convoy, just four vehicles. The LSV "Spider" in the lead, followed by three Land Rovers trailin' it and I was drivin' the last vehicle. So there we were along BKE and god damn! It was one hell of a heavy traffic, so vehicles were goin' in a stop-go motion. My vehicle had to stop and when I had to move off, my clutch's bitin' point was weak and plus the slope, I rolled back, hittin' the fuckin' Merc behind me. I didn't roll back far and that means one thing, this fucker was tailin' me closely, as if to kiss me Rover's ass... The damage:- a slight dent on his radiator's grill and I stress the word, SLIGHT... All this happenin' near the KJE exit on BKE... Fucked up ain't it? But it is all settled by my Major, he covered me... Private settlement, if I ain't wrong.
Enough of that, The gig on Saturday was...well...okay. Only a handful came, a mere below 20... This happened possibly of two reasons... Firstly, NUS is on the other side of the island, so distance was quite an issue... Secondly, there were three other gigs goin' on that day and well... The gig that has some ska bands, attracted crowds... Ska does sell. But whatever the thing is, we had fun durin' our set and at the gig itself. 20 Dischanger impressed me, a three piece band with sounds a bit like Ataris, NUFAN and MxPx... That is from what I feel and think... If you guys disagree, I'm sorry but this is from my point of view. Kate of Kale was awesome, as always... MSC, with their new sound, they rock! With Azman's trademark of the metal sign with his hand while holdin' the mic and their frontmen's hyper showmanship.... Strayvoice is an awesome hardcore band.... They're young but they're fuckin' good... I give my outmost respect to their drummer... He is talented... The rest of the bands was good too... No Direction made our first appearance as a six piece band... We recruited two new members as our vocalists. We did bad though on that day but thanks to them, they covered us. Before I go on... On behalf of No Direction, I wanna say big thanks to the guys from Kate Of Kale for invitin' us to play and also to all who came down for the gig and also to our followers... Love you guys!!!
I'm back again... Aniz called me and we chatted, boy... it was a long chat. This girl somehow has a likin' for me but hell, I don't know if I like her... Somehow, she does attracts me... in a way...but I ain' sure... let's see where does this one goes.
I miss pluGGy... After almost a month (I think) that I finally get to se her. It was this last Sunday. Went out with her together with B and Dzafir. It was really nice to be able to see her again cuz she's been really busy... big time! It's a rare thing now whenever I recieve her message or call... It's just great to hear from her... pluGGy, if you're readin' this, thanks... For sparin' your time to hang out with us. Love ya!
Well, that's all for this entry, till next time, cheers to all!
Friday, August 20, 2004
XOXIMUS!! This is gettin' insanely insane! Okay, whatever that means... Anyways, I already got my postin'... And it was a one big foul up... Stupid Sembawang Camp S1... Didn't even tell us when to report, what to bring and where the hell is the camp... luckily I went scoutin' with my bro on where the camp is. I got posted to 3 SIR.. Which was, back then, In Bedok... Bedok Corner, nearby the 3rd Guards Camp... So yeah, today, I'll be reportin' blindly... How great? Stupid Manpower in Sembawang... But anyways, it feels good to have a unit now, no more storeman shit... But somehow, miss my store and of course my Warrant Officer who's one hell of a joker...
Anyways, we have a show comin' up next week and boy, I ain't THAT ready to play.... Need a couple more practice... Cuz what we're playin' are all new materials... God damn... And yeah, I read my tagboard and what the hell? People framin' others? And what?! My blog has become someone else's diss spot? Shit man, this is MY blog... Why the hell are there others dissin' someone else? And like what Aliff says, Internet Heroes... More like Internet Whores... Dare to diss but doesn't dare to say out his/her name... Come on guy, if u wanna diss, diss it with pride, let us know who u are..or if u say, who u guys are.. Wouldn't it be great to just let us know and confront whoever ur dissin'? It would be better to say it out face to face... Wouldn't the others agree on my statement? If ur just typin' out words, that's like a wuss's style of doin' things... So dissers, show urself... it's gettin' out 'o hand here... And it's so....yesterday... U guys are makin' it so mundane and boring... Make it more interestin'!! By dissin' face to face... That'll be awesome.. The public, looking..as u guys makin' a scene out of a small thing... And publicity, the excitement of guessin' what the other party will do... Stuff like that... So my advice... Diss Forwardly and not at the back of the line... Cheers to u guys! Just felt like lettin' u guys know...
Aight, back on track, I'm so... oweing M1....And I'm so fuckin' dead... Gotta pay them before they take legal actions against me... DARN... So dead...
Missin' a few people lately... Miss D for one... i guess it's my bad to make her not call me... And I'm missin' my secondary school mate.. Tunggal... He's in BMT and I guess he even POP already... Wonder how he's doin'... And I'm missin' someone in particular... That someone who I've been missin' always... She's been busy with work and other stuff.. Sometime it makes me sad... Missin' the old days...
Aight, that's all for now, I gotta go to my new camp....Cheers to all!
Anyways, we have a show comin' up next week and boy, I ain't THAT ready to play.... Need a couple more practice... Cuz what we're playin' are all new materials... God damn... And yeah, I read my tagboard and what the hell? People framin' others? And what?! My blog has become someone else's diss spot? Shit man, this is MY blog... Why the hell are there others dissin' someone else? And like what Aliff says, Internet Heroes... More like Internet Whores... Dare to diss but doesn't dare to say out his/her name... Come on guy, if u wanna diss, diss it with pride, let us know who u are..or if u say, who u guys are.. Wouldn't it be great to just let us know and confront whoever ur dissin'? It would be better to say it out face to face... Wouldn't the others agree on my statement? If ur just typin' out words, that's like a wuss's style of doin' things... So dissers, show urself... it's gettin' out 'o hand here... And it's so....yesterday... U guys are makin' it so mundane and boring... Make it more interestin'!! By dissin' face to face... That'll be awesome.. The public, looking..as u guys makin' a scene out of a small thing... And publicity, the excitement of guessin' what the other party will do... Stuff like that... So my advice... Diss Forwardly and not at the back of the line... Cheers to u guys! Just felt like lettin' u guys know...
Aight, back on track, I'm so... oweing M1....And I'm so fuckin' dead... Gotta pay them before they take legal actions against me... DARN... So dead...
Missin' a few people lately... Miss D for one... i guess it's my bad to make her not call me... And I'm missin' my secondary school mate.. Tunggal... He's in BMT and I guess he even POP already... Wonder how he's doin'... And I'm missin' someone in particular... That someone who I've been missin' always... She's been busy with work and other stuff.. Sometime it makes me sad... Missin' the old days...
Aight, that's all for now, I gotta go to my new camp....Cheers to all!
Friday, August 13, 2004
Wow! It's been a while since I've last checked my blog... And shit, lotsa entries.. And yeah... I'm a hopeless child...I'm still wondering, what's the issue with this Zeos guy...or gal...whoever he/she is... This particular person has one serious issue with me... Zeos, I tell ya what, meet me...We talk it out, adultly... rather than seeing u being an immature brat on my blog...let's meet up ey? Just a casual talk... Explain why u hate me so much... I just don't get it... So leave a message on my tagboard and it's a date to meet up.. aight? We talk things out..settle this dispute once and for all...
Anyways, to all u guys who wished me happy birthday, I'd like to say thanks! It meant a lot... Inn, no worries bro, it was okay... And shammie, girl, my phone's down so I didn't get ur message at all... And Shammie, thanks a million! And to the rest of ya, thanks...
Aight, I'm in Sembawang for my second week already and god damn, when in the name of satan's hell is my unit going to call me up?! I'm bored of being a storeman there! Come next week, it's my third week... Jeez breeze... Long time... But anyways, it ain't that bad here, all I do is...well...photocopy...and be the warrant's office boy... U know..clean this, fetch this...do this..do that..bla bla bla... but once my job's done, no one bother me and my partner in the storeroom.. So yeah.. Anyways, today's a Friday, I got a day off tomorrow, meanin'.. I do not have to book in... YEAH!... So it's crashin' day at B's today... Madness! Hehehe.. I'll be headin' out later, meetin' Shaun first to get my phone... After that meet the bunch at Airport... It's been a while since I've last been to airport...darn...wonder how is it like there now... Well, that's it..I'm outta here...Take care all...Cheers!
Anyways, to all u guys who wished me happy birthday, I'd like to say thanks! It meant a lot... Inn, no worries bro, it was okay... And shammie, girl, my phone's down so I didn't get ur message at all... And Shammie, thanks a million! And to the rest of ya, thanks...
Aight, I'm in Sembawang for my second week already and god damn, when in the name of satan's hell is my unit going to call me up?! I'm bored of being a storeman there! Come next week, it's my third week... Jeez breeze... Long time... But anyways, it ain't that bad here, all I do is...well...photocopy...and be the warrant's office boy... U know..clean this, fetch this...do this..do that..bla bla bla... but once my job's done, no one bother me and my partner in the storeroom.. So yeah.. Anyways, today's a Friday, I got a day off tomorrow, meanin'.. I do not have to book in... YEAH!... So it's crashin' day at B's today... Madness! Hehehe.. I'll be headin' out later, meetin' Shaun first to get my phone... After that meet the bunch at Airport... It's been a while since I've last been to airport...darn...wonder how is it like there now... Well, that's it..I'm outta here...Take care all...Cheers!
Monday, August 09, 2004
Happy Fuckin' Birthday Singapore!! 39th! hah! Old country! hahaha.. Fuck lah! Why am I feelin' this way? Ngastness...Got a wonder..why is my mom a bit slow in the head? 12 year old stuck in a 50+ year old lady.. I mean.. What fuck? She blames everyone else but never herself..I wonder why? She have this always-win thought... Ah fuck it, I can't be bothered about her anymore..all she does is, curse that I would be in bad luck...or talk about my friends which I hate the most...and what other fuck things... FUCKING HOPELESS! Yeah yeah, I know, she had always been there...without her I wouldn't be her..bla bla..yada yada..I know..But fuck..I mean, please...even that is the rights..but at least...at least show some maturity.. Why am I sayin' this...Fuck it!
Today's NDP..and B's in it...hehehe.. ENJOY AH EH!! Marching around! hahahaha.. GOH siak! haha...Right now he's there...haha..doin' his shit..
Oh madness! The parade's in! hahaha.. It's on tv...Everyone's in..except the GOH Contingent...Contigent? hmm..however u spell it..hehehe...oh..they're not in yet..ngast...
"Hope is a waking dream..." <--- Hmm.. I've been hoping...and I'm still not awake from my dreams...Why? Ngastness... Fuck this shit...I'm feeling F-ed Up all of the sudden! *Sigh*... Hopes that's all I'm havin'... Ah..fuck it ey?
My plans after ORD...hmm...Well..I ain't got any qualifications...So what can I do? I wanna hit the books again but fuck, ain't got the dough.. Well, I don't know if this is much of a plan.but I might work temporary as a despatch driver..u know... send stuff...and maybe even with that..I can use the company's van..go around..have fun... BUT...this all boils down to..IF..I clock my 7000 click with good record... It's all a big IF... *sigh*.. Shit! They're playing Muneruva... hahaha.. I'm not feelin' good..all of a sudden...
D, if ur readin' this...Yeah.. I was a bit mad at ya.. And still am...a bit..I think...I don't know...whatever it is, I'm sorry if I offended ya..or anythin' like that.. So aight... Some day...we shall get the shot..
Yeah, got my pay on saturday... And fuck..I'm downed by 50 already...I'm still gonna get that N-Gage... I told u guys that I ain't..but hey...Got a deal that's so tempting... So I'm gettin' it...300 - 260 = 40 bucks....What the fuck can I do with 40 bucks for the whole month? Ain't got my concession card topped up... Ngast...
Aight, that's it..I'm outta here, gotta go drink my coffee..and play my game...cheers!
Today's NDP..and B's in it...hehehe.. ENJOY AH EH!! Marching around! hahahaha.. GOH siak! haha...Right now he's there...haha..doin' his shit..
Oh madness! The parade's in! hahaha.. It's on tv...Everyone's in..except the GOH Contingent...Contigent? hmm..however u spell it..hehehe...oh..they're not in yet..ngast...
"Hope is a waking dream..." <--- Hmm.. I've been hoping...and I'm still not awake from my dreams...Why? Ngastness... Fuck this shit...I'm feeling F-ed Up all of the sudden! *Sigh*... Hopes that's all I'm havin'... Ah..fuck it ey?
My plans after ORD...hmm...Well..I ain't got any qualifications...So what can I do? I wanna hit the books again but fuck, ain't got the dough.. Well, I don't know if this is much of a plan.but I might work temporary as a despatch driver..u know... send stuff...and maybe even with that..I can use the company's van..go around..have fun... BUT...this all boils down to..IF..I clock my 7000 click with good record... It's all a big IF... *sigh*.. Shit! They're playing Muneruva... hahaha.. I'm not feelin' good..all of a sudden...
D, if ur readin' this...Yeah.. I was a bit mad at ya.. And still am...a bit..I think...I don't know...whatever it is, I'm sorry if I offended ya..or anythin' like that.. So aight... Some day...we shall get the shot..
Yeah, got my pay on saturday... And fuck..I'm downed by 50 already...I'm still gonna get that N-Gage... I told u guys that I ain't..but hey...Got a deal that's so tempting... So I'm gettin' it...300 - 260 = 40 bucks....What the fuck can I do with 40 bucks for the whole month? Ain't got my concession card topped up... Ngast...
Aight, that's it..I'm outta here, gotta go drink my coffee..and play my game...cheers!
