Another one of Sam Molleur's works.... This is a touching one... check it out..

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GUYS! I've not blogged for a long time.. Wanna share this vid..it's fuckin' cool! Check i out!

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.:: Smiggle Talking In Malay ::.

Ok ok, most real, it's been a while since I've blogged.. actually.. as us malays would say...MaRgH-LaRsE.. a.k.a.. Malas... Hahaha.. wanna type a long blog is like..lal! I mean, ngast..Chattin' is one thing but to type out about ur life...If I were to consider from the previous entries that I've created since 2003.. I can publish my own book..maybe called..."Life As Ah Pui".. Wow, that'll be cool... but most probably, there won't be any fans that would come up to me and say.." Hezwan, I like ur book, I love it, it's an inspiration to us all..." And most probably these bunch of fans would be fleshy and plump people who is inspired by me... being fat.. is beautiful! Yeah! hahaha..ok whatever..that's like A big W on my forehead or somethin...

Anyways, just to have a li'l update on my life.. well, things are going great with my dearest Hallie.. everything's doin' good and I'm loving her even more as each day past... Amazing girl! muacks! I love u sweetheart..

As for school, I'm in my new module and we're learnin' what I love... Audio and Visual..yeah! That's what I'm in Multimedia Tech for.. to learn these kinda stuff.. cool ey? Hehehe.. Currently doin' sound recording and editting...

As for After The Sky (Previously known as No Direction).. we're currently in chill out mode as for local shows... But we'll be playin' for the Ad Live show in Youth Park this comin' 1st July.. it's free! We'll be playin' alongside bands like Acid Empire, Hear Me Toby, Rika and other great bands... It's been a while since we played in big shows..hehe..

As for recordin, currently we're close to the last parts of recording, the final touch... Vocal tracks.. Yeap, we're going up to KL in May to record our vocals... and in the first week of August, we'll be in Japan, doin' a small tour... An awesome yet scary feeling... some of u may understand why I'm feeling that way..hehe... Well, I really hope that it will all be good...

Aight then.. that's it for this entry.. in the next one (which I'm going to do right after this entry) will be a clip.. a short clip of Smiggle talking to his other half, gollum... in Malay.. it's funny guys... It's crappy funny... Do check it out..

Aight, thanks for droppin by.. cheers!

.:: Wednesday 18th April 2007 0236hrs ::.

Here's a video of my crazy cat and a start/stop animation by me which failed... So yeah..here u go.. And one more thing, I'm tired of typin out so I'm using video blog now.. so yeah.. cheers!

.:: My Crazy Cat ::.



.:: Start/Stop Animation ::.

I've been watching this anime...I know I'm not really an anime kinda person but somehow, this Anime, caught my attention.. It's called "Beck" It's an anime which I can like, totally relate to... Being in a band, how the band was form up, the hardship of putting the band together, playing together as one... Going through shit just to get a gig.. recognition and all that package.. Well, this show, somehow.. made me relate to it..

It's about how a band is form up and how they went up through hardship just to get recognition and be known in their homeland.. and their dream was to play in the states.. They did follow their dreams..well.. here's an episode of "Beck" that I'd like to share u guys with... for more episodes.. do head out to http://www.veoh.com/ and search for Beck.. it's there.. for now..here's "Beck"

.:: Beck ::.
Episode 10

Here's another one from South park... It's about World Of Warcraft..Now, this one's the whole episode.. it's funny.. watch it, Trust me, U'll laugh madly! Best suited for Warcraft and South Park fans...

Before u start it, lower down ur volume, cuz it's kinda loud at the beginning...aight?

.:: South Park's World Of Warcraft episode::.

Hey guys, it's been a while since I've updated..well, ain't much to update...Just a brief one... Me and Hallie, doin' A Ok! Love her to the max! The bestest gf ever! I love her so the very much! I'd be lost without her.. Somehow...

Bella, same ol same ol...love hangin' out there as well... hehe..

Ok.. that's about it, I'll update it in proper the next entry.. anyways, here's a video...A short south park clip which cracks me up everytime I watch it...

