Boo YAh! GoD DAmn! It'S A FrEAkin' FriDay AlreADy! WoW! Today's Halloween...A year ago,something happened on this date...Somethin' that I'll always remember. Memories that sink in on me whenever today's date rises.I'll always remember it as...The night of Halloween. Bargh! Don't wanna talk about it.

Today's the 5th day of fasting...managed to pull through...three days..wasted two...But there's still more to come...HOA! What did I do the whole day today? hmm..Let's see..I fight my way through my dream to wake up...did some "excercise" (which is the getting up part)...and then off to the comp...God,I'm hybernating and the comp's like my best companion for now. Why do I always hybernate during the fasting month? It's madnes I tell ya! Every single year...Hybernation's my best friend. Like a bear in his caves...Watched a li'l bit of "Band Of Brothers" with my brother...Watched only three episodes..."Curahee","Days Of Days" & "Carentan"...Still have lots to watch! My stomache's grumbling but I'll survive. Just a few more hours to "buka" time....

I'm missing my baby again...Get to talk to her yesterday and got to learnt that her exams' next week,so,she'll be busy studying for this week. That I understand...But seriously,missing her so badly that if I meet her one day when she's free...I'll make sure that I'll hug her like a bear missing his cub...Well,i understand,she's busy studying and havin' exams and all..it's okay...And I hope that she's doing better just wished I could be there but then again..I ain't and I can't... Honey,hope ur getting better and don't study too hard aight? Study smart...Good luck for ur exams and may u do well in it.

As for yesterday...I went slackin' alone around my area...Just took some walks,smokin' away my Luckies and sat down at some spot. There I was sittin' alone,listenin' to Craig's Brother on my MD and the next thing I know,this guy approach me...Shooked my hand and saying in malay..."U just break fast? Mind if I join ya?" Well,I replied..."Go ahead"...So he sat down across where I'm sittin' and he started talkin'. He's this 40 year old dude,some kind of an "old veteran" of Haig Road or somethin'. He was talkin' to me about the boys...gettin' picked up by the cops and straight into lock-up...He was sayin' about his younger days where the boys fight with another group of kids from another area. U know,how this gangsterism system works...Area fighting area for god knows what cause?! I was merely entertaining him all I did was.."yeah..ur right..yeah.great..okay I'll do that.." U know..those simple replys... At first,he was intimidating..but then..slowly got a li'l comfy.. He was tellin' me to be careful when I'm alone..especially the area where I was sittin'...It ain't comin' from my side..it's the far end of Haig Road... I know myself..that the far end area...are where the "kids" hang out... So,that's why I don't hang around them anymore...Don't wanna get mistaken to be one of them and get hit in the face or stab in the back for nothing... So after the talks about him and the old Haig Road and the army and NS and bla bla bla...I told him halfway..."I'm sorry but I have to leave..it was nice talkin' to ya...Take care now.." And so,picked up my stuff and went away...In my head,I was like.."What the hell was that guy doing with me,I just wanna be alone" but heck,he was some strange company...it was okay...

Aight...that's it for my "bad-case-of-life" Entries....Take care now!

Cheers!

This is specially for Rafiee...on his behalf and those others who wants the lyrics to "From Me To You" By No Direction

FROM ME TO YOU

(1)So you slowly slipping away?
From where I used to have you at?
Then you're still laughing at my jokes
Now we're failing in everyway

(2)I guess there's nothing left to say
We'd probably found that out to late
Did someone took my place?

(3)And it never crossed your mind?
How you gave our faith away?
Those empty promises,you never fail to make...

(4)Should I try to make you stay?
Or let things stay this way?
The consequences that you left behind,okay.

(5)The memories you left for me
I can't put them aside
Tell me have I changed a bit
I think you're the one that did

(6)So now I'm the one to blame
I guess I've lost the game
Why can't I accept that your gone?

(7)Shouldn't bother you anymore
Hide my feelings and all my thoughts
I'm no longer special to you cause I'm just a slob

Go back to (3)
And go to (5) & (6)
(Can't accept you're gone part) Sing (4) and (7)

Those who have the video or mp3 of ours or any clips...Hope this help u guys to figure out on how to sing this song...Cheers!

Rafiee,hope u'll enjoy the singing alongs on that video...hehe...

Madness...early morning..already start crapiness! During sahur...Nik was still online so we chatted..and suddenly we came up with a lame stuff...Instead of star wars..we had Mat Wars...And then there's Obi Mat Kedondong,Guai Gonjeng,Chew Bakar,Princess Meenah,Han Selow,R2-BUNTU,C3-BODO (under the feet there's a mark saying "Buatan Malaysia" And have small written words on the side saying "Malaysia Boleh wawasan 2020". And then I came up with the trailer...u know..one of those Star Wars trailers whereby the camera fades in and out..and there's like..part of the scene..and then words used to say out..like "One destiny" u know..stuff like that...Okay..Yoda has been changed to Mendak...so here it is...