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Zoikz! It's a fuckin' Tuesday already! Most real, I got attached to store again in Sembawang while waitin' for my fuckin' posting... Can u believe this? What? I have some kind of a storeman face? Whatever it is, I know that it's temporary.. Hyaks... So yeah, I came in yesterday and guess what? I saw Wan Plucky... and most real, he's an RP... Madness...I was kinda stunned to see him there... Didn't expect that.. The whole Plucky is in CD except Wan... heh... So yeah, two days had past..and well, it ain't that bad as a storeman, kinda slacked...
Anyways, I've not been updatin' my blog... That saturday at the NDP preview..it was okay...Same old shit every year...except for some new stuff.. Or new acts..that's about it... but the goodie bag was cool..it looked okay..a sling back, if only it doesn't have those sponsors and all.... It would have looked perfect... Got a "nokia" phone which is actually a torchlight... And some other stuff... Overall show...Well it was okay.. Went with pluGGy and she was so fuckin' cute when she gave that reaction... U know, it's like the Child-like reaction when the fireworks goes off or the Total Defence vehicles comes out... She gave that superly cute look... Words can't describe it... What makes it even more fun was the bunch of malay guys sittin' at the back... They were fuckin' loud but it's that funny and crappy kinda loud...so we sorta shared along the laughter at the jokes they make... well, after the preview... I accompanied pluGGy at PA for her friend to come... One of her ITE schoolmate who was on marshelling duty that day... So yeah, accompanined here till about 10 and that's when I took off to town... To meet up with the bunch.. They were at the Weekend Trip gig at Youth park.. i came in when the last band was playin'.. And that band was B-Quartet... They...were...FUCKING AWESOME!! They were tight... Great sounds and great vocals... I was impressed by them..
After the gig, the rest of the guys went home... Except me, Fad and B... IK joined us after a while.. We were standin' at one spot cuz we just don't know on where to go... Suddenly IK passed by.. So it was kinda spontanious... He wanted to watch I,Robot... so yeah, that was our spontanious plan...We watched I,Robot.. After that, head out to B's place... The usual... Me and fad.. Heh..
And on Sunday, we jammed... at BMC..can u fuckin' believe that? I made a promise upon myself on not to ever jam there again but it's just that...we HAD TO... Fuckin' assholes over there, I hate that uncle... Anyways, jammin' was crappy that day... Had not touched our stuff for quite some time... So yeah...
And what's with this, u guys never use ur brain whenever u fill in my tagboard...is it? Please, I would prefer constructive and INTELLIGENT comments... Don't make comments like what Primary school kids would do... So, if u airheads wants to diss me... Please, diss me smartly...at least... Aight? So yeah... Enjoy dissin' folks! Cheers!
Anyways, I've not been updatin' my blog... That saturday at the NDP preview..it was okay...Same old shit every year...except for some new stuff.. Or new acts..that's about it... but the goodie bag was cool..it looked okay..a sling back, if only it doesn't have those sponsors and all.... It would have looked perfect... Got a "nokia" phone which is actually a torchlight... And some other stuff... Overall show...Well it was okay.. Went with pluGGy and she was so fuckin' cute when she gave that reaction... U know, it's like the Child-like reaction when the fireworks goes off or the Total Defence vehicles comes out... She gave that superly cute look... Words can't describe it... What makes it even more fun was the bunch of malay guys sittin' at the back... They were fuckin' loud but it's that funny and crappy kinda loud...so we sorta shared along the laughter at the jokes they make... well, after the preview... I accompanied pluGGy at PA for her friend to come... One of her ITE schoolmate who was on marshelling duty that day... So yeah, accompanined here till about 10 and that's when I took off to town... To meet up with the bunch.. They were at the Weekend Trip gig at Youth park.. i came in when the last band was playin'.. And that band was B-Quartet... They...were...FUCKING AWESOME!! They were tight... Great sounds and great vocals... I was impressed by them..
After the gig, the rest of the guys went home... Except me, Fad and B... IK joined us after a while.. We were standin' at one spot cuz we just don't know on where to go... Suddenly IK passed by.. So it was kinda spontanious... He wanted to watch I,Robot... so yeah, that was our spontanious plan...We watched I,Robot.. After that, head out to B's place... The usual... Me and fad.. Heh..
And on Sunday, we jammed... at BMC..can u fuckin' believe that? I made a promise upon myself on not to ever jam there again but it's just that...we HAD TO... Fuckin' assholes over there, I hate that uncle... Anyways, jammin' was crappy that day... Had not touched our stuff for quite some time... So yeah...
And what's with this, u guys never use ur brain whenever u fill in my tagboard...is it? Please, I would prefer constructive and INTELLIGENT comments... Don't make comments like what Primary school kids would do... So, if u airheads wants to diss me... Please, diss me smartly...at least... Aight? So yeah... Enjoy dissin' folks! Cheers!
Friday, July 30, 2004
gghgt... okay..that was B..he tapped on my keyboard..okay wait..his keyboard... Anyways, I'mfff..FUCK! He did it again..bitdchfdRFF....fUCKER! dredtrfatgeqteioaherlo...HULLOE HULLO!
okay, where were we? hmm..oh yeah, I'm at B's place...and currently. slackin'...whille eatin'...ermm...cake...and...drinkin'...Milo peng...wow...what a simple "dinner" we're havin'... I got a half day off today...So yeah I was home like aroun' 1:30 or so... Called pluGGy up..and yeah, she was on the way to her interview so i asked if we could meet up.. So she said okay.. we met up at Tanjong Pagar MRT..and boy it was a long wait, while i was waitin', I was havin' Chris Carabba singin' in my head.. madness it is... Accompanied her to Clementi and from there I head down here to B's place... So yeah, tomorrow's the NDP preview... Gonna go with pluGGy-o... insane! knowin' the both of us... we're both gonna be fuckin' late...ngast! Come on... known that girl for like what...4 years already... since #ska was in it's first stages and when that channel was only a handful of people, Everybody knows everybody in that channel back then... And most real, I just remembered...met her at a gig...back then...when the first Three Letter Session gig happened at NUS in 2000...or was it 1999... hmm..can't remember... So yeah, I've known her that long... From acquaintance to friends to couples back to friends... Insaned! oh yeah, i'm driftin' off from my main topic.. Anyways, after sendin' her to work I took bus 30 straight down to B's... and most real, the journey on that bus, it has a lot of nice views...So I took out my Nikon and took some shot...and only some were good shots cuz the bus was shakin' big time... but the scenaries were awesome...
D, u called me ey? I ain't home girl, I'm here at B's... And yeah, my phone's all messed up... My hp's messed up..my home phone's messed up..i guess that I'm fated not to be in contact with the world or somethin'... wanted to call ya and I was hopin' that B still have ur number..but it sucks...it ain't... Girl, remind me, the next time we chat on the phone, remind me to get ur number again... aight? So yeah...and another thing, about the photography outin'... We have to explore far to get good shots of places... It would be much easier if we were to have...ehem...a li'l bit of transportation... ermm...yeah...that's it...hehe.. I saw a couple of good spots when I was on 30... The train station was one place to take good shots... I mean, the old train station.. Aight, anyways, u can try gettin' me again tomorrow (saturday)... Around say..9 plus comin' to 12... somewhere there..aight? take care for now...
My last words for this entry, never make any assumptions when u do not have enough facts to support those assumptions to make it a true statement... Aight? take care all...ChEERS!
okay, where were we? hmm..oh yeah, I'm at B's place...and currently. slackin'...whille eatin'...ermm...cake...and...drinkin'...Milo peng...wow...what a simple "dinner" we're havin'... I got a half day off today...So yeah I was home like aroun' 1:30 or so... Called pluGGy up..and yeah, she was on the way to her interview so i asked if we could meet up.. So she said okay.. we met up at Tanjong Pagar MRT..and boy it was a long wait, while i was waitin', I was havin' Chris Carabba singin' in my head.. madness it is... Accompanied her to Clementi and from there I head down here to B's place... So yeah, tomorrow's the NDP preview... Gonna go with pluGGy-o... insane! knowin' the both of us... we're both gonna be fuckin' late...ngast! Come on... known that girl for like what...4 years already... since #ska was in it's first stages and when that channel was only a handful of people, Everybody knows everybody in that channel back then... And most real, I just remembered...met her at a gig...back then...when the first Three Letter Session gig happened at NUS in 2000...or was it 1999... hmm..can't remember... So yeah, I've known her that long... From acquaintance to friends to couples back to friends... Insaned! oh yeah, i'm driftin' off from my main topic.. Anyways, after sendin' her to work I took bus 30 straight down to B's... and most real, the journey on that bus, it has a lot of nice views...So I took out my Nikon and took some shot...and only some were good shots cuz the bus was shakin' big time... but the scenaries were awesome...
D, u called me ey? I ain't home girl, I'm here at B's... And yeah, my phone's all messed up... My hp's messed up..my home phone's messed up..i guess that I'm fated not to be in contact with the world or somethin'... wanted to call ya and I was hopin' that B still have ur number..but it sucks...it ain't... Girl, remind me, the next time we chat on the phone, remind me to get ur number again... aight? So yeah...and another thing, about the photography outin'... We have to explore far to get good shots of places... It would be much easier if we were to have...ehem...a li'l bit of transportation... ermm...yeah...that's it...hehe.. I saw a couple of good spots when I was on 30... The train station was one place to take good shots... I mean, the old train station.. Aight, anyways, u can try gettin' me again tomorrow (saturday)... Around say..9 plus comin' to 12... somewhere there..aight? take care for now...
My last words for this entry, never make any assumptions when u do not have enough facts to support those assumptions to make it a true statement... Aight? take care all...ChEERS!
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Whoa! it's like Thursday already... God damn, just god my license today and my cert...u can see it's being posted up as the pics on top... Madness.. For now, I'll be waitin' in Sembawang Camp for my unit posting... Hopefully that I'll get Tekong or 2 PDF which is in Clementi... I don't mind going back to 2 PDF, a kind of relax life there... As for tekong, it would be cool... Well, whatever it is, my fate lies in the hands of those who do the paper work for trainees to be posted to...
*sigh*...*yawn*... Lookin' at my tag...it goes on and on... And zeos...take a good look at ur words... Is it...EVERYBODY hates us or SOME hates us..or MOST hates us...cuz if it's EVERYBODY...we wouldn't be havin' friends right now... So, what I would say that it's an equal balance of both..Come on zeos, are u such a perfect being that there's no one hatin' u? Have u look deep into that matter? Ur so god damn perfect that EVERYBODY loves u? I don't think so, no one lives that way... Even the nicest of guys or gals would have at least...some enemies.... So yeah, it's a one for one traffic here... Diss me or diss my friends, I don't fuckin' care...ur just an immature child who shouldn't be on this earth and be borned by ur mom... Whatever it is, as for me, I don't care who u are or what u say... Like I wrote before, everybody have their own say and their own choices of minds... What can i do? Force ya to like me and my band? So carry on... If that makes u a li'l happier from ur deprived of childhood happiness life...
Aight, that's about it... D, u have not called...hmm, maybe it's my crazy phone? Shit, fucked up phone, anyways girl, sorry for being kinda mean yesterday when we chatted... I was too focused to my comp... U can try again... We'll hang out and have our photography session next week aight? Or maybe Sunday? Okay then, cheers to ya!
To all of ya...I'm outta here, type in again when there's an update...
Cheers!
*sigh*...*yawn*... Lookin' at my tag...it goes on and on... And zeos...take a good look at ur words... Is it...EVERYBODY hates us or SOME hates us..or MOST hates us...cuz if it's EVERYBODY...we wouldn't be havin' friends right now... So, what I would say that it's an equal balance of both..Come on zeos, are u such a perfect being that there's no one hatin' u? Have u look deep into that matter? Ur so god damn perfect that EVERYBODY loves u? I don't think so, no one lives that way... Even the nicest of guys or gals would have at least...some enemies.... So yeah, it's a one for one traffic here... Diss me or diss my friends, I don't fuckin' care...ur just an immature child who shouldn't be on this earth and be borned by ur mom... Whatever it is, as for me, I don't care who u are or what u say... Like I wrote before, everybody have their own say and their own choices of minds... What can i do? Force ya to like me and my band? So carry on... If that makes u a li'l happier from ur deprived of childhood happiness life...
Aight, that's about it... D, u have not called...hmm, maybe it's my crazy phone? Shit, fucked up phone, anyways girl, sorry for being kinda mean yesterday when we chatted... I was too focused to my comp... U can try again... We'll hang out and have our photography session next week aight? Or maybe Sunday? Okay then, cheers to ya!
To all of ya...I'm outta here, type in again when there's an update...
Cheers!
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Ngast... It's a Wednesday already and guess what? I'm done with my Islandwide!! Yeah!! most real!! I'll be gettin' my Military License tomorrow... That means, I'm no longer carryin' that PDL... But instead..a QDL... Qulified Driver's License... Ah shit! I gotta go take a shit... Be right back...
Aight, I'm back...Damn, that shittin' session was awesome... I fell a whole lot comin' off my ass! YEAH!! hahahaha... Oh yeah, where the heck was I...Hmm..let me see here....(Bla bla...bla...) Oh! License...Yeah, I'm gonna get my license..once that happens, I'll be waitin' for my postin'... I head that a few of my guys already head out... Some of them to Tekong already... Madness, Tekong's awesome.. i mean, it's kinda chill there to be a driver..and Recruits would think that we're some guy with ranks...hehehe...Cuz I know that when I first entered the army and when i was in the islands of Tekong...I thought that one of the drivers was actually a seargant... Hey, what do u expect?! I don't even know how to see ranks at that time! hehehe... I'm hopin' for Tekong or maybe, 2 PDF in Clementi... Kinda slack... And guess what, drove about 150 mins today... And trust me, it's fuckin' tiring! Imagine this... U sit in the car and controlin' the vehicle while tryin' to watch out for traffic for long hours...that's insane!