.:: South Park's Ninja Episode ::.
A short clip from South Park...

Found some Alexis On Fire videos..and there will be lots more. So here are two videos by Alexis On Fire, "No Transitory" and "Pulmonary Archery"...

.:: Alexis On Fire ::.
"No Transitory"







.:: Alexis On Fire ::.
"Pulmonary Archery"

Well, I hope that u guys did enjoy watchin' Saves The Day... It was a very good band, back in the olden days... Missed that era... Well, anyways, I'm at Hallie's place right now... To those who are curious about what happened? well, things are back to normal right now. It was just a li'l misunderstanding and crazy thoughts... That's about it...

Watchin' my baby sleep makes me smile, here I am in front of the comp and she is sleeping on the couch next to me, simply adorable... She must have been super tired from work... poor baby.. And now she got up to go into her room to continue with her sleeping, hehe... She's simply adorable and I love her sooo much and thank u baby, for giving me this care and love... I love u lots and lots baby dearest...

Can't get enough of my angel.. hehe.. well, it's love boys and girls..what can u say.. u'll have disagrement at times and a good day together at times too... Well anyways, for the past few days, I've been at Bella.. simply hangin' out.. hehe.. it was crazy though...

Let's see here... Oh kay.. Sunday...so yeah, Sunday right, was the day where I got home from tawnin' in town after the movies right? So yeah.. That night, I head down to Bella to hang out... It was just a random mode to slack.. so I called some of my classmates... or should I say, only one classmate... And that was Nad... she was chattin' with me before and I was askin' if they wanna tawn the night near katong area and well, Nad says ok, she doesn't mind.. Nizam is one of those IF-YOU-GO-I'LL-GO kinda person so yeah.. If there's a lot of people, Zam's there... As for Yati, she was already in Katong area... and lastly.. Shark... he couldn't go cuz by the time he could sneak out from his home, there ain't any bus left for him to take down to Bella... Well, the thing is, that isn't the issue.. Here's the thing.. I told Nad, to message me when the decision's made... be it go or not... So i was at Bella... First it was just me and B... watchin' him play Fight Night.. and then a li'l later, the guys came... Prince Isobelle (Shahrul a.k.a Pretty Boy's band) had a show down in L Cube studios so they came back to Bella to hang out... So yeah, Bella was already in full swing with people talking crap, playin' games and stuff like that...

After a while, decided to go up and hang out at Beer Garden with the bunch to drink coffee and maybe have supper.. that's when Yati's message came..sayin' that she's at the coffee shop opposite of Blutail Studios... well, the thing is, she was with Black..and u know, i don't wanna bother them unless the REST WOULD HAVE dropped by to tawn... As for kecik, that's an exceptable reason cuz she's not stayin' like a stone throw away or anything..she's livin' in Woodlands and it's nuts to call her down to katong just to hang out...

That's besides the point, sorry for going off track a li'l.. Anyways, 11 had past and then there was 12 midnight.. and until the next day... no message from nad.. Wow! Left me hangin'... but then, it's ok, Nad was just being Nad I guess... Well done crew! Let's hang out again someday!...

Anyways, after hangin' out at Beer Garden, I got back down again.. and met up with the bunch.. There was me, B, Yan, Gerryl or Gerald (I'm sorry if it's wrong), Syafiq, Farhan & Nadi and Khaleed... Well, guess what, B, Yan and Gerryl head back home and left with just a few of us... (ok ok, it's gettin' a li'l long, let's fast forward it...) Bla bla bla.. yada yada... bla bla bla... bla ha... yadahabalaha... and until yesterday night..everyone was still there.. So all in all, we were a yesterday person... hahaha.. Coolness.. Total fun ah..

Well ok, most real, I'm sleepy on the rocks already.. wobbling lah dey! Aight aight, till then.. do take care aight? Anyways, I'm going off yo bed.. so yeah... In the next entry, I will put up Alexis On Fire's video clips... they're one fuckin' cool band! I love them and the voice... it's awesome how he can reach at such a nice high tone... Aight aight, till the next entry, do take care...cheers!