Mendak:"Gua rasa budak itu,banyak kemarahanya" Mace Gundu:"Memang benar Mendak...Tapi...tetap macam siak,muka tak seberapa..." Mendak:"Diam! Aku tetap rasa force dia"

(Camera fades out then the word writes out) "Kalau satu hari,semua akan tenggelam"

(Camera fades in showing the mat takin' out his parang..and doing some fancy moves then camera fades out again)

"Kalau dunia islam,sudah tak betul" (camera fades in again,showing minah wearing skimpy clothes and having their face made up with 2cm Thick make ups then camera fades out again)

"Apa akan terjadi?Adalah ini nasib?" (Camera fades in again showing the mat clones lining up and marching and chanting,"Heran tak heran,goyang tak goyang"while another camera is showing the enemies (minahs) on the other side gearing up and then the camera fades out again)

"Akan ini semua,dibetulkan?" (Camera fades in and then loud music plays by some ochestra and then showing minahs and mat clones running towards each other with parangs,handbags or whatever things lah and then suddenly*BOOM*) In written form: Coming to the cinemas near u...Mat Wars: Attack Of The Minahs

Well,that's some mad stuff I came up with...hope it somehow,entertain u guys...Peace!

May the Golden Hair,be with u...

2 plus in the mornin' and I'm still awake...What a way to live a life...It's madness i tell ya! HAHAHAH....I just had a shower..my hair still wet and most real..feelin' so fresh! Just had four buns of Gardenia's Fun Bun and drinking Viva yoghurt drink. Had lotsa fun just now in IRC...chatted a lot of crappy stuff! Shammie was in..and yeah..chatted crap with her and nurul just now...Buahahahahaha! Okay...I have nothin' to say...I'm bored...it's 2 plus in the morning..and I'm typin' out crap..so yeah..there u go....HUERGH!

okay bye?

Woot! It's buka time!! Woo hoo!! Had my "Qurma" and its works...And guess what?!?!?! MY NINA CALLED!! WOO HOO!!!! So happy! Get to hear her...she's still in pain but somehow,she says that it's getting better...She was lending her bike to her friend and she said that she would lend it to me but then...I don't know how to ride a bike...so that's the thing...Even so,I would willie on that bike..hehe. Whatever it is,I'm thankful that my baby's okay and glad that's she's doing allright...accept that she have to stay home and all. Get to talk to my girl for a while...WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy GiLER!!!

Allright,that's all I wanna say...back to my "buka-ing" session...PEACE!

BREAK FAST!! CHEERS!

Wow...it's so fast,time flies huh? It's a Wednesday already... I woke up around 12 plus cuz I sorta didn't sleep yesterday. Watched almost the whole series of "Band Of Brothers" but I sorta skipped some of the parts. I'm gonna have the real session today with my brother.(I know,I know,it's like what I did in B's place,watching DVD) So yeah,I've watched "Band Of Brothers" like god knows how many times but I still love it. Cuz it's a friggin' awesome show.

It's been two days... Well,yesterday,didn't get a message or a phonecall from her. I'm starting to miss her,real bad! I wished we could see each other or something... If only I had a teleport or better say,if only that thing existed...Wouldn't it be easier? Everytime she message me,something will surely go wrong..it's either there's something wrong with the comp or something wrong with the server..cuz everytime she message...the session would end. She never told me but I'm guessing... I wished i could see her and hug that li'l angel of mine. *sigh*. I guess that now,I'll just have to wait...

Two days had passed since the first day of fasting...And now we're set on the third and Geylang's already packin' up with people and i don't like that. Although many would say,"Why the hell not? It's fun to be in Geylang." I know,there's people..or whenever u go there..ur bound to meet people that u have not met for god knows how long... It's like a so called..."Mini-Reunion-Place" for everyone. And I live like what...a god damn 5 mins walk from the bazaar. It's so near to my place but yet,I ain't going even if u were to give me a million bucks. Another thing I hate,there's many of those...M&Ms...Mats & Minahs. Mats with those tattoos or mat's with those "flood" pants (paddlepushers of course) or mats who's lookin',extremely,I repeat,EXTREMELY STUPID! And those minahs...with their 2cm "thick" make ups...lookin' all slutty and cheap even in front of those "makciks" and trying to look pretty even if they're not. And some,the FAT minahs...they wear one of those tight,revealing clothes like tank tops or tube...I mean...uergh! It's horrifying. And there are those minahs who's the grade B minahs...Dress almost a bit like those Grade A minahs..but a li'l less skimpy and their make ups..ain't that thick. And there's the Grade C minahs (Those who are below 13)It's like,they dress up like their Minah Sisters but the only thing...They tried...I say it again,they tried to "pump" up their chest to look big..by stuffing in tissues or something. So that's one of the reasons on why,I don't go down to Geylang. I'd only come down to get burgers or "deng deng"...