Hey Miss D!! Read ya blog... Sat in the Audi...When u typed that out, I thought u were sittin' in an Audi...U know...Audi, Voschprung Deutch Technic... The german car... But then I read again... it's actually an auditorium...Socks ! Lindsay Hop! That's interestin'.. most real, Swing's my favourite kind of music... And guess what? There was this one time where an american school band played in front of Plaza Sing.. And they were playin' numbers from some famous Swing Bands... It was fuckin' swingin'! Anyways, D.... I don't know if I could go with ya this Saturday... We might have to postpone the date for our photography cuz I'm going out with pluGGy to the NDP preview... B asked her along with me.. Cuz he got two tix and he got no one else to ask...so he asked me and pluGGy to go.. So D, I'm sorry... maybe next week ey? U just enjoy urself with the girls and about that parkin'... Don't worry, I'll guide ya... Aight? It's a promise... And hey, life without sarcasm isn't fun u know... I'm like livin' in a world of sarcasms cuz most of my friends are born with natural capabilities to produce sarcastic remarks... Hehehe... I'll be a li'l nicer the next time u call me..hehe.. Once again, I'm sorry dear...
Allright guys..oh yeah..wait...one more thing.. I think I saw Hidir when I was waitin' at the bus stop outside my Sembawang Camp... He was in the Fire Truck.. It pass by... I think it was him.. Ngast...I've not fixed my phone yet... and didn't even activate my SIM card....damn.. I better do it, cuz I'm losin' contact with the world...FUCK!...hahaha...
Aight, to all of ya...CHEERS!
Aight, I'm back...Damn, that shittin' session was awesome... I fell a whole lot comin' off my ass! YEAH!! hahahaha... Oh yeah, where the heck was I...Hmm..let me see here....(Bla bla...bla...) Oh! License...Yeah, I'm gonna get my license..once that happens, I'll be waitin' for my postin'... I head that a few of my guys already head out... Some of them to Tekong already... Madness, Tekong's awesome.. i mean, it's kinda chill there to be a driver..and Recruits would think that we're some guy with ranks...hehehe...Cuz I know that when I first entered the army and when i was in the islands of Tekong...I thought that one of the drivers was actually a seargant... Hey, what do u expect?! I don't even know how to see ranks at that time! hehehe... I'm hopin' for Tekong or maybe, 2 PDF in Clementi... Kinda slack... And guess what, drove about 150 mins today... And trust me, it's fuckin' tiring! Imagine this... U sit in the car and controlin' the vehicle while tryin' to watch out for traffic for long hours...that's insane!
Hey Miss D!! Read ya blog... Sat in the Audi...When u typed that out, I thought u were sittin' in an Audi...U know...Audi, Voschprung Deutch Technic... The german car... But then I read again... it's actually an auditorium...Socks ! Lindsay Hop! That's interestin'.. most real, Swing's my favourite kind of music... And guess what? There was this one time where an american school band played in front of Plaza Sing.. And they were playin' numbers from some famous Swing Bands... It was fuckin' swingin'! Anyways, D.... I don't know if I could go with ya this Saturday... We might have to postpone the date for our photography cuz I'm going out with pluGGy to the NDP preview... B asked her along with me.. Cuz he got two tix and he got no one else to ask...so he asked me and pluGGy to go.. So D, I'm sorry... maybe next week ey? U just enjoy urself with the girls and about that parkin'... Don't worry, I'll guide ya... Aight? It's a promise... And hey, life without sarcasm isn't fun u know... I'm like livin' in a world of sarcasms cuz most of my friends are born with natural capabilities to produce sarcastic remarks... Hehehe... I'll be a li'l nicer the next time u call me..hehe.. Once again, I'm sorry dear...
Allright guys..oh yeah..wait...one more thing.. I think I saw Hidir when I was waitin' at the bus stop outside my Sembawang Camp... He was in the Fire Truck.. It pass by... I think it was him.. Ngast...I've not fixed my phone yet... and didn't even activate my SIM card....damn.. I better do it, cuz I'm losin' contact with the world...FUCK!...hahaha...
Aight, to all of ya...CHEERS!
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Tuesday...It's a freakin' Tuesday... i reported to Sembawang Camp today and I have to fuckin' wake up early in the mornin'... Thanks to my bro, I have transport...So i took a free ride in the car... Well, had my first islandwide drivin'... Drove my tonner... Three tonner..And we drove in a convoy of three... Lead Convoy is a 5 Tonner, the second in line is the rover and the last vehicle is the three tonner...so yeah... I was drivin' last... It was fun...but heck, it's fuckin' tirin'... Goin' at only 50 or maximum 60km/h... on a highway... fuckin' hell..it's fuckin' slow..Drove 100 mins and clockin' around 51 km.... Jeez...That's insane..I'll be drivin' again tomorrow...left two more vehicle...The rover and the 5 Tonner... Madness.. it shacks me up..
Bernard just called.. And most real, he told me that there was somethin' wrong with my home phone...and I didn't know anythin' until he told me.. So the thing is, I rarely use the phone at home unless I'm talkin' to pluGGy.... B told me that she tried callin' me yesterday eve...but to no avail...damn! Hahaha... Sick phone... Looks like I have to sleep early tonight as I got long hours of drivin' tomorrow...fuckin' hell...but maybe, before I go to sleep..I have a chat with dear old pluGGy...
Aight, that's it for today's update...Oh wait.. To Miss D... Yeah yeah, ur CV car and all...and ur cruisin'...hey, if u wanna drive..and u can't do the parkin'...I can do it for ya... It wouldn't be that risky..cuz it's a car park..I can park it for ya..I mean, if I can pass my parkin'...with a three tonner...why not a small Nissan? Hehehe....Aight, anyways, cheers!
Bernard just called.. And most real, he told me that there was somethin' wrong with my home phone...and I didn't know anythin' until he told me.. So the thing is, I rarely use the phone at home unless I'm talkin' to pluGGy.... B told me that she tried callin' me yesterday eve...but to no avail...damn! Hahaha... Sick phone... Looks like I have to sleep early tonight as I got long hours of drivin' tomorrow...fuckin' hell...but maybe, before I go to sleep..I have a chat with dear old pluGGy...
Aight, that's it for today's update...Oh wait.. To Miss D... Yeah yeah, ur CV car and all...and ur cruisin'...hey, if u wanna drive..and u can't do the parkin'...I can do it for ya... It wouldn't be that risky..cuz it's a car park..I can park it for ya..I mean, if I can pass my parkin'...with a three tonner...why not a small Nissan? Hehehe....Aight, anyways, cheers!
Monday, July 26, 2004
Mad... I just learnt that poor pluGGy's havin' a cold..She sound bad on the phone... although with that sick voice..she somehow sound...Hot...in a cool way...hmm...Rock! hahaha.. What the hell? Anyways, pluGGy, if ur readin' this, I hope that U'll recover aight? And hey.. do what I advice u to do, drink lotsa warm water and put a wet towel over ur forehead or neck if u feel heat from those areas... Anyways, do take care aight? And don't forget to eat... hope to see ya around, sometime soon... If we're both free...Cheers to ya!
I just went to Miss_D's blog... Wow... I'm somehow a side cast in her blog...Hehehe..Which is cool! I'm sorry bout the phone D but u can call me at my home after 6 and if u still can't reach me..try after 8... If I ain't home..it's either I'm out or I'm dead.. Anyways, I'm really happy for ya for passin' ur test! And yeah, ur right, havin' ur own vehicle makes u have that sense of pride and righteous owner feeling... heh... And hey, readin' bout ur TP...CV's TP Test ain't the same as the military's... I think CV's maximum points is going at 20 right? But as for the military..it's 10... So it's harder to pass... I got an 8... hehe, And my supposedly route was Ubi..U know, that messed up busy road..but nouh...My tester was cool...Although he was blabbering and fuckin' me up while we were inside the cabin...I thought I failed cuz I sorta beat the red light..heh... So he ask me to go around Bedok Reservoir Road, just go around that area..and he said turned right... and that last right was to head back to my camp..knowin' the ways of the TP Test...when the ride's shorten...and u come back early..it means that u failed.. So my hopes were blowned... It was only half an hour. When I've parked the tonner, I went down, feelin' low to the grounds..Thinkin' I failed...My friend asked..."Hey barney, U passed?" I was like, I don't wanna talk about it... He took my paper...and he said..."Hoi! u passed lah! 8 points! Meaning that u passed!" I was like, what the fuck? Holy shit, I did pass! Heh... That tester, I heard rumours that his style is...when he fucks u up a lot, it means he's passin' ya..and if he keeps quiet...that means he's failin' ya... I was lucky I guess..he was in his good mood.. So yeah, D, if u wanna reach me, try my home phone aight? Hope to hear from ya... Cheers!
I just went to Miss_D's blog... Wow... I'm somehow a side cast in her blog...Hehehe..Which is cool! I'm sorry bout the phone D but u can call me at my home after 6 and if u still can't reach me..try after 8... If I ain't home..it's either I'm out or I'm dead.. Anyways, I'm really happy for ya for passin' ur test! And yeah, ur right, havin' ur own vehicle makes u have that sense of pride and righteous owner feeling... heh... And hey, readin' bout ur TP...CV's TP Test ain't the same as the military's... I think CV's maximum points is going at 20 right? But as for the military..it's 10... So it's harder to pass... I got an 8... hehe, And my supposedly route was Ubi..U know, that messed up busy road..but nouh...My tester was cool...Although he was blabbering and fuckin' me up while we were inside the cabin...I thought I failed cuz I sorta beat the red light..heh... So he ask me to go around Bedok Reservoir Road, just go around that area..and he said turned right... and that last right was to head back to my camp..knowin' the ways of the TP Test...when the ride's shorten...and u come back early..it means that u failed.. So my hopes were blowned... It was only half an hour. When I've parked the tonner, I went down, feelin' low to the grounds..Thinkin' I failed...My friend asked..."Hey barney, U passed?" I was like, I don't wanna talk about it... He took my paper...and he said..."Hoi! u passed lah! 8 points! Meaning that u passed!" I was like, what the fuck? Holy shit, I did pass! Heh... That tester, I heard rumours that his style is...when he fucks u up a lot, it means he's passin' ya..and if he keeps quiet...that means he's failin' ya... I was lucky I guess..he was in his good mood.. So yeah, D, if u wanna reach me, try my home phone aight? Hope to hear from ya... Cheers!
Ah hoy there everyone! Madness....My tagboard's gettin' more and more interestin' ain't it? Thanks u guys.. U dissers rocks! I love it man! GIve me more! I don't mind... Anyways... lotsa people ey? hehehe..
Miss D...I like ur lay out, interestin' blogs too... And hey, try to upgrade..by puttin' picture columns and stuff like that.. hehehe... Cool! Drove ur first independent drivin' ey? Glad to hear that girl...Hehee, Drivin' around with that triangle thingy ey? Soon it'll be my turn..u know why? I passed my TP this morning! Yeah!! 1st Time passer!! OOOOH YEAH!!! But damn, it doesn't compare to urs cuz urs a CV's license... I'm a Military license...It's difference.I can only drive military vehicles... But the difference is...I passed my test while drivin' a 3 tonner! HAHAHA!! Ngast!! U drove a normal saloon car while I drove a big truck! Hehehe.. Okay, that was lame..the fact still stands...Ur drivin' a civilian car! ARGH! Hehehe.. Aight, anyways, just to let u know again, my phone's down... Oh yeah, to everyone else who's readin' this and have my contact number...MY PHONE'S DOWN!! So is my SIM card....god damn it!
Anyways, ain't much goin' today.. I passed my TP...so what? I was feelin' 50/50...Half happy and half sad...cuz I went off from my mates... The guys I hung out with in camp and talk shit every day... Now I ain't with them no more... They took the test 4 to 5 times and they're still failin'...I wanted them to pass with me and move on to Islandwide drivin' with me...I feel bad, i took it one time and I passed... Those guys worked hard but they still fail..and that sucks man... I was really hopin' that they passed together with me so that we could still hang out... The other half of me is happy cuz I passed and I'm out of that camp... no more parkin'..no more barkin' from the instructors... Gonna miss that... I hope that the guys will pass their test when they take it tomorrow or Wednesday... All ain't fair ey?
Still haven't send my phone for fixin' at Nokia Care and had not activated my SIM card... Got a temporary phone right now... Thanks to Fad... To those guys who were with us that day..U guys should know what we're talkin' about...hehe.. Cool phone!
Last Saturday.. went out and hung out with the guys, and went to check Ceramic Circle out (U guys can check out the pics under the pictures catagory once the pics are up...) And after that, hung out at Youth Park (Lalest place to slack, I know..but hey...it's slackin'..) Saw my cousin...to my surprise..and she was hangin' out with Kotake Yoji Nur Indra Iskandar (PHD's Bassist) that day..with a bunch of other friends... Indra's my primary school mate..and yeah, he have Jap blood...I think... So after the hangin' out session... Me, B, Fad, Nik & Irma.. we went to watch king Arthur at Cineleisure that mornin'... and guess what? I fell asleep when the show was endin'...FUCK! Missed the last part! I was too tired I guess... most real, Guenevre is fuckin' hot! Hehehe... Saucy for a medieval time lady...
As usual, crashed at B's place with Fad... And ate Tuna with Crackers in the mornin' (Three guys, at the dinner table, eatin' Tuna & Crackers at 4 in the mornin'...Ngast!) So yeah, stayed there... till the next day Sunday... night time... Cuz we celebrated B's birthday... hehehe.. happy 21st bro! At a whole lot of chicken that night... INsane!
Aight guys... i think I wrote enough... I'm outta here, do stay tune for the pics...
Cheers!