Before I enter my next entry, here's a video... a song by this band that we all once hear... Saves The Day, with the song "At Your Funeral"... This song brings back memories of the good old emo days... well.. just check it out aight? The video's simple and the song is very addictive.. so do watch and hear it... Do take notice of the video in the background of how life is... From a baby to a teenager to an adult and lastly, to an elderly and the funeral at the end of the video.. If u were to listen to the lyrics and watch the video.. it's a sad video... Well, just enjoy it...

.:: Saves The Day ::.
"At Your Funeral"

saves the day

Emery
"Walls"

Emery

No reply...
No Messages...
No MSN...
No nothing from her... Where could she be? Is she so mad at me? What have I done wrong? What is it that made her so pissed? I'm still thinking and wonderin... why? I love her so, why can't she see that? Why can't she trust me with all her heart like how I trusted her...

Please baby, please let me know where u are....

[ Mood : Tired / Sleepy / Confused / Worried ]
[ Time : 7:48 am ]

.:: This Is Not Madness, This Is Sparta! ::.

Hey ho to everyone! It's been a while since I've updated my blog... Well, been a li'l busy with school, gf and the studio... so yeah, no time for the net to blog and all that... I just got home from the movies... well, not really just... but got home at around 6 plus coming to 7... Waited for the first bus to come...

This is the first time I went to the movies with 30 people... Imagine that, 30 people! Basically the whole row was occupied by us... There's this movie called "300" and most of the guys were so excited to watch it and there were some that even followed us just to watch it again. It was sort of a last minute thing... I mean, they did plan about it and I never thought that I'd go but in the end, the guys asked me along and they were saying it's a once in a while thing where the whole bunch of us go out together to catch a movie and stuff.. they offered me to pay for the tickets.. so in the end, I went... The whole of the Bella Luna crew was there... well, not all, but most... Yan couldn't make it cuz he had to work that night and a few others who was working so yeah...

Bernard, Dzafir, Tweet, Mon, Lin, Ain, Ian, Syadie, Syafiq a.k.a Thomas, Gerald (hopefully I spelled it correctly), Shahrul a.k.a Pretty Boy, Rik, Ewick, Ewick's friend, Asyraf, Sammy, Zanna, Borhan, Syikin, Zad, Suhayl, Inn, Ikay, Nik, Dila (Nik's GF), Azim a.k.a Boy Sundal, Hidir, Elfrey, Fad and of course, myself...

And that was insane! It was as if it was some kind of a gathering of some sort... and it was zany, the mad bunch was basically.. crazy... Nik bought the ticket for most of us and as for me, they bought it a li'l later and I watched the movie with the Prince Isobelle guys, the four of us in another theatre while the rest went to the other theatre... We watched it in the same cinema (Plaza Singapura) and at the same timing (0040hrs) but it's just that... a different theatre... I gotta tell u guys, the movie was awesome! The effects on it was amazing... It's like matrix but it's in the medieval era... it was uber cool.. I recommend u guys to watch it...

After the movies, some of them left for home, some went jamming (more like Alfrey only), and the rest of us went to eat at carpage (is that the spelling?) Hung out at the Coffee Shop till it's like 4 plus in the morning just now.. and we walked all the way back to Plaza Singapura's McDonald's and hung out there till the first bus arrived and right now, I'm still stoned...

.:: Not Trusting The Truth ::.

While I was in the cinema, Hallie messaged me, askin' me to call her... and so I did... And here's the thing, I told her the truth and I didn't lie or anything... and the thing is, she thought I was lying... and the "bestest" part... She thought I went to the movie with some girl... Wow! It's more like with 29 other people... She thought that I didn't want to tell her that I went to the movies.. well, she's wrong, I wanna tell her but she got to me before I did... The best part, I messaged her in the afternoon and there wasn't any replies from her at all... Messaged her when I was at home (after I woke up from my accidental sleep when I got back from the studio) and I messaged her again, telling her that I'm going off to the studio... and when I was at the studio, I called her, a few times but no answer... And that was the point of time which I wanted to tell her that I'll be going to the cinema with the bunch to watch the movie and I kept calling but still she didn't answer and I wasn't pissed or anything.. just worried... It comes to the point where I forgotten to call her to inform her.. and that was when she got me first, by askin' me to call her...