Okay,I now officially,not know of what to type... So,once again,I bid u farewell! Stay tune 'fans"!

P/S(plain sunset?): Nina baby,i love you!! If ur reading this,i just want u to know how bad I'm missin' u.....VERY BAD! hehehe. Do call me ya? Cuz I have no way of contacting ya...

Another P/S : Hey,u guys who's reading,my pics are up if u guys didn't know..u can check it out,if there's no link,it means there's something wrong with my link site... Try again later or somethin'.

Cheers!

Wow Wee!! It's a Monday! And it's the first day of the fasting month! Amazing isn't it? Slept at around 12 plus in the mornin' yesterday and didn't wake up at all for "Sahur"... But I guess it's okay,A big man like me...can last till night...so no worries! To all u guys and girls out there...Happy Fasting! U'll get ur reward at the end of the month...RAYA! And one more thing....to everyone that's reading this blog and to those who turn up for the L2R3 gig....Thanks for comin'! Thanks for supporting the local scene and also,those who stayed for No Direction's set...I would like to say thanks! Thanks a million cuz it meant a lot to us! Without u guys,it wouldn't be a great set!

I miss my baby and I don't know how she's doin'...Last I heard from her was yesterday. She called me up when she was meetin' her dad or something. Glad to hear her voice...And I'm really lookin' forward to hear her again or at least a message. I know she's hard to reach...Darn... All I have to do is wait. I would call her on her mom's phone...but now...I don't dare to. Baby,i miss u lots! Love u baby and make sure u take those medications aight? Do call me...

Allright folks,I'm in a middle of this mad game on MSN with Irma...Peace!

Wow! It's been two days since I've last blogged....MADNESS!! Well,here I am and guess what? Thursday wasn't the only day that I stayed the night out... I stayed at B's place for both Friday and Saturday night... Heheh..

I miss my baby,she met with an accident on the road and she's having a dislocated knee and now it's sorta swollen. I wished I could visit her but I can't...well,for some reasons... I was so god damn worried when she didn't message me on friday...which she did..later that evening..and then on saturday..she didn't message..till afternoon..so i'm glad...But it seems like it's not enough..I MISS HER!!! I pray for her to get better soon... I wish i could accompany her and be her personal entertainer or something. Honey,if ur reading this...have lotsa rest,ya? Get well soon cuz I'm lookin' forward to see ya! And about the show,no worries okay? There's always other shows that my band might play in and u can see my band play...The main thing is,rest...

Talkin' about the gig,License To Revolution 3 sets off yesterday...It was a fun gig! Lotsa familiar faces...and lotsa friends...The whole big bunch of us was sittin' and taking up the space on the side...it was madness. "Mom" was there and Dilah and Fattah was there too along with Nora... These are some of the old peers that used to go gigs together who says that they can't be bothered with the gig these days due to the new stupid kids (E.g. Newbies of Skinheads,punk and rudies) cuz they simply make my old peers sick. But they came anyways..and it was like old times,the bunch of us,hangin' out,shouting out and talkin' shit. My band was playing alongside with bands like Shoe Size Nine,Seven Sundays,Plain Sunset,Captain holiday,Never Too Late,Pop Whizzee and a few others... It was great to be able to share the stage with SS9 again...just like old times. When Shoe Size Nine played,I was singing along to some of their music...they simply rock and they're one of the bands that I'm proud of cuz they improved since their first gig. Plain Sunset,by default,rocks the stage...They played both old and new songs and the kids was singing along with them... It was an awesome set for most of the bands...And the turnout,it was like the first License To Revolution...It was a big crowd! When it was No Direction's set...it was fun! I enjoyed myself upstage...With friends at the side teasing me and shouting out some crappy stuff..and some friends and followers standing in front of the stage...It was awesome...it's been a long time since I've played on a stage and havin' so many people standing in front of us and shouting out stuff to us...It was total madness! We started off with a cover from The Ataris,Summer Winds Was Always Our Song and well,some shit happened but after that,we carried on smoothly with some minor errors... Overall,it was fun,fun,FUN!... After Plain Sunset's set..we set off cuz after them,it was the Oi! band...and Oi! band spells out TROUBLE...We don't wanna get involve in that shit,so we set off. And it was true,the next thing I heard from those who stayed behind..that there was a fight that broke out...(What's new?!)Those bunch of new SHITheads..ermm..I mean..skinheads are pure troublemakers...they're like a robot built to destroy or something...

Enough of the gig,it's over...At least I know this last gig before I go into the Army,was a fun and satisfying one... Anyways,I'll be meeting up with Tunggal later on to hang out...It's been some time since I've last met that Tungster...He's meeting me and the rest of the "squad" to have a MOHAA session...

Okay folks,take care...till then,enjoy!

CHEERS!