Miss D...I like ur lay out, interestin' blogs too... And hey, try to upgrade..by puttin' picture columns and stuff like that.. hehehe... Cool! Drove ur first independent drivin' ey? Glad to hear that girl...Hehee, Drivin' around with that triangle thingy ey? Soon it'll be my turn..u know why? I passed my TP this morning! Yeah!! 1st Time passer!! OOOOH YEAH!!! But damn, it doesn't compare to urs cuz urs a CV's license... I'm a Military license...It's difference.I can only drive military vehicles... But the difference is...I passed my test while drivin' a 3 tonner! HAHAHA!! Ngast!! U drove a normal saloon car while I drove a big truck! Hehehe.. Okay, that was lame..the fact still stands...Ur drivin' a civilian car! ARGH! Hehehe.. Aight, anyways, just to let u know again, my phone's down... Oh yeah, to everyone else who's readin' this and have my contact number...MY PHONE'S DOWN!! So is my SIM card....god damn it!
Anyways, ain't much goin' today.. I passed my TP...so what? I was feelin' 50/50...Half happy and half sad...cuz I went off from my mates... The guys I hung out with in camp and talk shit every day... Now I ain't with them no more... They took the test 4 to 5 times and they're still failin'...I wanted them to pass with me and move on to Islandwide drivin' with me...I feel bad, i took it one time and I passed... Those guys worked hard but they still fail..and that sucks man... I was really hopin' that they passed together with me so that we could still hang out... The other half of me is happy cuz I passed and I'm out of that camp... no more parkin'..no more barkin' from the instructors... Gonna miss that... I hope that the guys will pass their test when they take it tomorrow or Wednesday... All ain't fair ey?
Still haven't send my phone for fixin' at Nokia Care and had not activated my SIM card... Got a temporary phone right now... Thanks to Fad... To those guys who were with us that day..U guys should know what we're talkin' about...hehe.. Cool phone!
Last Saturday.. went out and hung out with the guys, and went to check Ceramic Circle out (U guys can check out the pics under the pictures catagory once the pics are up...) And after that, hung out at Youth Park (Lalest place to slack, I know..but hey...it's slackin'..) Saw my cousin...to my surprise..and she was hangin' out with Kotake Yoji Nur Indra Iskandar (PHD's Bassist) that day..with a bunch of other friends... Indra's my primary school mate..and yeah, he have Jap blood...I think... So after the hangin' out session... Me, B, Fad, Nik & Irma.. we went to watch king Arthur at Cineleisure that mornin'... and guess what? I fell asleep when the show was endin'...FUCK! Missed the last part! I was too tired I guess... most real, Guenevre is fuckin' hot! Hehehe... Saucy for a medieval time lady...
As usual, crashed at B's place with Fad... And ate Tuna with Crackers in the mornin' (Three guys, at the dinner table, eatin' Tuna & Crackers at 4 in the mornin'...Ngast!) So yeah, stayed there... till the next day Sunday... night time... Cuz we celebrated B's birthday... hehehe.. happy 21st bro! At a whole lot of chicken that night... INsane!
Aight guys... i think I wrote enough... I'm outta here, do stay tune for the pics...
Cheers!
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Ngastness! It's already the weekends...Time flies... Most real, Miss D got her license! That's awesome girl! Looks like u can drive around now ey? Easier for the transport side! I can't give ya a hulla girl cuz my phone's down... It bitched on me! Not only that, SIM card's doin' the same thing... And all of the numbers in there, I don't remember...only two of them I remembered... Ngast...Anyways, drive safely aight? Maybe we could go cruisin' one day ey? heh...
It's a Saturday and I'm at home, can u believe this.. at home? I'm suppose to meet up with the guys..but I ain't sure when or where... I slacked a lot just now in camp... And god! It was rainin'...and rainy days in the mornin'... it's simply..means....SLEEPING TIME... But nouh!!~~ I had to wake up early just to get to camp... Damn it.. But I'm sure I'll be out later...cuz I'll be crashin' at B's place later in the evenin'... With no dough in my "greens" pouch... I'm hopeless... can't get Fags...can't top up my E To The Z link... Need to search for some cash.. Hmm..either I "borrow" some from my parents by searchin' through their bags...which is a bad idea...or I can simply ask them... which is also bad cuz I've been askin' a lot from them... Or simply, should I go dry? Ngast! i'll figure it out....somehow....
Thought of askin' pluGGy out today... Cuz I know she's at home and all.. Well, left her a message and suddenly she called me back..ngast...only to learn that she's on her way to beach road.. So I thought that was my chance to hang out with her... She said that she'd call back and so...I waited...but she didn't..or maybe I can't wait that long..Hehe... So i called her up and only to learn that somebody else had met her.. So then, I decided to screw the idea...Well, it ain't my luck I guess... There's always other days... And I can't meet her at night cuz she'll be hangin' out with her cuzzies somewhere... In town...I think... Or somethin' like that... But anyways..hope that she'll enjoy her day today... Thought of hangin' out with her and the bunch tomorrow at B's place...but then again... Hard luck, she's workin'... Darn! Allright, enough of this topic..let's move on to another topic...
Damn, u guys noticed on the Fag packs these days... they have those pictures of u know...the brain clod thingy, the baby..that guy with those hospital things... i mean, what is the government tryin' to do? if u wanna scare the smokers...might as well ban ciggies... Why raise the price and have the trouble to re pack the whole packaging...God damn it... Prices going higher now and with those stupid-and-not-freakin'-smokers-out pictures... Smokin' is one expensive habit... The weird thing, it ain't workin'...people still buyin' the fags...
I just got my M1 bill and holy cow! it's blowin' at $461.90! holy fuck! I'm fucked for sure! Where the hell am I goin' to get that amount? Looks like I gotta starve myself a li'l... Pay bit by bit till it's settled... Whatever it is, i'm still gettin' that new phone next month... Hopefully my friend still hold on to that deal he was offering me... And I realised on why my bill blew the top... Mainly on SMS...My fingers can't stop SMS-ing... Especially to other service providers... DAMN! My GPRS ain't that bad...44 bucks...So it's quite okay... but SMS...HOLY SHIT! Gotta learn to control...I type out SMS as if I'm typing out words on the IRC...
Aight, just got a call from Tweet-O-San... Looks like I'll be headin' out to town... (Same-O Same-O)... I'm meetin' him at Orchard MRT around 7:30... So yeah... Can't contact the others cause I ain't got a phone..FUCK! Hahaha..Most real...I'm outta here...
Cheers to all!
It's a Saturday and I'm at home, can u believe this.. at home? I'm suppose to meet up with the guys..but I ain't sure when or where... I slacked a lot just now in camp... And god! It was rainin'...and rainy days in the mornin'... it's simply..means....SLEEPING TIME... But nouh!!~~ I had to wake up early just to get to camp... Damn it.. But I'm sure I'll be out later...cuz I'll be crashin' at B's place later in the evenin'... With no dough in my "greens" pouch... I'm hopeless... can't get Fags...can't top up my E To The Z link... Need to search for some cash.. Hmm..either I "borrow" some from my parents by searchin' through their bags...which is a bad idea...or I can simply ask them... which is also bad cuz I've been askin' a lot from them... Or simply, should I go dry? Ngast! i'll figure it out....somehow....
Thought of askin' pluGGy out today... Cuz I know she's at home and all.. Well, left her a message and suddenly she called me back..ngast...only to learn that she's on her way to beach road.. So I thought that was my chance to hang out with her... She said that she'd call back and so...I waited...but she didn't..or maybe I can't wait that long..Hehe... So i called her up and only to learn that somebody else had met her.. So then, I decided to screw the idea...Well, it ain't my luck I guess... There's always other days... And I can't meet her at night cuz she'll be hangin' out with her cuzzies somewhere... In town...I think... Or somethin' like that... But anyways..hope that she'll enjoy her day today... Thought of hangin' out with her and the bunch tomorrow at B's place...but then again... Hard luck, she's workin'... Darn! Allright, enough of this topic..let's move on to another topic...
Damn, u guys noticed on the Fag packs these days... they have those pictures of u know...the brain clod thingy, the baby..that guy with those hospital things... i mean, what is the government tryin' to do? if u wanna scare the smokers...might as well ban ciggies... Why raise the price and have the trouble to re pack the whole packaging...God damn it... Prices going higher now and with those stupid-and-not-freakin'-smokers-out pictures... Smokin' is one expensive habit... The weird thing, it ain't workin'...people still buyin' the fags...
I just got my M1 bill and holy cow! it's blowin' at $461.90! holy fuck! I'm fucked for sure! Where the hell am I goin' to get that amount? Looks like I gotta starve myself a li'l... Pay bit by bit till it's settled... Whatever it is, i'm still gettin' that new phone next month... Hopefully my friend still hold on to that deal he was offering me... And I realised on why my bill blew the top... Mainly on SMS...My fingers can't stop SMS-ing... Especially to other service providers... DAMN! My GPRS ain't that bad...44 bucks...So it's quite okay... but SMS...HOLY SHIT! Gotta learn to control...I type out SMS as if I'm typing out words on the IRC...
Aight, just got a call from Tweet-O-San... Looks like I'll be headin' out to town... (Same-O Same-O)... I'm meetin' him at Orchard MRT around 7:30... So yeah... Can't contact the others cause I ain't got a phone..FUCK! Hahaha..Most real...I'm outta here...
Cheers to all!
Friday, July 23, 2004
Darn! It's a friday already! Time flies ever oh so quickly! It's been pretty much borin' in camp cuz all I did was sit...sleep at the trainin' shed... NOt much of drivin'.. Just passed my lashing test today and it looks like that i'll be headin' out for my TP next monday. Sickest mickest!
Jammed with my new side band yesterday... Well, we started off like any other bands, crappy and not knowin' of what to do..hehe... Or maybe we just didn't jam for a long time... Death By Tears... Or was it another name..hmm..Still not decided on the band's name yet... So we'll have to wait ey? So yeah, we're playin' somethin' like Get Up Kids plus something..and something..or was it somethin' like that... Kuzzed's Bossom!! Hahahaha
Okay..ehem... Enough.. Past few days, I feel that I've been missin' a few people... Miss D for one... Read her blog and she's takin' her Drivin' test...cool ey? I hope that she passed it cuz I check her blog again and it's not updated...can't wait to see what's her result... I missed Shammie, that mad girl with insane insanity maximus.. Heh... Wonder how she is... Have not heard or seen her for quite some time... Hope that everythin's fine... Damn, I miss too many people to even say... Surya, Fattah and a few others...*sigh*...
puGGy's gettin' a new job... psyched! An office job...hehehe.. Back to the office lady dressing ey puGGy? Ngastness! Well, I feel great for her... Heard news that she might wanna take a bike license...But i ain't sure when or if it's true.. But knowin' her... well, she will... Heh...Mad girl! Well, hope everythin's fine...
I miss my handphone! Fuckin' hell, can't even do much... No longer feel vibrations in my pocket no more.. Ngast! Feels weird yet free... hmm.. Gotta get a new phone, I'll be gettin' a new phone by next month... hopefully... So yeah...that's about it...
For now, I'm outta here, gotta jam with ND in a while... Cheers to all!
Jammed with my new side band yesterday... Well, we started off like any other bands, crappy and not knowin' of what to do..hehe... Or maybe we just didn't jam for a long time... Death By Tears... Or was it another name..hmm..Still not decided on the band's name yet... So we'll have to wait ey? So yeah, we're playin' somethin' like Get Up Kids plus something..and something..or was it somethin' like that... Kuzzed's Bossom!! Hahahaha
Okay..ehem... Enough.. Past few days, I feel that I've been missin' a few people... Miss D for one... Read her blog and she's takin' her Drivin' test...cool ey? I hope that she passed it cuz I check her blog again and it's not updated...can't wait to see what's her result... I missed Shammie, that mad girl with insane insanity maximus.. Heh... Wonder how she is... Have not heard or seen her for quite some time... Hope that everythin's fine... Damn, I miss too many people to even say... Surya, Fattah and a few others...*sigh*...
puGGy's gettin' a new job... psyched! An office job...hehehe.. Back to the office lady dressing ey puGGy? Ngastness! Well, I feel great for her... Heard news that she might wanna take a bike license...But i ain't sure when or if it's true.. But knowin' her... well, she will... Heh...Mad girl! Well, hope everythin's fine...
I miss my handphone! Fuckin' hell, can't even do much... No longer feel vibrations in my pocket no more.. Ngast! Feels weird yet free... hmm.. Gotta get a new phone, I'll be gettin' a new phone by next month... hopefully... So yeah...that's about it...
For now, I'm outta here, gotta jam with ND in a while... Cheers to all!
Monday, July 19, 2004
Holy Xoximus...It's a Monday already? Ngast! Baybeats had past and it was awesome...Well, only for the last two days, I can only say about the two days... The first day, I missed it and I heard feedbacks from those who went that it was awesome and especially Love Me Butch... Can't believe I missed that! Been wantin' to watch it... Damn stupid cross country drivin'... On Saturday, I head down to City Hall to meet up with puGGy... Thinkin' I was late, I rushed down but then...Hehe, puGGy fell asleep and she ended up bein' late... So there we were, at Raffles City, head down to Esplanade around 6:40... And met the others there... Most real, saw Fattah and boy, I miss that guy! He basically disappeared from us and there he was hangin' out with us again...Just like old times... The whole 3 Moron Bros & 1 Mad Sister was there... Dil, Fattah, Dzul & puGGy... Old skool! Heh! Hung out with Fattah just for a short while till he had to go to meet up with his mates.. So there we were, hangin' out while listenin' to the music played on stage... Awesome bands were playin'... And for those who said somethin' in my tag... please, if u don't know, don't assume, if u ain't got the facts or prove, don't assume... jumpin' to conclusion causes complications...So please... I'm guessin' that the person who tags with that statement was there when I was hangin' out with her at the curb... and most real, most probably just standin' about a few metres away...talkin' to her ex... We're BOTH her ex... and I ain't doin' that on purpose... There wasn't even any intentions whatsoever...