She messaged me with stuff like, don't message or call her again... or stuff like not seeing her... I mean, come on.. just because I forgot to tell her that I'm going to the movies? Guys, come on, don't u guys agree with me that's a li'l irrational? Where's the trust in our relationship? I gave her my all and she's half trusting me? She's workin' in the airport, for goodness sake, the AIRPORT, where it's full of those "buayas" out there wanting to know girls and my girlfriend happens to be one of the beautiful ones around... And I trust her, I trust her with all my heart that she doesn't do anything at work like flirting and all that, cuz I know she won't and I trust her... and she can't even trust me?

After the movie, I tried calling her with Bernard's phone and she doesn't pick up... maybe she's busy or maybe she did that on purpose... I borrowed Nik's phone to call, and the same thing happened.. Again, she didn't pick up my call... So I'm trying to think that she fell asleep or something... so yeah.. If possible, I wanted to borrow everyone's phone to call her just to prove that I'm really with the bunch but what's the point when she doesn't even pick up any of my calls... It saddens me when she's in this mode of hers...

The night before, she wrote something really sweet and it touches me deep in that I felt like crying with tears of joy, it was so sweet of her and that particular message makes me smile and love her even more and suddenly today, she's all mean and mad at me... I just don't understand this point about her... I'm tryin' to mellow myself down and not be my older self where I was so aggro about li'l things and get all pissed at her...

Baby, if ur reading this, I just don't understand why are u so mad at me for? Please don't be too irrational baby? I love u a lot and I will never leave u... We've been together for a long time that u have became a part of me and a day without u feels like something's missing... somehow like a note missing from a song... I grew closer to u and love u even more, every hour and every minute of each day. Our relationship became stronger everytime we argued about li'l things and I'm trying my best to understand u and not be mad at u at li'l things... Please baby, all I'm askin' from u is trust.. how can it be love when u can't even trust me when I'm speaking the truth...? Isn't love all about trust? Please baby, I'm really sorry for not letting u know... I tried hard by calling u over and over again just to inform u but I just couldn't reach u...

Be all mad at me if u want to... all I can do is to say sorry my love... and hope that u'll understand and forgive me...

.:: Big End To The Second Module ::.

One more week and it's the big exam... just one subject that is... And there goes the long holiday... WEE HOO!! Well.. that's about that... heh...

.:: End Of The Line ::.

Well folks, if u've read this... please keep it in here and let it stay here, do not speak any of these entries to anyone for those who have read it... I hope my lovely angel will forgive me....somehow... Take care everyone and have a good day ahead... Cheers!

[ Time End : 8:26 am ]

The most fucked up thing just happened. The warnin' letter from ITE just came in and it's pretty fucked up... It's a warnin' letter for missin' classes.. and which is.. ESS.. Just for one fuckin' subject...thanks ah eh...

Baby, if ur readin' this, I'm sorry I'm tryin' to sleep but I just can't.. I had to blog in... I promise u that I'll sleep after this... It's 2:37am right now.. and it's so fucked up.. First of all, my dad came into the room and started askin' me... "Did ur teacher say anythin' about coming to school late?" And I just replied no.. I said no because I'm hoping that he would not nag about all this shit..And well I told him, it's nothing, nothing happened as to avoid nagging sessions by him... And I told him it's just a small matter cuz it's just one subject and I'm not even debarred from the exams..which is..a good thing ain't it?