Hey ho peeps! Good mornin' to all! Yesterday was a mad day of the month. Okay,that's kinda wrong,cuz it's like....something mad always happens in my life. Earlier part of the day around 12 plus,I went to meet my baby in Tampines. I feel bad cuz I made her wait for like,almost half an hour. I'm really sorry dear! We went to get her drink at breeks and then settled down for breakfast in BK. I was havin' such a great time and all and I wished to spend time a li'l longer but then,my meet with her was cut short when her mom passed by and "stole" her away from my moments. Madness!

After that,I was left alone but it's okay,I understand why she was taken away. Met Dilah as soon as she left and then set off to Bedok Res (One of the new blocks before Sheng Shiong) and Dilah got food for Nora who was studying hard and didn't have time to cook. Very sweet of my bro. After all that,went down to Bedok Int to meet Pluggy. And then,the same old mad bunch set off to slack in East Coast. (Why east Coast? Where the hell I know,Dilah just felt like getting some sea breeze!) It was kinda awesome,the winds was blowing and it's like "Heaven" cuz I know,if there were to be matress...I would have slept there and then! Hanged out,talk crap,sing some songs and shouting out like bunch of mad kids. Slack till about 10 plus comin' to 11 that's when we decided to slack. Ton the whole night cuz IK called me up saying..."Wan,I don't wanna go home...I'm at Bugis smokin' shisha"..MADNESS!! SHISHA SEY! hahaha,so most real,when I hear there's a few people tonning,my mind set to tonning mode as well. So yeah,we decided to ton in "Paris" (To some of u who do not know the term "Paris" when used here by the mad circle of friends,Paris means...Pasir Ris) Planned out the spot,time of meet and all and last minute,Pluggy decided to go home cuz she have to meet her friend or something. Took a long ride to "Paris" and Azri keeps callin' me up askin' if Pluggy was with us. The thing is,she wasn't and I can't do much to help him. He was really worried and stuff that pluggy was unreachable. Well,whatever it is,I hope that everything will be okay for the both of 'em. My angel.Nina.went riding to Changi and I'm really worried cuz I still have not gotten any SMS or calls from her since the last Message yesterday. She said that she'll be riding to Changi,alone. I don't know,I'm all worried for my baby...I really hope that she sms me soon!

Shouting out loud,screaming away,singing songs while Dil and Sammy played some familiar tunes on the guitar... Talk crap while we're at it,changing the lyrics to some crappy words...and it was madness!

Went back home straight on the first bus...well not really first bus lah,maybe second or third...Don't know lah. Overall,it was mad fun I had...Wished that my nina could join us yesterday. Hope to see her soon...I really hope...

Anyways,today's ND's jammin' session but all of us ain't sure on when we'll be jammin'. And well,the girls are jammin' too...at 4 so damn! I can't join them..unless ND's jammin' late at night. So yeah,that's about it on what happened yesterday...

My body's achin' right now and I think I should get some sleep cuz yesterday,I stayed up...well..sorta stayed up..cuz i had a short nap. Anyways,I'm outta here....Stay tuned,I shall write in again!

CHEERS!

Woowee!! It's the mornin' again. Madness,the first thing I did was fix up my guitar strings cuz it's fuckin' rusted up! It's those kind of rusted up whereby u slide ur finger on it,it will simply give a nice small cut on ur fingers... Now,it's THAT kind of rusted up.

While I was fixin' up my strings,my baby called. She was in school and she was feelin' all nervous and stuff about the presentation. It was nice to hear her voice...hehe.. And yeah,she found her wallet back...ain't that cooL?! That's awesome! And yesterday,I get to see her for a while. I was hangin' out at BK and she dropped by! WOO HOO!! I'm so happy!

Had my accoustic session with First Chapter yesterday in Sunplaza Park area... Khuz,Fir,Tweet & Mon...was there. Made our new songs,modified some stuff...It was fun. in the evening,hanged out at BK with Dzafir,Sofyn,Hafiz and Amok...and then my baby came. Overall,had lots of laughter and crappy sessions...hehehe..

And guess what,Nina's mom called me up! hehehe,she was askin' me about some stuff... Madness... But she's cool,I have the feelin' that her mom trust me...and that's..waaay cool! Well,hope the status would be on the cool side.

Anyways,ain't got much things to say...so peace outside to the inside-o ya'all!

CHEERS!

Hey ho,let's go! Good mornin' ya'all! I sorta just woke up and still feelin' groggy and all. I can't believe that I'm still smiling from yesterday's date. She made me smile simply by lookin' at her and guess what? i'm missin' her already!

Went out with her yesterday! It was a simple but and it was a great date with her. Being with her,simply give me the warmth and I do feel comfy with her. Went to meet up with her in Tamp early in the morning,(10 plus maybe consider early mornin' to some..so yeah..),And wanted to take the train but then again,it's so early...hehe,by the time we reach town,none of the shops would have open up yet. So took the bus and god damn it was a long right but it was worth it. Sittin' next to her and chit chattin' and listening to my MD was really enjoyable and the whole journey took about almost an hour to reach to town. Went to Delifrance in Taka to have breakfast. I was seriously,like one lost goat in a middle of a field. Puttin' me alone in Delifrance without any guidance is like putting a caveman in the middle of Orchard Road! My baby guided me in Delifrance. So i followed whatever she was havin' (hehe).