Anyways, the show was awesome especially the last day... MSC, Return To Fall,Electrico and a few others... They were all awesome but the band that stands out for that Sunday was Last Days Of April... They were fuckin' awesome!! A simple chill out emo/indie music playin'... and everybody was simply noddin' their heads to the beat and tune of their music. All the way from Sweden...wow!
Baybeats is really a success... Attracted more crowd this year and somehow the security was a li'l bit tight... too tight... that kids can't even have fun in front of the stage. The first baybeats when No Direction played...it was not that known yet... Not much crowd, and everybody was simply passin' by the big stage... That was when Brandtson and Sommerset came down... Damn, memories of that one! Sick happy memories..heh...Anyways, years had past and look at Baybeats now, awesome turn out, all three days and the stage was even better now... It's like a big show and all.. What's best, it's free! Well, all I can say, I had fun...
Pictures will be posted up soon, so just hang on and for those taggers.. Please, don't accuse any-o-how... And I'm sorry if I did somethin' to offend any one of u...
Cheers!
Anyways, the show was awesome especially the last day... MSC, Return To Fall,Electrico and a few others... They were all awesome but the band that stands out for that Sunday was Last Days Of April... They were fuckin' awesome!! A simple chill out emo/indie music playin'... and everybody was simply noddin' their heads to the beat and tune of their music. All the way from Sweden...wow!
Baybeats is really a success... Attracted more crowd this year and somehow the security was a li'l bit tight... too tight... that kids can't even have fun in front of the stage. The first baybeats when No Direction played...it was not that known yet... Not much crowd, and everybody was simply passin' by the big stage... That was when Brandtson and Sommerset came down... Damn, memories of that one! Sick happy memories..heh...Anyways, years had past and look at Baybeats now, awesome turn out, all three days and the stage was even better now... It's like a big show and all.. What's best, it's free! Well, all I can say, I had fun...
Pictures will be posted up soon, so just hang on and for those taggers.. Please, don't accuse any-o-how... And I'm sorry if I did somethin' to offend any one of u...
Cheers!
Thursday, July 15, 2004
It's...POEM SEGMENT TIME!!!
Here's a poem I got from Christina Rossetti and it's entitled... The First Day... This, I would like to dedicate it to that someone, that someone who had been there for most of the time and had always been the light of my darkest days... p|uGGy...
The First Day by Christina Rossetti
I wish I could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meeting me;
If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or winter for aught I can say
So unrecorded did it slip awy,
So blind was I to see and to foresee,
So dull to mark the budding of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May.
If only I could recollect it! Such
A day of days! I let it come and go
As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow.
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much!
If only now I could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!
Thank you... p|uGGy...
Here's a poem I got from Christina Rossetti and it's entitled... The First Day... This, I would like to dedicate it to that someone, that someone who had been there for most of the time and had always been the light of my darkest days... p|uGGy...
The First Day by Christina Rossetti
I wish I could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meeting me;
If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or winter for aught I can say
So unrecorded did it slip awy,
So blind was I to see and to foresee,
So dull to mark the budding of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May.
If only I could recollect it! Such
A day of days! I let it come and go
As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow.
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much!
If only now I could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!
Thank you... p|uGGy...
Hey! Miss D got a blog! Madness! Hey girl, thanks for updatin' me... U got a blog! Coolness to the maximus! And the things u wrote..hmm...I like ur poem and I wanna say thanks for writin' that...It's nice...
Today's day went out okay...Learnt new cool stuff... All the different terrains drivin' technics... The rough terrain handling..the narrow bridge...And using the rover..we have to rev up this super steep slope up...and that thing simulates the slope of the the ship deck... it was fuckin' steep! When ur at the top and ur going down..it's like sittin' on a roller coaster, excepts this one, ur drivin' the roller coaster... Another one, we had to reverse the 3 tonner up the slope which is less steep then the one we had to do with the rover... My favourite track of the day..was the skid run... We rev up to a fast speed of about 30-40 km/h and we step on the brake pedals when we hit the wet floor...our rover skidded...it was awesome! And it's like some kind of a cheap thrill.. I drove wrecklessly around the track...just to get top speed before hittin' the brakes..it was insane.. Tomorrow, I'll be headin' out to Sembawang Camp and from there, we would set out to our cross country training grounds.. To drive through the forrested area.. And when it's night, we'll be drivin' in the dark..meanin', no headlights, no source of lights at all and we'll be only depending on our night vision goggles to guide us while driving... Cool! I'm gonna wear a night vision goggle tomorrow! Sadly, due to this, I couldn't make it to Baybeat's first day gig... Gonna miss out on Shoe Size Nine's set...DAMN! Stupid drivin'..
After I got home today, rested at home and then head out to city hall in search of somethin'. Can't expose to much of it... Simply said, bought something for that someone... HeH...
Aight, that's it for today, cheers to all!
Today's day went out okay...Learnt new cool stuff... All the different terrains drivin' technics... The rough terrain handling..the narrow bridge...And using the rover..we have to rev up this super steep slope up...and that thing simulates the slope of the the ship deck... it was fuckin' steep! When ur at the top and ur going down..it's like sittin' on a roller coaster, excepts this one, ur drivin' the roller coaster... Another one, we had to reverse the 3 tonner up the slope which is less steep then the one we had to do with the rover... My favourite track of the day..was the skid run... We rev up to a fast speed of about 30-40 km/h and we step on the brake pedals when we hit the wet floor...our rover skidded...it was awesome! And it's like some kind of a cheap thrill.. I drove wrecklessly around the track...just to get top speed before hittin' the brakes..it was insane.. Tomorrow, I'll be headin' out to Sembawang Camp and from there, we would set out to our cross country training grounds.. To drive through the forrested area.. And when it's night, we'll be drivin' in the dark..meanin', no headlights, no source of lights at all and we'll be only depending on our night vision goggles to guide us while driving... Cool! I'm gonna wear a night vision goggle tomorrow! Sadly, due to this, I couldn't make it to Baybeat's first day gig... Gonna miss out on Shoe Size Nine's set...DAMN! Stupid drivin'..
After I got home today, rested at home and then head out to city hall in search of somethin'. Can't expose to much of it... Simply said, bought something for that someone... HeH...
Aight, that's it for today, cheers to all!
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Ngast! It's still goin' on? When will it ever end? Guys, just give it up will ya? Those who's sidin' me or simply findin' the disser lame or anythin' line that, just ignore him or her... he or she is like usin' some kind of energizer battery or somethin'...simply never give up... Even the best of batteries would dry up eventually... So yeah, just ignore...
Anyways, new pics are up and the editted pics u see above are some simple editting... The skyscrapers pics was shot back then from Esplanade... Beautiful night that night... And as I was lookin' through my pics, I remembered Mitre Hotel... A lot of insane memories happened there...Good ones, mad ones, bad ones, drunk ones... Loads of it. For those who hanged out with me back then at Mitre, remember Tummy War? Hehehe, insane! Tummy War, it's a game played by many players..but at that time it was about 6 of us..we would stand in a circle and as in order and in turns we would hit each others' stomache till one lone survivor stands.. and believe it or not, Tweet was the defending champion for four games...It ain't a normal beat in the stomache, it's all out whack kinda energy...And it's Mitre Hotel that it was the days of drinkin'... My drinkin' days... Beer, beer and more beer... Ngast! But I soon realized that it's a waste of money... We shed tears there, we laughed out loud there, we even got drunk there... and stupid actions happened..hehe.. Whatever it is, Mitre Hotel is no more.. it's just a buildin'...still occupied but it no longer have the bar...That's what I saw the last time I when there few months back...It's the coolest chillout spot I ever been to...Torn sofas, wrecked up walls, broken ceilings, fans that looked as if it's gonna fall anytime...It was awesome..And to Raja! The guy who drives his merz and sits there for long hours... common phrase..."Siapa Raja?" He would reply loudly..."SAYALAH RAJA!!" It's an inside joke, sort of, only those who were there would know...
Aight, so that's it... Enjoy the new pics...
Anyways, new pics are up and the editted pics u see above are some simple editting... The skyscrapers pics was shot back then from Esplanade... Beautiful night that night... And as I was lookin' through my pics, I remembered Mitre Hotel... A lot of insane memories happened there...Good ones, mad ones, bad ones, drunk ones... Loads of it. For those who hanged out with me back then at Mitre, remember Tummy War? Hehehe, insane! Tummy War, it's a game played by many players..but at that time it was about 6 of us..we would stand in a circle and as in order and in turns we would hit each others' stomache till one lone survivor stands.. and believe it or not, Tweet was the defending champion for four games...It ain't a normal beat in the stomache, it's all out whack kinda energy...And it's Mitre Hotel that it was the days of drinkin'... My drinkin' days... Beer, beer and more beer... Ngast! But I soon realized that it's a waste of money... We shed tears there, we laughed out loud there, we even got drunk there... and stupid actions happened..hehe.. Whatever it is, Mitre Hotel is no more.. it's just a buildin'...still occupied but it no longer have the bar...That's what I saw the last time I when there few months back...It's the coolest chillout spot I ever been to...Torn sofas, wrecked up walls, broken ceilings, fans that looked as if it's gonna fall anytime...It was awesome..And to Raja! The guy who drives his merz and sits there for long hours... common phrase..."Siapa Raja?" He would reply loudly..."SAYALAH RAJA!!" It's an inside joke, sort of, only those who were there would know...
Aight, so that's it... Enjoy the new pics...
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Woot! It's a Tuesday and it's been quite a while since I've last checked my blog and well, as expected... same 'ol same 'ol... My blog has turned into a warzone! Cool ey? Great! I'm a pig, I'm a fatfucking bastard whatever... Well, at least u'll remembered me by that... U have ur ways so be it, carry on. Others have their own way of remembering me. This guy or gal who's dissin' me waaay beyond the line must not have his/her mother's love when he/she was young... As many would say, deprived of childhood happiness. That's my guess, I ain't assumin', just guessin'... if he/she is, then that's the reason why... If he/she is not, then I'm wrong...
Anyways, just did my 5th HSP Test today (HSP - Highway Situation Problems) and I got it in the end. Fuckin' 5 times. Thanks to the tester who gave me many chances to pass me. I guess they're bored of testing the drivers here...Come on, I mean... They've been takin' charge of tests for god knows how many batch of drivers so i'm sure they're bored of it. But anyways, glad to pass and now I can join the others...SOON... First I gotta take my Height & Lashing and parkin' before I could join the otehrs to take TP. So yeah, that's the news. I drove around Tampines just now for 100 mins... Which is roughly around 1 hour 40 mins... Imagine that, round and round I go in Tamp. Ngast!
Past by one of the schools and there was this girl outside, as she was walkin', she looked at me and she waved at me.. My guess is, she got the wrong guy. At first I thought it was Azura of Underedge but when I SMSed her she said nah... She was in class doin' some stuff for some drama... So who could it be? Could it be mistaken identity or someone I know? My conclusion, wrong identity... So yeah, that's about it..
Ain't much to do now, execpt I'll be headin' out to Bedok to hang around there with the bunch and as well pay my overdue bills of $124... damn, that's a whole load... Earnin' 350 per month and payin' that much, what's there left to enjoy with? Have yet to give my parents some cash... not to mention, pay back my dad cuz I loaned from him for the chalet... that's insane...
Aight, I'm outta here, and for the taggers...both good and bad... I'd like to say thanks.. Carry on with the "war"...
Cheers!
Anyways, just did my 5th HSP Test today (HSP - Highway Situation Problems) and I got it in the end. Fuckin' 5 times. Thanks to the tester who gave me many chances to pass me. I guess they're bored of testing the drivers here...Come on, I mean... They've been takin' charge of tests for god knows how many batch of drivers so i'm sure they're bored of it. But anyways, glad to pass and now I can join the others...SOON... First I gotta take my Height & Lashing and parkin' before I could join the otehrs to take TP. So yeah, that's the news. I drove around Tampines just now for 100 mins... Which is roughly around 1 hour 40 mins... Imagine that, round and round I go in Tamp. Ngast!
Past by one of the schools and there was this girl outside, as she was walkin', she looked at me and she waved at me.. My guess is, she got the wrong guy. At first I thought it was Azura of Underedge but when I SMSed her she said nah... She was in class doin' some stuff for some drama... So who could it be? Could it be mistaken identity or someone I know? My conclusion, wrong identity... So yeah, that's about it..
Ain't much to do now, execpt I'll be headin' out to Bedok to hang around there with the bunch and as well pay my overdue bills of $124... damn, that's a whole load... Earnin' 350 per month and payin' that much, what's there left to enjoy with? Have yet to give my parents some cash... not to mention, pay back my dad cuz I loaned from him for the chalet... that's insane...
Aight, I'm outta here, and for the taggers...both good and bad... I'd like to say thanks.. Carry on with the "war"...
Cheers!
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
It's a friggin' Wednesday...Boredom hits me big time. Same old shit in camp. Report at 7:25am and then u either go to class for lectures or some stupid simulator drive and then after lunch u go for public road drivin'... or it's the other way around... Same old shit and I'm still stuck to my HSP... Damn! Need to pass that stupid HSP to get on with the next stage, Height, Lashing & Parkin'... Most of my Platoon guys are done with it, just waitin' for TP... Fuck HSP, I mean, it's stupid... U think we road users wanna concentrate on all that on the road? "CHeck left right mirror for motorcycles, confirm exit clear, confirm traffic is in favour, confirm no pedestrian, move cautiously and beware of motorcycles squeezin' through ur sides, beware of pedestrians..." BLA BLA BLA! IT goes on and on.. It may sound simple, yes, but once ur in that room with the tester u'll tend to forget some of the shit u had memorised... That's the fucked up part.. Tomorrow's my next test, I have to pass that one, if not, I'm in deep shit. Drivin' is gettin' plain normal now, since I'm like drivin' every single day, same old route... Bedok, Tamp or Pasir Ris... Same old road, same old tonner, same old driver, same old instructor... Always slowed down in front of Temasek Poly's bus-stop... heh... Every driver here does that... u guys should know..