Then came in my brother, the biggest asswipe ever..why doesn't he just fuck off from here? Go get married as soon as u can and just fuck off! Holy shit, what a big fucker he is... He came into the room and starts nagging at me..and both my dad and brother said the same shit..."Ur repeating SHATEC all over again.." In my mind, what the fuck?! SHATEC was a course that wasn't even in my interest and as for this, I love this course..the subjects are subjects that I wanna learn about..not like shatec..I came in there cuz I had no where to go.. and fuck that shit..I skipped classes because I hate the subjects...as for this ITE case..it's not even that I wanna skip it on purpose..I mean..fuckin' hell, I woke up late..and I miss class...and now they thought that I'm skipppin' class...WHAT THE FUCK?!? What's up with that shit?! Ermm.. hello? It's multi media here..Something that I love to learn about and why can't they see that? Holy shit, what do they need, a log book? My brother's an asshole, that's for sure! He was sayin' something about "How can we trust u hezwan, u told us a lie... When I asked u what time u start, u would say that today it will start late.." Well, hello, the only reason I said that was because I do not wanna hear u nag.. that's why.. cuz ur bitch ass mouth can't shut up once u start..the actual fact is that I missed class because I WOKE UP LATE!

For cryin' fuckin' loud! And the part where he mentioned that I'm still a kid and sayin' things like I said I'm all grown up and stuff.. well fuck that shit..I may act like a kid, I may do things that not many adults would do.. so what? I do think like one.. and that is all that matters.. Hey, I'm young at heart and I still want to have fun... unlike them who's so god damn serious about stuff... Fuck that! I'm tellin' u peeps, with god's will, I hope one day that I'll be successful in life, have a proper job and earn well and that's when I'll show them what I've been doin... Especially to my stupid brother... I wouldn't even want to look at him.. If I had to, I'll spit on him if I earn better than him... Just because he have a job with good pay and all that shit, he seems to be looking down on me... And everytime, he will always act as if he's the smart one in the family... fucker!

I'm really thankful I have my baby with me.. and of course my friends.. all in all, My beautiful baby, my Bella family and of course my crew in class... Thanks to these bunch of people, my stress level ain't that bad.. they're the ones that cool me down or keep my mind off things.. and most real, I dare to say this...My gf and my friends knows me waaaay better than my family does.. They know shit about me.. All these while, they might think that I never think about stuff... well, ur wrong! I look happy and all joy on the outside but what's on the inside, do they even fuckin' know?! My dad, his money.. my mom's sickness..my dad's condition, the fuckin' house.. my own money to spend, my savings needed for many things (recording, future purposes, marriage )... Well, it's all running in my head but it's just that I don't wanna be some party pooper and show my problems to others and make them worry about me...I don't want that..that's why I put up a mask and act all happy towards everyone...

Those who knows me well would know the real me... And they can really spot if there's something wrong with me even though I hid it well under that happy mask of mine... Not sayin' that I'm like the only one with problems, I'm sure some of u out there are full of it and I might say that some are even worse than mine... I'm just sharing my side of the story..letting out my frustrations by blogging. Hopefully u guys don't mind...

Tomorrow's the fuckin' phase test..and I have to be in class by 8:30am... FUCK! That's fuckin' early..

And baby, I love u so much dear, don't ever leave me.. Cuz I need u here with me... Ur so part of my life now that I would be at lost if u ever go away dear... I love u so much baby!

Well, the time's like 2:52am, better get my fuckin' sleep before I miss my class again just because I couldn't wake up and get the fuckin' accusations of SKIPPING classes.. Well, for ur fuckin' info brother, I've heard from others that there are those out there who got tons and tons of warning letters but they're still not out of the school..and the best part... they somehow graduated! It's not like I don't do my fuckin' work in school.. I do miss classes but I do my work as well... So what do they have to complain about? Fuckin' hell... Fuck this shit, I'm out!

[ MooD: Stoned / Sleepy ]
[ Time: 3:50am ]

Stoned & Alone In The Living Room

Hey everyone... here I am again, blogging away... I'm at my sweetie's place, all alone in the living room, ok, maybe not alone, her brother's sleeping... Well, poor baby angel of mine, she must be tired from her work. Well, I put her to sleep and looking at her sleep makes me smile... Seeing that beautiful face, that very face that I'm looking forward to wake up to every morning in time to come... I love her very much although at times we argued and stuff but somehow, that... got our relationship to be stronger... 2 years and 2 months... it's like, wow... Without realising, time flies...

Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock

Well, talking about time flying... when I looked back... it's been like 1 year since I've ORD from NS and it's like 11 years No Direction had been together and there are many other things to mention but I'm just too lazy to type it out. Time flies too fast when ur just about to have fun and looking at my age.. god damn, I'm 24... the big 2 and 4! I mean... oh my god, with a blink of an eye.. First I"m like 18 and now...whoa... 24! And look at me, hopeless in life for now... had always been that way ain't it? I'm 24 and I'm still living off my parents, still schooling away while many of my friends of my age had started working full time and some are schooling for Diplomas or higher diplomas and some even degrees but look at me.. just some big sized dude starting back from basics... Some of them have their own cars! Only time will tell... Once I pass through this cert, I'm going further up, in hopes that I could get a higher education level so as to support myself and if possible, to return a favour to my parents who had been taking care of me since young and also to those who had taken care of me without realising it... one of those people is my baby, who took care of me well... Well, as I said, only time will tell...

Life Scars, Life's Lessons

After reading other people's blog (since I got not much to do, so I blog hopped) and i realised that life itself is such a complicated thing. To those who followed my blog since 2003, I did write about this once... Life and Fate... It's funny in a way... and as u grow older, u tend to learn from things, mistakes that u've made or mistakes that others made... U try to understand it and fix it to be a better person... I know I'm only 24 but seeing things happened to me or some others out there... it made me realise...life itself is a living classroom.

Lessons learnt from bad things or some good things, knowledge earned from people u know or the media or published materials. Teachers in life had to be those mistakes that u've made... well, at least from my point of view.. and somehow, the saying..."Shit happens for a reason" can somewhat... be true.. The man above didn't dump us down here for no reason... everyone goes through obsticles and it's all a big major test. Especially love....

Love itself is the most painful learning experience that we all have to go through... It doesn't hurt us physically but mostly emotionally and mentally... I was once emotionally wounded by girls that I dated and it sucked, big time and there was one point where I hated girls... a lot! It was because of them that I didn't want to date anymore but after a while.. after some thoughts.. i realised that not all girls are that way, there must be others out there who are splendid, who are not the bad ones and not all girls are the same... right? After years and many dates later..I found Hallie, my sweet Hallie... She's almost perfect.. Love that baby of mine...

Well, people come in many forms, shapes and sizes and we're made on earth to be in pairs, ain't it? There are the big ones (i'm one of them), the skinny ones, the weird looking ones, the beautiful ones, the handsome ones, the tall ones, the short ones and the list goes on and on and on... And well, some group wouldn't favour the big dudes or girls out there but there are still those who loves them... there are those who don't like the skinny ones but there's still people who loves them... and the crazy, insane and outgoing girls.. there are those who would go like..."Dude, I won't date that crazy chick.. she's too out going.." But I"m sure there are some dudes out there who loves to have his future girlfriend to be insaned and fun and crazy... Ok ok, u guys get my point right? So yeah... To those who might be reading this and wanna give up on the opposite sex or love... well don't, try looking it in a different angle cuz it will only then broaden ur views about life...

It's funny how life is.. when good things happen, they don't seem to complain or talk about it and enjoy the moment when it lasted but when things turns sour or bad... They will start saying things like, life's unfair or why me god? or things like I wanna kill myself... Why's that so? I couldn't understand it myself either but somehow, we have our own ways to handle things... Like I always say... it's all about an individuality.

And another thing, have u guys ever wonder about how Fate works? Ok, here is how it is...

Take it Guy A, is currently in this school and met all the people in his class... Hangs out with them, knowing the people better and starting to realise that they somehow connect with their other friends...

Now u take the "What If" context... Guy A didn't go to this school at all... and didn't meet up with this group B bunch... But somehow, in life, they do see each other's face or pass by one another but yet, they never even know one another... Ok, most probably u guys are lost now...ok ok, one example from my own account...