Went to catch a movie soon after that,"Rundown",starring the Rock. It was crappy kinda funny and we really enjoyed that show...If u guys are into crappy funny show,catch rundown...it's funny. Soon after we got out of the cinema,my baby realised that she had lost her wallet. Tried checkin' the places but no where to be found. My poor baby,I felt kinda hopeless as in,I can't do nothin' about that. Baby,if ur reading this,I'm sorry aight?

In the evenin',we set off back to Tamp to hang out at BK for a while. Met up with Dil and chilled there. Talk a bit and stuff and after a while,she had to go off cuz she had to prepare some stuff for her presentation. Before she left,I stole a kiss from her and it was a nice feeling i had yesterday. Can't wait to see her again!

After she left,me and dil set off to meet up with SS9 cuz they were havin' the Void Deck session. Slack with them till about 10 plus and that's when I got home. Early huh? That's soooo not me...

Aight,today i'll be havin' my own Void Deck Session with First Chapter but I'm still waitin' for Tweet to call me up. So till then my fellow readers... CHEERS!

Mornin' peeps! I woke up quite early today...9+ and that's my normal time except that for this past few days,I've been wakin' up late. Currently,I'm like half naked...only in my boxers (Don't even try to imagine,I ain't sexy and I'm fat...so instead of six packs,u'll see six fats). Okay,what the hell was that for? I don't know,simply want to say it out. I'm going to start progressing on the band's page once I'm done surfing and blogging. One more thing,if u guys wondering,what's playing right now on my blogspot? Look to ur left,read up "MUSIC BLASTING"...There,u'll see the band's name and their song...

I'm still waiting for my angel to call...Maybe she's in school or something. Didn't know anything cuz I didn't hear from her yesterday night. I'm totally like anticipating for this Monday,she say that she'll be going out with me...(WOOPEEDOO!!!) but seriously,I still have no idea on where to go...Gotta cook up a plan pretty soon. NgAsT!

Today,is a Saturday...and my normal routine would be...meeting up with the boys,go jammin' then hang out..and then go back to B's place and stay the night there. That's what I always do on Saturdays but now since B can't book out...I don't know what to do. I'm sure there'll be some last minute spontanious kinda plan.

Anyways guys,take care cuz I'm outta here!

Offheidesen!

Wow,the Friday never went as boring as ever. I was at home the whole fuckin' day. Suppose to go out and get "Calls Of Duty" but the guy at Tecdrome said that the stock shipment changed date,it's comin' in near the end of this month,so once again,I'm held back to get that game. My baby called in the afternoon and she sounded tired and all cuz she didn't have enough sleep,poor baby and once again,she didn't ride. She went to bugis with her friends and while she was talkin' to me I heard the train closing door beeping sound. I was really happy to hear her...hope she enjoyed her day in town area. I guess that's the way she de-stress herself...shopping...hehehe,madness it is but if that's the way she de-stress..by all means... wanted to talk to her in the evening but end up not doing it. Wanted to call her home but didn't want to disturb her mom. But it's okay,there's always later...in the morning or afternoon,she will call me... I'm anticipating for that.

Bernard called me up in the morning just now (Friday) that he's stayin' in camp (to pay off his confinements) for two days (Friday & Saturday). So we didn't jam...he'll be comin' out on Sunday early,so there...looks like we'll be jammin' on that day.

All right guys,this is it for today,another entry later on...Farewell...

Cheers!

Hey ho! What's up peeps? Status on my Diarrhoea...doing better,stomache ain't on auto mode no more...Now,I can control..so no pants wasted yesterday. as for my so called "fever" it went away yesterday... Today,feelin' okay.

My dearest called me up just now...glad to hear her...some bad things had happened and that's fucked up. Some girl accused her of stealing ideas on her project..when my girl and that "Cina bukit" girl are doing on a totally different topics. i mean,logically...how can u rip off an idea when ur doing two different topics? That girl's bein' immature. Anyways,baby,just take it easy aight? U did the right thing,being cool about it...and being nice..that is all that matters...she's the one that's being a bitch. Just take it easy dear...

She might be meeting me in the evening,that is...if her meeting ends early. I hope she can. Anyways,the gig's comin' up...real soon. It's next week and us,No Direction...havin' a slight problem. B might not be able to book out... but he's doing his best to make sure we play. So B...my bro..YEAH! He might or might not be able to book out tomorrow and we're havin' that gig meeting at City Hall,to finalize stuff. So yeah,today...ain't a big event day..nothin' much is happening...

Cheers!