Read my tag again... *sigh*... It goes on...and on.......and on ey? Just like an energizer battery, never say die... i like ur spirit guys.. Thanks...
This one goes out to INNOCENT, I wanna say thanks, that's a constructive critism.. I agree that our riffs are mellow and chillin' kind.. that's the way we wanna play... right? I'll take ur comments as part of an upgrading awaker... (Okay, whatever that means...Heh..) Thanks dude...ermm..dudette...
Aight, so yeah... Thanks for the dissin'! All are welcomed to diss and to those who's on my side, thanks as well but no point, these bunch of dissers are bound to come back, I'm beginning to grow immuned to them... So fuck it ey? So yeah, carry on with ur disses cuz it's really entertaining me...
Cheers to all!
Read my tag again... *sigh*... It goes on...and on.......and on ey? Just like an energizer battery, never say die... i like ur spirit guys.. Thanks...
This one goes out to INNOCENT, I wanna say thanks, that's a constructive critism.. I agree that our riffs are mellow and chillin' kind.. that's the way we wanna play... right? I'll take ur comments as part of an upgrading awaker... (Okay, whatever that means...Heh..) Thanks dude...ermm..dudette...
Aight, so yeah... Thanks for the dissin'! All are welcomed to diss and to those who's on my side, thanks as well but no point, these bunch of dissers are bound to come back, I'm beginning to grow immuned to them... So fuck it ey? So yeah, carry on with ur disses cuz it's really entertaining me...
Cheers to all!
Monday, July 05, 2004
Once again, my blog had turned into a warzone!... YEAH!! Scored another 4 points! Bonus for Annonymous! Let's see here, how many do I have now... back two years ago plus 5 years ago...50 points in all.. Aight! I'm scorin' well! U guys really hate me huh? Bah, I have no disagreement with ya, ur making a constructed point and I like ur style but for Annonymous, I don't get that guy. Fat bastard? Yeah i admit.. I'm fat.. Who ain't? Standin' at a height of 1.73m and weighin' about 110kg... used to be 120.. But still? Still fat and hopeless... But who cares ey? I'm livin' my life the way it is, so hate me or love me or whatever u wanna do... it's life.. It ain't life if there ain't obsticles..
Bah, it's super ironic, true..heh.. I said it's the crowd that makes the band go... and ur right about the passion... If the bands are playin' for fame, it ain't true music... I really like ur style of criticism, it's well constructed and ur point got into me... Thanks man...
For the others, I still don't get u guys.. Well, whatever it is, I'm takin' it in.. Go ahead, swear, curse, diss... I'll take it.. Like I said before, life's ain't perfect.. So let it be ey?
For the rest of ya... enjoy the days to come, u'll never know when it might just end for all u know, I might die the next day drivin' the tonner or even crossin' the road... Bargh, what the hell? Ngast...
Aight, that's it for today, I'm outta here....
p.s. Lastly, to those who diss me in my blog, I'd love to see u guys in real life one day.. so please, I'm beggin' u down to my knees, please approach me the next time u see me and diss me face to face, please... I would prefer, a frontal approach rather than just typin' ur diss out. U know, just a simple talk, face to face.. Aight? Don't forget, DO APPROACH ME...
The Malay Dude who is a Caucasian Wannabe/Fat Bastard/Fuckin' Bastard,
HaZe_OnE
Bah, it's super ironic, true..heh.. I said it's the crowd that makes the band go... and ur right about the passion... If the bands are playin' for fame, it ain't true music... I really like ur style of criticism, it's well constructed and ur point got into me... Thanks man...
For the others, I still don't get u guys.. Well, whatever it is, I'm takin' it in.. Go ahead, swear, curse, diss... I'll take it.. Like I said before, life's ain't perfect.. So let it be ey?
For the rest of ya... enjoy the days to come, u'll never know when it might just end for all u know, I might die the next day drivin' the tonner or even crossin' the road... Bargh, what the hell? Ngast...
Aight, that's it for today, I'm outta here....
p.s. Lastly, to those who diss me in my blog, I'd love to see u guys in real life one day.. so please, I'm beggin' u down to my knees, please approach me the next time u see me and diss me face to face, please... I would prefer, a frontal approach rather than just typin' ur diss out. U know, just a simple talk, face to face.. Aight? Don't forget, DO APPROACH ME...
The Malay Dude who is a Caucasian Wannabe/Fat Bastard/Fuckin' Bastard,
HaZe_OnE
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Sheesh, when will u guys ever give up? Okay, most real, we're arguing ovr a stupid matter... which is... Ska & Rudies... I'm tired guys, please, stop the crap about rudies. They're not worth my time and not worth my breathe and I still don't fuckin' understand why I start it up.. Sorry guys and I wanna thank u dissers cuz u guys made me realise what a jerk I am. Thanks to u guys, I am awake... woken by reality that I should listen to more ska and join the ska society... "Until the day I die, I SKANK my heart for u!!" I shall be a sell out and yes I'm a newbie... 7 years in the so-called "scene" and yes, I'm still a newbie... So are my friends, we all know nuts about the Lion City Hardcore or the One Voice Label or the kids of the hardcore...yes.. we know nuts... Well as for some of u taggers, yeah. I agree...
I give up, u guys go ahead, carry on dissin' me if u want to. I'm simply tired... White flag's up!
Bah, I agree with, u proved it right.. If the music's good the crowd is there... but sometimes, u just have to be there to support the bands.. I mean, what about new bands that is just there for the first time? Imagine this, ur band, let's say, ur band if u have a band... is playin' for the first time on stage and that's ur chance to gain recognition but then the crowd is either walkin' out of the arena or simply sittin' down... that would be whacked.. I mean, if it's me I know I would feel downed not seeing any supporters... It's the crowd that make the bands go on... Overall, I agree with ya on the music part...
Yesterday's gig was okay except that too many bands were playin' NoFX's songs... The organiser should add on to the gig title..."The Punk Rock Show: Tribute To NoFX"... Heh.. About 70% of the bands playin' that day played NoFX... i guess they're the most energy drivened band amongst the other punk rock bands... The crowd yesterday was okay, ain't much, ain't less just moderate... Did my hair up.. Come call it Beckham hairdor, some called it mohawk... so i did, feeling punk rock-ish.. (BARGH!)... when I got there, almost everybody did their hair up! NGAST! Yesterday's set was a fuck up but thanks to the supporters upfront I lost my nervousness and gained back my confidence upstage...
To all those who came to the gig on behalf of the organisers, I wanna say thanks...
To those who stayed back till the last band, I wanna say thanks...
Lastly, to those who came upfront to watch No Direction's set, Big thanks to all of ya! Without u guys, I would still have shakin' knees till the end of the set... I love u guys! On behalf of ND, thanks to all!
Overall review of the gig... Fun & excellent... Had a great moment at the end of the show... Hehehe... Inn did a "solo" set at the end... Hahaha, that was mad, and Zad or IK came up running up to him and slam him, u know..like one of those wrestling scenes whereby the wrestler was dissin' the other wrestler and then suddenly out of nowhere a guy runs up and slam him down to the ground and then disappear again...yeah it was like that. While Kate Of Kale was playin', the guys were doin' yet another pile up session.. This time, it was more than the chalet! Too bad I didn't get it on my cam... It was mad fun..
After the show, sat down at the coffee shop nearby to the gig venue.. Hung out there for a while... after that, set off to B's place to crash.. that's about it,... Didn't do much...
That's the end, I'll write in soon... Once again, to all those who came and stayed for ND's set, thanks a million!
I give up, u guys go ahead, carry on dissin' me if u want to. I'm simply tired... White flag's up!
Bah, I agree with, u proved it right.. If the music's good the crowd is there... but sometimes, u just have to be there to support the bands.. I mean, what about new bands that is just there for the first time? Imagine this, ur band, let's say, ur band if u have a band... is playin' for the first time on stage and that's ur chance to gain recognition but then the crowd is either walkin' out of the arena or simply sittin' down... that would be whacked.. I mean, if it's me I know I would feel downed not seeing any supporters... It's the crowd that make the bands go on... Overall, I agree with ya on the music part...
Yesterday's gig was okay except that too many bands were playin' NoFX's songs... The organiser should add on to the gig title..."The Punk Rock Show: Tribute To NoFX"... Heh.. About 70% of the bands playin' that day played NoFX... i guess they're the most energy drivened band amongst the other punk rock bands... The crowd yesterday was okay, ain't much, ain't less just moderate... Did my hair up.. Come call it Beckham hairdor, some called it mohawk... so i did, feeling punk rock-ish.. (BARGH!)... when I got there, almost everybody did their hair up! NGAST! Yesterday's set was a fuck up but thanks to the supporters upfront I lost my nervousness and gained back my confidence upstage...
To all those who came to the gig on behalf of the organisers, I wanna say thanks...
To those who stayed back till the last band, I wanna say thanks...
Lastly, to those who came upfront to watch No Direction's set, Big thanks to all of ya! Without u guys, I would still have shakin' knees till the end of the set... I love u guys! On behalf of ND, thanks to all!
Overall review of the gig... Fun & excellent... Had a great moment at the end of the show... Hehehe... Inn did a "solo" set at the end... Hahaha, that was mad, and Zad or IK came up running up to him and slam him, u know..like one of those wrestling scenes whereby the wrestler was dissin' the other wrestler and then suddenly out of nowhere a guy runs up and slam him down to the ground and then disappear again...yeah it was like that. While Kate Of Kale was playin', the guys were doin' yet another pile up session.. This time, it was more than the chalet! Too bad I didn't get it on my cam... It was mad fun..
After the show, sat down at the coffee shop nearby to the gig venue.. Hung out there for a while... after that, set off to B's place to crash.. that's about it,... Didn't do much...
That's the end, I'll write in soon... Once again, to all those who came and stayed for ND's set, thanks a million!
Friday, July 02, 2004
To all the tagboarders.. Here are my replies:-
nurl: ehhh. where's the chaletttt piccccs. i wannnnaaaaaaaa c!
.:BIGguy:. Hey! Chalet pics will be up soon, just to busy to do it, I got the first day up, check it out though.
DaNe|sHa: Hey Big Fella... Car cruisin's coming up soon...
.:BIGguy:. Hehehe, yeah that's nice.. Cruisin' around ey? Maybe I can borrow ur car someday? I'll drive and we cruise...hehehe, if u did, u must be nuts!
zeos: wah dier kutuk ska sey.. dier lah paling Rock per. hah~ isap la kau.
.:BIGguy:. Kutuk ska? hmm... I thought dissin's only for people, I ain't sayin' about ska, ska's nice.. U got the wrong impression.. The way u type...u sound like a mat.. U know, typical malay to the max? That kinda mats.. Ye ah, aku tau aku ni melayu tapi melayu macam kau peh orang sikit peh susah ah.. Apa apa lah mat... Kau nak kutuk aku, enjoy...
anonymous: fuck u motha fucker
.:BIGguy:. Really? I'm a mother fucker? Oh yeah, I fucked ur mom when u and ur dad ain't home.. Just remembered... Sorry man, ur mom was great! Now, let me ask u, how do u feel when I say that? Great? or bad? Remember, don't fuck others any-o-how..Please, it ain't ur world alone and I'm sorry if I offended u...
ra-fieex: hur ska is nice.. its the people who make it sucky.. okie im crapping ... hello wan.. road to riverdale?
.:BIGguy:. Thanks rafiee... I just said it out but these guys ain't listenin'... Ska is nice it's just the people...
anonymous: w/o the ppl there wont b o crowd. so fuck u bigassguy. fuck u
.:BIGguy:. Really? There won't be a crowd? Boo Hoo, I'm cryin' out loudly! Where were the fuckin' rudies when the emo gig was playin' the other day? Or the skins or the other "fashion parade" kids? I don't see any of those kids in L2R4 in the Rockstar Collectives show back then in ANA Hotel.. Where were they? Skankin' to death?
alif: first, he did not say ska sucks. he just said there were too many ska bands. and the crowd only supports ska. so go figure okay mofo.
.:BIGguy:. Thanks Tengtai, ur awesome.. They don't get my words.. oh wait, maybe they're just TOO YOUNG.. I don't know...I'm just guessin'..cuz the way they type it out in my tag, it seems like it...
heh: quote: "when a FUCKIN' ska band plays" - he doesn't even need to say "ska sucks." the implications are already there.
.:BIGguy:. I don't only use the word "fuckin" in that sentence.. Read again, it's in the whole god damn entry.. So when Propghandi played Ska Sucks, they hate ska? They were playin' that song in a ska rythm... What's with u guys?!
zeos: quit dissin da ppl new to ska. they jus like u guys few yrs ago. whu r u to say abt da scene. ur still a piece of shit. u tink u cool? c ya july 3rd.
.:BIGguy:. Hmm, this group of new guys I'm dissin'? If they dress like a normal kid I don't diss them.. Come on, I don't diss the other kids who come to the gig plainly dressed.. These new kids, they're INFLUENCED by others, thinkin' that being a rudie is "cool"... Few years back, when I was a newbie, I don't dress up in suits or tryin' to look like I'm in.. That sorta thing... U asked me, do I think I'm cool? No.. It's a straight forward answer, no... I ain't cool at all... Rockstar Collective kids are "cool"... and yeah, see ya on 3rd July, approach me aight? Say hi to me, or maybe diss me in front of the stage.. I would love to see ya! Don't diss my band, just me, they ain't involve in this...
einziger: may i remind u guys... this is a personal blog... he has his own right to say what he wants... hurhur.. anyways.. hello wan!