I went to ITE Simei, I met this dude Shark... he's a metalhead.. he goes to gig, yada yada.. I play in a band and I'm in gigs too.. yada yada... At that point, we have not met but somehow, we're in the same gig... He doesn't know me and I don't know him..but somehow, we saw each other before... and years later.. we met again, a total stranger... Bargh! It's hard to explain guys but I hope u guys get the point...

So my conclusion.. life is a funny thing... full of complications which we all don't understand but yet, we somehow manage to live through it, day by day...

Phase Test

Total madness! I have a phase test tomorrow and I heard it's a practical... It's MFD... well, at least it's a subject which I can somehow understand... So I hope that all goes well... for those who's taking the test with me.. all the best ah eh!

Heavy Eyes, Cold Floors

I'm like totally stoned ya'all and fuck! I've not taken out my lens yet... Better do it. Well peeps, for those of u who read my stuff, I hope u guys like it... Just some views on things... I can't take it dudes and dudettes.. gotta hit the sack..or should I say...the cold floor... aight, peace outsiding to the left of the corner sideways under!

Till then, Cheers!

[ MooD :-: Zombified ]

Stoned Beyond Stoned

I'm back again and the news to the job thingy.. I've completed it at night.. It was crazy and my ears was like fuckin' strained out man.. superly strained out... After completing my work, I head out to the studio and hung out with the boys... It's been a while since I've seen Sammy and he was there yesterday.. Hung out with Sam, Zanna and B at Beer Garden... Talked about army life since he's enterin' his new unit today... Well, all the best to u dude!

Right now, I'm like fuckin' stoned... superly stoned... I didn't sleep the whole night, chatted with Hallie and was doin' some 3D shit on 3Dmax... I'm in school right now...

Typing Without Any Structure

Okay, seriously dudes, I'm like fuckin' stoned.. superly stoned... And I'll be meeting my baby later on.. Hallie baby, here I come... Can't wait to see my sweet angel... Love that baby.. Love u honey!

okay guys, seriously, I"m stoned..I might take a nap for a while..OH SHIT! I just remembered somethin'... Haven't messaged my baby yet... Aight aight, write again some day.. cheers!

Hey hey hey! i'm back! Hahahaha... Insaned.. And guess what, a plan that was planned like two days ago had been altered, by who? Well, by someone who sleeps... Suppose to meet up with an old friend but somehow that someone happens to be tired and sleeps... I'm not literally pissed about that person being tired but the fact that the person beats around the bush and stallin time about not going... What was said that sleepiness kicks in and was feeling fatigue.. and time was dragged on... Well, one thing's for sure, it ain't my lost...

Well, here I am now, waitin' for that reply but I guess it won't be appearin' anytime soon cuz what I feel is that... the person is asleep right now.. so yeah... But I'm still going off to see my old friend, a camp mate of mine... A promise is a promise... So yeah.. there u go, without having the need for me to explain things.. So yeah... I'm still wondering, where the heck are my archives.. god damn it!

Well, whatever it is, gotta go off soon and buy food for my mom and dad and after that I'll be off to Toa Payoh... And guess what? I've yet to do that transcribing thing... should have done it just now.. so yeah.. Going to burn the late night oil tonight..

Aight, be back by tonight peeps... cheers for now! Take caring...

Holy shit... I just realised how much shit had happened in my life.... I read back from my previous entries and my life is like...whoa! It's kinda fun to read back ol stuff..u know, realising how pathetic I was..or how "smart" I was...or how interesting I was... Lookin' back at some of the entries, some was funny, some was emo, some was touching.. and there were even Poems! wow~! i didn't know I can write stuff like that.. And that was back in 2003.. The days where BK Century was still the "hot" place to hang out at. And guess what, I take a look on my blog that my archives disappeared... and it's like...HOLY SHIT!! Wah liau! Hahaha.. anyways, be back someday to type out my life "stories"... Cheers!