WoW! Amazin' ain't it? My dad just lost my hard disk and now I have nothin'...No Pictures,no IRC...no Web! FUCK! I can't go on with the web...Guess it will be held up again. Got diarrhoea yesterday and god damn,wasted three fuckin' pants while I was sleepin'...I know it's disgusting but hey,it's reality! It's a fact,even if u guys might have diarrhoea...it might happen to u guys as well. And I was feelin' really fucked up yesterday. After jammin' hang out at BK with the boys and then suddenly I was feelin' so weak and my neck began to warm up and my head was heavy and I wasn't myself yesterday. It's like as if I've been "Zombified" or something...No energy to even raise my hand... But I'm feelin' a li'l better today.

The date with Nina tomorrow has been cancelled cuz of her project and I fully understand cuz I was once there when I was studying in SHATEC. I always had to cancel my plans with pluggy last time cuz of my projects so now,I fully understand. Nina,honey...if ur reading this,don't worry aight? I'm cool about it.

Wanted to meet her today but she have a project meet and just got a message from her that we're meeting on Monday. Pscyhe! Hehehe...YEAH!

Dilah and Nora's comin' down here at my void deck to chill... I don't know why the heck they're comin' down here,madness I tell ya! Heheh...

Oh fuck,looks like I have to take a shit again!

CHEERS -=FaRt=-

Looks like I ain't meetin' my sweet angel... She had to go to the airport to send her friend off but it's okay,I don't mind. Once again,I'm at home...being an "angel" myself,hehe. She called me up when she was in school and she was like tellin' me about sending her friend and stuff...She has a helmet but some thing about her friend using those full faced helmet normally used for Scramblers...It would look weird if a guy wearing that,riding a Scooter...hehe.. But anyways,I understand that we can't meet up for today,there's always other days right?

Tomorrow is Tuesday and it's jammin' day for First Chapter. Hopefully everyone can make it and it seems that Tweet found a guy to be our new vocalist. We'll be testing him out tomorrow. Hope he can make it... Damn,when I think about jammin',I have to think of a new beat to put into the song. Tomorrow is strictly the First Chapter kids cuz we really want to concentrate on our songs so no outsiders allowed...

Pluggy's been quiet lately,I wonder what happened to her...I just hope that she and Azri,are doing okay... They'll be jammin' this Wednesday,so i guess...that I'll be seeing her then.

My date with Nina didn't happened today but it's moved up to Thursday...So stay tune...(Whoa,it's like as if I'm in some kind of Real TV show or something,hehe) Sweet li'l angel...

Aight,that's it for now,I'm off!

CHEERS!

Today... I woke up to an angel's voice! She called me up to say that she might not be able to meet me today,cuz she's havin' her project meeting and it might end late..around 7 plus... She said that if she's not tired,she might come down over to my place and she said that I can play around with her bike if I want to. heheh. After talkin' to her,I only realize that I woke up around lunch time...WoW!

I finally got my blog done although I ain't happy about it...It still look yucky. But take a look at the deisgn to ur left,"Blindedheart Night Skies,Falling Stars",it looks like some kind of a book or something,written by a lame author named Hezwan. But what the heck,I like it though...

While I was on my blog,I thought..."Might as well re-vamp the whole No Direction site",So that's what I did...I re-vamped...I Don't know if the new layout is nice...I picked the theme colour as blue. WoW!..Blue folks! Well u guys can check it out and tell me what u think of the front page...I'm only done at the front page.

http://www34.brinkster.com/nodirection1

So go ahead..check it out,if u want to comment,post it back here on the tag or in the guestbook. Cuz I have not put in the guestbook on that page yet...

Cheers!

Phew! I did a li'l bit of minor changes in here... Almost screwed my whole page! Nina surprised me today! She was back! She told me it was tomorrow..but then she had to go back early..cuz it was last minute or something that she knew about a test happenin' in school tomorrow. I was happy to hear her voice! Dead happy! And she told me that she bought me something from KL...That's sweet of her! Well,I told her that I would be done doing my blog by 10 but then it got me pinned down till 11 plus..which is now... Hope she's still free to talk to me...

I didn't go out the whole day today..and it surprised many,cuz I ain't the type who stay home...U know what I mean,I'm like out almost 24/7. Well,I've not been home for the past two days..so gotta be a li'l "angel" for today...U know,just put up a mask,a small mini act on so called...stage...Pretending to be all good. By tomorrow,I'm back to my routine...Out of the house I go! heheh... Aight,Gonna wait for my sweet angel to call...

Cheers!

Yesterday,while on B's bed and he was fast asleep..and I mean,fast asleep. Guessed that he was tired... I couldn't sleep. Rain poured down,and it wasn't any rain,it was one of those thunderous rain. Thunder keeps sounding off and it sounded as if we're in war or something...That's when my mind start thinking back of everything...it was nice,lying there on the bed thinking away about the past... Rain always associate with my relationships.