.:BIGguy:. No point in sayin' that.. They don't get the meanin' of "PERSONAL".. anyways, hi to u! and thanks...
hah: and may i remind you this is a tagboard meant for passerbys.. we also have a right to say what we want..hurhur..
.:BIGguy:. Yeah, I agree with u too.. LIke I said, say what u want, feel free to tag.. be it diss or to please...
alif: may i remind you guys you don have to enter here at all and don read his entries. you have your rights to get lost.. hurhur.
.:BIGguy:. Thanks again tengtai..
:: Praba :: how have you been man? you okay? i`ll see you around then, byee
.:BIGguy:. Doin' good... Except that it's pretty much borin' these days.. NOt much excitin' has happened...Yeah, I'll see u around too...
zeos: so havin a blog means u can say all da stupid crap u wanna say. uh y nvr say u suckd ur dad's balls yest? knn. a reali fuckd up species u are.
.:BIGguy:. It's called bloggin'.. What? Were u just born yesterday or somethin'? It's a personal blog, everybody has their right to say, so what's up with that? Hmm, About suckin' my dad's balls... I did't type it out cuz... it didn't happen, u moron... U fucked ur mom? Did u fuck ur girl? U suck ur mom's tits to get her high? Is it good to diss others like this? How do u feel? U fingered ur mom? U let ur dad fuck ur ass the other day? Wow zeoz, how stupid can u be?! Think and grow up...
me: kau ego...emo ego!! kau pk kau bagus dan besar...merepek!
.:BIGguy:. *tsk tsk tsk*... Can u guys believe this? Another one of those "MAT-ORIENTED" people... Typical mat thinking... Let me translate "U ego, emo go, u think ur big and good? Crap!".. I mean, what's up with that? What kind of a person in a sane state of mind would think that if he's big he's good? If that's the way, everybody in this world would be big sized. Ego? Who's this guy? Does he even know me? Grow up kid...
DAZ VENGEANCE: ALAH KOWANG,SKA IS SKA.NOTHING SPECIAL.TTS WHY THERE WAS A BAND CALLED SPECIALS.. becuase they are not.waves of stupidity.
.:BIGguy:. That's a nice one! Hehehe.. Thanks...
alim: ah dengar nasyid lagi rocks!!
.:BIGguy:. Raihan featuring Slipknot?
anonymous: wow.. This guy's awesome...
nurl: ehhh. where's the chaletttt piccccs. i wannnnaaaaaaaa c!
.:BIGguy:. Hey! Chalet pics will be up soon, just to busy to do it, I got the first day up, check it out though.
DaNe|sHa: Hey Big Fella... Car cruisin's coming up soon...
.:BIGguy:. Hehehe, yeah that's nice.. Cruisin' around ey? Maybe I can borrow ur car someday? I'll drive and we cruise...hehehe, if u did, u must be nuts!
zeos: wah dier kutuk ska sey.. dier lah paling Rock per. hah~ isap la kau.
.:BIGguy:. Kutuk ska? hmm... I thought dissin's only for people, I ain't sayin' about ska, ska's nice.. U got the wrong impression.. The way u type...u sound like a mat.. U know, typical malay to the max? That kinda mats.. Ye ah, aku tau aku ni melayu tapi melayu macam kau peh orang sikit peh susah ah.. Apa apa lah mat... Kau nak kutuk aku, enjoy...
anonymous: fuck u motha fucker
.:BIGguy:. Really? I'm a mother fucker? Oh yeah, I fucked ur mom when u and ur dad ain't home.. Just remembered... Sorry man, ur mom was great! Now, let me ask u, how do u feel when I say that? Great? or bad? Remember, don't fuck others any-o-how..Please, it ain't ur world alone and I'm sorry if I offended u...
ra-fieex: hur ska is nice.. its the people who make it sucky.. okie im crapping ... hello wan.. road to riverdale?
.:BIGguy:. Thanks rafiee... I just said it out but these guys ain't listenin'... Ska is nice it's just the people...
anonymous: w/o the ppl there wont b o crowd. so fuck u bigassguy. fuck u
.:BIGguy:. Really? There won't be a crowd? Boo Hoo, I'm cryin' out loudly! Where were the fuckin' rudies when the emo gig was playin' the other day? Or the skins or the other "fashion parade" kids? I don't see any of those kids in L2R4 in the Rockstar Collectives show back then in ANA Hotel.. Where were they? Skankin' to death?
alif: first, he did not say ska sucks. he just said there were too many ska bands. and the crowd only supports ska. so go figure okay mofo.
.:BIGguy:. Thanks Tengtai, ur awesome.. They don't get my words.. oh wait, maybe they're just TOO YOUNG.. I don't know...I'm just guessin'..cuz the way they type it out in my tag, it seems like it...
heh: quote: "when a FUCKIN' ska band plays" - he doesn't even need to say "ska sucks." the implications are already there.
.:BIGguy:. I don't only use the word "fuckin" in that sentence.. Read again, it's in the whole god damn entry.. So when Propghandi played Ska Sucks, they hate ska? They were playin' that song in a ska rythm... What's with u guys?!
zeos: quit dissin da ppl new to ska. they jus like u guys few yrs ago. whu r u to say abt da scene. ur still a piece of shit. u tink u cool? c ya july 3rd.
.:BIGguy:. Hmm, this group of new guys I'm dissin'? If they dress like a normal kid I don't diss them.. Come on, I don't diss the other kids who come to the gig plainly dressed.. These new kids, they're INFLUENCED by others, thinkin' that being a rudie is "cool"... Few years back, when I was a newbie, I don't dress up in suits or tryin' to look like I'm in.. That sorta thing... U asked me, do I think I'm cool? No.. It's a straight forward answer, no... I ain't cool at all... Rockstar Collective kids are "cool"... and yeah, see ya on 3rd July, approach me aight? Say hi to me, or maybe diss me in front of the stage.. I would love to see ya! Don't diss my band, just me, they ain't involve in this...
einziger: may i remind u guys... this is a personal blog... he has his own right to say what he wants... hurhur.. anyways.. hello wan!
.:BIGguy:. No point in sayin' that.. They don't get the meanin' of "PERSONAL".. anyways, hi to u! and thanks...
hah: and may i remind you this is a tagboard meant for passerbys.. we also have a right to say what we want..hurhur..
.:BIGguy:. Yeah, I agree with u too.. LIke I said, say what u want, feel free to tag.. be it diss or to please...
alif: may i remind you guys you don have to enter here at all and don read his entries. you have your rights to get lost.. hurhur.
.:BIGguy:. Thanks again tengtai..
:: Praba :: how have you been man? you okay? i`ll see you around then, byee
.:BIGguy:. Doin' good... Except that it's pretty much borin' these days.. NOt much excitin' has happened...Yeah, I'll see u around too...
zeos: so havin a blog means u can say all da stupid crap u wanna say. uh y nvr say u suckd ur dad's balls yest? knn. a reali fuckd up species u are.
.:BIGguy:. It's called bloggin'.. What? Were u just born yesterday or somethin'? It's a personal blog, everybody has their right to say, so what's up with that? Hmm, About suckin' my dad's balls... I did't type it out cuz... it didn't happen, u moron... U fucked ur mom? Did u fuck ur girl? U suck ur mom's tits to get her high? Is it good to diss others like this? How do u feel? U fingered ur mom? U let ur dad fuck ur ass the other day? Wow zeoz, how stupid can u be?! Think and grow up...
me: kau ego...emo ego!! kau pk kau bagus dan besar...merepek!
.:BIGguy:. *tsk tsk tsk*... Can u guys believe this? Another one of those "MAT-ORIENTED" people... Typical mat thinking... Let me translate "U ego, emo go, u think ur big and good? Crap!".. I mean, what's up with that? What kind of a person in a sane state of mind would think that if he's big he's good? If that's the way, everybody in this world would be big sized. Ego? Who's this guy? Does he even know me? Grow up kid...
DAZ VENGEANCE: ALAH KOWANG,SKA IS SKA.NOTHING SPECIAL.TTS WHY THERE WAS A BAND CALLED SPECIALS.. becuase they are not.waves of stupidity.
.:BIGguy:. That's a nice one! Hehehe.. Thanks...
alim: ah dengar nasyid lagi rocks!!
.:BIGguy:. Raihan featuring Slipknot?
anonymous: wow.. This guy's awesome...
Whoa... I read my blog again.. There's still a few of unhappy people.. This group of groupies.. oops, I mean, group of fans of ska are still unhappy with me. Just because I said somethin' about the ska "scene" here... I don't hate ska and I never said ska sucks... U guys are assumin'.. Assumptions are the mother of all fuck ups, do u guys know that? Don't assume until u get solid rock proof of things. Hearsays are also a bitch ass thing. This guy hears from this other guy and it goes to this girl and it goes on and on until it spreads when all of those words are.. hearsay.. and none of them are true. Some of u say things about me when u know shit about me. Have u hanged out with me before? Have u even talk to me before? If not, then don't assume... Talkin' about ska, I don't hate ska in fact I do listen to ska... Catch 22, Mad Caddies, VooDoo Glow Skulls, Save Ferris, Reel Big Fish, Mustard Plug, what else? And I don't hate the local ska bands... As for them, that genre, I say Cesspit tops, cuz of their good horns, harmonised vocals, good showmanship.. They're one heck of a local ska band compared to Fishtank who was recognised earlier then Cesspit but their music's.. a li'l diff and not my cup of tea.. I simply don't listen much of ska.. I'm more to the emo screamo shmimo whatever u wanna call it..
What makes me sick is... the PEOPLE... They just make me sick of ska.. thanks to those people, it makes me sorta dislike ska or more like, not hearin' more of ska... I pity those bands who plays and not havin' any crowd up there standin' and supporting like how it was back then durin' the LCH Days... Everyband, every slot, everyone was upfront... Supporting the band with full hearted energy... These days, it's more about the "kechet-kechet" music.. Ska that is.. How many times do u see the kids stand upfront for any other bands who's playin' other genres? Rarely right? Let's take an example.. In this show, majority are ska bands and there's only like 4 or 5 bands who's in the "others" genre... (Emo,punk rock,hardcore,indie..etc).. And when a ska band plays, everyone stands up automatically.. I mean, wow! If only that happens to the other bands... And when other bands play.. The kids would magically.."disappear" Off to the coffee shop to hang out until the next band plays or simply just sit down far away from the front..(at this moment, I know some of u are hatin' me already, thanks to my statements).. So yeah, that's all I'm sayin'.. I'm not statin that I hate ska... I just hate the followers.. okay, maybe not hate.. just don't favour them... And what I think about u dissers..hmm.. it's not about the ska or the scene.. it's simply u guys hate me from the start...
Come on, admit it, it ain't about ska.. But what the heck ey? In this place called Earth, nothin' is perfect... There's no such thing as everybody likin' everybody.. if that happens, there wouldn't be hate or war so yeah, I'm acceptin' things as it is. U guys wanna hate me, go ahead, it's ur choice, what can I do right? What?! Get down on my knees and beg u to like me? no way! Just let it be as it is.
So yeah, that's my say...
What makes me sick is... the PEOPLE... They just make me sick of ska.. thanks to those people, it makes me sorta dislike ska or more like, not hearin' more of ska... I pity those bands who plays and not havin' any crowd up there standin' and supporting like how it was back then durin' the LCH Days... Everyband, every slot, everyone was upfront... Supporting the band with full hearted energy... These days, it's more about the "kechet-kechet" music.. Ska that is.. How many times do u see the kids stand upfront for any other bands who's playin' other genres? Rarely right? Let's take an example.. In this show, majority are ska bands and there's only like 4 or 5 bands who's in the "others" genre... (Emo,punk rock,hardcore,indie..etc).. And when a ska band plays, everyone stands up automatically.. I mean, wow! If only that happens to the other bands... And when other bands play.. The kids would magically.."disappear" Off to the coffee shop to hang out until the next band plays or simply just sit down far away from the front..(at this moment, I know some of u are hatin' me already, thanks to my statements).. So yeah, that's all I'm sayin'.. I'm not statin that I hate ska... I just hate the followers.. okay, maybe not hate.. just don't favour them... And what I think about u dissers..hmm.. it's not about the ska or the scene.. it's simply u guys hate me from the start...
Come on, admit it, it ain't about ska.. But what the heck ey? In this place called Earth, nothin' is perfect... There's no such thing as everybody likin' everybody.. if that happens, there wouldn't be hate or war so yeah, I'm acceptin' things as it is. U guys wanna hate me, go ahead, it's ur choice, what can I do right? What?! Get down on my knees and beg u to like me? no way! Just let it be as it is.
So yeah, that's my say...
Wow, it's been a while since I've last checked my tag...God damn it u fuck ass.. Okay fine, the tagboard's for everyone and I ain't complainin'... If u guys have the right of say... I can have MY own right of say as well.. Ain't it? Look, It's fair and square.. Most real, this is.. MY friggin' blog.. so why bother. if u guys like readin' this shit, go ahead, if not, might as well fuck off and don't read this shit. I ain't dissin' the ska bands, I love ska it's just that, the people make me sick. And about newbies, yeah, the kids back then, wasn't like this, they come to gigs for the music and for supporting the local bands... not for some stupid fashion parade Sashayin' in their stupid two tone suit showin' everyone that.."Hey! I'm a rudie.. I'm cool, I'm in a suit, I skank"...BARGH! Do u guys think I care? Anwyays, thanks for the comments or any dissin'.. If u guys think that I'm dissin'..I ain't... I'm just statin' an actual fact. Come on, how many times do u ever see a bunch of kids standin' upfront near the stage whenever other bands like emo, screamo or even indie bands play? Normally it's ska bands, yeah I know that ska bands have that upbeat ryhtm to kick u off to skankin'..but please...u call this "supportin" the local scene? Fuck that shit... Anyways, for u guys who supported me, thanks.. for those who dissed me..thanks as well.. COme on, send in more disses.. my blogs are for u guys to diss!! BRING IT ON!!
