Days had past and many things had happened... Things that I didn't want to happen.. but it just.. did.. Thoughts are cloudin' up my mind and messin' up my head... Can't have clear thoughts. Difference in things after what had happened. Don't feel good, don't feel like usual.

Missin' old people, missin' the fun I once had, missin' the ol' mad bunch of BK, missin' the ol' chatters... missin' almost everythin'... People come and go, people come and stay... People who treasure, people who's forgotten, people who left but not forgotten... People who wanna take time off, people who simply, want to disappear... People who's leadin' their own lifes, people who's sick of things, people who just wants new things in life...

Days had past, weeks, months and years... Changes are inevitable... People go, people who go for good.. behaviour in people, attitude towards people and attitude of people towards u... Some change for the better and some change for the worst... Circle of friends who change almost every season...

Mistakes that was done, some may be forgiven but some... may not... Awkward feelings between two beings after an arguement or after truth reveals... Love, hate... the cruelty of life...

Paranoid, a certain feeling when one began to feel insecure in a certain something... Stress, depression, sadness, low morale... words that describes the downfall in life of a person...

Those are just simplified version of my thoughts.. it's more like..brief points.. Right now, I'm in a downfall of life... i mean, yeah.. I got a band, got a family and got a girl whom I love and trust.. but still.. not all things go the way u want them to... right? Problems rises.. situation formed... stress reveals it's cruelty to a person.. I'm experiencing somethin' like that... Insecurity, guilt, hurt, paranoid, stupidity, dumbfounded, betrayal.... Some of the bad feelings I'm havin' now.. Can't say out cuz it's personal...

puGGy's disappearing... she's going away... driftin' away not only from me but from the group as well.. that's sad but it's her choice... she'll miss us and I'm certain that she will.. Maybe, it's just that she need some new friends to hang out with? She's choosin' her path... after the confusion that she had... I hope that she choose the right one... Until today, i still care for her and worry for her like how I did before... But things gotta change... things....gotta change...

Hallie's been actin' strangely lately, I have no idea why. She doesn't want to say things yet but I know, something's wrong... I can't do much except to worry and just be there for her... Miss her a lot... Meetin' her tomorrow and hangin' out with her and her friends... Simply love this girl and I hope that her problems would be solve as soon as possible cuz I'm gettin' really worried.. not only for her.. for us as well...

Those are my thoughts for today... i shall part and rest my thoughts as I need sleep...To my fellow bloggers and readers... till then, i shall bid u all farewell...

Hey ho everyone! it's been a while since i've last typed in.. yeah yeah, I know.. it's like as if it's the same old scripts I've been usin' to start off my blog.. well.. What can i say.. i'm a borin' guy with a repeated life cycle.. i mean.. same ol shit every single day... same shit, different days..

Met Tiffany the other day.. she brought her friend along.. Donna.. i brought B along and well we hung out and we showed them around.. Kinda interestin'.. i mean.. it's interestin' to exchange cultures amongst ourselves.. u know, the way we live.. the way we do things.. almost the same... only some minor differences.. And Tiff did say some things about us Singaporeans.. i mean, she read it from the book "Culture Shock: Singapore".. She read it and she told us on what the book said... It says somethin' about Singaporeans being Conservative.. and things like we're not allowerd to show affection in public.. or things like, we're not suppose to wear revealin' clothes (for girls that is) and we do not curse or swear here... So she thought that Singaporeans are really well discpilined and when she heard about the "Not-To-Wear-Revealing-Clothes", She and her friend, Donna wore t-shirts and jeans..and they were all decent.. But when they saw the girls in Orchard Road wearin' Tank tops and stuff like that.. they were shocked.. That's when they learned that it was okay to dress like that.. And whatever the book says, it's the opposite here.. Come on, I mean.. guys.. over here.. couples make out in public, dressin' up in revealin' clothes.. and Tiffany was surprised when her friend in the University over here cursed.. Cuz to her thoughts.. we don't do all that.. I told her..That book is bullshit.. U gotta know us... FROM us... well, she was interested..interested to learn malay..and some chinese from Bernard.. and well.. it's bad of me.. i thought her some swear words in malay..hehe.. She told us that she wants to hang out again some time.. but I ain't sure when cuz B's workin' this weekend..so no B.. They're cool.. seriously.. they're cool...

Many things had happened over the days.. me goin' back to details..me fallin' in love and lovin' that girl deeply.. HALLIE I LOVE YOU!! Yeah..that girl makes me smile.. every day... u guys should know how it's like..i mean.. u look at the girl u love and she smile back at ya.. it simply makes ur day... that one li'l smile means so much.. whatever it is, I'm hopin' and wishin' that her face would be the face that I'll see everyday till I grow old.. Another words, I'm serious about this girl and I want us to work out... She's awesome!

Currently I'm attached to PLC which is Pasir Laba Camp and I'm a stand by driver there... meanin? Well, meanin' that whenever they call me..I'll be activated... which means that I have to report back to camp within' 2 hours... So this weekend, I'm on standby mode..But it's heaven for me... Cuz it's like, no one bothers u there... first of all i'm from another unit.. and it's awesome! The feeling's awesome cuz they won't bother u! And u basically sleeps the whole time when u don't have detail to do.. and if u have nothin' for the afternoon till evening... u can go home! IT'S FANTASTIC! hahahaha....

okay.. i'm gettin' bored...cuz I got nothin' much to say... So yeah.. i'm outta here.. Gotta go and fetch my girl later on...

Cheers to all!!