Thinking back of the girls that I was with....And I realise..all of 'em,I have different things to say about. (This is getting kinda lame but what the heck,just wanna share my thoughts with u guys)

Ainun (First ex,three years relationship) - When I was with her,she was like...the best ever. She's smart,funny,creative,pretty and what's best at that time...My mom loves her a lot even til today,she keeps askin' me..."How's Ainun doing? i miss that girl..." And she keeps going on about me being stupid not to be with her and saying that she doesn't want to be friends with me because I"m like this...bla bla bla...See,my mom loves her a lot! And she's someone that I'll never forget...I mean,who would? After being three years with her and having fond memories of her... But my views of her changed since that call I made days back...She became more...like a snob. Maybe it was her "I'm-in-university-and-ur-not" status. Somehow,she disgusted me...Whatever happen to that old Ainun(I think I've said this before).Whatever it is,I just wish the best of luck to her and hopefully she finds that "RICH & HANDSOME" guy of hers...

p|uGGy (Friend to girlfriend to Best Friend,3 years of knowing her) - Now,pluggy...she's my favourite as u guys might know by now. She's mad,funny,crappy(like me) and loved by many. Three years ago,met her at the show in NUS when MSC played together with Plain Sunset and other bands...wasn't that close with her at first but as time goes by I began to grow liking her. And a year after that,we became couples...a mad couple I must say. She's different,she's fun,she's loud and she's cool. That's how I see her...She's that person u can turn to if u need someone to listen,she cares..a lot and I like that. After a few months with her,things didn't work out and we decided to be friends... I know that,many would say that once ur a couple and u break up,it's hard for u to be friends again and I'm proud to say that we somehow,prove those people,wrong(e.g. Ainun,who thinks that ex's...shouldn't talk to each other once they break up). And now,Pluggy became my best friend..a buddy who I can turn to or hang out with even if she's with her guy and i don't mind that. She was that person who gave me that confidence and believes in my band,she was there,for most of the shows that we played in. I treasure her,the most...cuz she was really someone special that was given to me by god in my life. I've lost her once,as my special someone...I never want to lose her,again...as a friend.

Shammie (Known her for almost a year now,went on two dates with her) - Shammie....a girl that sometimes can be weird,not in a bad way but a good way. Shammie can be mad too when it comes to that mood of hers and she is crappy at times but sometimes,she can have this li'l mood swings and that's when u don't wanna mess with her. We got closer when our relationship got a li'l stronger and she was there (callin' me on my handphone everytime to check up on me) when No Direction was constructing the studio at B's place...The whole period we took to make that studio,she called me,without fail,every single day to check up on me and to chat up. I'll never forget that...Overall,she's a nice girl but sometimes,she's a li'l bit paranoid but other than that,she's nice. We would have been together today but I blew that opportunity by saying that I still love pluggy... A mistake that I've made and totally brought her down. I was stupid to say that but it has pass,nothing i can do. She might have found someone new and me for one,sorta found someone. Now a days,we ain't close like how we were before...I'm busy with my stuff and she's busy with hers...so it's kinda hard. We only chat...sometimes on MSN. Even I went out with her for two dates,I'll always remember those two mad rainy days...

Sabrina (girl I met and dated mid this year) - Don't wanna talk about her...

Surya (A passer-by in my life whom i once loved) - Surya...hmm...she's another crappy fun kinda girl and she's creative in arts...Talented. Went out on a few movie dates with her and we sorta love each other. She's a sweet sweet girl with that don't-give-a-damn attitude...cool! We were getting somewhere in the relationship but in the end...we both decided,not to be with one another cuz of our "differences"...She's into hip hop and RnB while I'm into this emo,punk rock kinda scene...and she's singing that..I'm singing this..u guys know..that kinda thing...So in the end,we decided..to just be friends. We grew apart after that decision...didn't talk much to each other no more...She's in her world and I'm in mine...

There u have it...the history of what i think of the girls I dated (in the first place,why am I telling u guys this? Well...just felt like sharing) And as I said..rain..has it's place in every one of those relationship..especially to pluggy and Shammie...Whatever it is,everyone I listed...I'll treasure them in one way or another...Always,cuz they were once,a part of my life...

Currently...interested in this girl Nina but I'm takin' it slowly...Starting off as friends,first...See how it goes!

Cheers!

Hey ho peeps! Thanks for tagging in...It's kinda cool havin' this taggin' thing. U sorta,communicate and stuff... Just got back from home since yesterday afternoon... Stayed the night at B's place and then went out to town in the afternoon to see SS9 and Plan 2 Fool at Esplanade Park...Met up with few people there... SS9 boys,P2F kids...Inn,Hafiz,Fan,Nuwul and a few bunch other people. After the few bands played,we went down to Davis cuz B wanted to get some guitar strings,along the way,saw Wan(dil's bro). After Davis,met Fattah in City Hall then we set off to HMV...Did some CD searching and some sampling of the CDs...after HMV,went to Borders,did the same thing,CD sampling and all...After that,Simpang Bedok,had Milo Dinosaur and god damn,miss that Big 'ol Milo Dino...sat down,talk about stuff.chit chat..and then went back home... (U guys notice that I typed out in a crappy form...yes..crappy form..WoW!...) Whatever BIGguy! Hahahaha...