With love...
(And disses)
Bigguy./..
With love...
(And disses)
Bigguy./..
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Today...So far...had been...ONE HELL OF A FUCKED UP DAY! I shouldn't have gone to the gig... But I see it for Nurul so I went. It was fuckin' borin'. Mainly of the bands are ska bands.. Socks ain't it?! I mean, ska? Fuckin' ska! I mean, ska is okay, but when it becomes too much.. it turns sour! Fucked up! And the crowd... It was there, yeah, it was like.. a lot.. but u know what.. it was empty.. it terms of energy.. For me, it was dead.. When a fuckin' ska band plays, everybody goes up to the front.. even when they're outside the fuckin' gate.. most real, even from the fuckin' coffee shop, they ran back to the garden.. Why? Cuz a ska band is playin' and they do not want to miss the skankin' fun. Rudies, in all colours, black.. and even in full white suit.. They look rich.. try askin' them.. "How much u got?" most probably u got a lame fuckin' reply like.."3 bucks plus". or maybe less.. well the richer ones would have maybe around 10? They look "rich".. With all the suits and all, but what they drink? A packet drink that cost a few cents. Okay, most probably some of u who's readin' this shit might say, "Come on, it's their choice on how they want to dress up..." Yeah by all means dress fuckin' up! U guys go to gigs just to skank and do a fuckin' fashion parade?! Kids of all ages.. youngest maybe...12? or 13? Influence by others.. I mean, what the fuck?! It was draggy.. today was so fuckin' draggy! Never had a fucked up day like this before! And most real, the last band, I felt bad for them. If that was my band, I'm sure to feel really fucked up. Where have all the crowd gone to? Rancour was second last and after that, almost everybody left! THe last band, only a handful of crowd stayed behind. And they were awesome! Good vocals, good bass slapping and the guitars with effects and tight drummin... too bad.. the "commercialised and sellout" crowd left... Oh wait, maybe they're too fuckin' young to stay out that late...Whatever it is, this L2R is not by far..the best.. L2R 1 and L2R 3 was awesome...
That was part of the fucked upness... To end off my day... Saw people that I wished I wouldn't see.. okay, maybe it's not people.. more like...this one guy. Before I went to the gig, I should have followed my heart... I see this comin' and it sucks when it happened.. I don't wanna talk much about it, just to touch the surface of things... This someone who I was okay with and who I could at least talk... I can no longer talk to him.. i don't know why... secondly, I felt fucked up or like as if being used or somethin'.. U know, back then I wrote somethin' about "PLaster-Of-Boredom"... somethin' like that.. Right now, at this fuckin' minute... I have one hell of a confused feeling... It's all mixed up, just like "rojak"... Sadness, anger, frustration, emptiness, loneliness, wishful... I don't know.. What's happenin' to me?! Will someone, approach me and fuckin' tell me what?! Past few weeks I've been feelin' dead.. really dead.. it's as if my fun side no longer exist. I can't make jokes no more, or maybe I can but others might find it lame..It's like I'm more like pretendin' to laugh these days... I feel dead... The energy inside of me is so fuckin' dead... Felt like as if I'm sick of everythin' and I just want to end it all. Everythin'... and start anew... Are these signs of growin' out of ur teenage days? Mellow down? Like what Fattah did? Look at him, he no longer hangs out with us, or sms or call.. I guess he settled and mellow down from he's active teenage life... As we malay would say..."Dia dah bawak diri ah..." it's like, he's in his own world... Bargh! I don't know... Fuck it! i'm feelin' F-ed-UP!
Anyways, 1st day chalet pics are up.. my display pics will stay the same for some time, maybe next week will be new pics? I'm just lazy to edit for now. Pic of the week, it will still be, the chalet pile up pic...
Allright, happy fuckin' day all! Enjoy ur fuckin' time! Hope everythin' will be fuckin' fine... Cheers! And have a good fuckin' day!
Fuckingly Yours,
HaZe_OnE
That was part of the fucked upness... To end off my day... Saw people that I wished I wouldn't see.. okay, maybe it's not people.. more like...this one guy. Before I went to the gig, I should have followed my heart... I see this comin' and it sucks when it happened.. I don't wanna talk much about it, just to touch the surface of things... This someone who I was okay with and who I could at least talk... I can no longer talk to him.. i don't know why... secondly, I felt fucked up or like as if being used or somethin'.. U know, back then I wrote somethin' about "PLaster-Of-Boredom"... somethin' like that.. Right now, at this fuckin' minute... I have one hell of a confused feeling... It's all mixed up, just like "rojak"... Sadness, anger, frustration, emptiness, loneliness, wishful... I don't know.. What's happenin' to me?! Will someone, approach me and fuckin' tell me what?! Past few weeks I've been feelin' dead.. really dead.. it's as if my fun side no longer exist. I can't make jokes no more, or maybe I can but others might find it lame..It's like I'm more like pretendin' to laugh these days... I feel dead... The energy inside of me is so fuckin' dead... Felt like as if I'm sick of everythin' and I just want to end it all. Everythin'... and start anew... Are these signs of growin' out of ur teenage days? Mellow down? Like what Fattah did? Look at him, he no longer hangs out with us, or sms or call.. I guess he settled and mellow down from he's active teenage life... As we malay would say..."Dia dah bawak diri ah..." it's like, he's in his own world... Bargh! I don't know... Fuck it! i'm feelin' F-ed-UP!
Anyways, 1st day chalet pics are up.. my display pics will stay the same for some time, maybe next week will be new pics? I'm just lazy to edit for now. Pic of the week, it will still be, the chalet pile up pic...
Allright, happy fuckin' day all! Enjoy ur fuckin' time! Hope everythin' will be fuckin' fine... Cheers! And have a good fuckin' day!
Fuckingly Yours,
HaZe_OnE
It's a fuckin' borin' Sunday again.. There's a gig today and I'm goin...Supposedly to be there by 2..but I ain't moved my butt yet.. Hahaha... I'm half hearted to go... I don't know why..maybe of some personal reasons...I shall try to avoid today..
Free entry, thanks to nuwul dear...I'm on the guest list... Should I go or should I stay? hmm.. Fuck it, I'm goin'... Ain't much to do now, just to get ready and to fuck off from here. I'm feelin' so uneasy!! I don't know why.. The same old fuckin' feelin' that keeps on repeatin... ARGH! Fuck it, it's a fuckin' sunday, I should go out there and enjoy.. I think it's a ska fest today...AH! Rudeboy-ing around!
I'm outta here.. I'm fillin' in later...
Free entry, thanks to nuwul dear...I'm on the guest list... Should I go or should I stay? hmm.. Fuck it, I'm goin'... Ain't much to do now, just to get ready and to fuck off from here. I'm feelin' so uneasy!! I don't know why.. The same old fuckin' feelin' that keeps on repeatin... ARGH! Fuck it, it's a fuckin' sunday, I should go out there and enjoy.. I think it's a ska fest today...AH! Rudeboy-ing around!
I'm outta here.. I'm fillin' in later...
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Here's the poem I wrote when I was sittin' in my lecture durin' my theory lessons in driving... It's halfway done...
If I have to go far away
From your heart where I'd normally stay
Would you still be there?
To let me know that you care?
I love you dearly with all my heart
From my p|uGGy I cannot part
The bond we have are all so true
To break your heart I can never do
Okay, so this is where I'm stuck at... Shit, I shouldn't expose it now but what the heck.. I'll be back with the ending... (I hope)... So yeah.. Cheers to all!
If I have to go far away
From your heart where I'd normally stay
Would you still be there?
To let me know that you care?
I love you dearly with all my heart
From my p|uGGy I cannot part
The bond we have are all so true
To break your heart I can never do
Okay, so this is where I'm stuck at... Shit, I shouldn't expose it now but what the heck.. I'll be back with the ending... (I hope)... So yeah.. Cheers to all!
Hey guys! Guess what? I'm at home! Cool ey? Hehehe. Today's my third day of drivin' around on the public road... Tampines,Bedok and Pasir Ris... Most real, past by Temasek Poly and I drive real slow there... Hehehe, u guys know what I mean. The "view" was awesome! Another good "view" Was at the traffic light of Tampines, around the AXN building... There I was, my Rover, waitin' patiently at the traffic light, suddenly, an SBS bus pulled up on my right. So it was nothin', I turned my head and GOD DAMN!!! WHAT A WHAMMAX!! There she was sittin' there, lookin' out, of course, she wasn't lookin' at me but hell, I was lookin' at her. She was gorgeous. She doesn't look like a minah (Which I'm glad she wasn't).. Just an ordinary Plain Jane... Whatever is, I drove wreklessly.. Hehehe.. Well, don't blame me! Singapore road users can be fuck ups at times, especially some of the cabbies... They drove like they own the fuckin' road!
Cut in my lane any-o-how just to get their passenger up ahead... And big lorries drivin' above the speed they should and cuttin' into my lane. It was insane but fuck it, being a good defensive military driver, I keep my cool and so did my instructor. He's cool, never ever had he raised his voice on any of my guys... Detail 6 Driver 5... That's me... 5 guys in one group... I'll be havin' my night drivin' tomorrow... so yeah, I'm expecting more view..ehem..I mean.."view"... Hey, it's night time, it's that time of the day where beautiful beings of god appears...HAHAHA... okay whatever it is, I'm going to get back to my picture edittin'...crackin' up my brain on what to edit next... Too many pics.. hehe...
Anyways, I just remembered somethin'... The other time at the chalet, I saw this girl, say...about 14 or 16.. somewhere there... She was dressin' up like a so-called.."punk rocker"... along with her friends.. And me and the guys cracked up when we read what the shirt she was wearing said...U know what it says?....
"Punks Not Die" <-- I mean... talkin' about bad english, this is bad... Super mega extremely...BAD! Punks not die!! Now that made our minds think..."This shirt,is either from Malaysia or Indonesia..." Punks Not Die! What the hell were they thinking.. And this poor girl thinkin' that it's some kind of a cool "PUNK" shirt.. is being a victim of a bad Grammatical Error of English... SOCKS! We had a good laugh over that shirt and we somehow teased her... Hehehe.. It was mad...
Okay, that's it... I'll be typing in on my next entry with a half written poem...Cheers for now!
Cut in my lane any-o-how just to get their passenger up ahead... And big lorries drivin' above the speed they should and cuttin' into my lane. It was insane but fuck it, being a good defensive military driver, I keep my cool and so did my instructor. He's cool, never ever had he raised his voice on any of my guys... Detail 6 Driver 5... That's me... 5 guys in one group... I'll be havin' my night drivin' tomorrow... so yeah, I'm expecting more view..ehem..I mean.."view"... Hey, it's night time, it's that time of the day where beautiful beings of god appears...HAHAHA... okay whatever it is, I'm going to get back to my picture edittin'...crackin' up my brain on what to edit next... Too many pics.. hehe...
Anyways, I just remembered somethin'... The other time at the chalet, I saw this girl, say...about 14 or 16.. somewhere there... She was dressin' up like a so-called.."punk rocker"... along with her friends.. And me and the guys cracked up when we read what the shirt she was wearing said...U know what it says?....
"Punks Not Die" <-- I mean... talkin' about bad english, this is bad... Super mega extremely...BAD! Punks not die!! Now that made our minds think..."This shirt,is either from Malaysia or Indonesia..." Punks Not Die! What the hell were they thinking.. And this poor girl thinkin' that it's some kind of a cool "PUNK" shirt.. is being a victim of a bad Grammatical Error of English... SOCKS! We had a good laugh over that shirt and we somehow teased her... Hehehe.. It was mad...
Okay, that's it... I'll be typing in on my next entry with a half written poem...Cheers for now!
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Okay, most real, I've just editted new pics on my display...
Marcos Brothers: The famous archapello group from Mexico. Currently they're here in Singapore to do some illegal buskin' in the streets to get money for them to get back home to mexico. Reason, they got robbed...
Have You Seen Them: Two brothers were found missing, buy the Mad Dailys to know more about the story..
Pic Of The Week: This week, we're havin' a mad pic, showing the bunch of us piling up... It was insane! The chalet, was awesome!
Marcos Brothers: The famous archapello group from Mexico. Currently they're here in Singapore to do some illegal buskin' in the streets to get money for them to get back home to mexico. Reason, they got robbed...
Have You Seen Them: Two brothers were found missing, buy the Mad Dailys to know more about the story..
Pic Of The Week: This week, we're havin' a mad pic, showing the bunch of us piling up... It was insane! The chalet, was awesome!
I got another one, a beautiful poem by Henry Scott Holland...
"Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before. How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!"
"Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before. How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!"
Aight, right now, I have this new segment, called the Poem segment! Where I would read up from a book and tranfser it to my blog just to share it with u guys. Anyways, this first poem, goes out to someone, that someone who had always been there in my mind... Some of u guys might know who.. or rather, SHOULD know who...
When I must leave you for a little while
Please do not grieve and shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you through the years
But start out bravely with a gallant smile;
And for my sake and in my name
Live on and do all things the same.
Feed not your loneliness on empty days,
But fill each waking hour in useful ways,
Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer
And I in turn will comfort you and hold you near.
That was written by some annonymous guy...
When I must leave you for a little while
Please do not grieve and shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you through the years
But start out bravely with a gallant smile;
And for my sake and in my name
Live on and do all things the same.
Feed not your loneliness on empty days,
But fill each waking hour in useful ways,
Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer
And I in turn will comfort you and hold you near.
That was written by some annonymous guy...
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