Nina called me in the early afternoon just now and I was fuckin' happy to hear her voice! She was leaving for KL to celebrate her friend's birthday or something... We talked for a while but I was distracted by the show me and B was watching (Sum Of All Fears)... And she was sorta busy with her packin' and stuff... so we cut it short. At least I get to hear her voice! That was nice... While I was in town,she called to tell me that she reached KL already and that was sweet of her! Talked to her a bit till she had to go. She'll be back on Monday...can't wait...I'm missing her already...

That's all i have for today...

Cheers!

Are u ready kids? (Ai yay capt'n) Argh....who lives in the pineapple under the sea? (SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!)...HAHAHAHAH.>yeah!! Awesome..Thanks to this link...got it from Tweet's blog,Thanks tweet! So guys..I now,not only have a tag board..but music as well! Ah huh!! Yes..not one folks..but two! (whatever that is) Aight,that's the only update..Outta here!

[ Music Blastin' : Biffy Clyro - Christopher's River ] [ Mood :-: Disorientated ]

Oh yeah...check it out...a hell of a big tag board! I finally got a god damn tag board! Awesome ey? hahahaha..like as if u guys don't have a tag board that I wanna go Hoo Ha about...Well,if u guys wanna leave messages...There's a tage board,feel free to say out...but if there's comments...hit the guestbook...Aight?

Off I Go!

Hey ho!! Guys..thanks for the feedback..I've changed the size of the font..like what u guys told me to do..And as for the pic..hope u guys can see better...The whole idea..was to make the pic..sorta like...u-can-see-what-is-it-but-can't-make-out-the-shape kinda style....So yeah...

Today I had a great day! Went out on a date with Nina! And it was great! She's a nice girl..a very nice girl...and she looks a bit like Christina Aguilerra a li'l...and some angle... Went to watch The Italian Job (yeah yeah,I know,that show's been running for quite some time and only now I wanna watch,but hey...at least I've watched!hehe) She's older than me,she's 21. Went to meet up with her in Tamp..and gotta say that I was a li'l bit nervous at first...I mean..it was my first time meeting her and after a while..time sorta break the ice. Soon after,I got comfy with her. we took the bus from Tamp..and the thing is,she wasn't used to the public transport..cuz she's been riding her bike for a long time... SHE RIDES!! A VESPA!! HOLY COW! A vespa..guys...a bike that I've always wanted..and SHE rides a vespa...darn...heheh...The funny thing was..she wanted to fetch me at first (I didn't know she rides) And I was like..."Oh..kay..that will be weird.." So I crack up a lame joke by saying.." I guess,if u were to fetch me,we'll be willie-ing all the way from Tamp to Lido?" Then we both started crackin' up...I mean..cuz of my weight at the back...heheh...lame ey? But overall..she's cute,nice,funny...and I like her...But I don't know ey...let's see how it goes..stay tune to find out more...

Aight guys,tomorrow...B's bookin' out so ND is on Stand-By mode to jam... Not sure about the actual time on when he actually book out... So standing by... Before that,heading out to Fir's place to do the design cover. Aight guys,I'll write in again..stay tuned...

Woopeedooooooo!!!

Hey ho peeps...Just wanna check out..if u guys reading this..tell me in my guestbook...do u see the pic? And my profile? Do leave ur feedbacks in my Guestbook aight? I might be adding in a tag board soon...

Awww man! This is madness...Woke up to B's call. He was from his Air Base and god damn,he kena "tekan" yesterday cuz one airhead lost 450 bucks! I mean,what kind of a moron,would bring in 450 bucks into the camp?! God! U won't spend things in camp right? after the morning blurness..here I am! in front of the comp,once again!

Yesterday hanged out with the bunch...Tweet,Firdaus,"Toyol",Inn & Fad. At the beginning,had some accoustic session with First Chapter minus Rafiee at Sunplaza Park area. "Toyol" came down to hang out with us...He's one crappy fuck..hehehe..Funny guy. After that went down to BK in Century Square..that's when Fad and Inn came down. And as soon as Fad and Inn came down,the three of 'em left...Tweet went of to fetch Mon from school,Fir went home and so did "toyol". "Toyol" real name is Faidzal...I don't know how the heck he got the nickname "Toyol"...Everybody seems to be calling him that since Secondary School.

Today I'll be going to town with Dzafir...Meeting him up at the Paya Lebar train station platform. He's going to town to check out games in far east. I don't know what he's looking for but what the heck...I'll tag along cuz I wanna see if "Calls Of Duty" is out...in pirated form. My dad wanted to get the original game...Cuz it's worth it. Aight,I gotta go to the loo,nature calls...BIg time nature call....

Cheers!